give me straight man

……

When everything was over, there was a faint fishy smell in the room.

Meng Ran's face was red, and the hand underneath was stiff.

Lu Ouxun was still holding him, his gradually calming breath continued to burn his ears.

Realizing what he and Lu Ouxun did, let alone pushing Lu Ouxun away to wash his hands, Meng Ran didn't even have the face to move.

It was Lu Ouxun who hugged him, taking advantage of the aftertaste after the end, rubbed his cheek against his face, and let go of the hand that had been covering the back of his hand and holding his hand tightly.

But after Lu Ouxun finished, he was not honest at all, and even took his hands into the clothes, touched the sticky sticky hands, stained them with his fingers, and then slowly spread them on Lu Ouxun's body.

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran is really going crazy.

"what are you doing?"

Lu Ouxun rubbed his face against him: "Look, it's all because of you."

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran tried to withdraw his hand: "Don't!"

Lu Ouxun pressed the hand on his abdomen: "Now believe it? Do you know that I am really bent?"

Meng Ran: I know, I know, let go!

Lu Ouxun's breathing suddenly became heavy again, and he rubbed his face against Meng Ran.

Not enough, not enough.

He raised his head, looked at Meng Ran, his eyes were full of longing, and asked, "Can I kiss you?"

Meng Ran was in a hurry: "Let go of your hand!"

Lu Ouxun loosened it, and as soon as it was loosened, Meng Ran was about to get up and get out of bed, but Lu Ouxun hugged him from behind, carried him back to the bed, and lay down again.

Lu Ouxun's chest was pressed against Meng Ran's back, and his hands were lowered, a little surprised, but also reasonable.

"Look, you've reacted too."

Meng Ran is really going crazy.

He's gay, so of course he'll react!

He is not Liu Xiahui!

"Lu Ouxun, let go."

Lu Ouxun's breathing became slower and deeper, and his voice was hoarse: "I will help you."

Do not……

The fishy smell in the room intensified, Meng Ran lay on the pillow with his back to Lu Ouxun, his breathing was short, his consciousness was shallow, and he felt like he had died once.

Lu Ouxun kisses Meng Ran behind the ear.

He didn't want to let go of this opportunity, and he wouldn't let it go: "You also have desires for me, don't you?"

"Why don't you dare admit it?"

Meng Ran felt weak, and cursed in his heart: Lu Ouxun, you lunatic!

Lu Ouxun's arms were around Meng Ran's waist, which could be held with one hand, and his fingers gently stroked the white and smooth texture under the hem of the clothes.

"Don't avoid me."

Lu Ouxun tightened his arms and hugged Meng Ran tightly again: "Others can try it, why can't I?"

"I like you so much, and I know you well."

"Meng Ran..."

Meng Ran wanted to get up, but he had no strength at all, and couldn't speak, so he simply stopped moving and closed his eyes.

After a while, Lu Ouxun let him go and got up, got out of bed and left.

Come back soon, bring a hot towel, and help Meng Ran clean up.

Meng Ran turned over and lay down on his back, letting Lu Ouxun play with him like a doll.

After the end, Meng Ran opened his eyes, and Lu Ouxun also returned to the bed, next to Meng Ran.

Lu Ouxun didn't give up yet, kissed Meng Ran's forehead, and continued to ask: "Why can't I?"

Meng Ran whispered: "I didn't say you can't."

Lu Ouxun's eyes lit up with hope: "Then I can?"

Meng Ran looked back at Lu Ouxun quietly, and said in a low voice, "What do you like about me?"

Lu Ouxun didn't even think about it: "All of them."

Meng Ran looked at Lu Ouxun for a moment, then said weakly: "I can't answer you now, can I wait a little longer?"

Lu Ouxun lowered his head, and touched Meng Ran's forehead: "Yes, when?"

Meng Ran: "It may take a little longer."

Lu Ouxun: "It's okay, I can wait."

Meng Ran closed his eyes: "Don't do this in the future."

Lu Ouxun: "You don't like it?"

Meng Ran was silent, and explained: "People are so worldly, it's easy to be confused between desire and sincerity."

Lu Ouxun: "Okay, I see."

Meng Ran: "I'm going to sleep."

Lu Ouxun: "Sleep."

As a result, the next day, Meng Ran was woken up by a little movement on his body - Lu Ouxun hugged him, leaned against him, and rubbed against him lightly.

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran woke up suddenly and turned around: "What are you doing?"

Lu Ouxun kissed Meng Ran's ear: "Excuse me, I can't help it early in the morning."

They are all boys, Meng Ran is not that cruel, and he will not tell Lu Ouxun to hold back, but he does not intend to help comfort him either.

Meng Ran's voice was calm: "You can go to the bathroom."

Lu Ouxun kissed the back of Meng Ran's ear again, and got up.

Meng Ran lay quietly for a while by himself.

After some time, Lu Ouxun took a shower and came out with a big towel tied around his waist.

He lay back beside Meng Ran: "You said you had to wait a little longer, but I suddenly thought, is there anything you don't want to be innocent with me?"

Meng Ran turned back, looked at Lu Ouxun, and said frankly: "You don't need to think about it, you are indeed a good choice."

Handsome, tall, excellent, and from a good family background, they are very familiar with each other.

But here in Meng Ran, Lu Ouxun is different from others.

Meng Ran didn't think about it before, and he didn't think about it here. In the past two days, he has figured it out.

For others, if you have a good impression or call, you can try and stay together. If you try well, everyone will be happy. If you try not well, you will break up. It's no big deal.

But Lu Ouxun is not someone else.

Lu Ouxun is his best friend, the person he has loved for many years and couldn't ask for.

There's no way they can just try.

They have to be in a definite relationship: either just friends; or together, like-minded and in love with each other.

Therefore, when he and Lu Ouxun are together, two conditions need to be met at the same time:

The first condition is that Lu Ou Xun likes him, how much does he like him?

The second condition, has he fallen in love with Lu Ouxun again?

As far as Meng Ran is concerned, he has many years of secret love experience, and with such a personality, he will not easily fall in love with Lu Ouxun again.

unless……

Unless Lu Ou Xun really likes him, he can feel it too.

Unless let him see that 100% sure.

Only when all these are satisfied at the same time can he dare to turn back.

Otherwise, he wouldn't dare to fall in love with Lu Ou Xun again.

Because he was too timid, he didn't dare to gamble at all, and he couldn't afford to fail.

Meng Ran looked back at Lu Ouxun deeply, he thought, he never looked back, now he wants to look back, to fall in love with Lu Ouxun again, in his heart, he has a sense of fear.

Lu Ouxun would not understand these things.

After all, it was him, not Lu Ouxun, who secretly liked him back then.

Do you want to regain your old feelings?

This is a gamble on my own.

But if you don't gamble, where is the future that you didn't even dare to think about back then?

Meng Ran raised his hand and caressed the face of the person in front of him: "Lu Ouxun, prove to me how much you like me."