love you, in time

"In this competition exam, a total of 4 people in our grade got recommended places." On the podium, Lao Chen excitedly announced the happy news, "They are Zi Sangyu and An Ruo from class one, and students from our class. Yan Qing and Wen Renqing, you two are thinking about the school these two days, and then come to my office to fill out the application form the day after tomorrow, other students..."

I didn't listen carefully to what Lao Chen said later, the sense of loss in my heart occupied my entire chest, which made me a little out of breath, and there were bursts of mist in my eye sockets.

Only me, among the four people, I am the only one who doesn't have it.I shook my head with a wry smile, and I almost missed it again. Looking at the certificate of the second prize in my hand, I hid it in the deepest part of the cabinet in a fit of anger.

That night, I suffered from insomnia. Sitting on the bay window of the room and looking at the starry sky outside the window, I suddenly felt a sense of exhaustion in my heart.

Was the original decision...really wrong?What I can't get with my best efforts are what they take for granted. If I had chosen liberal arts, would the result be different after putting in the equivalent effort?Will I be among the people who got the quota today?

Such thoughts appeared in my mind for a moment, and I was stunned in place.How could I...have such an idea?

Yan Qing...would he choose to walk?In that case, I shouldn't have to take the college entrance examination, so I... can I still be by her side?

After being tossed by various emotions in my heart for nearly two hours, I couldn't hold on anymore, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

"Ayan! Don't go!" In the dream, I was surrounded by darkness, only the tall and lonely figure in front of me had its own light, shining brightly in the dark environment, but... this The figure was getting farther and farther away from me, and gradually disappeared from my sight.

I wanted to catch up, but found that I couldn't move in the deep mud, and my body was gradually sinking. "Ayan!" Desperation welled up in my heart, surrounded by a familiar sense of powerlessness, I tried my best to call out the name of the disappearing figure, and then darkness struck, and I was completely overwhelmed.

Will she look back?

should... no

"Xixi, wake up" a familiar voice came from my ear, the feeling of despair and powerlessness in the dream had not dissipated from my heart, I frowned and refused to open my eyes.

"Hee Hee, it's me"

The cold voice sounded again, and it sounded more real than the previous sentence, "Ayan?"

"Well, it's me" I opened my eyes abruptly, Yan Qing's exquisite face appeared in front of my eyes, the unobstructed light made me a little uncomfortable after adapting to the darkness, and my eye sockets began to turn red from the glare of the light.

Seeing this, Yan Qing raised his hand to cover my eyes, supported my back with the other hand to help me get up, sat on the edge of my bed, and let me lean into her arms, "Did you have a nightmare?"

"Hmm" maybe the feeling in the dream was too real, my voice sounded a little hoarse at the moment, "I dreamed that you left, don't want me anymore" I wrapped my head around Yan Qing's waist, and buried my head in her chest, greedily Smelling her body, "Ayan is a liar, Ayan is a big villain!"

"Xixi, I... don't want that quota anymore." Listening to my grievance and fear in her arms, Yan Qing froze for a moment, raised her hand to stroke my hair comfortingly, and spoke hesitantly .

"No, that's you..." Although I really hope that Yan Qing can give up her place to accompany me in the college entrance examination, but if the reason for her giving up is because of me, I'm afraid I will hate myself for the rest of my life. What I hope is that I can be with Yan Qing. Meet at the top, instead of being an obstacle to block her light.But...Yan Qing didn't wait for me to refute...

"In the recommended school, there is no A major." Yan Qing put his index finger on my lips, wrapped my shoulders with his hand stroking the hair, gently rubbed his chin against my forehead, and said lightly, "Also, I seem to be I'm used to your presence, Xixi"

"But......"

"I will be by your side, grow up with you, and grow up with you..."

"Ayan..."

"So Xixi, don't be afraid, even if we will be separated one day, it doesn't mean that we will be separated." Yan Qing sighed lightly, just about to continue to say something, when he lowered his head, he found that my eyes were red, and I was very happy again. He looked like crying, he burst out laughing with a 'puchi' and pinched my face, "Huh? Our little sun is going to cry again, he has to bring an umbrella when he goes out tomorrow."

"Huh~ Ah Yan is bad, I'm ignoring you" said the words on his mouth, but his hands tightened around Yan Qing's waist.

"Okay~ I'm bad~ Then can Xixi accompany me in the college entrance examination? Hmm?" I looked up at Yan Qing's eyes and looked at each other with a smile. The uncomfortable feeling in my heart disappeared. I smiled and responded proudly good.

"Then I will reluctantly forgive Ayan."

"Oh~ silly"

"Ayan!"

"Yes, yes, our little sun is not stupid, is he?"

After playing around, Yan Qing saw that my mood improved, and got up to go back to her room, but I grabbed the corner of my clothes, "Ayan, don't go, I'm afraid"

The moment I grabbed the corner of her clothes, I felt Yan Qing's footsteps pause, then turned around and lay back beside me, and embraced me in his arms, without a word of response, but met my request with practical actions .

After a long time, seeing the breathing of the person in my arms gradually stabilized, Yan Qing kissed me lightly on the forehead, and said the unfinished promise in a voice that only she could hear clearly:

"Xixi, even if one day I really want to leave your side, don't cry, don't be afraid. I didn't leave because I want to get rid of you, but I want to let a better Yan Qing appear by your side. Xixi Hee, by your side will be the end point that I will never change"

Of course, I, who has already fallen asleep in Yan Qing's arms, don't know Yan Qing's actions. When I know this, it is already the second year after marriage.

———————Boundary line——————

"Ayan, have you ever made such a promise to me?" Yan Qing inadvertently mentioned it one day in the second year after marriage, and asked me at a loss, "Why don't I know?"

"Because at that time you had already fallen asleep like a little pig." Yan Qing smiled, looking at the infant daughter with tenderness in her eyes, "Just like a girl"

"you are a pig!"

"Xixi, if our daughter knows that you said she is a pig, what do you think she will think?"

"I'm talking about you!"

"The baby is also my own."

"Yan Qing!"

"Okay~ I'm a pig, so what are you? Yan, husband, man" put her daughter back in the cradle with a smile, Yan Qing trapped me in the corner of the sofa, lowered her head and grabbed my lips, and tried to refute me The words were swallowed into the stomach.

Alas, don't even think about it, it's another day of being wiped clean by Yan Qing...

"Well...Ayan...enough"

"Okay, one last time"

"Ayan...too...too fast"

"Xibao, it's time to hurry up"

———————Boundary———————

Of course, these are all things for later.

That's about all I can remember about that day.

The environment in the room, inexplicably reflected by the dim bedside lamp, was a bit warm, and I curled up in Yan Qing's arms, my nostrils were filled with the faint scent of gardenia from Yan Qing's body, and I slept peacefully and at ease.

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