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230, You "lost" a game of chess, I will punish you for writing me two love letters

After lunch, Lan Tian began to read the operation materials brought back from the hospital, preparing for the operation plan for the next week. After Sha Ying washed her clothes, she was dragged into the room by Qin Qin to chat. Benevolence".

Chatting while eating a bunch of snacks, Qinqin begged Sha Ying to tell about Lantian, which was really interesting.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, when Sha Ying returned to the room, Lan Tian was still reading the materials, and another part fell to the ground, and the water in the glass had been drunk.

Sha Ying went over to pick up the documents and put them away, standing behind Lan Tian and rubbing her shoulders... Her Lan Tian always said that being a doctor is a profession that cannot make mistakes, so it is very important to be fully prepared. Sha Ying thought that she would definitely not do this The wife of PUAL in "Benevolent Hands" also doesn't understand that he doesn't support him. No matter how much her Lan Tian cares about her work, she will look at the problem from Lan Tian's perspective. A sweet home, let her Lan Tian feel at ease at work, let Lan Tian see her every day...

He leaned over and said, "Take a break, okay? It's been three hours, and your eyes are saying you're tired."

Lan Tian stood up, pushed Sha Ying to the window and hugged Sha Shayao: "Did you speak ill of me to Qinqin?"

"Hehe... I broke some exclusive news about you for her."

"Ah……"

"You and Qinqin are all here today, I have to go down to cook earlier, before they do, otherwise we will have dinner at eight o'clock."

"Then I'll stay with Shasha."

"Hey, don't go. Qinqin said that she would make one herself today. She and I entered the kitchen together. The kitchen can no longer hold you."

"But--"

"God? Wait for me here, it won't be long, just an hour, you continue to watch those here, you must have not finished it yet, right?"

"Then... thank you for your hard work."

"It's not hard work at all, eh? After returning to Jingang, we will live with my mother. I have to understand my mother's taste first."

"Heh... Just for your status, mom will definitely persuade you to marry me directly, so you can live in our house."

"Hmm! I want to work harder." She pecked at the corner of Lan Tian's mouth: "Go, wait here, don't- Xu-ran-run." She pushed Lan Tian to sit on the chair in front of the writing desk again .

She couldn't tell how happy it was, she felt that she had gained too much... Seeing Sha Sha pull away her hand, turn around and go out, close the door for her, and then heard her and Qinqin talking outside the door... …

"Why so long?"

"I have to coax her into the room, and she must come with me."

"Hehe...does she need to be coaxed too? I thought she was the only one who coaxed you."

"Hehe...you need it, why don't you need it?"

……

Even though she has eaten the food made by Sha Ying many times, every time Qinqin sees Sha Ying, she still thinks that Sha Ying is a woman who does not eat fireworks.

When standing in the kitchen, I saw Sha Ying skillfully chopping and cooking vegetables, she looked like a good wife, she was much taller than Qinqin, and she was so good in every aspect that there was nothing to say, it was the kitchen, Qinqin Jean couldn't compete with her even though she would do some.Fundamentally, such a woman should be pampered, offered and held, but she is so happy and busy in this kitchen, cooking every dish with her heart for the people she likes, it can be seen that this is the life she wants , may be the life in her dreams, she really likes SKY very much, she likes SKY as if she doesn't have her own...

After dinner, Qinqin went back to the room, and Lan Tian and Sha Ying played chess together. Sha Ying knew that she couldn't beat Lan Tian, ​​so she asked Lan Tian to let her shoot, cart, and horse, but Lan Tian never let Sha Ying win.

"On TV, the hero makes the heroine win. Why don't you let me win?"

"All the chariots, horses and guns have given way, and you still lose."

"Then give me another one."

"How are you?"

"Give up another car."

"Then what if you lose again?"

"If I lose again... I will punish you to write me a letter, and I have to write it tonight."

"Punish me? Write a letter?"

"Yes, I will punish you to write me a letter. Remember, it's not an ordinary letter, it must be a..." She moved closer to Lan Tian's ear and lowered her voice: "A love letter."

"Heh... what if I lose?"

"You are fined to write two letters to me, and both of them have to be...that. Hehe...that's the decision, let's start."

Her heart was so sweet that honey juice was about to overflow, her beloved Sasha asked her for a love letter...even though it was already face to face.So Lan Tian wondered if he should give her more, and "more" seemed like a surprise.

Don't think about it, I must lose to her, but I have dealt with her for a long time, making her regret the game three times...

"Hehe... I won. Two letters. Um... One can be written to me next Sunday, and the other must be finished today before going to bed. As for me, I am also busy with my own work."

"Heh...Okay. By the way, can text messages work?"

"Hey! That won't work. You have to write, and write with a pen. You need to write more than 1000 words." Sha Ying couldn't let her take advantage of her loopholes, so she simply asked for clarity.

"You didn't say that much just now."

"Now tell me, do you want to write?"

"Heh... I, I will write."

"I will prepare paper and pen for you."

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom... her rustling... taking a shower...

rustle:

How should I start...

Once, at a very ignorant age, watching my sister grow up, I meditated on my future encounters. Who is you in this world?If there is you in the end, where are you?What is it like to like someone? Will he treat me better than my sister treats me?Is there really such a close person in this world?

In the night sky after graduating from the high school entrance examination that year, I thought about such a thing, and on a sunny day in late summer, "you" came to me with a slight limp.

Wearing a white T-shirt and pleated skirt, with such a shy and charming smile, holding your hand, I know that my lower berth and the empty desk next to me are all waiting for your arrival.

At that time, I don’t know why you always peeked at me after sitting next to me, making me wonder if there was something on my face, and I was so afraid of bumping into your peeping eyes, so I could only Looking at your hands from the corner of the eye, the little sun on your fingers is very healthy, just like your face, very beautiful... I don't know why I always want to be more active since I know you, but when I don't see you, I will be in a hurry.

If you want to ask in detail, you have to "blame" the "Peacock", which completely messed up my mood, I was so excited that I couldn't be normal, and you accidentally kissed the corner of my mouth, and you asked the starry sky... I just remembered...

But it can't, can it?But do you want to get so close to me on purpose?You just look like I can't help it, don't you?You look at me with that kind of eyes, when you look at me, you are always so close to me... I found that I don't want to hide and let you approach me infinitely close... You are right, the time I hugged you, I actually wanted to kiss you You, the towel fell on the floor and I realized that I was so wrong but I couldn't take back the turbulent emotions. Your hand on my back was very gentle... "Fortunately" your grades are not very good, I can use it The reason for tutoring is to spend more time with you. When you are not holding me or looking at me, it is not too difficult to let go of those thoughts that scare me and maybe scare you.

It seems that there is a turning point in this life. I clearly remember the first time I saw you in pain. Let go of your hand and hand you over to someone else to enter the operating room, why am I distressed?What am I unwilling?What am I worried about?What am I thinking?what do i want

The years seem to be getting more and more hasty. You gave me a small bottle at the parting station. After three years, the result is that you and I have our own futures. But I know very well what we have left in this time axis. I will How to forget this memory, beside the Yangtze River, meeting rooms, classrooms, dormitories, your room, my home, and the streets and alleys of Jingang, I often ride your bicycle with me, and that one is quite long The way... If I were a boy, I would definitely say, when I graduate, I will marry you home... It was this thought that broke my heart, and I began to selfishly only care about my emotions and endure I don’t want to look for you anymore, I try my best to take the opportunity of graduating and go my separate ways to forget you... Who would have thought that Huangshan is so beautiful that it always reminds me of you.

Saying back to your heart again and again, the last night before going to Shanghai, I hugged you to sleep, you were in my arms, I really wanted to kiss you, now that I think about it, I am really a cruel person, I always think that there should be real beauty future and a pair of hands stronger than mine, to embrace you...

Shasha, those years when I couldn’t say anything but missed you, was the first time I realized what it means to let go... How hard it is to let go...

Seeing your "Half-Life Fate", I saw that life is actually short. Even if you are in love, decades of years have made it difficult to own in the constant misses and misunderstandings. The only beauty that hurts a person, or only in Blooming when I met, you danced so well, telling your bravery and yearning with your beautiful body, but I was only moved by your aura on that stage, and still forced myself to ignore the emotion you have been waiting for.Speaking of which, I'm not really brave, am I?You blamed me then, didn't you?

I should also thank the train platform, our lonely backs in the crowded place, whether going north or south, I have to admit that I really don’t want you to travel alone, even if you say you will protect yourself, maybe even if you don’t take me Take back the "trophy" from Beijing, one day, on a day that drives you crazy, such as today, I will say to you, I love you, and then repeat that morning that year, the first time I hug you.

Shasha, in the three years of high school, I did have something to say, I will try to write it all down today, and I will not repeat it in the four years since we were together because we have been heart-to-heart, but in the seven years of separation, I have more to say, please wait for me Slowly tell you everything in the second letter.

Now and today, hold you tight again, since every step in life cannot leave me and your past, please believe that I must be brave, for you, no need to regret the years we lost, I received you chasing Linda that day I really don’t believe the fact that I will see you soon, that was a surprise that could only appear in my dreams so many times, I was really desperate to think that we would never go back, but I didn’t expect , you are really back, come back from work every day, you can still let me eat the meals you cook, stretch out the hands you need from me, let me pamper you...

Shasha, we have to tell Grandma Taishan together, I will hold your hand and say to Grandma: I have found you, and I will guard you carefully, and grow old with you, I think, Grandma will definitely blow smoke rings He smiled and said: These two girls can finally laugh again.

Heh...that's all for writing, I don't know where you behind us are writing about our origin...

your little boy

The evening of July 2003, 8

Putting down the pen, folded a few pieces of paper, picked it up, turned around and sat by the bed.

"It's finished?" Sha Ying smiled and looked at her hands behind her back: "Give it to me quickly."

"Uh……"

"Give it to me quickly." Sha Ying almost stood up and rushed over to grab it.

"Okay, I'll give it to you, don't... grab it, and don't... laugh."

"I don't laugh, give it to me." Sha Ying spread out her right hand.

"Heh...here." Putting the letter in Sha Ying's palm with both hands, Sha Ying looked at the blue sky contentedly and held the letter.

"You...you can... go take a shower first." Reading Lan Tian's letter, she would also feel shy.

"Okay." Lan Tian scratched her forehead and hurried to the bathroom.

Spraying water on Lan Tian's head, washing away the white foam of the shampoo... I played back the past 14 years in my mind, and the emotion of picking up the pen is still there... The bus chasing Sha Ying, the pain of the past, although at that time She was very young, and at that wedding, she had been in love so hard for so many years, but her Shasha still turned her back... and then her Shasha and Sun Qian had an unbearable marriage for nearly five years, and she was lonely abroad because of missing Anomaly, finally meeting again but wanting to run away from her... She can't run away anymore, she even let go of Ye Yu who loves her so much... Ye Yu who loves her so much... But she has to let go, it's a direction that she doesn't have to choose.From now on, there can be no more tragedies, otherwise, I will be too tired to live without knowing why, otherwise, how can I be worthy of Xiaoyu who once belonged to her...

After blowing her hair, she walked out of the bathroom and saw that Sha Ying's eyes must have just turned red and still had traces. She smiled and faced Lan Tian who came over, lifted the thin quilt and pulled Lan Tian to bed...

Press your thumb on the cocoon of her tiger's mouth... hold it up... kiss...

She hugged her rustle into her arms and kissed her forehead...