meet you deep sea

"Go and help me buy a pack of cigarettes." Chu Yunsheng leaned against the wall, said this, and gave Chu Jing the money.

Chu Jing took it silently, turned around and went to the convenience store not far away, picked up the cigarette case restlessly, but kept looking outside, seeing that Chu Yunsheng had no intention of leaving, he was relieved.He didn't know when he had this sense of insecurity. He was always afraid that if he didn't grasp something for a moment, it would never be there again.

Chu Jing threw the bought cigarette to Chu Yunsheng, Chu Yunsheng naturally took out one, lit the cigarette and exhaled, "Do you remember what you said to me when you were young?"

Chu Whale remained silent.

"You said you wanted to become the most powerful person in the world." Chu Yunsheng smiled alone as if lost in memory. "Can you do it?"

Chu Jing still didn't speak.

"Then you just pretend that there is a world that belongs to you, and become the best you can be." Chu Yunsheng said, watching Chu Jing's reaction.

Chu Jing hates to mention the past. More than ten years have passed, and he doesn't know what he has become in the end. He feels something pushing him behind him. Sometimes he faces darkness, and sometimes there seems to be light ahead, like The lone ship lost its way in the sea and could not find the lighthouse.

"Waiting for your good news." Chu Yunsheng said something, ready to end, he said, "Everyone will come back."

Chu Jing looked at him and turned around, he was leaving.It was like a sign that something was about to be discovered, he told himself not to worry.

He has always been like this since he was a child, he doesn't look like a father, but Chu Jing likes to talk to him, not to listen to a series of truths from him, but always feel that he understands himself better than his mother.

The surroundings seemed darker and quieter again, Chu Jing went into the convenience store to grab a can of beer, and then returned to Zhuangyuan Alley.

Lin Shen was already inside the house, still writing the question in his hand, but listening carefully to the movement outside the house.Chu Jing looked quite normal, he stretched his waist, opened the can with his slender fingers, and let out a "chi--".

Lin Shen listened to the pen, turned around and observed Chu Jing silently, seeing him drinking from a beer can, turning on the desk lamp with one hand, and pulling out the test papers from his schoolbag all at once, frowning with some reluctance.Sensing Lin Shen's gaze, Chu Jing raised his eyes and looked at him. The light from the desk lamp was still soft, and Lin Shen only felt that he was smiling at him gently.

After staring at him for a while, Lin Shen came back to his senses and continued with what he was doing.The screen of the phone suddenly lit up, and a message popped up, still showing the avatar of Pai Daxing.

Blue Whale: Come on.

Lin Shen stared at the two words on the WeChat page in a daze. These two words hide too many things. Lin Shen understands that these two words are not only for him, but also for Chu Jing himself.Lin Shen smiled and typed a reply with one hand.

Lin Xiaosen: Together.

There is a picture in the album that Lin Shen has kept for a long time. A picture of SpongeBob SquarePants that Lin Shen saw casually before, Lin Shen hesitated for a moment, quickly changed his avatar, laughed silly for a while, and turned off the screen.

Chu Jing saw the screen of the phone light up, glanced and found Lin Shen's profile picture.Chu Jing smiled, and only saw Lin Shen's back when he glanced around the room.

Before the college entrance examination, let's do this first, silently waiting for each other to go ashore.

Chu Yunsheng made the last phone call with Chu Jing the next day, and then went to another city at the train station, but Chu Jing didn't see him off. As usual, Chu Jing woke up at four o'clock in the morning.

On a cloudy day, there seemed to be a light breaking through the layers of clouds. Chu Jing took a photo of it and sent it to Lin Shen.

Lin Shen actually just woke up. He listened to English on his mobile phone and received a picture of Chu Jing. He looked up and looked out the window. The dawn was really getting late. Opening the window, the wind was a bit strong, and the road in the distance The street lights are still on, and the sky is slowly getting brighter, like the junction of night and day, and the sky will be bright.

December 27th is Chu Jing's birthday.

This day is 163 days away from the college entrance examination. It is the day when the exam date is announced, the ranking list is updated, and it is also the most ordinary day in the senior year of high school.

"Can I not go to evening self-study today?" Before going out in the morning, Chu Jing suddenly asked Lin Shen.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shen glanced at the phone, and the date marked happened to be Chu Jing's birthday.

"Take you out to play." Chu Jing seemed to mention it casually.

"Okay." Lin Shen didn't refuse, but agreed.

"Why, don't you want to study hard anymore?" Chu Jing teased him, and carried the bag for him, and the two teenagers walked out of the small iron gate.

"It's your birthday today. Be nice to you." Lin Shen touched his pocket subconsciously. It was too boring to give it to him so early in the morning. It was nothing special. It was just a watch. Lin Shen thought it was not bad before. , the price is not cheap, Lin Shen started saving money to buy it for him in October.

"Yes, today I am an adult." Chu Jing said casually, "We are the same."

"Little kid." Lin Shen replied with a smile.

"You don't need a brat to teach you those things, you should be able to, huh?" Chu Jing dragged out the ending meaningfully, and glanced at Lin Shen to find that he panicked and was very satisfied.

"You don't learn well at a young age."

Chu Jing now only hopes that there will be snow today. There is no reason, but it has not been seen for a long time.Because of the south, snow is like a gift from heaven, rare and precious.

Before the evening self-study started, Lin Shen and Chu Jing left the teaching building together and did not intend to come back. It was getting late, and the students began to return to the classroom after dinner to prepare for the evening self-study. Chu Jing and Lin Shen ran counter to them.

Lin Shen didn't know where Chu Jing was going to take him, but just followed him. At the end of the last class in the afternoon, a light snow fell in the sky, but the people in the classroom didn't care to appreciate it.

Accompanied by the cold wind in winter, the snowflakes are fluttering, casting shadows under the street lights.

"I used to think that my birthday must be very grand and important, but now it seems that it's here, and there's nothing wrong with it." Chu Jing said, and added after a pause, "I didn't expect that there would be someone with me." He looked Xiang Lin smiled deeply.

"Really, then what birthday wish do you have, kid Chu Jing?" This is the first time Lin Shen has asked a person's wish so seriously. A group of friends are having a good time together, and ordinary blessings come out of the mouth, which is very easy and somewhat worthless.

Wish.After hearing this, Chu Jing thought about it seriously, but he was not sure. "Go where you want to go, love who you want to love." Chu Jing said vaguely.

"Who do you want to love?" Lin Shen asked him deliberately.

"I love you." Chu Jing took his hand, and the two got closer. "Come and eat cake with me."