Alpha Predator
Chapter 55
Shen Dai's mobile phone was confiscated, and the laptop's network was cut off, probably to prevent him from doing any irrational behavior.Shen Dai couldn't leave here, and couldn't get in touch with the outside world, he could only spend every minute in agony.
Qu Moyu's words and deeds constantly breed long-lasting hatred in Shen Dai's repeated recollections. His consciousness alternates between sobriety and confusion. Sometimes he doubts everything he has encountered. The glands seem to be instinctively defying his rationality, maintaining this physical fetter, making him constantly doubting and quibbling, how could the person who had saved him from darkness several times push him down even deeper? the abyss?
But no matter how many excuses he makes, he can't deceive himself. When he stands on the opposite side of his interests, his alpha will use the most ruthless means to deal with him. He is just a chess piece that can be discarded at will.
Shen Dai forced himself to get out of his despair, thinking about his situation and the way out.Of course he knew that obeying Qu Moyu might be the only choice, at least it would not be worse than now, but he couldn't give up on his child. He had had countless conversations with himself these days. All the realistic factors such as pros and cons to persuade himself to make the most self-interested choice with the least loss, but all failed. The voice in his heart is so firm and stubborn that he can't even tell whether it is his real thoughts or whether it is his true thoughts. The Mark was affecting his mind, and he knew only that he had to protect his offspring.
So the only question now, is how to do it.
The Qu family has several servants, and bodyguards who watch him specially. He has no way to communicate with the outside world, and he can't even leave here.
In the evening, Aunt Lan came to the room to deliver meals.
Shen Dai sat on the sofa with her knees hugged, staring blankly at Aunt Lan with dull eyes.
Aunt Lan glanced at the untouched lunch on the table, and sighed softly, "Adai, eat something."
Shen Dai nodded, then shook his head again, as if he didn't hear anything.
Aunt Lan persuaded: "If you are not hungry, the baby in your stomach will be hungry too."
"It's only three weeks old, and it doesn't have the physiological function of 'hungry'." Shen Dai said calmly, "And it will be killed soon."
Aunt Lan looked at him hesitantly, opened her mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally sighed heavily.
Shen Dai's psychological pressure was already overloaded. He knew that no one could help him, so he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "Aunt Lan, I really want to give birth to it, is it normal?" He questioned his choice all the time, and made a firm choice all the time. This deep contradiction repeatedly tore his heart, and his whole body seemed to collapse at any time.
"Normal, this is your instinct." Looking at Shen Dai's distraught appearance, Aunt Lan couldn't help but think of the first time the two met each other. This handsome and gentle young man with poetry in his stomach made her feel good immediately. How did it become like this now, she couldn't bear to say, "But, you are still young, this child will drag you down for the rest of your life."
Shen Dai smiled bitterly, and murmured: "I know." He looked up at Aunt Lan, "Aunt Lan, can you let me go." When he said this, he didn't have any hope, more It is a faint struggle in a desperate situation.
Aunt Lan's eyes were red: "I'm sorry, I can't help you."
Shen Dai nodded and fell silent again.He thought that he could only look for opportunities when he went to the hospital, and his only thought now was to stay away from Qu Moyu and the person who wanted to hurt him and his child.
Shen Dai didn't know when he fell asleep, he was woken up by a noise, rubbing his eyes and just sitting up from the bed, the door was pushed open roughly.
Shen Dai looked at this menacing woman in surprise. It was Mrs. Qu. The first two times I saw her, she was noble and elegant, but she was so beautiful that she was delicately crafted, like a display of expensive jewelry in a shop window. As a model, not even a strand of hair is allowed to go wrong, but she suddenly came alive in front of her.
Behind her was a group of people, including Uncle Heng, who was in a dilemma, and Qu Moyu's bodyguard, who looked anxious.
Shen Dai's drowsiness had been frightened away, but the chaos in front of him made him even more confused.
Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai, and said to Aunt Lan beside her, "In 15 minutes, help him pack his luggage."
Aunt Lan walked to the wardrobe familiarly, took out the suitcase inside, and started to fold the clothes.
Uncle Heng said anxiously: "Madam...
"Shut up, whoever dares to make a phone call will pack up and leave." Mrs. Qu spoke bluntly, but judging from her expression, she was also nervous.
Shen Dai reacted, jumped out of bed, and began to pack his important belongings.
No matter where you go, as long as you can get out of here.
Shen Dai didn't have many things, and many items were prepared when he came. He always knew that he was only staying temporarily. In fact, he didn't need to bring anything except the computer, so he packed it up quickly.
Aunt Lan quietly said to Shen Dai through the wardrobe door: "Adai, don't blame the young master, he has to learn everything, but no one has taught him to love. Take good care of yourself from now on."
Shen Dai felt sore in his heart, he choked and said, "Thank you, Aunt Lan." He knew that it was Aunt Lan who informed Mrs. Qu. Aunt Lan was originally brought by Mrs. Qu from her natal family. At the risk of being blamed by Qu Moyu, she still helped, and the only reason was pure kindness.
Shen Dai took his luggage and got into Mrs. Qu's car, until the car drove out of the gate of Qu's house, Shen Dai's tight airway opened quietly. He took a deep breath, but his heart was still trembling.
Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai: "You have to thank Alan, she is ready to retire."
Shen Dai said hoarsely: "I am very grateful to Aunt Lan, and I am also grateful to you."
"Do you know why I took you away?"
"...He told me that before him, you were forced to kill a beta daughter."
Mrs. Qu was a little surprised: "He told you this?"
"Ah."
Mrs. Qu was silent for a moment: "Perhaps you have weight in his heart."
Shen Dai didn't know how to answer this sentence, he couldn't accuse her son in front of a mother.
"I have always regretted it. I regretted being too weak at the beginning. If I gave birth to her desperately at that time, I would not feel guilty for the rest of my life, nor would I..." Mrs. Qu's face was expressionless, and I am afraid that the sadness has long since passed. Frozen in the old years, becoming the old scars mottled by wind and frost, "I can't love my son calmly."
Shen Dai said in a deep voice: "I understand what you said to me before. He and I are not in the same world, and I cannot integrate into such a world."
"what's your plan?"
"I want to find a place to settle down. After giving birth, I will wash off the mark immediately." Shen Dai thought of something, and immediately explained, "Don't worry, I will never use this child to blackmail the Qu family. Savings, and ability.” He will definitely not be able to keep his job in Xingzhou, but with his resume, he will definitely be able to find a job with a good salary in the industry, although he will lose some of his past accumulation, and more importantly, he will be sorry for the teacher. Cultivation, but there is no other way at the moment.
"I believe in you, and this is not what I care about." Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai, her eyes became gentle, "I did this just to make up for the regret in my heart, not to mention that this child is my grandson or Where's the granddaughter?"
Shen Dai said gratefully, "Thank you."
"However, there is one thing I want to remind you, so that you can be mentally prepared in advance. You should have some relevant common sense. Omega needs alpha pheromones in the process of conceiving a child. The lack of alpha pheromones can easily cause The fetus is underdeveloped, has congenital diseases, and is even severely disabled.”
"I know this, but isn't there already a gene-removing alpha pheromone that can help?"
"Yes, but you are pregnant with an S-level alpha child. Now, whether it is a degenerated universal pheromone or a synthetic pheromone, it may not be able to replace the role of such a strong pheromone as an S-level alpha in the process of conceiving offspring. Specifically, you need to consult a doctor." Mrs. Qu frowned slightly, "This is actually the most urgent problem to be solved right now. If modern medicine can't solve it, no one can help you."
Shen Dai was stunned for a long time.He did not expect that when he had already decided to give birth to this child, there would be such a fatal problem in front of him. If there was no pheromone that could replace Qu Moyu's pheromone during his pregnancy, he would have no choice. If he can't keep this child, all his persistence will be meaningless.
"I've made an appointment with a doctor for you, and I'm going to see him now." Mrs. Qu sighed softly, "You have to be mentally prepared."
Shen Dai's mind went blank, and he didn't come back to his senses until Mrs. Qu's cell phone rang.
Mrs. Qu glanced at the screen, hung her finger for a moment, and slid to the call button: "Hello."
In the carriage, Qu Moyu's suppressed angry voice slightly reached Shen Dai's ears. He could only hear fragments of words, but he could also piece together the general meaning.
"Don't tell me these words, it's useless."
"The company's business is your business."
"Revenge? Not really. I think I'm doing good to the Qu family instead."
Mrs. Qu's tone was always steady, she hung up the phone, and seeing Shen Dai looking at her anxiously, she shook her head slightly: "I thought he didn't have time to care about this today."
"..."
"It's his engagement banquet tonight." Mrs. Qu looked at her watch, "I have to hurry there."
Shen Dai's breathing was stagnant, and the pale blood on his face faded instantly.His heart was throbbing, and he had to get used to living with this pain, because he knew clearly that the instinct of motherhood allowed him to temporarily close the valve of his feelings, until he had the energy to recall the relationship with Qu Moyu. All kinds of things in the world, those desperate injuries will keep dragging him into the dark abyss, in every sleepless night, every morning when he wakes up with obsession, every moment when memories suddenly counterattack, he doesn't know How long does it take to piece together the fragmented self.
Qu Moyu's words and deeds constantly breed long-lasting hatred in Shen Dai's repeated recollections. His consciousness alternates between sobriety and confusion. Sometimes he doubts everything he has encountered. The glands seem to be instinctively defying his rationality, maintaining this physical fetter, making him constantly doubting and quibbling, how could the person who had saved him from darkness several times push him down even deeper? the abyss?
But no matter how many excuses he makes, he can't deceive himself. When he stands on the opposite side of his interests, his alpha will use the most ruthless means to deal with him. He is just a chess piece that can be discarded at will.
Shen Dai forced himself to get out of his despair, thinking about his situation and the way out.Of course he knew that obeying Qu Moyu might be the only choice, at least it would not be worse than now, but he couldn't give up on his child. He had had countless conversations with himself these days. All the realistic factors such as pros and cons to persuade himself to make the most self-interested choice with the least loss, but all failed. The voice in his heart is so firm and stubborn that he can't even tell whether it is his real thoughts or whether it is his true thoughts. The Mark was affecting his mind, and he knew only that he had to protect his offspring.
So the only question now, is how to do it.
The Qu family has several servants, and bodyguards who watch him specially. He has no way to communicate with the outside world, and he can't even leave here.
In the evening, Aunt Lan came to the room to deliver meals.
Shen Dai sat on the sofa with her knees hugged, staring blankly at Aunt Lan with dull eyes.
Aunt Lan glanced at the untouched lunch on the table, and sighed softly, "Adai, eat something."
Shen Dai nodded, then shook his head again, as if he didn't hear anything.
Aunt Lan persuaded: "If you are not hungry, the baby in your stomach will be hungry too."
"It's only three weeks old, and it doesn't have the physiological function of 'hungry'." Shen Dai said calmly, "And it will be killed soon."
Aunt Lan looked at him hesitantly, opened her mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally sighed heavily.
Shen Dai's psychological pressure was already overloaded. He knew that no one could help him, so he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "Aunt Lan, I really want to give birth to it, is it normal?" He questioned his choice all the time, and made a firm choice all the time. This deep contradiction repeatedly tore his heart, and his whole body seemed to collapse at any time.
"Normal, this is your instinct." Looking at Shen Dai's distraught appearance, Aunt Lan couldn't help but think of the first time the two met each other. This handsome and gentle young man with poetry in his stomach made her feel good immediately. How did it become like this now, she couldn't bear to say, "But, you are still young, this child will drag you down for the rest of your life."
Shen Dai smiled bitterly, and murmured: "I know." He looked up at Aunt Lan, "Aunt Lan, can you let me go." When he said this, he didn't have any hope, more It is a faint struggle in a desperate situation.
Aunt Lan's eyes were red: "I'm sorry, I can't help you."
Shen Dai nodded and fell silent again.He thought that he could only look for opportunities when he went to the hospital, and his only thought now was to stay away from Qu Moyu and the person who wanted to hurt him and his child.
Shen Dai didn't know when he fell asleep, he was woken up by a noise, rubbing his eyes and just sitting up from the bed, the door was pushed open roughly.
Shen Dai looked at this menacing woman in surprise. It was Mrs. Qu. The first two times I saw her, she was noble and elegant, but she was so beautiful that she was delicately crafted, like a display of expensive jewelry in a shop window. As a model, not even a strand of hair is allowed to go wrong, but she suddenly came alive in front of her.
Behind her was a group of people, including Uncle Heng, who was in a dilemma, and Qu Moyu's bodyguard, who looked anxious.
Shen Dai's drowsiness had been frightened away, but the chaos in front of him made him even more confused.
Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai, and said to Aunt Lan beside her, "In 15 minutes, help him pack his luggage."
Aunt Lan walked to the wardrobe familiarly, took out the suitcase inside, and started to fold the clothes.
Uncle Heng said anxiously: "Madam...
"Shut up, whoever dares to make a phone call will pack up and leave." Mrs. Qu spoke bluntly, but judging from her expression, she was also nervous.
Shen Dai reacted, jumped out of bed, and began to pack his important belongings.
No matter where you go, as long as you can get out of here.
Shen Dai didn't have many things, and many items were prepared when he came. He always knew that he was only staying temporarily. In fact, he didn't need to bring anything except the computer, so he packed it up quickly.
Aunt Lan quietly said to Shen Dai through the wardrobe door: "Adai, don't blame the young master, he has to learn everything, but no one has taught him to love. Take good care of yourself from now on."
Shen Dai felt sore in his heart, he choked and said, "Thank you, Aunt Lan." He knew that it was Aunt Lan who informed Mrs. Qu. Aunt Lan was originally brought by Mrs. Qu from her natal family. At the risk of being blamed by Qu Moyu, she still helped, and the only reason was pure kindness.
Shen Dai took his luggage and got into Mrs. Qu's car, until the car drove out of the gate of Qu's house, Shen Dai's tight airway opened quietly. He took a deep breath, but his heart was still trembling.
Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai: "You have to thank Alan, she is ready to retire."
Shen Dai said hoarsely: "I am very grateful to Aunt Lan, and I am also grateful to you."
"Do you know why I took you away?"
"...He told me that before him, you were forced to kill a beta daughter."
Mrs. Qu was a little surprised: "He told you this?"
"Ah."
Mrs. Qu was silent for a moment: "Perhaps you have weight in his heart."
Shen Dai didn't know how to answer this sentence, he couldn't accuse her son in front of a mother.
"I have always regretted it. I regretted being too weak at the beginning. If I gave birth to her desperately at that time, I would not feel guilty for the rest of my life, nor would I..." Mrs. Qu's face was expressionless, and I am afraid that the sadness has long since passed. Frozen in the old years, becoming the old scars mottled by wind and frost, "I can't love my son calmly."
Shen Dai said in a deep voice: "I understand what you said to me before. He and I are not in the same world, and I cannot integrate into such a world."
"what's your plan?"
"I want to find a place to settle down. After giving birth, I will wash off the mark immediately." Shen Dai thought of something, and immediately explained, "Don't worry, I will never use this child to blackmail the Qu family. Savings, and ability.” He will definitely not be able to keep his job in Xingzhou, but with his resume, he will definitely be able to find a job with a good salary in the industry, although he will lose some of his past accumulation, and more importantly, he will be sorry for the teacher. Cultivation, but there is no other way at the moment.
"I believe in you, and this is not what I care about." Mrs. Qu glanced at Shen Dai, her eyes became gentle, "I did this just to make up for the regret in my heart, not to mention that this child is my grandson or Where's the granddaughter?"
Shen Dai said gratefully, "Thank you."
"However, there is one thing I want to remind you, so that you can be mentally prepared in advance. You should have some relevant common sense. Omega needs alpha pheromones in the process of conceiving a child. The lack of alpha pheromones can easily cause The fetus is underdeveloped, has congenital diseases, and is even severely disabled.”
"I know this, but isn't there already a gene-removing alpha pheromone that can help?"
"Yes, but you are pregnant with an S-level alpha child. Now, whether it is a degenerated universal pheromone or a synthetic pheromone, it may not be able to replace the role of such a strong pheromone as an S-level alpha in the process of conceiving offspring. Specifically, you need to consult a doctor." Mrs. Qu frowned slightly, "This is actually the most urgent problem to be solved right now. If modern medicine can't solve it, no one can help you."
Shen Dai was stunned for a long time.He did not expect that when he had already decided to give birth to this child, there would be such a fatal problem in front of him. If there was no pheromone that could replace Qu Moyu's pheromone during his pregnancy, he would have no choice. If he can't keep this child, all his persistence will be meaningless.
"I've made an appointment with a doctor for you, and I'm going to see him now." Mrs. Qu sighed softly, "You have to be mentally prepared."
Shen Dai's mind went blank, and he didn't come back to his senses until Mrs. Qu's cell phone rang.
Mrs. Qu glanced at the screen, hung her finger for a moment, and slid to the call button: "Hello."
In the carriage, Qu Moyu's suppressed angry voice slightly reached Shen Dai's ears. He could only hear fragments of words, but he could also piece together the general meaning.
"Don't tell me these words, it's useless."
"The company's business is your business."
"Revenge? Not really. I think I'm doing good to the Qu family instead."
Mrs. Qu's tone was always steady, she hung up the phone, and seeing Shen Dai looking at her anxiously, she shook her head slightly: "I thought he didn't have time to care about this today."
"..."
"It's his engagement banquet tonight." Mrs. Qu looked at her watch, "I have to hurry there."
Shen Dai's breathing was stagnant, and the pale blood on his face faded instantly.His heart was throbbing, and he had to get used to living with this pain, because he knew clearly that the instinct of motherhood allowed him to temporarily close the valve of his feelings, until he had the energy to recall the relationship with Qu Moyu. All kinds of things in the world, those desperate injuries will keep dragging him into the dark abyss, in every sleepless night, every morning when he wakes up with obsession, every moment when memories suddenly counterattack, he doesn't know How long does it take to piece together the fragmented self.
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