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137, Because between me, you and her, it's easy to go back to the original place...

In the restaurant, they found a quiet place, and the three of them sat down to eat together. Lan Fang asked Zhang Yang not to pick her up.

"Xiaotian, does the wound hurt?" Lan Fang asked with concern, feeling guilty, because the two people were not doing well, but also because of Lan Fang's kindness, and because of the question she finally understood.

"No." It seemed to be very calm, and the straightforward answer was infinite impatience with fate.

"Is there anything you really want to eat?" Ye Yu asked more sadly.

"Whatever." The answer was still so straightforward, but immediately, "Oh no, chicken leg...let me eat a chicken leg..."

Tears welled up in Lan Fang's eyes: "Don't be like this... Xiaotian... what do you ask my sister to do? Xiaotian... my sister... I'm really sorry..."

"...sister...it's none of your business...it's all...it's all my fault...why did I tell that lie...I hate myself so much...she's alone...in Beijing...I have you Supporting...but beside her...is there...that worry that has nowhere to say..."

"Xiao Tian……"

"Let me tell my sister...Think about it thoroughly..."

"sky……"

"Xiao Tian……"

"Give me...give me this bottle that year...her heart...wants her...everyone will stuff it into this bottle and let me take it away...but I...force her to do that... Question...that question that broke her heart...my sister...Xiaotian is her everything...my sister doesn't understand...but...my sister saw...she cried...watching me go...she why cry……

In the second semester of junior year...the famous director Zheng Yi...so many people...but they took a look at her...and asked her to make a movie...but...this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity...may make her a chance to shine forever... She refused without telling me...it's because she wasn't smart enough to walk that path well...it was for me...it was for me, sister...now this ending...no longer dancing...the medicine was replaced... Being pregnant with someone else's child...is her...the second half of her life of despair..."

"sky……"

"Xiao Tian……"

"God...don't say it, don't say it...ah? God! Why is your head so hot?!"

"I'm fine..."

"Xiao Tian? What's going on? Hurry up, let's stop eating and go to the hospital!"

"I'm fine..."

"God...don't do this, let's go to the hospital...follow me..."

The tears in the corners of my eyes couldn't be wiped away and flowed on the pillow. I was giving Lan Tian an infusion in the single ward. Because of her rustling, I was so weak...

Lan Fang never thought that the harm would last until now, and she was confused whether what she did was right or wrong.

Holding her Lan Tian's hand...Sha Ying gave up for Lan Tian, ​​no one came to tell Lan Tian, ​​but Ye Yu and Lan Fang went to Sha Ying several times to tell about what Lan Tian did for Sha Ying Ye Yu thought he understood the feelings that he couldn't grasp, but he didn't think that he still didn't understand enough.

Lan Tian was tortured to this point by the fate of being helpless, and the beginning with Lan Tian that Ye Yu worked so hard to build disappeared in this sudden meeting, and it was too late to grieve for herself, listening to Sha Ying's last words and watching Sha Ying leaves in despair, and Ye Yu first tastes the pain of losing her blue sky again.

At ten o'clock in the night, Vice President Zhuo knocked on the door of the ward, and no one knew who told him.Seeing Vice President Zhuo come in, Lan Fang saw that Ye Yu refused to give up her position to let Vice President Zhuo get closer to Lan Tian.

But should Ye Yu be allowed to go on like this?What's more, Lan Tian pretends to be Sha Ying in his heart. Is it better to stop this relationship in unrequited love? Lan Fang still pulls Ye Yu out, takes Ye Yu's hand to her office, or takes this time to say Say what she wants to say.

"Fang? Where are you going?"

"Go to my office."

"But this—"

"As long as Vice President Zhuo is here, he will accompany her well." Lan Fang decisively interrupted Ye Yu.

"Fang? What are you doing? You let him stay with her alone?" She wanted to shake off Lan Fang's hand, but she held it too tightly.

"Let him talk to Xiaotian to distract Xiaotian."

"Fang?"

"Come with me."

Ye Yu sat restlessly on the sofa in Lan Fang's office.

"What to drink?" Lan Fang asked.

"black coffee."

After brewing black coffee, I sat on the sofa with Ye Yu: "How can I sleep after drinking this now?"

"I won't go back, you go back, I will accompany her."

"No."

"Fang? What's wrong with you? What's wrong? Can't I accompany her?"

"It was possible before, but not now. Don't sink into it, Xiaoyu, I know, I've seen it with my heart."

"too late."

"It's not too late, listen to me."

"Why do I have to listen to you? I don't even listen to her, let alone yours?"

"Xiaoyu! Don't say you can't, even her heart is not with you! For her, you have to give up my brother, you are going wrong! How can it be her? How can you walk the way like this? You are not young It's almost thirty! Don't play around anymore!"

"I'm not playing, and I don't think I'm going the wrong way. It doesn't matter if her heart is never with me."

"What did you say?"

"Don't show your sister's identity. You don't need to tell me the words that made me leave her. It's a big reason. The whole world is against it, and I won't look back."

"Xiaoyu?" Lan Fang heard a determination that she had never seen before, and this determination shocked her.

"It may have been since my junior year when I went to the suburbs to find her on a rainy day. When she saw me sad, I was worried that my shoes would be wet by the rain. She said a bunch of seemingly nonsense words that really comforted my heart and touched my feet. ...to see if the socks are wet...to shine my shoes...but you went to meet Yuwen's parents..."

"Xiaoyu? What are you talking about?"

"You may also see her Sasha who wants to fly to Beijing to see her sick, see her go all over Shanghai clothing stores for a piece of clothing and spend her three months' living expenses, see her collapse in Shanghai In the heavy rain, I came back to tear up the notes she had worked so hard for days and nights, just helplessly watching her lose her beloved and her soul was hollowed out... I am fascinated by this long and tragic movie, so fascinated that I want to ask Dad gave her 30 yuan to help her, and he was so fascinated that he couldn’t help running to England to find her as soon as he graduated, so fascinated that I began to imagine that I was also the protagonist in that movie.”

"Xiaoyu? You, you, why did you insist on creating another tragedy after it ended so hard? She doesn't have you in her heart at all! You are really wrong to give up Atu!"

"It's fine if she doesn't refuse, it doesn't matter if she can fall in love with me or not."

"you?!"

"Have you really realized what she has lost and how much she has lost up to now? When you say this, you think of Attu and me, have you ever thought of her? You said she was never sick, but why is she lying in bed now? That hospital bed? How many times is she lying on that hospital bed for the same reason?"

"I believe this can be the last time."

"Her person can be standing, but her heart, since she lost her rustle, has been sick, can you be so invisible? She has become the pride of your Lan family, but why do I think she is so tragic? Have you ever thought about it in exchange for what you feel proud of? On October 10th last year, you picked her up at the train station to return to China, and you only saw that she came back from studying abroad to win honor for your Lan family. Did you see how much she wished for someone to pick her up? Her? How many hospitals hoped to keep her when she returned to China, but she wanted to go back to Jingang...Why did she do this? "

Looking at Lan Fang, he drank a sip of black coffee in pain, it was really too bitter... He held his forehead and couldn't speak...

"But..." Lan Fang burst into tears: "You know the coffee is bitter, why do you have to order this cup? Attu is a silky latte, and there are sugar packets you can add as you like, why do you want to taste this taste?"

"Taste it... and you can't quit it again. Silky latte and bitter coffee, but the perch that was born without thorns and the crucian carp that was picked out one by one, whoever took back that wisdom tooth and took another one Name... Although it may not be worth mentioning, one can only see the pain of my body, but the other can see my heart casually. I would rather this cup of bitter coffee... You also said , if you were not her sister, maybe you would fall in love with her too, and you would be with me, like Tong Anqi, and you would not be able to quit together."

"Tong Anqi?"

"Yes. In that letter to her, she once reached out to block a football for a girl. This girl is Tong Anqi. There are so many loves in this world... You don't want to admit this kind of existence, you make me helpless, you I only saw Xu Haoming, because he is a boy, because he can, so it is possible, right? But... Is there really a can and can’t? Even Rusha's "Love is like a tide", you still don't want to admit this exists, doesn't it?"

"I feel a presence. Xiaoyu...then tell me, is it...at least the first two years of college, you treat me...do you...you like me...don't you?"

Ye Yu turned her face away, she never forgot about that part...

"Do you think so now? The rumors and accidents at school in those years were all due to you... Do you remember what Xiaotian said on the radio on my birthday when I was in my third year? I have been pretending to be stupid since I met you. .”

Lan Fang raised the back of her hand to cover her mouth...

"In those two years, I even thought about not continuing to study... If I told you... we might become the most familiar strangers, no matter how I tried to test you, you were always repulsed, even if she and Shasha are so close You have to stand up and stop my feelings..."

"Xiaoyu..."

"On my junior birthday, she was very drunk, she was drunk because of me, she was so worried about my emotions, since then, I have begun to fade the desire to be with you, I bullied her, made her toss her, beat her and scolded her , but she is never angry, even if because of a kiss, the school rumors spread and push her to the forefront, seeing me crying, she will come to apologize to me or she will comfort me, even if she is actually too scared to take a bath , she still told me that she doesn't mind anything, I'm sorry, Fang, I won't let her go, don't try to persuade me again, even if I can't get her heart in my whole life. In tears...I admit...I am willing."

"You...Xiaoyu...you..."

"I don't want Vice President Zhuo to be alone with her. I have to go. I will accompany her tonight, and you will go back. If she gets better tomorrow, you can accompany her again. But it's best not to go." What to persuade her, your words have no other effect except to increase the pressure on her to live in this world, if you really feel sorry for her, let her live the life she wants. Now, will you come with me? "

The moon was a bit blurry, and it was already eleven o'clock when I got into the car. I started the car and drove slowly to Lan Fang's house. I wanted to change clothes for Lan Tian and take Lan Fang home by the way...

"The T-shirt that was replaced has blood stains, so throw it away. It may not be easy to wash. I still keep the jacket for her, which she likes very much."

"it is good."

"Would you like to come up with me?"

Ye Yu smiled wearily: "Heh... I don't want to meet a silky latte." The car stopped downstairs.

Lan Fang covered Ye Yu's hand: "I can't put you down even with a silky latte."

"He's a man and he'll step over."

"Men and women are actually the same. For him, eight years is a precious relationship."

"There will be someone who really likes him, there will be someone who will give him a taste of true love."

"Wait for me in the car, I'll be soon."

But who knows that when Lan Fang came down, she came down with Lan Tian's mother, because her mother insisted on asking where Lan Tian was, and lying was not something Lan Fang was good at.

So in the hospital this night, Ye Yu could only leave and close the door of the ward. I really felt that I couldn't get into this family. , I couldn't find an excuse to be with her, so I had to go home alone.

Bathing alone, lying in bed alone, watching TV alone, I really want to call her, but she should be asleep or don't bother her.

I opened my eyes at seven o'clock the next day, and quickly picked up the phone to call Lan Tian.

"Xiaoyu?"

"God? Is it better? I'll bring breakfast."

"No, my mother and I are home, don't worry about me, I'm fine."

"Oh, oh, so early."

"If Xiaoyu has nothing else to do, I'll hang up."

"Oh……"

"Make no mistakes at work."

"sky……"

"Oh, Xiaoyu can still sleep for a while, hurry up and sleep for a while, Xiaotian hung up the phone."

"sky……"

"bye."

"Okay...bye."

Ye Yu looked at the phone in a daze...

Lan Tian looked at the phone, and really wanted to call Sha Ying, wondering if she had left, with the person who refused to let Sha Ying stay one more night.

She couldn't stay at home, it was only 07:30, she got up and put on her coat: "Mom, I'll go out for a while."

"Where are you going?"

"Just walk around the neighborhood."

"Don't go far, mom has to worry. You just had a fever, so why do you have a fever now?"

"Mom, don't worry about me, and don't look for me. I'm sure I'll be fine."

"it is good."

Going downstairs to take a taxi directly, sitting in the taxi, the master asked her where she was going, but she couldn't choose whether the train station or the Yangtze River side: "Let me think about it, the Yangtze River side. Oh no, the train station."

The car was heading to the train station, but Ye Yu's car missed the taxi, and neither of them saw each other.

Lan Fang went upstairs to look for Lan Tian, ​​Ye Yu also knocked on the door and came in, Lan Tian's mobile phone rang on Lan Tian's writing desk after Ye Yu dialed it...

Ye Yu immediately went out to search in the community, but there was no sign of Lan Tian: Did she go to the Yangtze River again?What does she want to do?Does she want to lay herself in the hospital bed again?

Regardless of Lan Fang's dissuasion, she drove directly to the Yangtze River and did not see the blue sky. Could it be that she really went to Sha Ying's house... What kind of situation would it be like?