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24. I can't get out of the crowd, I can't get out of the car, I see the headwind blowing your short hair, and I hear your heart, calling me...

On the day after the college entrance examination ended, Sha Ying didn't rush back to her hometown immediately, but opened the conference room that had been closed for many days with her heart full of worries.

The tape recorder has been with her for three years, and the tape is almost aging. This meeting room condenses a confession that is impossible in this era, but she thinks it is better to wait here. The medical department in Beijing is in Shanghai, so does that person really want to go their separate ways with Sha Ying?

The teacher came suddenly and took the key here. The teacher asked her to go home early. The teacher said that the dormitory building will be closed soon, so pack up and go home as soon as possible to wait for the admission notice. The teacher also said that there might be no bus if it is later...

She can only go back to the dormitory. Mom and Dad are coming in through the school gate...

The bus was as crowded as ever, until the bus started, she saw Lan Tian looking around anxiously in the station, Sha Ying stood up excitedly and tried to squeeze off the bus, but the aisle was full of people after the bus started, and her parents were in front of her. Persuading her to go home first, everyone in the car was looking at her, so she could only stick her head out of the window, looking at the blue sky where she finally found her car, she tore open her throat...

"Come to me! Come to me!! I'll be waiting for you!! Blue sky!! I'll be waiting for you!! Blue sky!!..."

Eyes tightly locked on that beautiful silhouette... Listening to that sad voice calling... Lan Tian chased this car... Her words were on her lips, why couldn't she make a sound, even if she just said "wait for me, The footsteps seem to be numb, and with a heart that wants to have more, there is nothing left to run forward. Sha Ying's face protruding from the side of the car...that face that will take a long time to forget... She tried her best to speed... …How should she catch up with a car that is driving faster and faster, dodge the many cars that are speeding past countless pedestrians around her, but her face is still becoming more and more unclear, and her forehead bangs are blowing against the wind...

The car is gone...

It seems that everything must be so missed from now on, let it go, Lan Tian gasped and stopped in the middle of the road, is this really the case?Her rustle...has something to say, really has something to say...she actually has something to say...

On their respective journeys home, they felt the same kind of loneliness together, and there was no one in this world who could confide in them, regardless of age.The more you cherish, the faster time passes. After parting, each of you will have another encounter. This is the time you should look forward to. Will your whole life be filled with this short fate? Even if you can’t have each other, the future will be all with this people related to...

Shasha... Should I look for you again?The blue sky that looks up to the sky and weeps.

God...God...please...you must...come to me...

In the bumpy and crowded car, Sha Ying lowered her head, tears falling straight into the palms of her hands covering her face, she didn't want such a result...

In the summer of 1992, when she was waiting for her grades, due to many reasons, Lan Tian could not let go of the anxiety on her brows, but her parents were very relaxed. They discussed with Lan Fang's mother that Lan Tu would take the two of them on a trip together for a few days.

However, Sha Ying rode a bicycle for a long time to come to Lan Tian's house, who knew that the doors of the two houses were closed tightly, and she was in a bad mood, so she immediately went back to her own house and closed the door and lay down on the table crying. More than four hours of cycling, but I didn't see her who she was thinking about day and night.

Grandma didn't know what happened, she knew she was going to Lan Tian's house, but she ran back that day thinking something happened, and began to murmur doubts to Lan Tian, ​​Sha Ying heard her grandma say something unclear, opened the door and shook grandma At this time, she saw a postcard on the dining table, and the familiar handwriting made her excited:

"rustle

long time no see

I miss you

Huangshan is beautiful

so beautiful that i always think of you

blue sky"

The postmark is from Huangshan in Anhui. How did she go to Huangshan?Why didn't she write to tell her that she didn't know that someone was madly... missing her?

"It was delivered by the postman just after you left in the morning." Grandma explained in a murmur.

"Grandma, I'm really fine." The mood finally improved, but her grandma couldn't see another kind of sadness in Sha Ying's heart.

Will they never need to tell each other any itinerary like this in the future, even if they come and go, it will be a postcard or a short letter with those few words?Even if that care really exists, you must lie to yourself that it is some unimportant memories in these youthful years?

In the Yangtze River, Sha Ying was swimming alone, the water mixed with tears... Missing that person... that person who clearly loves her but doesn't want her...

Half a month later, Sha Ying received an admission letter from Beijing Dance Academy, and she will study at the university for four years. The whole family was ecstatic.

Maybe she should be very happy, maybe she should feel that her dream has come true, but it has nothing to do with her, at least it is not important, it is not what she wants most at all.

That postcard was like the full stop of a fate, reminding Sha Ying that it was time to let go. Her heart was saying that she couldn't forgive Lan Tian for leaving without saying goodbye, and she also hated why she couldn't be more free and easy, and couldn't see her. Is it really the best way to forget?She should try, shouldn't she?

When packing her luggage, she still needs to put everything Lan Tian sent and used, as well as photos, etc. into the box. There are still ten days before leaving school, and Lan Tian still hasn't come to see her.

I can't go, I have to learn to control myself, let's do it, okay, let's do it, she is cruel, she has to be cruel, even more cruel than her, I have to start a new life, when I arrive in Beijing, everything... The sound of the bicycle, she ran out of the room like crazy, she came?It must be her!It must be her!My thoughts took a thousand turns...

She stood leaning against the doorpost of their house, her mouth was slightly open and she couldn't speak, she couldn't hide her indescribable emotion...

Looking at Sha Ying in a plain white gauze dress, it wasn't because she was careless, but because the picture in front of her was so touching, why every time I saw her, I was always so nervous, so moved, so beautiful, and I always felt so nervous when I wanted to get close to her but didn't dare to approach her. Repeatedly like this, what should I do now, she is looking at herself at the door, isn't this the person she finally can't help but want to see?

"I've been waiting for you to see her, but I've never seen her so unhappy." Grandma muttered.

"Let me give you a hug."

Sha Ying straddled Lan Tian's waist with her legs, she was already in such a tacit embrace of this hug, she lowered her head and held Lan Tian's face, her mood was so restless.

Grandma turned a glance at the two people who were hugging each other like this: "I thought you had already gone to a big city to study, now it's over, our house is over after the rain!"

"Grandma! What are you talking about?!" Sha Ying was shy.

"I said I'm going to quickly kill the chicken and make a delicious meal for you." After finishing speaking, grandma ran to the chicken pen next to the house: "Oh, oh, oh, oh..."

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