love you, in time

Life in the third year of high school is busy and boring. Every day, we are either doing papers or listening to the teacher's lectures. Although there is no knowledge update after entering a round of review, we are still suffering from the mountain of exercise books in front of us.

But one day during such a tense period, Lao Zhao actually began to arrange for the psychology teacher to talk to each student separately, and each student was a class.

I don't know what Lao Zhao was thinking. If it wasn't for the way he spoke when the flag was raised, he still relied on roaring as always, I'm afraid I would have thought that Lao Zhao was impaled by the soul or got the wrong script.

Soon enough, a month after starting the conversation, I had the misfortune of being drawn.

Standing at the door of the office with my head down, I hesitated whether to go in, but unexpectedly, before I could make a decision, the door was opened from the inside, and a familiar figure came into view. It was the teacher Lan Gum from last time.

"Hello, teacher." My face was a little hot, and I didn't even know the reason, so I had to say hello first in a low voice.

After opening the door, Teacher Lanyan sat back on the chair, looked at the chair next to her, and motioned for me to sit down.

"Fuxi?"

"Ah... yes"

"Heh, what an interesting kid." I was already nervous and didn't dare to look up, but now that she said that, it made me even more nervous.

Moreover, I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that there is something wrong with the way she looks at me, and there is a hint of a chuckle in her tone, "Student, you don't have to be nervous, it's just a simple chat."

"okay"

"It looks like he must be a well-behaved child at ordinary times." Lan Gu smiled lightly, sitting sideways towards me with his right leg resting on his left leg, with one hand on the table to support his cheek, looking up and down at me with a smile in his eyes "I know Why did that old-fashioned Zhao Chaogang want to talk to you all of a sudden?"

"I don't know" I shook my head honestly, and I decided to tell the truth.The truth of this question made me dumbfounded, where would I know where to go, I am not a roundworm in Lao Zhao's head.

"Do you... want to know?" The current atmosphere is a bit different from the conversation I imagined before I came here, and the blue gum in front of me is also quite different from the Bingshan teacher in other people's mouths .

What about the iceberg that was said to be cold?Why does it seem that the only two times I met, this teacher Lan Gum gave me the feeling of being arrogant and evil but with a hint of warmth?It is very strange.

I looked at each other in silence for an unknown amount of time, and seeing that Lan An had no intention of continuing, I sighed lightly, and I asked helplessly, "Teacher, will every student tell me?"

"Of course not, just you"

"why"

"Because you are very similar to us in the past"

"Me.....? You.....?"

"You and Yan Qing, me and Yang Yu"

Damn, what did I hear, Lan An and Yang Yu are a couple?Is this what I understand?

"Okay, let's get down to business, there is a kid named Wang Zhifei in your grade." Without responding to my puzzled eyes, Lan Anxiety withdrew a joking tone, her voice flat but with an invisible coercion, "That kid... ...Gone"

"What do you mean?" There was a bang in my head, as if something exploded in my mind.Gone?Yes... Is the one I understood gone?

"Suicide" Lan Gum's words confirmed the thought in my heart that I didn't want to be admitted.

"A month ago, he jumped off the roof of the building where his house was located and died on the spot." Lan An's tone was calm, as if he was talking about a trivial matter. "The police have visited secretly several times. The school has nothing to do with it, but......for the sake of your physical and mental health, that old-fashioned Zhao Chaogang can be regarded as enlightened once."

I kept my head down in silence, with mixed feelings in my heart.I don't know what is the reason that made the big boy who was so sunny and smiling go on such a path, and it ended with the end of his life.

"Why tell me?" After a long silence, I raised my head and looked at Lan Gum on the opposite side with some vigilance, "You can see, it was in the corridor last time"

"Yes, you are very smart." Lan Gum smiled, looking at my eyes with admiration, "You should also know that what you like to hide in your eyes is not very good"

"Then... Teacher Lan should go to Director Zhao." I was a little puzzled. If it was what I thought, she should have told Lao Zhao directly. It should be Lao Zhao who talked to me like this. , but...Looking at the woman in front of me who I couldn't figure out what was going on, I suppressed the doubts in my eyes.

"I said, you are very similar to us at that time." Lan Gum smiled, got up and stood in front of me, and patted my shoulder. What we are facing is not a problem that can be solved as long as we like or love.”

After a pause, Lan Eucalyptus went to the water dispenser to take two glasses of water, and put one of them in front of me, "Wang Zhifei is a very 'good' example."

"What?" I was a little surprised when I heard the stress Lan Gum added to the word good. She called this an example of good, and a life was lost?

"After Wang Zhifei dropped out of school, his parents' attitude towards him should be the same as that of Zeng Xin's parents. Love that is not understood and supported by anyone around him is a kind of torture for him, but death is a kind of relief."

"But..." I wanted to refute, but I couldn't.Although the words are not very pleasant, I admit that there is nothing wrong with Lan An’s words. She showed love to a person but was not understood by the closest people around her. Instead, she received overwhelming abuse and spurning. Wang Zhifei, it should be a double torture both physically and mentally.

"Fuxi" saw that I was silent, Lan Anlan lowered his head and took a sip of the tea in his hand, and said something earnest but sincere "Our kind of feelings are not favored in the current secular world, stubborn secular, old-fashioned thinking They are all problems we have to face, for them, liking and loving are just children's play, so..."

"But I.......not on a whim." I raised my head and met Shang Lan's worried gaze, "Mr. Lan, I understand what you mean, but I am not on a whim to Yan Qing"

"You are a stubborn child"

"I am well aware of the difficulty of this road, but I don't want to shrink back. I believe in all fateful encounters, so..." Feeling the kindness of Blue Gum, I let go of my guard and gradually opened my heart" The problems you just mentioned may be difficult to solve in reality, but... they are really not worth mentioning before the problem that Yan Qing doesn't like me."

The bell rang for the end of class, and I got up to say goodbye. When I was about to leave, I looked back at Lan Gum, who was sitting on a chair in deep thought, and sincerely wished "Zhifei and Zeng Xin's ending is regrettable, but it is not inevitable for all same-sex couples." The ending. Teacher Lan, I hope that you can hold hands and grow old, and the romance of love will last forever."

"Oh, I didn't expect to be lectured by a child like you." After being dazed, Lan An smiled helplessly, and then his face became serious, "But what you said is true, and I hope you get what you want."

"Fuxi, thank you." When I opened the door and walked out of the office, I didn't hear the words Lan An said softly when the door was closing.

After I calmed down, I returned to the classroom, met Shang Yanqing's worried eyes, and sat back beside her with a smile, "Ayan, I'm back"

It's just a matter of time, I will definitely get what I want, because I have slowly begun to feel the change in Yan Qing's feelings towards me.So, it's just a matter of time.

But... Wang Zhifei... If Zeng Xin found out, he would probably collapse immediately. His stubborn thoughts and secularism once again mercilessly destroyed the future and happiness of the two of them... However, when will this secular world be changed?

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry to give Wang Zhifei and Zeng Xin a sad ending for the couple

Some words are blocked, let's see this time