Alpha Predator

Mrs. Qu took Shen Dai to a private hospital, and the doctor who saw him was an elderly doctor who seemed to be rehired after retirement.

When the doctor saw Shen Dai, Mrs. Qu was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so she waited outside, but he was still embarrassed. Because of his situation, he could only hide his emotions and describe the situation to the doctor.

After listening to the doctor, he nodded: "You are divorced, your ex-husband's pheromone level is S, you want to give birth to the child, and then clear the mark."

Shen Dai wanted to explain the causal relationship he understood expressed by the doctor in these few sentences, but felt that it was unnecessary, so he nodded accordingly.

"In this case, the best way is to ask your ex-husband to cooperate and extract a little pheromone from his glands to assist you through pregnancy. After giving birth, you can clear the mark."

"He doesn't agree with me having a baby, so he won't help me."

The doctor raised his eyebrows: "Then why did you agree to the divorce? He can't divorce you during your pregnancy. As long as you don't divorce, as long as you want to have a baby, he must cooperate with you."

Shen Dai lowered his eyes. The situation behind this was complicated. How could he explain to a stranger: "Doctor, is there any other way? Can I use universal pheromones or artificially synthesized pheromones?"

"Theoretically yes, I have been a reproductive doctor all my life, and I have helped many omega use alternative pheromones to assist or treat various diseases. However, the pheromones of S-level alphas are too strong and are extremely difficult to be replaced. I have never met you In this case, the probability is too low, and it is difficult to find examples of success or failure. The fetus is still small, and the need for alpha pheromones is not obvious. The bigger it is, the greater the impact of alpha pheromones on it. From my Judging by experience, the success rate is very low.”

Shen Dai's face was pale, his lips trembled slightly, and he lowered his head helplessly.

The doctor looked at Shen Dai with some sympathy, "Whether this child can be born, whether it will be healthy after birth, or even your safety during childbirth, I can't give you any guarantee. If your alpha can't help you, you'd better fight drop it."

After a long silence, Shen Dai endured the pain in his heart, and asked: "Is there no other way?"

"Well, almost none. It's okay if you don't mark it. If you don't mark it, the alpha pheromone will not fuse so deeply with you and the fetus in your womb, so it's no problem to use substitute pheromones."

Shen Dai was so uncomfortable that he didn't know what to do. He wanted to hide his hand in the pocket of the lab coat, and felt for a long time in a daze, only to realize that he hadn't worn a lab coat for a long time.He has already made all the preparations, what to give up for this child, there is no consideration of whether it is worthwhile or not, only the awareness of whether he is willing or not, but in the end, he can't keep it at all, he tossed and turned for several nights , peeling off layers of 28 years of experience and cognition, exposing the truest self, with a tragic sacrifice, and finally made up my mind, now it seems like a joke.

However, he has imagined meeting this child countless times in the future, he has already felt a tender seed sprouting in his body, and he begins to look forward to having someone who loves him wholeheartedly and unconditionally, is it too late to meet him, Are you going to say goodbye forever?

It wasn't until the moment when he was sure that he would lose it that Shen Dai understood why he wanted to have this child so persistently, even a little crazy, because he wanted to have a family.He has no real parents, and his grandmother can't accompany him for a few years. The heart he placed on Qu Moyu was thrown to the ground and crushed. In the near future, when his grandmother is gone, he will have no family. , Without his family, he would have no home. Just thinking about it, he would be swallowed by the boundless loneliness.

His heart is full of despair and helplessness, perhaps this is his destiny.

Seeing Shen Dai's distraught appearance, the doctor comforted him: "My child, you are still young, you will have a new life, and you will also find an alpha who can conceive with you. Let's look forward."

Shen Dai quickly wiped away the dripping tears, and said hoarsely, "Thank you."

"No thanks, I didn't help you with anything."

"Can you help me arrange the operation as soon as possible and wash off the marks." Shen Dai tried his best to restrain himself, but his vocal cords were still trembling, "It's better today, it's better now."

He "returned" the mark to Qu Moyu as his engagement gift to Qu Moyu.

"It's too hasty." The doctor looked at his watch. "A series of examinations are going to be done. I think your current mental state is not suitable for surgery. Let's rest for a few days before making arrangements."

"My body is in good health and there is no problem." Shen Dai stared stubbornly into the doctor's eyes, "I want to wash off the mark immediately." The smell of ebony that he once envied, now he doesn't think about it for a second If he smells it again, he will immediately get rid of this mark, get rid of the imprint left by Qu Moyu on his body and soul, and he will never have anything to do with the person who forced him to kill his child.

The doctor was very embarrassed, and looked at his watch again: "This time is really too short." He picked up the phone on the table, "Xiao Zhao, come to my office."

After a while, a nurse knocked on the door and came in, and Mrs. Qu who was waiting at the door also came in and asked Shen Dai with her eyes.

Shen Dai looked at her blankly, with dead silence in his eyes.

Madam Qu's expression quickly dimmed.

The doctors and nurses were discussing whether they could spare time for the operation, and at the same time asked Mrs. Qu's opinion very respectfully.

"Are you going to have surgery today?" Mrs. Qu looked at Shen Dai worriedly, "You don't have to be so anxious, I'll settle you down first, it's not early today."

Shen Dai shook his head stiffly: "Please, I want to wash off the mark immediately." This nightmarish alpha pheromone releases physiological dependence and sweet memories while showing ruthless words and deeds and cruel disgust. The cold breath of sandalwood no longer gave him joy and fantasy, but was like a thorny vine that bound him, constantly tightening, tightening, and tightening again, draining his blood, robbing him of breath, giving him His endless pain and fear.

He just wants to stay away.

Mrs. Qu looked at Shen Dai silently for a while, then turned to ask the doctor: "Can we arrange it today?"

The doctor said helplessly: "We don't recommend being so hasty. It seems that Mr. Shen's physical condition is not particularly good, but if Mr. Shen strongly requests, we can work overtime." He confirmed to Shen Dai again, "Mr. Shen, wash off the marks and Abortion needs to be done together, are you ready?"

Shen Dai stared blankly at the doctor.He wants to kill this child together?today, now?

Is he ready.

"Do you have to...together?" Shen Dai murmured.

The nurse said in a soft voice, "It is recommended to do these two together. After the anesthesia is given, the fetus will not be able to stay. Although cleaning the marks is a minimally invasive operation, the impact of abortion on the body is relatively large. I am afraid that you will My body can't take it all at once."

Shen Dai lowered his head slightly, looking at his abdomen motionlessly. He has never been more helpless than this moment, and he has never made a more difficult decision than this.

"Mr. Shen, you can think about it again, for the sake of your health."

In Shen Dai's chaotic brain, a flash of incandescent lightning suddenly flashed like a wishing meteor. He desperately wanted to "catch it", but he suddenly raised his head and stared at the nurse with piercing eyes: "I can just wash it off. Mark it?"

The nurse was taken aback by his shining pupils: "Huh?"

"If I wash off the mark, can this child use the pheromone instead?" Shen Dai turned to look at the doctor, like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw.

The doctor was also a little confused: "What do you mean?"

Mrs. Qu also looked at Shen Dai puzzled, she began to worry about Shen Dai's mental state.

"It's only three weeks old and hasn't matured yet. Alpha pheromone doesn't have much effect on him, right?" Shen Dai stood up excitedly, "If I wash off the mark now, without this mark, it can use Instead of pheromones, right?!"

The nurse looked at Shen Dai with some sympathy: "Mr. Shen, you may not have heard clearly, the operation requires anesthesia, which will cause harm to the fetus..."

"No anesthesia."

The three people in the room looked at Shen Dai in shock.

Shen Dai's face was pale and sluggish, with only a pair of clear and firm eyes.

The old doctor took off his glasses and wiped the sweat from his forehead vigorously, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

"Doctor, you also said just now that as long as there is no such mark, I can use pheromones to assist reproduction." Shen Dai clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging deep into the flesh, and he exchanged the pain for incomparable sobriety, " Before it takes shape and doesn’t rely on alpha pheromone, help me wash off the marks now, I can... don’t use anesthesia.”

The nurse gasped: "This...Mr. Shen, this is crazy. Although cleaning the mark is only a minimally invasive operation under local anesthesia, it requires an operation after all, and the pain is not something ordinary people can bear."

Shen Dai said word by word: "I am not an ordinary person."

Mrs. Qu came back to her senses and pulled Shen Dai aside: "A Dai, are you crazy, don't you take anesthesia?! You, you don't want to do this, although Mo Yu is my son, but... no one is worthy of you. "

"My child is worth it." Shen Dai gently held Mrs. Qu's hand and said with a smile, "I'm not for him, maybe this sentence is not firm enough now, but when I wash off the mark, when we no longer have a relationship Now, my child is just my child, and I am for myself."

Mrs. Qu stared at Shen Dai fixedly, tears suddenly fell violently, she held Shen Dai's hand tightly, and said with a half cry and a smile: "If I was half as brave as you back then, I wouldn't be in pain for the rest of my life." Yes. You go, don't let yourself regret it."