meet you deep sea

At ten o'clock in the evening, the bell rang on time, and their busy shadows flashed under the bright lights of the classroom. Lin Shen put away the question in his hand, saw that Chu Jing was still writing the last few questions, and was thinking of waiting for him, but heard Chu Jing say: One sentence, "You go first, wait for me outside."

Lin Shen nodded without saying anything, and went out silently through the back door of the classroom. The incandescent lamps in the classroom were divided into two switches, one near the front door and one at the back door. The second half appears a bit darker.

When everyone had almost left and the classroom became quiet, Chu Jing slowly stopped writing. He didn't write anything, and the questions in his hand were not too difficult. He just wanted to be quiet for a while.

The boy got up, glanced at Lin Shen's desk, tidied it carefully, put away his unfinished test papers, and arranged the chair carefully.

The boy's shadow is printed on the lonely wall of the classroom in the dark night, there are formulas that have not been erased on the blackboard, and the countdown sign for the college entrance examination is also dim in the dark.Chu Jing seemed to be thinking about something in his heart, and he pressed the switch silently, and the whole classroom became dark. He was relieved, and hurried downstairs, not to make Lin Shen wait too long.

Just coming out a few minutes later, the number of people on the road is less than half of what it was just now. Winter is indeed here, and the wind is blowing a little bit. Lin Shen is wearing thin clothes, and his fingertips are slightly red. He looks down at the phone screen, different As the light of the street lamp reflected on his face, the long eyelashes drooped and flickered, hiding his gloomy eyes.

Chu Jing quietly walked behind him, but Lin Shen didn't notice.Chu Jing wanted to hug him, but only his hand was hanging in the air. In the end, he just patted Lin Shen's head lightly, and he said, "I'm here."

Lin Shen regained his composure, turned around to look at Chu Jing, and whispered "Mmm".

So the two walked slowly towards Zhuangyuan Alley, Lin Shen walked a little behind Chu Jing, he looked down at Chu Jing's hand and hesitated...

Chu Jing didn’t think about that. Lin Shen knew what Chu Jing was thinking about these days. On his birthday, Chu Jing’s parents had promised to live together, and the imminent imitation, and many more Many things to come.

What I want, what I want to escape, will come slowly from this winter until next summer.

Lin Shen knew that Chu Jing's mood had been fluctuating abnormally recently, sometimes he looked happy, and sometimes he was silent. Lin Shen smiled, and it wasn't like this recently. Lin Shen should have felt it when he first met Chu Jing.

While thinking about this, Chu Jing suddenly stopped and waited for him. "Are you a child, walking so slowly?" The tone was the same as usual.Then he took Lin Shen's hand naturally, "What should I say, put your hands in your pockets when your hands are cold in winter, or I can cover you for you."

"Okay." Lin Shen raised his hand, reached into Chu Jing's collar, and touched Chu Jing's neck. The cold hand and the warm skin formed a sharp contrast.

Chu Jing smiled and said, "If you want to do this, it's fine." He took advantage of Lin Shen's inattention and put his hand into Lin Shen's jacket. Lin Shen was wearing a light gray sweater, which felt good to the touch. Chu Jing Rubbed his waist with his hands, and smoothed it from the back, "I lost weight."

"Then find a way to make me fatter." Lin Shen casually echoed his words, hooked his fingers around Chu Jing's hand and pulled it over, interlocking his fingers.This is Lin Shen's first attempt. I have seen couples like this on the street before, and I want to try it when I meet someone I like in the future.I have been thinking about it for a long time.

In the cold winter, the temperature is passed from the palm of the hand to each other, and finally remains constant.

When entering the alley, Chu Jing saw the shadow of a man flashing by. It was Chu Yunsheng, his father.

The man hunched even harder, standing in a dark corner, his eyes fell on Chu Jing and Lin Shen, the sky was too dark, he couldn't see the hands of the two teenagers tightly interlocking their fingers.Seeing him looking at him, Chu Jing walked towards him.

Lin Shen noticed it, and wanted to let go, struggling slightly, Chu Jing subconsciously glanced at Lin Shen in surprise. "What's wrong?"

Lin Shen didn't speak.

"Don't be afraid." Chu Jing didn't let go of his hand, but changed his way and held Lin Shen's wrist.

Chu Yunsheng pinched his cigarette, sighed, raised his eyelids heavily and smiled at Chu Jing.

"How do you remember this?" Chu Jing's tone was slightly concerned.

"Some things, I still want to tell you after thinking about it." Chu Yunsheng saw Lin Shen beside Chu Jing, smiled and nodded in greeting.

"Hello, Uncle." Lin Shen replied.

Chu Jing glanced at Lin Shen and looked at him. Lin Shen nodded and said, "I'll go back first."

Chu Jing looked at the back of Lin Shen leaving, the air gradually became quiet, and there was the sound of a car horn not far away.

"Chu Jing, Dad remembers that it will be your birthday soon. I wanted to accompany you..." Chu Yunsheng said halfway, but didn't go any further. The company insisted on him going. He is a businessman and is busy all day , Accompanying the wine bureau, accompanying customers, the business has been sluggish these years, so I have to accompany Chu Jing to prepare for the third year of high school, but now there is no way for Chu Yunsheng to ignore it.

"Don't accompany me yet." Chu Jing listened, and didn't have much reaction on the surface, as if he had expected it a long time ago. "You take some time to be with my mother. When are you going to leave? Have you told her?" Chu Jing clenched his hands tightly in the pockets of his jacket.

"I'll talk to her, it's nothing, I just want to see you all of a sudden." Chu Yunsheng looked up at his tall son, with relief and regret in his eyes.

"I didn't say you..." Chu Jing was very disappointed to be honest. He has been in a bad mood recently, and now he is basically at a low point. "Are you really so busy? What have you been busy with all these years? Is it your business or you are busy divorcing my mother and leaving this house early?" His tone was calm, and it was his reason that kept him calm. He didn't It's impolite and disrespectful to yell at the man in front of him because of his qualifications. He gave Chu Yunsheng a face, but he just hopes to be like before...

"The divorce was actually not brought up by your mother." Chu Yunsheng patted Chu Jing's shoulder calmly, "Although you are not a child anymore, you still don't understand many things, no matter how passionate the relationship is, it will return after time dull."

"Then live a good life, isn't life just plain, isn't this a home?"

"I never hope for this. I admit that I am not a qualified father, but there are some things I must teach you. Chu Jing, you must learn to listen to your heart." Chu Yunsheng said, paused. "It may make you selfish, but it won't make you regret it."

"In my heart, I just hope that this shabby life can be normal." Chu Jing said indifferently. "I'm already a selfish person like you. My only selfishness is that you and my mother stay together so that I can have a family."

Chu Jing felt that his conversation with him was extremely ridiculous.