First love that started today

When receiving the first text message, Gu Jing was hesitant.

Zhuang Tingxi asked him to pick up Shen Qi, without saying why, a few minutes later he sent the second message:

【Shen Qi was bullied, he was in a bad mood, and was given a lot of alcohol. 】

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[Wang Yuheng is also drunk and turned into a puddle of mud. I am really afraid that something will happen to me while taking care of two drunks. 】

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[If you come, the address is here [location sharing]]

If it was said that Shen Qi would be bullied, even Gu Jing would not believe it if he was beaten to death, but if he was drunk... what if Zhuang Tingxi really couldn't take care of him well.

After replying to Zhuang Tingxi's message, Gu Jing ran downstairs in a hurry.

It was already late at night, Gu Qingxu and Duan Zhongyu had already returned to their room, Aunt Fang and Uncle Wang had also rested, Gu Jing had to move lightly in a hurry to avoid waking them up.

The taxi couldn't get into the community, so Gu Jing clicked on the app to hail a taxi while walking out, and when he reached the door, the car arrived just in time.

The driver heard where he was going, and glanced at him in the rearview mirror, probably thinking that a boy who seemed to be still in high school was actually going to that kind of place for entertainment in the middle of the night.

Gu Jing didn't pay attention to this at all, and lowered his head to swipe his phone, thinking that the car's internet speed was not good, so Zhuang Tingxi's reply letter was delayed.He didn't know that Zhuang Tingxi was busy teasing people at that time.

In the car, I was worried that I would be stopped when I went in, but when I got to the place, I found that no one checked the ID card at all. The waiter asked him whether he was in a booth or a private room. He said he was looking for someone, and then he was ushered into the elevator.

The waiter helped him swipe his card and went out. He stared at the elevator floor display. When the number jumped to 9, the elevator doors opened to both sides.

The floor of this floor is covered with hard-textured carpets, and the light in the corridor is dim. Compared with the colorful lights in the hall, it is less dazzling, but more disturbing.

Passing by a few rooms, the small piece of glass on the side of the door reveals a dim and confused figure.

Except for a few waiters who came in and out, Gu Jing couldn't see any familiar faces. He remembered the room number that the waiter told him just now, and looked for it as he walked.

Confirming that it was not far away, he quickened his pace, but when he was about to arrive, he saw Deng Sangyuan who pushed the door out.

Before he could think anything, Deng Sangyuan had already walked in front of him, rolled his eyes at him without saying anything, then bumped him away with his shoulder and left.

In the past, when encountering such deliberate behavior, Gu Jing would ask the reason clearly.

But now, the person who bumped into him was someone who liked Shen Qi, so he knew it without asking.

But why is Deng Sangyuan here?

Did Shen Qi look for him, or did he come after Shen Qi?

The phone in his pocket rang twice, and he took it out to check, it was Zhuang Tingxi who asked if he had arrived.Gu Jing didn't reply to the message, just opened the door and went in.

"Here you come, just sit and wait. Shen Qi is very drunk, so it might not be easy to support him. You wait for me to fix Wang Yuheng and then come up to help you." Zhuang Tingxi took Wang Yuheng's arm and lifted him up.

Looking past them and seeing Shen Qi sleeping on the sofa, Gu Ding nodded: "Okay."

Zhuang Tingxi supported Wang Yuheng to the door, Gu Jing helped hold the door down, and closed the door after they left.Turning around and looking again, the position of Shen Qi's legs seems to have moved a little, and his eyebrows seem to have moved as well.

Must be an illusion.

Shen Qi has fallen asleep.

Are you uneasy?Still a little bit.

Although the lights were on here, he didn't let him see the scene of corruption, but the wine bottles lying on the table showed how lively this place used to be.

Shen Qi is a part of the fun, including that Deng Sangyuan, they may have had a few drinks together.

No, it should be of course, how could it be just possible.

There is a strong smell of alcohol in the air, honestly Gu Jing hates it, Shen Qi would never bring him to such a place, and if it wasn't for Shen Qi tonight, he would not be willing to come.

But he didn't want to return, so how could Shen Qi bring others?

Gu Jing already subconsciously believed that Shen Qi had found Deng Sangyuan.

If not, who can persecute Shen Qi?

Shen Qi has always been the only one who influences others, who can do anything to him as the young master, who can't speak against him, can't beat him, even this face can easily sway people's hearts.

Gu Jing was deeply disturbed by it, and he couldn't take his eyes off from the moment he came in.

He looked at Shen Qi's sleeping profile, every time he took a step forward, Shen Qi got closer to him.

In this quiet environment, there is only him and Shen Qi, there is only this little distance left, as long as he is braver, Shen Qi will not know, and no one will know.

"Shen Qi..."

His eyes wandered over and over again, from the eyebrows to the bridge of the nose, to the outline of the lips, he liked every part of Shen Qi and wanted to possess it.

Repressed for too long, he almost forgot that he was a teenager.

Throbbing, admiration, yearning, he doesn't have to feel ashamed of these, he can be impulsive once in a while, when no one knows.

The moment he lowered his head and kissed Shen Qi, he realized later that it was not courage but desire that controlled him to make this move.

Such a discovery shocked Gu Jing, he only kissed Shen Qi for a few seconds before he stood up in fright, with countless electric currents passing through his heart, his numb fingertips slowly lifted up and stopped on his lips.

Isn't that the nature of human beings, once the desire starts, how can it be easily stopped?

Yes, no one would know that he kissed Shen Qi, but wouldn't he know it himself?

The reason why he refused in the afternoon was not only because he was afraid that Shen Qi was just probing, but also because he was afraid that he would fall. The reason is so clear, why is it still...

"Why are you standing here in a daze?"

Zhuang Tingxi's voice interrupted Gu Jing's thoughts. He turned around and found that the other party had changed clothes, so he changed the topic: "Why have you been here for so long?"

"Wang Yuheng vomited." Zhuang Tingxi frowned, and slapped his nose with his palm, "It's so disgusting. Fortunately, there is a change of clothes in the car, otherwise I wouldn't wear that even if I was naked."

"Oh," Gu Jing replied without distraction, looking around with erratic eyes, "Then let's go."

"I hope Shen Qi will hold on and don't vomit. If he vomits again, I will..." Zhuang Tingxi couldn't utter the words too harshly, and finally turned into a sigh. Get up and see if he can take two steps."

The moment he touched Shen Qi's arm, Gu Jing shuddered, and the feeling of warm body temperature at this moment made him extremely sensitive.

"What's wrong?" Zhuang Tingxi asked.

"It's okay." Gu Jing carefully put Shen Qi's arm on his neck, and he hesitated with the other hand whether to support his waist.

"Hurry up, I'm exhausted after finishing Wang Yuheng, please do me a favor." Zhuang Tingxi said intentionally.

Gu Jing said "Sorry", and was about to put his hand on Shen Qi's waist, when the cell phone in his pocket rang suddenly, it was a ringtone exclusive to his family, it might be a very important thing at such a late hour.

He had to let go of Shen Qi: "I'll answer the phone later, and I'll be right back."

"Hey," Zhuang Tingxi sighed, "It's really hard to create a chance for the two of you."

After the door was closed, he turned to look at Shen Qi, only to see Shen Qi sitting upright, his fingers clutching the edge of the sofa, his eyes were surprised and dazed, it was hard to describe his state, as if he was ready to go crazy at any time, or brewing cry.

At this time, Zhuang Tingxi was not shocked, Shen Qi pretended to be drunk, he couldn't understand Shen Qi's sudden...

It really was tears.

Shen Qi actually cried.

"Just now... nothing happened, right?" Zhuang Tingxi asked timidly.

How many days and nights, how many times of hesitation, Shen Qi has experienced doubts, self-help, struggles, determinations, emotions that are more pervasive than viruses scare him.

He needs to overcome the psychological barrier of liking the same sex, he needs to accept the self-torture of friendship deterioration, and he needs to bear the invisible pressure brought by the family. He even once hated his selfishness. For himself, he may disappoint many people.

He can always figure out his own affairs, but he doesn't know how to deal with his family.

For a while, when he came home and saw his parents, he subconsciously avoided them. Qin Shiai thought he was sick, so she called the doctor to come home and asked him what he wanted to eat, and she wanted to cook it herself.

He finally remembered that he could be willful. When he was sick, no one would blame him for what he thought and did. He could not bear the expectations of his family for a while, and he could temporarily like the person he wanted to like.

For the time being, let me enjoy the feeling of liking him for a while.

But people, once you learn something, how can you easily forget it?

My vacillation and my insecurities wiped out his goodwill towards me and made me hate myself even more.

It's really thanks to Zhuang Tingxi, if he hadn't found out, it would be very hard for me alone.

Shen Qi doesn't like to talk about his sufferings, because in the eyes of others, he has everything, he is omnipotent, and he has no weaknesses.

After liking Gu Jing, he regarded Gu Jing as a weakness. Zhuang Tingxi forced him to discuss, forced him to face it, and he also changed from resistance to initiative.

It was only then that he realized that he used to only focus on entanglement and escape, and didn't realize that the problem could be solved.

He has a new way of thinking, and the only question left is - does Gu Jingxi like him?

He can't be blamed for thinking too much. When he was interrogating himself, he recalled the encounter and acquaintance with Gu Jing. The friendship between bamboo horses may be the biggest cover-up. Putting aside this layer, what does Gu Jing mean to him?

It took him a long time to determine that liking didn't happen overnight, and every heartbeat of his was traceable.

A look of understanding, a word of concern, a touch of ambiguity... These are the elements that make his heart move.

So the heartbeat also has a trajectory, going around and going around pointing to a result-like.

He is like this, so what about Gu Jing?

Maybe it's because I hurt him too much in the past, so I can't be sure.

Shen Qi still remembered how Gu Jing approached and tried in the class meeting that day, he knew it well but still refused.

After that, their relationship fell to a freezing point, and it was him again, who showed affection many times because he couldn't bear Gu Jing's indifference. After a little relaxation, it was him again, who alienated again because of the alarm in his heart.

Repeatedly, it fits Gu Jing's description of his character, so how dare he be sure that Gu Jing likes it.

Gu Jing has 1 reasons for his liking, but he is not worthy of being liked for just one reason.

Before today, he had been hesitant to take this step. Until just now, he decided not to leave any retreat for himself.

Zhuang Tingxi asked him what happened just now, and he really wanted to say: "Gu Jing really likes me. He is a serious person. He kissed me, which means he spent a long time thinking about it. I should be happy, but suddenly I want to Cry, how scared he must be when he faces this alone, and I hurt him over and over again..."

When Gu Jing was young, he would even cry and feel sad because he thought he was selfish. Shen Qi was the only person who could make him open his heart, but the object of his adolescence was the only person, so who should he tell.

When Shen Qi thought about this, tears fell from his eyes. He fell back on the sofa again, raised his face, and raised his hand to wipe away the moisture from his eyes.

Gu Jing came in and explained to Zhuang Tingxi: "It's my mother. When she got up at night, she found that I was not in the room, so she called to ask where I was."

"Oh, oh..." Zhuang Tingxi hadn't recovered from the shock of "Shen Qi actually cried", he responded again and again, stepped over to help Shen Qi unnaturally, and said to Gu Jing, "Let's send him back Let's go home, he seems to have sobered up and can walk a little bit."

Gu Jing went over to hold Shen Qi's other arm, but found his wet eyelashes.

Zhuang Tingxi also noticed: "Maybe he was drunk... thinking of something sad."

Gu Jing nodded slowly, without much doubt.

The driver sent Wang Yuheng first, and Zhuang Tingxi let him go to Shen Qi's house. When he got outside, he suddenly said to Gu Jing: "Why don't you let Shen Qi stay at your house for one night? If Aunt Qin sees him like this, he will take it The rest of the vacation will definitely be locked at home, and...you can see it."

Gu Jing knew what Zhuang Tingxi omitted from his words, and of course he didn't want to see Shen Qi being punished: "Yes, you can ask the driver to drive forward."

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