give me straight man

Meng Ran's anger didn't subside until after taking a shower. He opened the bathroom door and went out. When he saw Lu Ouxun sitting at the table, he still couldn't hold back and stared silently.

Lu Ouxun turned his head and saw Meng Ran walking back to his bed with a stern face, somewhat realizing that Meng Ran should be angry with him.

Isn't it good when you have supper at night?

How did you offend him?

Because of Gu Cen?

Lu Ouxun suddenly thought of it.

But thinking about it carefully, he and Gu Cen neither quarreled nor had any conflicts in person, and they looked down on each other in private behind Meng Ran's back.

Could it be what Gu Cen and Meng Ran said?

Seeing Meng Ran climbing onto the bed without saying a word, Lu Ouxun thought for a while, quit the game, and clicked on WeChat.

Lu Ouxun: "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

The phone beeps.

Meng Ran climbed onto the bed and saw a green dialog box popping up on the screen. At first he thought it was Gu Cen, but quickly picked up his phone and found that it was Lu Ouxun. He sighed silently.

He lay down and typed: no.

Deleted, retyped: "A little bit."

Lu Ouxun: [? 】;

Lu Ouxun: "Because of what?"

Meng Ran looked at the two "?" in the white frame, and silently took a deep breath in his heart.

He wondered what he and Lu Ouxun were fussing about, they both knew that Lu Ouxun was a straight man, and he also knew that he didn't do it on purpose.

After thinking about it, Meng Ran decided to remind Lu Ouxun a little.

Meng Ran: "Tonight's supper I planned to eat alone with my senior."

Meng Ran: "The same goes for the coffee shop next to the supermarket in the South District in the afternoon."

Under the bed, Lu Ouxun looked at Meng Ran's reply, there was nothing wrong with the content, but it made him feel uncomfortable for no reason.

Very upset.

He replied: "Oh."

On the bed, Meng Ran looked at the "oh", took a deep breath silently, and then held back not to curse the straight guy.

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, don't you know anything but oh?

Meng Ran: "So next time you see me with the senior."

Meng Ran: "Understood?"

Don't come, don't come near, just leave them alone.

Lu Ouxun: [? 】;

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran: "Don't understand?"

Lu Ouxun: "What are you planning with him alone?"

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran: "Not planning anything."

Lu Ouxun: "Then what are you doing together alone?"

Meng Ran: "..."

Lu Ouxun: "You are not alone with me."

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran silently pulled the quilt to cover her face.

Straight man!Is it so difficult to communicate?

It's all said and done, how can I remind you?

Or just tell you we're dating, dating? !

Meng Ran felt very tired.

forget it. I'm done here.

Meng Ran: "I fell asleep."

Lu Ouxun: "Sleep."

Didn't ask much.

Actually very depressed.

Since Meng Ran met this Gu Cen, Gu Cen is like air, everywhere around Meng Ran.

Is the relationship between these two people so good?Do you want to be alone when you get along?

Lu Ouxun is depressed: He doesn't even get this kind of treatment at Meng Ran's place now.

The next day, although Lu Ouxun had no class, he did not accompany Meng Ran to class. Instead, he changed into his uniform and went to the basketball court to play with Chen Xun.

He played with all his heart and strength. Not only was the backboard behind the rim rattled by the ball, but Chen Xun, who was playing together, was so tired that he almost fell down like a dog being walked.

Chen Xun was afraid that his life would be lost, and he also saw that Lu Ouxun was playing ball to vent his emotions, so he quickly called a stop.

Chen Xun was so tired that he sat down on the ground, leaned back with his arms propped up, panting and said, "What are you doing? Is there something wrong? Are you upset?"

Lu Ouxun stood by and patted the ball, shot a three-pointer from a distance, ran to pick up the ball, and ran back patted the ball: "I'm not happy."

Chen Xun: "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

Lu Ouxun didn't say a word, and continued to shoot three-pointers.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Chen Xun said "Hi" and stood up: "Forget it, I will risk my life to accompany the gentleman."

But Lu Ouxun stood holding the ball and looked in a certain direction without moving.

Chen Xun: "Where are you looking at Mao?" Following his gaze, he didn't see a clue.

Lu Ouxun saw Meng Ran and Gu Cen.

From a distance, I saw them walking side by side, talking and laughing.

No one else but them.

Lu Ouxun poured the ball on the ground casually, and walked in the opposite direction: "I won't hit it anymore."

Later, when I went to the library in the afternoon, when I passed the door of the self-study classroom that Meng Ran often went to, Lu Ouxun subconsciously glanced inside, and saw Meng Ran and Gu Cen sitting next to Meng Ran.

Lu Ouxun looked away with a bad expression and walked over.

He didn't go to clean up the bar at night, but stayed in the auditorium for rehearsal.

In fact, he is already very proficient in rehearsals, and he has memorized his lines fluently. It doesn't matter if the other hosts don't rehearse.

But he didn't leave, and just sat down and swiped his phone. Occasionally, a girl came to chat with him and asked for WeChat, but he politely refused them.

He knew he was bored and was killing time.

I also know that if I really want to pass the time, a phone call, WeChat, many people will accompany me, and I will do things.

He was just waiting to see how soon Meng Ran would contact him.

It's been a day, nothing.

Lu Ouxun thought while playing the game: Thanks to the fact that this senior is a man and not a woman, if this is a girl, someone would really forget about her friends.

Then I thought: so what?Can the boy let him go?Neither men nor women!

Lu Ouxun's hands for playing games and pressing the screen became heavier.

On the other hand, without Lu Ouxun's "disturbance", Meng Ran and Gu Cen spent a very pleasant day: they attended classes together, ate together, and studied together. After dinner, Gu Cen sent him to a part-time job.

He shared with Gu Cen some interesting things in the past two years, and Gu Cen also shared with him interesting experiences when he was studying abroad.

The two chatted happily and got along very happily.

After the part-time job ended, the two walked back to school together.

The alley is quiet and deep, the crescent moon hangs high above the head, and the street lights are dim.

I used to walk on a road that felt very lonely, but today I feel that the alley is actually very short.

The two stood side by side, arms close to each other. After talking about a topic, neither of them spoke again. The alley suddenly became very quiet, and the beating hearts seemed to be very close.

Quietly, Gu Cen's hand hanging by his side gently held Meng...

"Meng Ran."

Meng Ran was startled, and quickly withdrew his hand from Gu Cen's, and put it behind his back.

Gu Cen: "..."

Looking up, it was none other than Lu Ouxun walking towards him.

Gu Cen: "..."

Meng Ran: "..."

Lu Ouxun held it in for a whole day, and finally couldn't hold it anymore. He hurried over at the time when Meng Ran got off work. On the way here, he expected that Gu Cen would be there, and he was.

Lu Ouxun pretended not to see him, walked straight to Meng Ran, reached out to take the backpack on Meng Ran's shoulder, "Let's go."

Meng Ran was at a loss for a moment: "Oh."

Glanced at Lu Ouxun with a little imperceptible panic, because he was afraid of being seen holding hands with Gu Cen.

Lu Ouxun didn't pay attention to these panics and worries, but Gu Cen next to him noticed it.

Gu Cen glanced at Meng Ran calmly, and Meng Ran's quick withdrawal of his hand not long ago also made Gu Cen feel a little incomprehensible.

Is this afraid of being seen?

Or are you afraid of being discovered by Fa Xiao who doesn't know his sexual orientation?

Gu Cen was thoughtful.

Looking at it again, Lu Ouxun even helped Meng Ran carry the bag, Gu Cen suddenly had some doubts about this Lu Ouxun.

He can understand straight men helping girls with backpacks, helping same-sex, childhood, friends?

The three walked back to the school together like this. When they reached the door, Gu Cen said goodbye to Meng Ran and walked in another direction. Meng Ran and Lu Ouxun walked to the dormitory together.

Because Meng Ran didn't know if Lu Ouxun saw Gu Cen holding hands with him just now, he tentatively asked: "When you met me and Gu Cen just now, did you see anything?"

Lu Ouxun turned his head, with doubts on his face: "Huh?"

Meng Ran heaved a sigh of relief when he didn't see it.

Lu Ouxun also spoke, and said quietly: "I'll be self-conscious today, I haven't shown up all day, let you get along alone."

That's what he said, and the tone was quite uncomfortable.

Meng Ran smiled: "I still want to thank you?"

Lu Ouxun was unhappy with Gu Cengui and Gu Cen, seeing Meng Ran, especially seeing Meng Ran smiling, made him feel at ease again.

"Go, go back and have supper."

Lu Ouxun hugged Meng Ran's shoulder carelessly.

The next day, Meng Ran had already forgotten about the fact that he almost held hands. When they were having lunch together, Gu Cen said, "I wanted to hold your hand last night."

Meng Ran was stunned for a moment, and was somewhat embarrassed to see Gu Cen mentioning it directly.

He hummed, bowed his head and continued to eat.

Gu Cen looked at him: "Meng Ran, are you planning to hide your childhood from you?"

Meng Ran paused and raised his eyes.

Gu Cen put it bluntly: "When we are together in the future, are you going to continue to avoid him in front of him?"

Continue to pull back the hand that was supposed to be held?

Only then did Meng Ran realize that Gu Cen was upset when he pulled his hand away from him last night.

Gu Cen continued: "But I remember your roommates, Qian Rui and others, and your colleagues in Qingba, they all know me and you."

"You didn't hide it from them."

"You little boy, Lu Ouxun, I don't quite understand why you don't want to be seen by him."

Meng Ran bit his chopsticks, not knowing how to answer.

Gu Cen did not urge Meng Ran, but said in a gentle tone: "It's okay, you think about it slowly, and when you think about it, tell me, and I can help you analyze it together."

As a result, I slowly thought about the afternoon, and at night I worked part-time, and when I returned to the dormitory, Meng Ran did not reply to Gu Cen.

In the dormitory at night, seeing Lu Ouxun who was eating chicken with Tuotuo, Meng Ran also asked himself in his heart, why did he avoid Lu Ouxun, why did he hide it from Lu Ouxun?

What was it in the first place?

Later because of now?

Now why?

Meng Ran didn't have an accurate answer in his heart.

He only knows that at the earliest time, when he was a teenager, he liked Lu Ou Xun. He was afraid that Lu Ou Xun would not even make friends with him after he found out, and he was also afraid of strange eyes around him, so he didn't dare to let everyone know, especially Lu Ou Xun .

Later, when he went to university, he decided to stay away from Lu Ou Xun, so he naturally felt that it was the same whether Lu Ou Xun knew it or not.

Now, he and Lu Ouxun are still friends, and everyone around him knows his sexual orientation, except Lu Ouxun.

Let him tell Lu Ouxun himself that he is gay, that he likes men, that he...

He can't.

He didn't know the specific reason, but he knew very well in his heart that he just couldn't do it.

The next day, seeing Gu Cen, Meng Ran honestly said, "I still don't want Lu Ouxun to know about me."

"In the future..."

Gu Cen looked at him and calmly interrupted him: "Because you liked him before?"

The author says:

It's still the end of the daily update, so I'm going to ask for leave.