Like a swallow returning to its nest

Sitting on a bench by the artificial lake, Fang Jian took out her mobile phone to take a selfie. The screen clearly showed her deep eye sockets that had been hungry for five years, dark circles under her eyes that had not slept for half a month, and her face and lips that had been dead for three days.

With such an honor, Jiang Xiaolai still praised her beauty, what kind of eyes did she have? !

This will not work.

Fang Jian frantically poked her fingers, downloaded four or five photo softwares in one go, and tried them one by one. It took half an hour just to select filters and adjust the beautification.

Xiao Lai was getting impatient and asked her: Are you home yet?

It took Fang Jian 10 minutes to send the photo.

I chose a very pink filter, and matched it with the large red canna planted behind the bench. The overall tone is warmer, and the beauty is very good to modify the small blemishes on the face. The corners of the lips are slightly raised, and the eyes are affectionate. She is tough and deep There is a layer of pale pink on the cage of the facial features, which has a somewhat glamorous and youthful taste.

Xiao Lai sent a drooling pink heart-eyed panda head, with four bold words under the expression - sister super me.

The corners of Fang Jian's mouth almost reached the ears: I don't know what's going on, it's so strange, this photo doesn't look like me.

Xiao Lai said: It's you, so beautiful!Really like!I'm going to use it as a screensaver!

Fang Jian: I just don't look like it, I'm not that good-looking.

Xiao Lai replied with three question marks, and Fang Jian acted like a good boy after getting a bargain: it feels weird.

After a while, I directly threw a screenshot over there, and Xiao Lai set the photo as the lock screen.

Fang Jian covered her face and smiled, and lay down on the bench with her legs bent.

- what are you doing!

Xiao Lai: Go to sleep contentedly!

Fang Jian said: I want to run too.

Xiao Lai: When I wake up, I want to see my sister's wet body (semimi).

Fang Jian returned a shy expression covering her face.

This time, he was really about to start running. Fang Jian put his phone back into his pocket, and was just about to get up to warm up, when a sudden cry came from behind: "What are you doing lying here?"

She turned around in astonishment, who else could it be if it wasn't the old crocodile.

Fangzheng had obviously just finished exercising, and there was a dark sweat stain in the middle of his black vest, but his breath was very steady, even if he ran around the lake ten laps without panting.

Fang Jian turned her toes and wrist, in a good mood, "It's time to warm up."

"I saw you lying down just now." Fangzheng said.

He saw it in less than half a minute after lying down. Fang Jian was so annoying, it was sooner or later, just like when I was a child, I couldn't see it when I was practicing the piano and doing my homework, and I let him see it after relaxing and watching TV. The mouth has become watching TV all day long, not doing business.

Fang Jian remembered that when she was a child, a friend of her mother's witch said that she and the old crocodile were incompatible, and that the old crocodile was too hard-working and aggressive towards the child. It is best for the child to change his name to Uncle before the child is ten years old.

The old crocodile dismissed it, scolded the feudal superstition, and secretly told his mother not to associate with the witch.My mother readily agreed, she was very perfunctory, and she wouldn't let her communicate with each other openly, but only secretly.

Until Fang Jian was abducted when he was six years old, the old crocodile had no choice but to believe in evil. After the child was found, he went to the witch's house to apologize in person with a gift.At that time, Fang Jian was already sensible, so she called her uncle obediently.

It's just that it's not easy to change your mouth when you grow up. No matter how sticky your lips are, you won't be able to yell neatly enough.It's the same now, other people's families always say "Dad" very crisply, Fang Jian still calls "Dad" vaguely, sticky and childish like when she was a child.

"Dad, I'm going for a run." Fang Jian said with drooping eyelids.

Fangzheng asked: "Have you eaten breakfast yet, should your mother and I wait for you?"

Fang Jian said that he had eaten, Fang Zheng asked what he had eaten, Fang Jian said in his heart that you came to the door by yourself, with a little bit of venting resentment, she raised her chin slightly, but did not dare to meet his eyes.

"junk food."

Today, Xiao Lai took her to eat pancakes, eggs, chicken tenders, ham sausage, bacon, crispy, rolled into a big one, you and I finished eating in one bite.It's delicious to die for.

Fang Jian stood there carelessly, nodding her head rhythmically, ready to be scolded.

The morning breeze brought the scent of moist reeds by the lake. The sky was overcast and gray as if it was about to rain. Fangzheng was silent for a long time, his brows furrowed deeply, but he rarely lost his temper. He only told, "Go home early after running."

Fang Jian nervously bowed to him, "Thank you, Dad, for your concern."

The veins on the forehead twitched a few times, Fangzheng turned around and strode away, fearing that he would not be able to control the evil spirit of burning silence in his body if he was too late.

Recently, she kept asking her to have dinner together. Fang Jian guessed it was not a good thing, and she didn't bother to guess. She was full of Xiaolai.

I don't know what kind of wet body photos Xiao Lai wants, so Fang Jian prepares them for her. One is a sweaty photo just after running to prove that she is obedient, and the other one will be taken back.

The redness on her cheeks due to exercise has not yet faded. Fang Jian stood naked on the floor in front of the mirror, holding up her mobile phone and sometimes moving forward, sometimes backing away. The water on her body was dry before she could choose a suitable photo, so she turned on the shower again.

Aunt Jiang called the door outside with a joyful voice: "Jian Jian, my sister is back! Have you finished washing?"

"How are you doing?" Fang Chun glanced around the room and saw a bulging canvas bag on the bedside table. Aunt Jiang followed her and said, "It's all good. I miss you so much. I forgot about it several times." You are not at home, I will find you in the room."

Fang Chun opened the canvas bag and took a quick look. There was no suspicious item, and then he lifted the quilt and pillow to check.The belt was thrown on the car, and the money had already been deposited in the card. Of course, Fang Chun didn't find anything.

Fang Jian came out with a towel on her head. Fang Chun had just returned from a business trip, and she hadn't had time to change her clothes yet. She wore a gray-blue lady's suit, a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of her nose, and her long hair was tied up behind her head with a wooden hairpin and parted in front of her forehead. Two strands of broken hair not only modified the shape of her face, but also softened her cold and hard features.

"How's it going?" Fang Chun is like a big boss at home. He opened the dining table and chairs and sat down, crossed his legs, put his hands together on his knees, and began to interrogate her. just came back."

"I'm already 24." Fang Jian sat on the edge of the bed and wiped her hair.

"You are also my sister at the age of 60." Fang Chun said.

After drying her hair, Fang Jian lifted the quilt and leaned against the head of the bed, took out her mobile phone, clicked on the photo album, and began to edit the fruit photo she just took. Staring at the wet and thin female body in the photo, her face burned.

Fang Chun stretched out his hand to peel an apple, talked about some experiences of this business trip, where there is something delicious and fun, and said to take her there sometime.

Fang Jian doesn't necessarily listen, but she has to say, this habit has been maintained since she was a child, and they don't talk to their parents very much, the sisters talk about themselves.

The doctor also advised Fang Chun to keep it up, because Fang Jian's condition is good, but most of Fang Jian's illness is due to her, and he doesn't like to say anything to her in recent years.

I turned on the anti-dermabrasion filter when taking the photo, and the photo came out pretty good, pink and white.There are some places that are almost meaningless, Fang Jian kept opening and closing her two fingers, checking the details, and found that Jiang Xiaolai really did not wrong her.

This area is usually not visible in the mirror, but today I saw it in the photo, it is really poor enough, it can be directly used as an apron.

It would be too embarrassing to send it out like this. Fang Jian used the deformation tool to expand the two circles little by little, and while she was still thinking about answering, she didn't pay attention to Fang Chun's footsteps at all. She raised her head inadvertently and met her suddenly. The sight, frightened so that the heart stopped suddenly, and he shuddered fiercely.

"What are you doing?" Fang Chun glanced at the magnified fuzzy flesh color on the screen of her mobile phone, holding a sliced ​​apple in her right hand.

"No." Fang Jian just held the phone still, fixed her eyes on her, and forced herself to be calm, "Why do you walk silently?"

There is too much life in these eyes, Fang Chun doesn't know how he and his sister became what they are today, she blames her parents, but the matter has come to this point, there is nothing to do.

"Eat apples." Fang Chun handed the plate forward.

Fang Jian glanced at her, turned off the phone and stuffed it under the pillow, and sat up straight.She kept holding Fang Chun if she didn't pick it up, silently forcing her.

"I'm very sleepy." Fang Jian said.

"You go to bed after eating." Fang Chun used a toothpick to fork an apple and fed it to her. Fang Jian turned his face to one side, took a deep breath, and Fang Chun held his hand like this.

Fang Jian had no choice but to take the plate. The sweet and sour taste of the apples did not stimulate her appetite, but she just chewed it mechanically to complete the task.

After eating the apples, Fang Chun still said: "Why don't you go and fall in love."

Fang Jian stopped wiping her mouth, and the boundless sandstorm of boredom overwhelmed her. She struggled and rolled in the yellow sand, and the rough gravel left streaks of blood on her skin.

"I also think you are bored. If you are in a relationship, you should have something to do." Fang Chun said: "Have you met someone recently? You don't want to associate with outsiders. What if you meet bad people? I know someone Doctor, I can introduce you, he is only two years older than you, and I met him on this business trip..."

"What on earth are you going to do!" Fang Jian raised her hand violently, and the porcelain plate flew out and landed on the ground, breaking into pieces of different sizes, and the flying broken porcelain drew a faint red mark on the top of her brow bone .

Fang Chun shrank in shock, raised his hands in vain, tears quickly filled his eyes, blurring his lenses, "Jian Jian, I just want to make up for you."

"Fang Chun." Fang Jian rubbed her eyes hard, and the small cut above the brow bone immediately soaked blood.She closed her eyes, "I don't think you owe me anything. It doesn't matter to you that I'm sick. I've said it many times. Don't take everything on yourself, can you? Don't worry about me anymore. "

Fangzheng and Gu Yinglan were in the living room, Gu Yinglan was sitting on the sofa, Fangzheng was standing at the top of the stairs and looked up at the upstairs, when she heard Fang Chun's cry, followed by a loud knock on the door, she was kicked out.Aunt Jiang stood at the door and patted her on the shoulder lightly. Seeing that there was going to be a quarrel, she ran away silently.

The strong woman who was vigorous and resolute in the company was crying sadly while climbing the fence on the second floor. When she saw the parents downstairs, her eyes flashed with resentment.

According to the doctor, every sick child has a sick family, and the child is the representative patient of the family, taking medicine for the unhealthy family.

Apart from some genetic factors, Fang Jian's illness was more due to her family.The etiology is very complex, genetics, biology, family, and psychological quality are also one aspect.

What Fangzheng didn't understand was why other people's children grew up well after being educated like that, but Fang Jian became like this.Not to mention, Fang Chun and Fang Jian, sisters and sisters, grew up in the same environment, why did they have two different appearances.

Could it be that his father really did a poor job?Even Fang Chun hated him now.

Fangzheng doesn't understand mental illness. His daughter has been ill for five years, and he still doesn't understand it.

The family complained to each other, and Gu Yinglan said: "Why do you care about her? Isn't it over when she is happy? She has been very happy recently, and she is happy when she goes home. Now you will become like this when you come back, so you should take it easy. "

"You have always been like this." Fang Chun took off his glasses and shouted downstairs: "Ignore when you shouldn't, and don't when you should."

Fangzheng roared, "Why are you talking to your mother!"

Fang Chun shut up, Gu Yinglan let her scold and cry, she sat on the sofa and silently wiped her tears, the puppy Doudou ran to the stairs and barked fiercely at Fang Chun a few times.

Fang Jian saw that the house was shrouded in gray mist from inside to outside, and the bright daylight of midsummer couldn't drive out the darkness and coldness. No wonder her classmates and friends didn't dare to enter the house when she was a child.

Parents and elder sister each occupy one side. Fang Jian believes that neither party is at fault, and they really do not blame anyone.

She only blamed herself for being a superfluous existence, since she already had a sister, why did she have to be born?Is it just to compare with my sister?Let the family eat more mouths to eat?

Or it shouldn't be found at the age of six, it doesn't matter if it's dead or lost.

Fang Jian sat on the bed with her knees hugged and cried for a while, took out her phone, and sent the repaired photos to Xiao Lai, staring down at the chat interface, tears fell on the screen.

In the blurred vision, there seemed to be a white dialog box. At first, she thought it was dazzled, but after looking at it for a while, she tilted her head in doubt, and grabbed the edge of her clothes to wipe the screen clean.

- I rely on!Almost let people see it!

Fang Jian blinked, and as soon as Xiao Lai spoke, it was just a line of bold words displayed on the phone, and the suffering of the whole world was far away from her in an instant.

Jiang Xiaolai is like a happy bird, if you get close to her, you will be infected by her happiness and temporarily forget all your sorrows.Not by her side, more urgently longing for her.

Her eyelids were scorchingly painful from being wiped, Fang Jian sniffed, stared at the line of words and read it several times, making sure it wasn't dazzled, she held the phone tremblingly and typed: Didn't you sleep.

Xiao Lai replied: You didn't sleep either.I'm going, you don't know, I was scared to death just now, almost let you be watched!Luckily I dodged fast!It is said that it is a wet body photo, it is really a wet body photo!You are too honest! !

Imagine Xiao Lai's face full of excitement grabbing the phone, and the bad mood was swept away. Fang Jian stopped crying immediately: Can I come to you?

Xiao Lai: Did you not sleep?

Fang Jian said: No, I really want to see you, can I come to you?

There is no news there.

1 minute, 2 minutes... Enough for her to have thousands of thoughts in her mind, which sentence offended her, or the photo?Can't we meet during the day?Now how to do……

Could it be that even Xiao Lai doesn't want her anymore? The sourness boiled into tears, and when the flood was about to burst, another message popped up on the phone.

——I called the foreman to take a rest. Where are you?

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感谢在2022-04-2520：48：31～2022-04-2720：06：14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：王小浪不想学习了80瓶；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！