Like a swallow returning to its nest

Fang Jian still wants to take the seat of yesterday, and Xiao Lai will be in charge of today's big card.

Xiao Lai gave her the minimum consumption, a 268 large fruit plate, half a dozen Heinekens, and a plate of dried tofu.

The corridor brought the wine over and put it on the table, but Xiao Lai only opened three bottles for her, "Just drink that much, save the rest."

The light in the arena was dim, the music was soothing, and because Xiao Lai promised to continue dating after get off work, Fang Jian was in a good mood, "You will start to meddle with me."

Xiao Lai poured her half a glass of beer, and with a twist of her wrist, the liquid from the bottle would not spill out. This was a habit she developed when she worked part-time in a western restaurant.

"I still have to eat, drink too much to fill my stomach."

Fang Jian said, "That's nothing to do, it's so boring."

"I'm right here, you can see it as soon as you look up." Xiao Lai looked around, approached suddenly, forked a piece of watermelon to feed her, "Even if you leave, you will come back soon."

Xiao Lai is in charge of the four scattered tables near the stage, and one big card.

It is a pleasure to watch her work. She will clean up any rubbish on the counter in time. Her skill in selling alcohol is not to spill beer everywhere, but to empty the bottles in time, so that the counter has an atmosphere that does not fit the night scene. Neat and clean.

Cooperating with Jiali, the wine sells out very quickly. The girls like to sit at her table. If anyone finds that they can't drink well, she will put two cherry tomatoes or ice cubes in their cups. If you lose by rolling the dice, you can drink less a little.

Many new girls don't understand at first, and feel strange about her behavior. People grow up very quickly in this kind of environment, and it only takes three to five days. The world is not really hopelessly sentimental.

Fang Jian found that Xiao Lai was very popular. Everyone who passed by greeted her, called her affectionately, and chatted casually.When she had nothing to do and leaned against the pillar to rest, she was suddenly hugged from behind.

It was a girl, very beautiful, with fluffy curly hair, a long white dress with a big skirt, and [-]cm high heels that looked like she was walking on the ground.She rested her head on Xiao Lai's shoulder, bent over and pouted there, mumbled something with her eyes closed, Xiao Lai poured her a glass of warm water, and she left after drinking.

If I hadn't kissed her on the cheek before leaving.

Xiao Lai cast her eyes in a panic, and before she could explain, the welcoming lady floated in and handed a few guests to her, and she was busy ordering and opening the table, so she could only quickly turn her head and smile apologetically.

In fact, there is no need to be angry, Fang Jian comforted herself, they were not familiar enough to be jealous over such a thing.

Don't be jealous, don't care, and don't build relationships, so if she dies suddenly one day, and only exists as a friend with benefits who has slept with her for a while, Xiao Lai shouldn't be too sad.

Even so, Fang Jian could not avoid feeling lost and fell into a great hopeless pessimism.

At this moment a cigarette fell into her arms without fail.

Fang Jian looked sideways, and there were three middle-aged men in the booth next door, two with big bellies and one with no hair.

The one with no hair clasped his hands, laughed and said sorry to her, and asked her if she came alone or with friends.

Fang Jian didn't want to talk, but her sensitive nerves already had a premonition that something was going to happen next, so she poured the remaining half bottle of beer into the glass, and waited patiently for the foam to drip out, so as to avoid the beer foam flying out when she held the bottle back, which was unhygienic .

Fang Jian often thinks this way, if suicide fails, let someone else do it.

Maybe half an hour later, the police will call home to inform them that Fang Jian finally died at the nightclub because of banging each other's heads with wine bottles.

The furious look of my father has already popped up in my mind: why do I want to play in that kind of place!You know you are sick!There are such good role models in the family, but they just don't learn from them! !

If she had breath left at that time, she would definitely raise her bloody, rotten tomato-like head and tell him: Dad, I'm here to seek death.

After saying that, he tilted his head and died.

How good.

The three people next door explained their demands: "Anyway, you are alone, so why not change seats with us and let us take your big card."

Fang Jian's location is indeed very good, the closest to the stage has the best view, and she is also very lucky to have no reservations for two days in a row.In contrast, the next door is much worse, most of the view is blocked by the load-bearing pillars in the hall, and the minimum guarantee is also [-] lower.

"But why?" Fang Jian asked him.

"Are you alone!" The bald man smiled, "If you want to change, I'll treat you to a half dozen Budweiser!"

She said with a cold face that I don't drink Budweiser, and the two fat men behind the bald head laughed, "Then you drink snowflakes?" Then she took out 200 yuan from the wallet under her arm and threw it on the sofa, "What do you want to drink, yourself Go buy it."

Fang Jian laughed angrily at him. When she wanted to do something to stretch her muscles and bones, she caught a glimpse of Xiao Lai walking along the corridor from the corner of her eye. Talk to her and ask her what's going on.

A series of thoughts flashed by, and she was dazed for only two or three seconds. Fang Jian rubbed her eyes with the heel of her palm. The pressure was so heavy that her eyeballs hurt. She let go of her hand and leaned over to fold the 200 yuan. In his trouser pocket, he gave a thumbs up to the next door, "If you want to come, you can only join the table. I have three bottles of Heineken left, and each of you happens to have one bottle."

When the three of them heard it, it was okay to say what you said and what you said. There were many people and it was lively. Everyone made friends and came directly around the pillar.

The first sentence of the bald head meeting, "The little girl is still good, she is very good at being a person, and it is still lively, haha, come out to play, just to be happy! Be happy!"

Fang Jian picked up the bag to make room for them, "Happy, so happy."

The half-person-high sound behind the sofa vibrated, Fang Jian sat on the far side, her whole body was numb from the huge sound wave.

She reined in the precipice again, letting others go, and letting herself go.

"What's the matter?"

The sound of the music was deafening, Xiao Lai quickly billed and yelled in her ear: "Do you know each other?"

Fang Jian yelled at her, "Now we know each other!"

After yelling at Xiao Lai, she was dragged away. The bald head asked her to find some beauties. Xiao Lai nodded to show that he knew, then rubbed his fingers and showed him the list. The rule here is to pay first and then serve the wine.

Afterwards, Fang Jian was overjoyed, not to mention not causing any trouble, and even getting business for Xiao Lai. The three of them ordered five or six dozen Budweiser back and forth.

When Xiao Lai finally had time to chat with her, Fang Jian and the three middle-aged uncles who shared the table had already made obeisances. The three beauties at the scene helped them to testify. deeds.

When the white spotlight hit the top of the head, the three brothers moved to the private room, reluctantly said goodbye to Fang Jian in the lobby, and entrusted her young people to live, study and make progress.

Fang Jian nodded again and again, indicating that she remembered it.

Xiao Lai is very busy. There are tables full of empty wine bottles and garbage waiting for her to clean up. Fang Jian curled up on the sofa and fell asleep. When she was woken up, there was almost no one in the hall. .

"Drunk."

Rubbing her eyes, Fang Jian sat up, Xiao Lai moved her shoulders, and she obediently put her face on it, "It will be much better after a night of sleep."

After waking up and dozing off for a while, Xiao Lai took her out. This time, she walked through the staff aisle, and turned out through an aisle behind the stage, passed the back kitchen, dressing room, storage room, up the steps and out of the gate. Dry and cool for summer.

They were kissing in the corner between a coffee shop and a clothing store behind the shopping mall. Xiao Lai was forced to bear her brutal bite with her back against the glass, her head raised to reveal her fragile neck, and her head was comfortingly held with both hands.

For a long time, Fang Jian's kiss was still attached to her eyelashes when they were separated, and her lips could feel the slight trembling of her eyelids.It was quiet everywhere, Xiao Lai hugged her waist, put his cheek on her shoulder, and gave her all the weight, "I'm so busy today, I'm a little tired."

"Then what should we do?" Fang Jian said, "Come on, you have to be on top."

"You like me on top?" Xiao Lai raised her face and brushed her chin with her lips.Fang Jian smiled, "It's more enjoyable."

She whimpered, coquettishly complaining about her lover's inconsiderateness, "I've worked so hard, I can't rest after working all day."

"I'll give you a massage on the way back to the car?"

"Let's go eat first."

Fang Jian took out the 200 yuan from his pocket and showed it to her, "The three sworn brothers gave it to you, just to treat you to dinner."

Xiao Lai closed his eyes and said: "At that time, I felt that you were already very angry. I wanted to come over to help you out immediately, but the problem was quickly resolved."

Fang Jian changed the subject, "How much is the wine commission?"

Xiao Lai said: "5.00%."

After a rough calculation, Fang Jian said, "Then today is not a bad day?"

"Not bad." Xiao Lai rubbed her cheek back and forth on her chin, "Thank you very much! If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to earn this money."

Fang Jian raised her lips sharply, a spring of honey gushed out of her dry heart, and hugged her tightly.

There was no kiss for a while, and the corner sheltered from the wind was warm for a while. Xiao Lai took her to the nearby night market. There were not many people at this point. In order to get back to the car to rest quickly, they just filled their stomachs in a hurry, and the two shared it. After eating a bowl of fried rice and a serving of crayfish, I bought a large pack of wet wipes, chewing gum and a large bottle of mineral water at a 24-hour convenience store.

The street lamps made the shadows long and thin, and they held hands and swung their arms playfully. Xiao Lai told her about her arrangements, "I'll be leaving in one and a half months, and school will start."

Fang Jian tightened his hands, "Are you still in Nanzhou?"

Xiao Lai said: "Here, at Nantah University, I will be a junior when school starts."

The start of this kind of dialogue means that their relationship will go further, and Fang Jian should also take the initiative to talk about herself, otherwise tonight's date may be canceled temporarily.

Fang Jian picked some unimportant ones, "I may be a little older than you, I graduated."

Xiao Lai nodded, "Where did you study?"

Fang briefed on the name of a school in another province, but reported his sister's major in finance.

Xiao Lai asked, "So are you working now?"

Fang Jian can only say no, she can't let it go, she sleeps during the day and dates at night, so she has no time to go to work.

She can't go to work with this level of mental illness, and her family doesn't support her, she thinks it's unnecessary, and the risks she takes are not proportional to her income.

Xiao Lai let out an "oh" and didn't ask any more questions. She just looked at her with those round eyes like black glass beads, hoping that she would take the initiative to say more.

Fang Jian stopped looking at her, and stared down at her toes, with the brim of her hat covering all the emotions in her eyes.

"Why do you always wear a hat?" Xiao Lai shook her arm, and took the initiative to find a topic, "Your hair is very good, soft, not like mine, it is shaggy and plentiful."

Fang Jian hummed, "Versailles."

Xiao Lai said, "You wear a hat indoors and outdoors, and you always keep your head down." He patted her on the back, "You're still hunchbacked."

Fang Jian obediently straightened her back, opened her shoulders, and was much higher than her.

Xiao Lai was not convinced, "Your shoes are at least five centimeters thick."

Fang Jian disdainfully said, "Then I am taller than you."

Xiao Lai's eyes widened, "You're tall! You're tall!"

"I'm older than you, you're on top, I let you go."

"I ask you to let me go?" Xiao Lai asked back.

Fang Jian just laughed, she often pursed her lips and smiled silently like this.

The shadow of the brim of the hat covered most of her face, Xiao Lai looked up at her pale lips and pointed chin when she smiled, as if she understood her at this moment.

Like the maple forest beaten by frost, she took the initiative that night and burned her life as the price. The leaves could not withstand the wind and rain, and they separated from the branches in the cold rain of late autumn, and died slowly.

Xiao Lai approached her suddenly, holding her face with both hands, capturing her sadness hidden in the darkness, "Why are you unhappy?"

Fang Jian rarely gave her the opportunity to look at each other like this, but those eyes that were used to hiding under the brim of the hat and messy bangs were unexpectedly quiet and deep.

"Xiao Lai, I'm not unhappy." She said softly, "At least not when I was with you."