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119, a glass of brown sugar water, you completely messed up her mind

On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, Ye Yu was sent to the disaster-stricken area to provide support, and she left without telling Lan Tian. She very much hoped that Lan Tian would realize that she would not appear in Lan Tian's sight for a while.

The work in the disaster area is busy and intense, but the time is not long. Every night when she rests, she looks forward to a call from Lantian. She has been sleeping with her mobile phone, but Lantian only called her once for such a long time. When she was with Lan Fang on the two phone calls, it was Lan Tu who called her every day.

On March 3, she happily called Lan Tian and said that she would return to Jingang tomorrow.

However, at the train station, the person who came to pick up Ye Yu was not Lan Tian, ​​but Blue Map. The feeling of loss was so obvious that she was about to express this loss.

When I came to Lantu's house for dinner, I was so angry that I didn't want to see Lantian again, but her heart really wanted to go upstairs to meet that person, and she wanted to scold her directly and tell her... In fact, she How much I miss her outside...

Resisting not going upstairs, she had to hold back, and she hurried home after eating.

Seeing Lan Tian in the hospital dining room at noon, I held back my emotions.And if you can bear it once, you will be able to bear it many times.

Until March 3th, Ye Yu was taken home by Lantu again for dinner.Because every time I hesitated whether to go upstairs to find that person, I endured it every time.She has maintained this state of not knowing what to care about for more than a week.

Today, thinking about it and enduring it, the time dragged on until 11 o'clock in the evening, Lantu was very happy that Ye Yu would stay tonight, secretly rejoicing that he must love her well.

Ye Yu went into the bathroom to take a bath, but she was surprised to find that her aunt had come, and hurriedly searched for the drawers in the bathroom, but there was none. Lan Fang was on duty at the hospital, why didn't Lan Fang have any left?What to do?I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with my body, but when I saw it, it seemed that all the symptoms of my aunt had come, my stomach hurts and my legs hurt, what should I do?Ask Blueprint to help you find it?Or ask the mother of the blueprint to help me find it?Maybe there is no blueprint in this house and I have to go out to buy the blueprint. There is no way to say it. I have no choice but to go upstairs to find Lantian.

Coming out of the bathroom, Lantu saw Ye Yu was in a trance: "Xiaoyu? What's the matter? Why didn't you take a shower?"

"I...I...I want to..." How do you say this?

"Why is your face so ugly?"

"I remembered to ask Xiaotian something and I had to go to her."

"Ah? Is it very important? It's very late, can I ask tomorrow? Xiaoyu, live here, okay?"

"It's very important, I have to ask her."

"Then I will accompany you to ask her and bring you back?"

"Don't follow me, okay?"

"Xiaoyu, we have been for a long time—"

"Hmm!!!" Ye Yu pushed away Blueprint's hands to hug her, rushed out of the door, and went straight to the sixth floor.

"Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu!"

"Don't follow! If you want to follow, I will ignore you again!"

Lan Tu froze at the door, not daring to chase her, but he really didn't understand why Ye Yu changed so quickly, he couldn't understand, standing downstairs listening to Ye Yu ringing the doorbell of Lan Tian's house upstairs, and then The sound of the door of Lantian's house being opened and closed.

All the automatic lights in the corridor have been extinguished, and Blueprint is still standing at the door, thinking about all this inexplicable.

Lan Tian's mother was already asleep in the room, she also got up when she heard the doorbell, but her movements were a little slow, Lan Tian wanted her to go to bed, when she saw that it was Ye Yu, she greeted her happily and went into the room.

"Xiaoyu? Why are you here? You have such an ugly face? Did you quarrel with Attu?" Lan Tian was reading foreign materials about brain science on the computer, and saw that Ye Yu seemed to be very flustered, his face turned pale, and he looked very unhappy.

"God, bring me that, hurry up, and help me find a suit too. I want to sleep with you. My stomach hurts to death."

"Oh." Lan Tian heard it, and helped Ye Yu into the bathroom to turn on the light: "Don't close the door yet, I'll get it."

"Go quickly."

"My pajamas, this, paper, this is my towel, and the soap is here. It is best not to wash your hair at this time, but if you must wash it, this is shampoo. The faucet is hot and cold. I taught you last time. Remember? If you need anything else, call me a little, I can hear you, I'm going out now."

"Ah."

Lan Tian kept the door ajar, and about half an hour later, she heard the sound of hair blowing in the bathroom.

Not long after, Ye Yu came out of the bathroom and walked into Lantian's room, put his clothes on the empty chair, lay down exhaustedly on Lantian's bed and covered him with a quilt, and didn't talk to Lantian.

Lan Tian turned off the computer, it was late and lay down on the bed: "Xiaoyu?"

"God, I feel a little uncomfortable, let's go to sleep." Ye Yu turned his back to the blue sky, and he was too lazy to move his whole body.

"Can you go to work tomorrow? If not, I'll ask you for leave, okay?"

"It's okay, you don't need to ask for leave."

"Oh."

Lan Tian got up again and poured Ye Yu a cup of hot water.

"Xiaoyu, get up and drink some water."

"En." Ye Yu got up weakly, and Lan Tian supported Ye Yu's back with his arms, feeling that Ye Yu was about to fall down at any time.

"How can you drink it so hot?"

"Drink slowly, I'll blow it for you."

Ye Yu looked at the person in front of her, pretending to be drunk that time, she also thought of a way to coax Ye Yu to drink water, this time Ye Yu ignored her, but she didn't worry about it at all, she concentrated on her work meticulously, When they met, she greeted her with a smile, and she knew how to run home after work so peacefully. Every time she came to her house, she was still researching cases, saying that she was not interested, and what she said and what she did moved Ye Yu very much. How could such a person really ignore her?What are you trying to argue with her?Do you really care that she didn't go to the train station to pick you up last time?But after all, she told Lan Tu that her train of thought was correct, she was so annoyed, and her body was so uncomfortable...

"Come and sleep with me, okay?"

"Heh...you drink at least half of it, and I'll come to accompany you. It should be almost the same now."

Ye Yu behaved like a puppy, drank half of it, and handed it to Lan Tian.

"Heh... Really only drink half of it? Lie down, I'll be right there."

Lan Tian turned off the light, Ye Yu turned over and leaned close to her: "Don't blame me if I draw a map on your bed."

"Heh... no wonder, I don't know which country's map it will be."

"Maybe it will be a continent?"

"So good? I only saw you draw Little Gansu and Little Guizhou in school."

"Because this is your bed, if you want to draw a big one, I won't feel guilty for nothing."

"Heh... go to sleep."

"I'm lying on my back, can you put your hand on my stomach? That's what Fang used to do."

"Ah."

"Good night."

"Good night."

The next day, during the lunch break, Lan Tian came to Ye Yu's office with a glass of brown sugar water.

"Xiaoyu, is it better? Drink this, I went to my sister's office to get it. She drinks this every time."

Ye Yu froze for a moment, as if he had some unusual reaction to this cup of brown sugar water.

"Heh... that's how you brought it all the way here?"

"What's the matter? What's the matter?"

"It's okay... I... I... I'll drink it, because you are so sincere." After finishing speaking, she drank it all at once, and she seemed to have endless aftertaste holding the glass...

"Is it still uncomfortable? If not, just ask for leave."

I really like the caring of Lan Tian, ​​and such warm eyes...

"...It seems that I should tell you every time I do this, so that I can enjoy your care. Heh... I feel a little bit against you...how should I put it, actually I miss you very much, but I hate you very much. It seems that I I need to find a psychiatrist to see if there is something wrong with me, and I don't know what I'm talking about." She lowered her hand holding the cup, but she still didn't put it on the table.

"Xiaoyu? What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me... What do you say is wrong with me? You don't like to hear me bluntly. It's better for me to feel uncomfortable. "

"This……"

"I can't stand you squeaking like this."

"I……"

"Hey, what did you bring me?!"

"Xiaoyu? This...is good for you!"

"It's good, I know, forget it, I'm calm. I'm not busy today, are I?"

"Well, heh... I have a consultation in the afternoon, and I will be busy in the afternoon."

"Oh, do you want to go to bed for a while?"

"Let's go right away, it's just...Xiaoyu said it was uncomfortable...but Xiaotian might not be able to comfort her, I..." She turned around and was about to leave.

"You said I would never run away when I was in pain."

Lan Tian stopped and paused in the air.

Looking at Lan Tian's back, Ye Yu changed his tone of compromise: "Forget it, forget it, I was joking with you, maybe it's really an extraordinary time, so the words are also messy, don't listen to them, I'm fine, I'm not uncomfortable."

"Oh..." It seemed that it was very difficult to talk to this Ye Yu, and he turned around slowly, not even daring to look at her: "Today is the day shift, right?"

"Yes, I will pay attention to rest after get off work, don't worry. Would you like to rest with me? But your office is bigger than mine..."

"Then if Xiaoyu is fine, Xiaotian will... go to rest." It was so easy for her to relax, as long as she didn't feel bad, she raised her eyes and saw Ye Yu's pretty smile, and turned back to the direction of the door.

Ye Yu's eyes chased this figure, what is there to look at, but it is... very good-looking... even thinking that she would not leave... the words in his heart seemed to be hard to hide...

"The way you speak...is it because you have a sister that you can't change it? Why don't you talk about me, or you? Sometimes it sounds childish, but when I listen to it again, hehe...It sounds very good, and I am very happy to hear it. Comfortable."

The footsteps stopped, and I couldn't understand anymore. I always felt that my back was very hot, and I had a lot of thoughts in my mind, so I could only turn around and said, "Huh?"

she's pretty...

Every turn of her...

They are all beautiful...

just take a look...

Swallow... step forward... hold this person's hand...

don't get too close to the door...

what happened……

My heart is drenched...

what happened……

must say...

And pretend it's easy...

Especially... very difficult...

"Heh... let me be more blunt. Don't go away... the first time I saw you many years ago, I thought you were different, but I didn't expect you to be so different. Many things, you either don't do it, or you don't do it. It must be the best thing to do, it is the same with people and things, only... because of that person... you will change yourself and even hurt your sister at all costs, God... we haven't communicated well this time, but I I have thought about it a lot, but actually I really want to find you. From the time I met you to the present, everything about you is in my head. I am sure I miss you, and I thought I could hold back. I will look for you again, as if God is pitying me and wants to give me this opportunity to meet you..."

I kept touching the cocoon of her tiger's mouth...like a person who wanted to smooth out the bumps...

That tenderness is not unfamiliar at all... that distress is similar... She sensed a feeling...

"...you... why are you telling me this?"

"Then you understand, do you understand?"

Look at each other and understand everything.

"Where did those pants... where did those pants go?"

"I stayed in 1992, 1993, and 1994. When I graduated, I didn't pack those pants into the suitcase and brought them back."

"Why are you Attu's girlfriend now?"

"I don't know how to answer this question..."

"We can't, never will."

"Don't answer me like that!" Putting Lan Tian's hands to her chest, her expression was filled with hope, could these hands stick to her from now on...

"The only answer!" She pulled out her hand...a kind of cruelty that she could feel...

Ye Yu held his empty palm, feeling that he had nothing...

so sad that i want to fall...

"Xiaoyu?"

The hands that came over...the strength that came here...can you bring a little...a little...love...

"Have you ever yelled at her? Are you willing to yell at her?"

"You don't feel well, don't feel sad, I don't speak loudly."

"You...why am I so different from her? I'm not as tall as her, and I'm not as beautiful as her, am I?"

"what are you talking about?"

"What did you give me to drink? What the hell?"

"Brown sugar water? Is there really a problem? Has it expired? Impossible... this... Xiaoyu?"

"My God... Who am I talking to? This brown sugar water that disturbs the mind... You go, go! Go!"

"I'm in such a bad mood, I'll stay with you. Come on, let's sit on the sofa, shall we? I don't go to work until an hour and a half away."

"You say it like I'm trying to keep you here again, no, God... this time, you go to your own office, and I only want to be alone. I'll be fine, you go. Go quickly."

Heartbroken, Ye Yu pushed Lan Tian out of the door: "I'm closing the door."

Lan Tian stood outside the door, she was in a bad mood, she was not feeling well, but it would be good to let her be alone for a while.Lan Tian stood at the door, the hand that was about to knock stopped in mid-air, a nurse walked by and looked at her, Lan Tian explained redundantly: "Uh...she...kicked me out, huh..."

Then he avoided the eyes of the nurses and moved his own steps. The two nurses looked at each other and smiled.

The footsteps of the blue sky outside the door gradually faded away, Ye Yu was lying on the sofa, what happened today?A glass of brown sugar water reminded her too much. All the good things about this person came to her mind. It is impossible for this person to love another girl. This person said that everything has nothing to do with her. This person is still in the original swamp. , waiting for the impossible, impossible love to come back...

When did you start crying so much?when?I don't like myself like this!

But she cried...she couldn't help it...

She swore to herself that she would never spread her fantasies again!Let that person fend for himself!Try to ignore people about the Lan family, try it, try it...