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117, your words linger in her heart, and at the time you must miss with me, you lie on your back by the Yangtze River in winter

At noon, I went to the dining hall with Lan Fang for dinner. Lan Tian was in the operating room all the time. I bought a copy for Lan Tian and took it to her office.When I wanted to leave with Lan Fang, I couldn't help but sit down on the sofa: "Fang, you go, I want to sleep in her place for a while, her place is spacious."

Lan Fang closed the door for Ye Yu.

When Ye Yu woke up, she was covered with a coat, and saw Lan Tian standing and watching the movie.

A neutral person, wearing a white robe, she always gives people a very clean feeling. I still remember that in college, even if she came back from sword practice in mud and grass, her smile can brighten people's mood. Nothing about her, but now, because of that lost affection, those childish smiles are gone.

Fortunately, when she pretended to be drunk last night, she made Lan Tian laugh, I really miss that smile...

I really hated her for not staying even one morning, but I couldn't blame her, because she was going to have breakfast with her mother and she was going back to practice swords.

She couldn't help getting up, since she didn't rest, and since there were so many light films to watch, she wanted to make a cup of coffee for Lan Tian.

"Xiaoyu? Why are you up? You don't have to go to work until half an hour." After speaking, she continued to look at the light sheet in her hand.

I didn't want to talk to her, so I just went to make coffee for Lan Tian.

"Xiaoyu?" Although he called Ye Yu, he still looked at the light sheet in his hand, and when he couldn't wait for a response, he called again: "Xiaoyu?" Turning around, he saw Ye Yu making coffee.

She also knew that she was angry with her, seeing that this cup of coffee was made for her, she couldn't bear it anymore, put down the light film, picked up the coffee and drank it: "Ah!"

"Hey! Of course it was very hot when I just rushed! How are you?" Already ran to Lan Tian and saw Lan Tian sticking out his tongue.

"It should be fine."

"Show me the tongue."

"No."

"what?"

"Oh... I'm fine."

"give or not?"

"No."

"You! You can talk so much, why don't you drink it all in one gulp!"

"Then I really can't talk."

Looking at the two people smiling at each other...

"Xiaoyu? Don't be angry, I have to accompany my mother to have breakfast and practice swords, you know I have this habit."

"Well, it's always my fault for going around, but it's okay for me to accompany you back."

"Of course not, it's so cold." After speaking, she began to look at the light sheet in her hand again.

"Have you eaten the food I bought for you?"

"Eat, by the way, do you want to go to Atu's house for dinner tonight? Do you have an appointment?" I kept looking at the photo and talking.

"Uh..." How can we ignore that there is another Atu in her life?Thinking of this, what exactly are you doing?

"He called in the morning and went to his house for dinner in the evening."

"Oh, you can take me back that night, so you don't have to ride Zhang Yang's car all the time. My mother won't let me ride for some reason."

Ye Yu thought to herself that it was a doctor who had studied for so many years, but it was strange that no one said anything in front of her mother when she went to work by bicycle. Her mother finally noticed this. I believe that her daughter is really capable, and riding a bicycle to work is really inconsistent with Lan Tian's current status. When she comes to this society, it is best to act according to the logic of this society. Even if Ye Yu wants to maintain Lan Tian's unique spiritual simplicity , but I don't want Lan Tian's ability to be doubted.

"I'll drive that car for you, and I'll take your ride."

"Well, it's just taking advantage of you again, let me practice more."

"You've been driving very well. It's almost time. I have to get ready for work. Remember to drink the coffee after a while."

"Oh, go."

Eyes were still looking at the light sheet in her hand, Ye Yu kept looking at her, when he was going out, Vice President Zhuo was just about to go in, Ye Yu and Vice President Zhuo greeted each other, Vice President Zhuo said cheerfully: "Now you are in good spirits. ?Yesterday you were hanging around Dr. Lan's neck and went home haha..."

"Ah! You won't tell the whole courtyard to know? Be careful, I'll force you!"

"Heh... I really have to give you three points."

"Let's go. Bye!"

"bye!"

Ye Yu's smile slowly disappeared on the way back to his office.Vice President Zhuo fell in love with Lan Tian at first sight, will Lan Tian accept Vice President Zhuo?Impossible, as long as she loves Sha Ying for a day, she will definitely not accept him, but this principle seems to be applicable to Ye Yu, whether she will wait for the day when Lan Tian falls in love with him, the most important thing is to love him. A girl was injured so badly on her journey, how could she devote herself to the same journey again?So is it possible that Vice President Zhuo is more likely than himself?

Take a deep breath and get the job done first.

Since this birthday, her unrequited love for Lan Tian is terribly heavy. She prefers the one she didn't get among the two jade tigers. There is a diary where she puts Xiao Xiaoyu, and she wrote another paragraph of her heart on this day.

When she really received a painting from Lantu, she would have been pleasantly surprised if she hadn’t heard Lantian’s idea for Lantu. Now, although she likes this painting very much, she still thinks it was Lantian who gave it to her. rather than a blueprint.

In the quiet window of the hotel, Lantu sat across from her, already recalling the appearance of Lantian through the outline of Lantu, sometimes she couldn't hear what Lantu was saying, why it always felt misplaced.

Sending her home, going downstairs as usual, Lantu stepped forward to kiss Ye Yu's cheek, but Ye Yu avoided it this time.

"Xiaoyu?"

Hearing Lantu calling her that, and looking at Lantu under the moonlight, she stood on tiptoe and kissed Lantu's face, Lantu was so happy that she hugged Ye Yu into her arms and covered Ye Yu's lips with her lips...

"Today... we are together, okay?" Lantu said excitedly.

"Then don't go home."

"what?"

"Let's go to Jinwan."

The car turned out of the community, and the 24-hour convenience store not far away had lights on.

"Go buy a box." Ye Yu glanced at the convenience store.

Lan Tu stopped the car and trotted to the convenience store with his heart full of excitement.Ye Yu sat in the co-pilot and looked out the window. It was too quiet. She turned on the music in the car, and the song "I just love you" that I often listen to...

"I...will work hard...to be a person who is worthy of her decision...to be a person who she thinks is still worthy of loving that scene...to be a person who she will never regret knowing but always regrets missing people. Ah..."

"Don't fall."

That person's voice, that desperate can't let go...

Lantu got into the car, feeling hot all over, and before he could sit still, he heard Ye Yu say:

"Let's go home."

"Xiaoyu?"

"Go home. Take me back, and you go back to your own home."

"Xiaoyu?" His whole body seemed to have been splashed with ice water...

"I'm not in the mood."

"What’s wrong with you?"

"A little tired."

The small box in his hand fell, and Blueprint reached out to pick it up, but the location was too small to find it easily...

"At that time, I will pick it up by myself, so let's drive back."

The car made a U-turn at the intersection ahead.

He never dared to ask a question, he just tried every means to follow Ye Yu, he didn't think deeply about what a person in love should be like, but this is definitely not the blueprint's fault, he likes this girl so much that he never dared to marry her. He speaks louder to her, and likes her unique strength, but being able to walk with the daughter of Ye Zhengxian, a wealthy businessman in Jingang, from a poor family, also makes him feel a little inferior when facing Ye Yu, and only wants to do everything for Ye Zhengxian, wholeheartedly Love Ye Yu, and at the same time wait for the day to marry Ye Yu over.

On the weekend, Ye Yu had already made an appointment with Lan Tu on the phone to go to his house for dinner, and said that he would not come to pick her up, and walked to the parking lot while holding Lan Tian's hand, talking about the day's work.After getting into the car, Lan Tian adjusted the front and back of the seat and found that it was a little stuck.

"What's wrong?" Ye Yu, who was sitting in the co-pilot, saw Lan getting out of the car.

"The seat is not easy to adjust, let me take a look."

It turned out that the floor mat was just stuck when it was raised. She stretched out her hand to flatten the floor mat, and found a small box under the floor mat. When she took a closer look, it was a condom...

"Are you ready? What's going on?"

"Okay. It's okay." She took out the condom and put it directly into the armrest box in the car.

When he took his seat, Ye Yu's face was flushed red.

When the car started, Ye Yu held down the hand she was about to push the gear: "Me...and him..."

At this moment, she was very happy. She concluded that Ye Yu still liked Atu, even if it was not strong, but slowly, with Atu's personality, temperament, and many aspects of Atu, she would like him more and more: "Heh ...He is waiting at home, we have to hurry up. Zhang Yang probably brought his sister home, it is because I got off work late that made you wait until now."

I really don't like the expression of her small round eyes at this time, and hate the pair of sultry corners of her mouth, but Ye Yu is speechless, and slightly nodded: "Then... next time... I won't wait is you."

"Heh...um!"

"you……"

Suddenly found that Ye Yu's face was no longer red, it could be said to have turned gray in an instant, those big eyes seemed to hate...

"Xiaoyu?"

"get off……"

"what?"

"Get out of the car!"

"I……"

"get off!"

Lan Tian got out of the car in great confusion, saw Ye Yu walk around from the front of the car to the driver's seat, immediately closed the door and drove away...

Lan Tian stared blankly at Ye Yu's tail lights...

There was a sound of sudden braking...

Lan Tian ran wildly...

The car was parked at the exit of the parking lot, and she was lying on the steering wheel...

There was a knock on the car window... She looked up and saw the blue sky outside the window with a very anxious expression, she drove out the car door, walked down... looked up at the blue sky... that gaze... was very congealed...

"Xiaoyu? You..." She carefully looked for any injuries on Ye Yu's body...

"Next time... I'll wait for you..." When she said that, her eyes were all red, and only she knew exactly what part of her body was injured, "I'm sorry, how could I leave you behind... Hurry up and get in the car, I It doesn't seem to feel like it, so you should drive." She pushed Lan Tian into the driver's seat.

There was a car beeping behind, Ye Yu immediately went around to the co-pilot, and the car headed home, she looked out the window all the way.

Holding hands up to the fourth floor, Ye Yu walked slower and slower. Lan Tian almost pulled her up to the second floor. When she reached the fourth floor, Lan Tian rang the doorbell for her. Putting Ye Yu's hand to Lan Tu: "Heh...it's all because I got off work tonight."

"Heh..." He took Ye Yu's hand, and he was very uneasy at home if he wasn't allowed to pick him up. At this moment, he wished he could hug Ye Yu into the door.

Just when Ye Yu wanted to stop Lan Tian who turned and went upstairs, Lan Fang who came out of the kitchen directly pulled Ye Yu into the door.

After the first day of Chinese New Year in 2001, Ye Yu traveled to Hainan with her parents. She tried every means to take Lan Tian with her, but Lan Fang and Zhang Yang were going to Yunnan, so it was impossible for Lan Tian to ask for leave. Every day is on duty.

Lan Tu didn't know about Ye Yu's trip until the day after Ye Yu's family left, so he couldn't help but feel very far away from Ye Yu.

Work is already the most important thing for Lan Tian, ​​and she does not allow any mistakes in her work.

Because it's the Chinese New Year, I always feel that Sha Ying is very close to her, and it should be so. Sha Ying must come back to Jingang, but Lan Tian can't go to her at this time. Sun Qian must always be by her side, and she may already be very happy.

I can only keep busy with myself, and Blueprint, who is also not in a very happy mood, competes with the Lan family's swordsmanship in the open space of the community... and the cold winter wind, the sword of the two has long been the most attractive scenery in this community .

Relatives came to visit one after another. It was a festive New Year. It was just the sadness in Lan Tian's eyes, which added to her more mature and stable impression. She was also a big player in Jingang No. [-] Hospital. A role model in the eyes of the relatives of the Lan family.

On the seventh day of the lunar new year, it was a gray and cloudy day, and it was the last day of holiday in the courtyard. Both Ye Yu and Lan Fang came back yesterday.Ye Yu came to Lan Fang's house for dinner at noon, but saw that Lan Tian's mother couldn't see Lan Tian, ​​and Lan Fang didn't know Lan Tian's whereabouts, so she asked Lan Tian's mother and said that she went out early in the morning and might not come back in the afternoon.

This feeling of not being able to see Lan Tian when I came to Lan's house seemed to be for nothing, and it pulled Lan Fang out of the kitchen.

"Why don't you know where she went?"

"I don't know that she will go out, she will come back, maybe some classmates called her out."

"She went to the Yangtze River, do you believe it?"

"what?"

"I'm going to find her."

"Xiaoyu?" Lan Fang grabbed Ye Yu: "She won't go there! She won't allow herself to go!"

"Why do you say she won't allow herself to go? Then you think her heart wants to go, don't you?"

"She promised me to start over."

"And did she ever tell you how she would start over?"

"work hard……"

"It's... working hard... to be a person worthy of her decision...to be a person who she thinks is still worthy of loving that scene...to be a person she never regrets knowing but always regrets missing Man...she...did she ever tell you these things?"

"What... what..."

"Listen to these words... what do you think of? Except for the Yangtze River, there is no place in this world that she misses at all. It's the Spring Festival now. She must have endured it for many days. She can't help it. She will go to work tomorrow. I don't know. I'm going to find her after eating."

"I'll go as well."

The car drove towards the Yangtze River, and it seemed that he had been deceiving himself. The two trips to Beijing completely separated the two people. This is not something Lan Fang is good at doing. Everyone is doing well, but at least her sister is not doing very well now.

"When did she tell you those words?"

"That weekend, you went to Zhang Yang's place. It was also her first rest day back home. She went to the Yangtze River."

"She would rather tell you."

"Because I have been watching what she did for Shasha in a blessing way. In a tennis match of one against four, why is she working so hard? You are the only one in the dormitory, but it is a confession made by all four of us who were heard to tears." , she said, once can be a lifetime, Sasha said, or a lifetime, why once... It is so sad, a confession that has been endured for four years...

When she was in junior year, Shasha’s wallet was stolen, she gave all her living expenses to Shasha, and then she came to ask you to find a way, when she was in senior year, Shasha got sick, she flew to Beijing by plane instead of train, she didn’t want me to tell you, for a while she We always thought it was strange to run outside. After I asked, I found out that I was actually looking for a dress in Shanghai. She thought that the dress would look very good on Shasha. When I knew about it, she had already run away. She has bought hundreds of clothing stores, and it took her three months of living expenses but she would rather eat the cheapest instant noodles to buy a hard-seat train ticket.

Don't talk about these, talk about what you know, when they were freshmen, they always said to do a question, Fang... do you know what kind of question it is today?It is a question of how to forget the other party.It is conceivable that they struggled for that relationship.No one told me, I saw it all by myself, and you can connect the things together with what I said now. "

"Either in a lifetime...why once...a question about how to forget each other..."

"Yes. It's not my turn to tell you between them. Although I really want to tell you, the more I understand them, the more I want to protect them. Although I really want to stand by your side, she agreed to go Overseas, it was because Shasha threatened her by breaking up, but I didn’t expect that Shasha fell ill that night because she was too busy rushing around. This illness also changed her decision. I once asked you not to go again. Look for Shasha, but you don't listen, I can't stop you, you want me to stop her, but I can't stop her, I can't do anything At that time, I really wanted to do something for you, but I found that I couldn't do anything arrive.

I don’t know what you said to make Shasha so relentless. Maybe your identity is too special, and Shasha is powerless to resist and persist. Unable to bear it, I immediately flew back to Beijing from Jilin, wanting to continue that relationship desperately and want to completely compromise, but you appeared again...

Whether reason is against that feeling or the limit of love is really letting go. Seeing that she is delaying time, Sasha is too anxious, but there is no one around Sasha who can really discuss it.

She was even more anxious when she received that wedding invitation, but you beat her... She has now returned to China as your Lan family wished, but the price she paid must be beyond what you and I can imagine, only she knows What has she lost. "

If there is no blue sky, maybe Ye Yu still loves Lan Fang. If Lan Fang has not gone to Beijing to find Sha Ying, Ye Yu will feel a little hate Lan Fang without mentioning it. Of course, he hates himself even more. It was Ye Yu who gave Sha Ying the honor.

Maybe the breakup of those two people can bring opportunities to Ye Yu, but the kind Ye Yu really doesn't want such an opportunity, even though the crucian carp without fishbone completely pushes Ye Yu's emotions to a new milestone, this love However, Ye Yu would rather hide like Xiao Xiaoyu.

The car drove towards the Yangtze River, and at a glance, there was no one standing, but there was a person who seemed to be lying on the beach.

The car stopped on the side of the road and walked down together. In the winter when the sky is closed and the wind is biting cold.

The person lying down is the blue sky, looking at the dark cloudy sky, his hands are slowly grabbing the sand, the sand keeps leaking, grabbing, leaking, grabbing again...

"Xiao Tian……"

"Sister?" She stood up quickly.

"Xiao Tian……"

The sky, the sand, the Yangtze River, and my sister's eyes are all so cloudy gray, silently speaking of an unbearable tragedy... Lan Fang patted the sand on her sister's clothes: "Go back to have dinner with my sister, okay?"

"Oh, uh... I... again... oh, okay." I really never wanted to fight against my sister, because this sister was really kind to her, because she really had such a temperament.

"Don't move." Lan Fang took out the lip balm in her pocket and painted it on Lan Tian: "You promise my sister that I won't let my sister regret it."

"Xiaotian just...casually came out for a stroll."

"Then remember to explain to my sister next time, okay?" When he said, he grabbed Lan Tian's clothes and shook the sister, and buried him in Lan Tian's chest: "I'm sorry..."

The word "I'm sorry" brought everything to the minds of the two of them... That love... tortured her sister to this point...

Suppressing her emotions, she said calmly, "Sister, next time... I must confess, don't feel bad, and don't say I'm sorry." She looked at the Yangtze River. In this world, there is no one who can really blame her, except her Own.

They walked towards the car with Ye Yu holding Lan Tian's arm, when suddenly the CALL provided by Lan Tian Hospital rang.

Lan Tian was sent directly to the hospital, but luckily there were biscuits in the car and he ate some.All avoid one name along the way.Her life couldn't be simpler, mother, job, and a name that she dare not say easily.She never goes out to socialize, except for the dinner in the courtyard. For her, feasting and feasting have no meaning. Her life circle is very small. Her enthusiasm is all gone with that relationship. She doesn't know how to use this kind of loneliness to commemorate that relationship. After a while, seeing Lan Tian constantly grabbing the sand, her sister began to understand.