freedom of rebirth

In a trance, Xu Jie heard many voices beside his ears, but he couldn't identify what those voices said specifically. In the end, Xu Guanhao's voice was mixed with those voices. Hearing Xu Guanhao's voice, he kept struggling to wake up. , but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't wake up.

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After an unknown amount of time, Xu Jie finally opened his eyes. He was floating straight up in the air, looking down at himself surrounded by a group of doctors with many instruments inserted into his body.

Is he... dead?

Shocked, Xu Jie looked down at his closed eyes in disbelief. The current situation is exactly the same as in the last life after he died. At that time, he was floating in the air and looked at his body. Xu Guanhao hugged him and cried bitterly. .

Thinking of Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie felt anxious again, he died, he is still dead in this life, so what about Xu Guanhao?What will happen to Xu Guanhao?Will he die too?

The scene in front of him changed, Xu Jie was standing in front of the operating room, his feet still couldn't touch the ground, but he didn't pay attention to this anymore, because he saw Xu Guanhao waiting in front of the operating room.

Xu Guanhao stood straight in front of the operating room, facing him at this moment, but Xu Guanhao's eyes were not looking at him, but at the door of the operating room.Xu Guanhao's complexion was very bad, his lips were tightly pursed, and there was an invisible emotion in his eyes, but when Xu Jie saw those eyes, he felt panic in his heart.

"Xu Guanhao..." Reaching out his hand to lightly touch Xu Guanhao's face, Xu Jie let out a soft cry.Perhaps it was because he was already dead at this time. Now facing Xu Guanhao, he had no other thoughts when he was alive. At this time, he was just afraid and uncomfortable. Whether it was the previous life or this life, he never wanted Xu Guanhao to die.

Eyes widened suddenly, Xu Guanhao's lips trembled, tears quickly gathered in his eyes, and drops of tears rolled down his face.

"Jie...don't leave me! Don't leave me! I can't lose you, Jay! Jay!!! Don't leave me alone, I beg you!"

There was a sudden pain in his heart, Xu Jie touched Xu Guanhao's hand and trembled across Xu Guanhao's cheek, he watched the tears fall from Xu Guanhao's eyes, just like the one in his previous life.

If he died, Xu Guanhao would still die.

This thought clearly flashed through his mind, and Xu Jie lost consciousness again. At the last moment of losing consciousness, what he heard was a nurse's surprised voice, "Doctor, the patient's heartbeat has recovered." '

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When Xu Jie heard the voice again, he kept thinking whether he was alive or dead, but this conjecture was quickly confirmed, because the pain that hit his face directly hit him and he could no longer have any doubts .

"Doctor, doctor, the patient is awake!"

Before he opened his eyes, Xu Jie frowned at the screaming sound, which reminded him of Yan Ran's voice in his ear when the car accident happened.

There were many footsteps in his ears, and Xu Jie felt surrounded by people again.

"Xu... Guan... Hao..." After working hard for a long time, Xu Jie finally made a sound, but what he didn't even know was that the first thing he said was Xu Guanhao's name.

Xu Jie didn't see Xu Guanhao until he woke up. It wasn't that Xu Guanhao didn't come, but his eyes couldn't see. Fortunately, the doctor said that it was caused by the congestion in his brain. A small amount of congestion can only wait for the medicine and the body to absorb it spontaneously, and according to Xu Jie's situation, it will take at least a month.

Since waking up, Xu Jie's hand has been held by Xu Guanhao, but Xu Jie did not refuse, on the contrary, he took the initiative to hold Xu Guanhao's hand tightly.

Maybe he just experienced a car accident, and now he can't see with his eyes. The feeling of darkness and fear makes Xu Jie feel uneasy, so he subconsciously looks for someone who can make him feel at ease.

Xu Jie at this time was more like the child who had just arrived at Xu's house and always followed Xu Guanhao closely, always wanting to find safety and warmth from Xu Guanhao.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Xu Jie tilted his ear, then stretched out his hand to touch it. "Xu Guanhao."

The hand was held into the warm palm at once, feeling the tactile sensation, Xu Jie immediately felt relieved, and then held his hand tightly.

His cheek was lightly touched, and Xu Guanhao's gentle voice sounded. "Xiaojie, how do you feel today? Does your head still hurt?"

"It's much better." Although he couldn't see it now, Xu Jie subconsciously turned his head to Xu Guanhao.

Once again he couldn't help touching Xu Jie's face with distress, Xu Guanhao took the cup on the table and put the straw into Xu Jie's mouth.

After drinking half a bottle of water, Xu Jie turned his head sideways to signal Xu Guanhao to take the water bottle away, then suddenly remembered something, and stretched out his hand to touch Xu Guanhao's face.

"Xiaojie, tell me what you want, and I'll get it for you." Thinking that Xu Jie wanted something, Xu Guanhao hurriedly said.

Without answering, Xu Jie's hand touched Xu Guanhao's face, touched Xu Guanhao's face and moved to Xu Guanhao's lips.

"Xiaojie, you..." Feeling Xu Jie's hand, Xu Guanhao's breathing became a little lighter, and he felt a little awkward sitting there for a while.

It was obvious that Xu Guanhao's cheeks were sunken, and Xu Jie felt that Xu Guanhao's lips were very dry.

Hearing the nurse accidentally mentioning it today, Xu Jie realized that he had come out of the operating room and was unconscious for a whole month. This month, he knew that Xu Guanhao had been guarding him in the hospital without asking him. I have this guess in my heart.

Feeling a little sore in his heart, Xu Jie withdrew his hand and held Xu Guanhao's hand. "You drink some water, too."

"Xiaojie..." Xu Guanhao looked at Xu Jie in surprise.

"Drink water!"

"...Okay." Taking the water glass that Xu Jie drank just now, Xu Guanhao drank the water in a few gulps.

Hearing the sound of Xu Guanhao drinking water, Xu Jie breathed a sigh of relief.

Since he lived on nutrient solution for a whole month, Xu Jie couldn't eat immediately after waking up. He could only eat some light soup first, and then slowly change his diet.

Every day, Xu Guanhao asked Jin Bo to prepare and deliver the meals at home, and he personally fed Xu Jie to eat.

After Xu Guanhao finished drinking the water, he remotely controlled Xu Jie's hospital bed to raise Xu Jie's upper body, then took the warm soup from the insulated box, and brought it to Xu Jie's mouth with a spoon.

Xu Guanhao was very careful in feeding, and he never spilled it on Xu Jie's body, and every time the soup was Xu Jie's favorite.

After drinking the soup, Xu Jie became a little sleepy. Perhaps it was due to the heavy injury and blood loss this time. In short, he was sleepy again not long after waking up.

"Take a rest when you're tired." Soon realizing Xu Jie's state, Xu Guanhao put down the bed and covered Xu Jie with the quilt, patted Xu Jie's shoulder and said softly.

Hearing Xu Guanhao's gentle voice, Xu Jie responded lightly, closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep.

Xu Jie had no way of knowing how long he had slept, but just after he woke up, his hand was held. Knowing that it was Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie immediately felt relieved.

In the first few days when he woke up, he was always uneasy because he couldn't see him with his eyes. Only Xu Guanhao was by his side to relieve this emotion. He always had to sleep many times a day, and sometimes he was fascinated when he was listening to Xu Guanhao talking. Fell asleep, every time he wakes up and subconsciously opens his eyes, the feeling of darkness everywhere scares him, he always calls Xu Guanhao's name as soon as he opens his eyes, and he can't let go until Xu Guanhao holds his hand Come on.This situation of him waking up and looking for Xu Guanhao lasted for two days, and then every time he woke up, without waiting for him to look for him, Xu Guanhao would hold his hand, so that he would no longer be afraid after waking up.

Hearing the sound of the door knocking, and then many footsteps, Xu Jie couldn't help but tighten Xu Guanhao's hand, and felt Xu Guanhao pat him comfortingly.

"The doctor came to examine you."

Xu Guanhao's words made Xu Jie feel relieved, but the feeling of not being able to see but being able to hear was terrible, especially when feeling strangers approaching.

"Doctor, let me come! You tell me where to put the equipment."

When Xu Guanhao spoke at the right time, Xu Jie felt that the things close to him moved away, and he was relieved. Hearing that Xu Guanhao placed the equipment for him, Xu Jie felt more relieved.

Because of the operation, all the hair on Xu Jie's head was shaved. He felt that Xu Guanhao's hand touched his head and put something on his head. After that, he heard the sound of the instrument being turned on. After a while, I heard the sound of writing from the doctor, which should be recording data.

After the doctor finished recording, Xu Guanhao took off the things on his head and returned them, and the doctor went out again.

Although the eyes are temporarily invisible, as long as he is awake, Xu Jie will keep his eyes open.After the doctor left, Xu Jie stretched out his hand, shook Xu Guanhao, and held his hand. Knowing that Xu Guanhao was always with him, Xu Jie felt relieved.

For a while, the ward was much quieter, except for the occasional sound of the instrument, the two of them shook hands but didn't say a word.

Xu Jie thought of the last time he saw Xu Guanhao before the car accident. At that time, he bluntly expressed Xu Guanhao's thoughts for him in order to leave. He still clearly remembered the expression on Xu Guanhao's face at that time.

Turning his head, Xu Jie turned his head to the direction where Xu Guanhao was sitting.

"What's wrong? Do you want to drink water?"

As soon as Xu Jie turned his head, Xu Guanhao hurriedly asked, while touching the warm water with one hand.

"I'm not thirsty." Feeling sour, Xu Jie shook his head.

The hand holding the cup was put down, Xu Guanhao touched Xu Jie's face with his hand, but he put it down again.

"Then what's the matter? Is the wound hurting or the body is uncomfortable?"

Closing his eyes, Xu Jie took Xu Guanhao's hand, which he had been holding all the time, and put it on his chest. He also stretched out his other hand, and held Xu Guanhao's hand with both hands at the same time.