Like a swallow returning to its nest

When they walked to the gate of the community in the rain, Xiao Feng called and asked them if they were okay, maybe because they heard that there was an accident in the parking lot.

Xiao Lai said that he saw it, and it was all right, he took Fang Jian out with his skills of stealing radishes and corn from the mountains when he was a child.

It's okay to be joking, Xiao Feng told them to go back quickly and don't wander around outside, it's not peaceful recently.

In a place like a nightclub, when there is no peace all year round, if you drink some wine, any trivial matter will be infinitely magnified, and a few disputes can turn into a bloody incident.

As a friend, Xiao Feng's concern is normal.

Xiao Lai hung up the phone and took Fang Jian upstairs. When she just ran back, she was really like a small stove, with white steam coming out of her head, and her palms were moist and hot.

Fang Jian hugged her arm and clung to her, "Are we really going to work here?"

Xiao Lai looked up at her, raised her hands to her mouth to breathe out, and put them against her cheeks to warm them up, "Don't be afraid, go back and take a shower and sleep, we'll think about tomorrow's affairs tomorrow."

At this time, in the elevator car, her back was straight, her eyes were firm, she was not afraid or flinched, and she had a pair of straight shoulders that were more reliable than men, as if there was nothing in this world that she could not bear.

Power is transmitted through body temperature, Fang Jian cuddled close to her, and her erratic heart slowly settled down.

Everyone in the house fell asleep, they lightly took clean clothes into the bathroom to take a shower, hot water ironed every pore, the musty smell, blood smell in the parking lot was washed away, and people shivered with comfort.

Fang Jian watched her for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Aren't you afraid?"

Xiao Lai, who lowered his head to rub bubbles for the bath ball, raised his head and raised his eyebrows suspiciously. Fang Jian said, "Aren't you afraid just now?"

Sighing, Xiao Lai said, "Scared, don't be afraid, I will drag you away, what if those people fight again and accidentally hurt us?"

She stood aside and poured water on Fang Jianteng's place, pouted her mouth, not very interested, but she didn't feel sad to that extent.

Fang Jian whispered: "You are so courageous, you didn't cry, and you didn't feel very scared."

Xiao Lai said: "It's a bit scary, but it's not too scared to cry. I don't know him. Besides, you are afraid of being like that. If you walk with your left foot and stumble your right foot, I want to be like you. We two will be together tonight." Lie under the car and don't come out, if you have the chance to run, of course you should run quickly, and you still think so much."

Fang Jian followed her example and stood in a place out of the water and began to apply bubbles. Xiao Lai said, "But you are also great. You are great without yelling. Many people will yell when they are frightened." Shouting, as if afraid that the bad guys would not notice her."

Fang Jian said: "You watch too much TV, people on TV will only yell when they are in danger, the scriptwriters want to keep the plot going."

Xiao Lai tilted his head to think about it, and said with a smile, "Even if you don't want to yell, you must have a cup."

Fang Jian continued: "The heroine got up in the middle of the night to drink water, but accidentally bumped into the scene of the murder, her pupils dilated, the glass fell to the ground with a click, the villain turned around with blood all over her face, the heroine covered her mouth in horror, and ran away."

Xiao Lai laughed, "When I was running away, I stumbled on my left foot and fell on my right foot. I gave a shot to the bleeding knee, and then started Parkinson's, and the hand that called the police trembled slightly."

Fang Jian: "It's hard to make a call, but the address is always not reported."

Xiao Lai: "The villain broke into the door, the heroine screamed and begged for his life, the bloody knife tip fell, and suddenly—"

She rolled her black eyes in a mysterious circle, as if she was wary of the villain sticking out a hand from the toilet.

"Suddenly what?!" Fang Jian asked.

Xiao Lai smiled mysteriously, "Suddenly there is an advertisement."

Fang Jian: "Hahahahahaha——"

It's not that Xiao Lai is not afraid, it's just that she doesn't have as many twists and turns in Fang Jian's mind, perhaps because of her growing environment, her words and actions are naturally bold and fearless.

Growing up in a family without female elders, after all, lacks a little bit of female sensitivity and fragility.

There is great strength in a small body, and Fang Jian once again admired her in admiration.

Jiang Xiaolai is really not a mortal. She is two years younger than her. She is also small, soft and obedient, but has a strong heart and a strong spiritual world.

Take her to escape, hug her to comfort her, jokingly coax her, she is still a little girl herself.

Fang Jian said: "I really think you are amazing. You go to school alone in Nanzhou, find a place to work on your own during winter and summer vacations, you can sing, you are liked wherever you go, you have very reliable friends, and you are also a small internet celebrity... "

Of course there are many people who are better than her and more powerful than her, but the indifference in her is the most special. It is not uncommon to manage her own bold and unrestrained style, but there is nothing inappropriate about her.

Ability to get things done well without sacrificing too much personal time, eating, drinking and having fun, energetic, brave, patient, meticulous...

Her kindness is too good to count.

It was beyond Fang Jian's reach to pick out any items from Xiao Lai's body. During the past few years of illness, she did nothing but eat, drink and sleep.

As far as eating happily and sleeping comfortably, it doesn't matter if she is a big waste in the world, but she can't eat well, sleep well, and she goes crazy from time to time.

Xiao Lai said: "I am not as good as you think. I am much better than me. I am just an ordinary person. If you insist on thinking this way, you can't say that you really know nothing. Be more precise. Said, you just lost the opportunity to make decisions and express yourself, and you haven’t done your work very well these two days. I just have a little more freedom than you. If my father is in Nanzhou, he will definitely not agree with me. working at night."

Fang Jian stared at her two slender arms rubbing her hair, and took apart every word in her words carefully. The lady could eat a macaron all afternoon with a pot of rose tea. One sentence was enough for her to ponder for three days.

After taking a shower and laying down on the small bed, the two hugged each other naked, Fang Jian whispered in her ear: "I'm really not flattering you, I really think you are amazing, really, from the bottom of my heart, Besides, you are not superior at all, you are as kind as the little girl next door."

"Then you are in love with me. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." Xiao Lai said.

——Then you are in love with me.

Fang Jian began to ponder the one hundred and eight meanings contained in this sentence again, she really liked to ponder.

Xiao Lai, who doesn't have so many minds, has already fallen asleep, her small mouth is slightly pouting, and her small belly and chest rise and fall against her.

Fang Jian lightly rubbed her face, and tightened her two arms.

At nine o'clock in the morning, everyone in the dormitory was woken up. The foreman came and asked everyone to pack up some clothes and prepare to leave. At noon, they took the bus booked by the company to go to the mountain villa on the outskirts of the city for team building.

It is necessary to make a big fuss and do it for three days and three nights.

The women were covered in quilts, and their dreams were disturbed early in the morning. They turned over vigorously on the bed and cursed.

The dormitory of the service department lived in a few beauties who couldn’t fit in the dormitory of the beauties department. They were the most splashy and powerful. They asked the foreman with chicken nest heads and two big dark circles on their faces, “Don’t go to work at night? Mood is playing games with you, I want to make money!"

The foreman said earnestly, "Group building, group building, you know what team building is, the basic salary is still paid, and your beauties have additional subsidies. Hurry up and gather at the store at noon."

The salary is paid as usual, you don't have to go to work, you can eat, drink and have fun, fools don't go.

Fang Jian squatted on the toilet in the bathroom and heard a group of women outside going crazy with joy. She shook her head, which was still drowsy due to lack of sleep, and then thought about the middle-aged man whose head was opened in the parking lot last night. She no longer felt a little bit.

Look, it’s just one person who dies. People die every day in this world. Whoever dies, the earth will continue to rotate, and everyone will still be happy.

Accidents, diseases, natural disasters, wars... People are dying and new lives are being born every moment.

Whether those dead people have entered a new reincarnation can't stop them from being slowly forgotten by time. People are inherently mortal, so why rush to the present?

When it's time for you to die, you can't escape no matter what.

At this moment, Fang Jian decided not to die, and never thought about it, never mentioned it again.

At this time, the mobile phone started singing. There was no note on the number on the screen, but she recognized it as Fang Chun's.

When the phone was picked up, there was a burst of laughter outside at the same time. I don't know what they said for fun, but Fang Chun's voice came when she got impatient and was about to hang up.

"Where are you? I went to see grandma's house. Grandma said you went out to play, but you didn't live at all, did you?"

Someone knocked on the door outside to say hello, Fang Jian had no choice but to pull up her trousers and go out. Before Xiao Lai got up, she held up the phone and went to the balcony to make a call, and closed the glass door smoothly.

After the rain, the air is humid and fresh, the wind is a bit cool, and there is a layer of goose skin on the arms.Fang Jian tiptoed a red plastic bench and sat down, her tone was cold, "I have something to say."

Fang Chun should be in her director's office, living in the steel forest all year round, and the indifferent tone soaked in the cold of concrete and steel bars is transmitted through the handset of the mobile phone.

"The doctor I told you about last time, come over to have dinner with him tomorrow afternoon. I think you can change to a counselor. He is very suitable."

Under the clothesline covered with women's colorful underwear, Fang Jian smiled, "It's suitable for you to keep."

Fang Chun didn't seem to hear, "He is studying psychology. He just returned to China not long ago. He is very good. Because of your condition, I think it is necessary for you to come..."

Fang Jian interrupted her self-talk, "I don't want you to think, I don't want to see you, and I don't need to change doctors. I'm fine now. Thank you for your kindness. I don't understand. Do you have anything else to do?"

After that, there was silence, and the two sisters held up their mobile phones and fought without a word.

Fang Jian didn't want to add bad luck to herself early in the morning. Fang Jian didn't say anything serious to her. Thinking of the upcoming team building and having more private space with Xiao Lai, she forgave Fang Chun for being so arrogant and domineering.

Hanging up the phone, recalling the details of how I got along with Xiao Lai recently, I will also play temper and fight, but it is a completely different feeling from playing doormat at home. Fang Jian and Xiao Lai are two people sitting on each end of the seesaw. Children, you are together and I am down, there is coming and going, there is fairness between them.

Fang Jian couldn't hold back and sent a text message to Fang Chun.

— Take care of yourself.

Turned off the phone and ran back, opened the bed curtain, Xiao Lai turned over to face her, stretched out his hands, his eyes were too sleepy to open, he looked for her everywhere with his hands raised, his voice was vague and wronged, "you go Where is-"

Fang Jian lifted the quilt and lay down in her arms, "Go to the bathroom."

Xiao Lai rubbed her face comfortably, "You're so cold, I'll warm you up." She put herself into her arms like a hot water bottle, taking care of her chest and back, helping her with those warm little hands. She warmed her ass, and squeezed it twice maliciously, saying it was really soft.

Fang Jian put a sticker on her body, "The leader said to go to the suburban villa for team building today, do you want to go?"

Xiao Lai said that he heard it just now, and that he was going. He hadn't had a good rest for a long time, and it would be more fun if there were more people.

Fang Jian asked her: "Then when I'm not here, how often do you usually rest?"

Xiao Lai said: "Unless I'm sick, I don't rest, but I usually don't get sick."

Fang Jian asked, "Aren't you tired?"

Xiao Lai said: "Tired... But, I have nothing else to do to rest, and I can't live in school during holidays. Except for Xiao Feng, none of my classmates are like me, so in fact, I don't have any female friends."

It is also impossible for part-time colleagues to develop into friends. They are not people in the same world. After leaving the post, it is difficult to maintain the relationship.Such as Wang Xia, such as Zhou Bai, are just passing by.

Fang Jian didn't know what to say. She looked at the bustle and bustle, but she was actually very lonely.

"But after meeting you, I feel much better. With you by my side, I don't feel tired." The easily satisfied child rubbed her face happily, "I like you so much, shall we be together forever?"

Fang Jian did not deal with her vaguely as usual, and responded to her request directly for the first time, opened her lips, and nodded vigorously at the same time, "Okay."

"Are you serious?" She froze and met her eyes in the dark, "Really?"

Fang Jian nodded again, "Really, let's be together."

The key to the habit of being ignored, accustomed to being rejected, Xiao Lai is still unbelievable, "You are not joking, I mean really together, not ordinary friends, but together like boyfriend and girlfriend, you want to OK."

"I've made up my mind." I don't want to die, I want to be with you.

She quickly got up from the bed, scratched at her disheveled hair, a little embarrassed, "It's not very good here."

Fang Jian said: "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter where you are, as long as you are by my side."

"It's related." Xiao Lai took out the phone from under the pillow, poked it, checked the deposit, and decided, "I will stop working for another half a month, and I will start school soon, let's rent a house outside. , okay, would you like to live with me?"

Fang Jian didn't want anything, she was very heartbroken, if she didn't say that all the time, would Xiao Lai stay with her all this time without any result?Look how happy she is, she is so foolish, she doesn't complain about anything, she is in a hurry and doesn't know what to do.

"Don't be too busy." Fang Jian hugged her, holding back her tears and trying to keep her voice steady, "We're going to team building today, I won't run away if I promise, let's do it first, wait Look for a house when you are about to start school, don't worry, take your time."

Xiao Lai calmed down in her arms, wrapping her arms around her neck, "Well! I'm not in a hurry, hehe——"

"hey-hey--"

She got up to wash up immediately, the bathroom was full of people, so she had to stand by the mop pool on the balcony to brush her teeth, Fang Jian watched her little head turn left and right through the glass door.

How could Jiang Xiaolai be so good, she met such a good Jiang Xiaolai, the so-called 'honest man' is nothing more than that.She is not a child in the city, and she has not been taught badly by the city. Sometimes she is horribly innocent, and she has certain characteristics that make you feel that she does not belong to this era.

She has traveled through decades to the present, like a non-human creature in a fantasy drama who wakes up in the wilderness and has innocent eyes.

As the party who took it, it was hard for Fang Jian not to associate herself with the deceitful villain.

As we all know, villains have always used unscrupulous means to plunder and plunder, and then moderately pretend to be pitiful and weak.Continue to maintain this relaxed and happy atmosphere of getting along, maybe you can keep it a secret.

As long as we don't tell the truth, the petty troubles are nothing more than daily flirting between lovers, and no one will think of her worrying and unstable mental state.

Except for the doctors and nurses in the hospital, few people in this world can truly objectively know and understand the mentally ill group. Fang Jian also had a short normal life, but with only a millimeter-thick medical certificate, her life was completely turned upside down.

In the first manic episode, Fang Jian dropped her roommate’s violin. It happened when she was a freshman. Of course, Fang Jian still doesn’t think she was wronged by the violin. Who told her to play it on the balcony of the dormitory before dawn? Qin?The school is so big that it can't be pulled elsewhere?

The girl who was thrown from the piano had a sad and sympathetic face, but she did not hide the hatred and jealousy in her eyes when she saw Fang Jian in private. She was jealous of the applause and praise she received in the piano class, and hated her for falling. Qin Shi's decisiveness - it's not that he can't afford it.

All kinds of accidents and coincidences she made after that, Fang Jian was accused of "campus bullying". A medical certificate could not excuse her, but made things worse. His mental condition is no longer suitable for continuing to stay in school.

The attending doctor argues with them, hoping that everyone will not look at mental patients with colored glasses, but what can the doctor do?The three words "guardian" are too important, and top students who are diligent and talented can no longer return to school.

Fang Jian remembered her name - Zhao Lian.

There is no hatred, but more admiration. If she can learn half of Zhao Lian's scheming, she will not be confused with this virtue.

Even if there is no Zhao Lian, Zhang Lian, Wang Lian and Liu Lian may appear in the future. Tracing back to the source, Fang Jian who threw the piano is the root of the problem.

She didn't believe in this world long ago.

Jiang Xiaolai may be different, but she dare not gamble, nor can she afford to gamble.

A new life is in front of them, a small house belonging to them, a bed without a tent, like most lovers and couples in the world, they live their ordinary lives and work hard for daily necessities.

Maybe there is a chance to raise a puppy. There are many animals in Xiao Lai's house. She must like animals.

Listening to the sound of falling rain on weekends, watching movies on the bed, going out for a walk when the weather is good, saving money to drive and take her out for a drive, there are still many beautiful things in this world waiting for them to experience...

The heels of his palms slowly rubbed his knees. Thinking of the future, Fang Jian's heart beats faster unconsciously. The temptation to live a normal life is too great.

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There are three updates today, there are too many, in order to avoid staying up late, I will post the second and third updates after dawn.

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