After pretending to be good and overturning the car, he turned black

It rained at night, and thick fog covered the thick ink sky.

The tall young man seemed to have forgotten to bring an umbrella. The pattering rain slapped his cheeks, his eyelids were splashed open, and water droplets kept rolling down his sharp jaw. At this moment, he seemed to dare to put on the mask He took off his hat, revealing a handsome face full of dejection.

They had already driven away from the hospital.

Ning Yun's health is fine, and he doesn't need to be hospitalized. He watched Ji Chengyan holding an umbrella, and his palms naturally wrapped around the man's shoulders. The two walked in front, and he followed carefully without being noticed by them. exception.

After getting in the car, Ning Yun fastened his seat belt. He glanced at the back of the gradually moving car. The night was getting darker and the rain blocked his sight.

Ji Chengyan asked, "What's wrong?"

"......fine."

On his shoulders was a dark coffee-colored corduroy jacket, which Ji Chengyan carried when he was carried out, in case he would feel cold at night.

Ning Yun vaguely saw a familiar figure in the rain curtain, he thought, he must have misread it.

Ji Chengyan noticed something, and said, "I'll help you pack your luggage tomorrow."

"...I haven't resigned yet. I will talk about it tomorrow. I should wait until the store recruits new people before I can leave." Ning Yun is used to doing things from beginning to end. He is actually a little nervous. From now on, he and Ji Chengyan is not just a relationship between friends.

"That's fine. I'll stay in Tong County to accompany you these few days."

"This will delay your work..." Ning Yun said, "Cheng Yan, you don't have to delay your own affairs for me. The doctor said I'm fine, as long as I take my medicine for a few days."

"Then I'll ask Liu Ming to come and take care of you, so that I can feel at ease."

"..." This can be regarded as a compromise method, Ning Yun hesitated for a moment, and said, "Yes."

I don't know why, Ji Chengyan was extra decisive tonight, even though he didn't want to trouble others, he couldn't refuse, maybe it was because he suddenly fainted at home, Ji Chengyan was worried about his health.

With the sound of "Boom", a dazzling white light exploded from the sky.

Ji Chengyan had never stayed in his house before. In such a small house, there was only one not-so-soft and spacious bed, but the rain was pouring outside, and it would not be safe to go back to Star City late at night. Besides...Ji Chengyan It was also because he saved him that he turned back from the road.

Looking at the man's wet shoulder, Ning Yun took out a new set of toiletries.

There was a little joy in Ji Chengyan's deep pupils.

Ning Yun's cheeks were flushed, she looked where she didn't know where to look, and said, "...it's so late, you...you can leave tomorrow."

"Okay." Ji Chengyan agreed.

The environment of this rented house is not good, at least it is not suitable for a famous person like Ji Chengyan to live in. The bathroom area is very narrow, although Ning Yun has cleaned it very carefully, but because of the age, the walls are still glowing with old colors, it looks like It also seemed a bit dirty.

Ji Chengyan's clothes were a little wet, so Ning Yun had to take out her still loose clothes.

There was a clear sound of running water in the bathroom, and Ning Yun suddenly remembered the first night when the boy stayed at his house a few years ago.

In those days when he didn't know the truth, he was really moved by the boy's disguised lies. His joy and sorrow surrounded the boy, and he even really thought that he would spend the rest of his life with this person.

His eyes moved out of the window, and the sudden torrential rain was mixed with the sound of the wind whimpering like a child.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped abruptly, and soon the back door was pushed open. Ji Chengyan was wearing his nightgown. Even though he was wearing a very loose fit, it was also short from the man's ankle.

When Ji Chengyan was silent, his facial features looked a little sharp and solemn, but once he opened his mouth, it made people feel much softer. Seeing Ning Yun's gaze, Ji Chengyan showed exhaustion, and said, "If it wasn't for the senior who was willing to keep me overnight, I'm afraid I'm still alive now. On the high speed, I don’t know when I can rest.”

"...Let me dry your wet clothes for you. You should be able to wear them tomorrow."

"Okay." Ji Chengyan smiled and said, "Thank you senior."

After confirming the relationship, calling Ning Yun like this is always more ambiguous.

Ning Yun stood in front of the window, straightened the clothes and dried them on the wooden hangers. The light and shadow downstairs was dark and damp, and people in the county had a regular work and rest time, not to mention it was almost midnight, so no one would stay there.

Seeing Ji Chengyan approaching gradually from the shadow of the glass window, Ning Yun paused for a second and said, "...Go and rest."

After he finished drying the clothes, he saw the man still standing by his side, and the emotion in his eyes made him suddenly not know what to do.

"I want to kiss the senior, is that okay?" Ji Chengyan said hoarsely.

He raised his slender fingers and caressed the man's fair and thin cheeks. It was the first time he could touch a man so ambiguously.

"...Well." Ning Yun replied in a very low voice. In fact, there is no need to mention these requests to him. He can't refuse what Ji Chengyan wants to do with him. He is grateful enough for the other party not to dislike him. .

Ji Chengyan did treat him very well, he owed him too much.

Although the words were gentle, perhaps because he had waited too long, Ji Chengyan's kiss was menacing and domineering, and the scent of cologne that remained on his body swept him away.

His only kissing experience came from Ke Yi, but at that time Ke Yi's sharp little canine teeth often pierced his skin, and his mouth always smelled of blood and rust. Mixed with pain.

Ji Chengyan's kiss didn't make him feel pain, but the strong sense of plunder made him feel a little timid.

After more than ten minutes, his eyes were flushed like mist.

With his back against the wall, he saw the desire in Ji Chengyan's eyes.

They were all men, it was impossible for him not to know what was going to happen next.

His fingers slowly moved to the collar, and he undid the buttons one by one, exposing the attractive collarbone socket.

"...The curtains are not closed yet." He reminded with a trembling voice.

Ji Chengyan looked at the back of a tall figure staggering away in the lonely rain curtain, a trace of indifference appeared in his eyes.

Afterwards, the curtains were closed tightly, isolating everything in the room from the darkness of night.

The man just came out of the hospital, Ji Chengyan naturally wouldn't ignore the other's health, he held the man's finger that was about to unbutton his clothes, and smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "Don't worry, we still have a lot of time."

"...I'm not in a hurry." Ning Yun denied it flatly, her cheeks flushed instantly.

"That's because I was too anxious, I'm sorry." Ji Chengyan sincerely admitted his mistake, and then helped him button the button that had just been undone.

"..." Ning Yun was at a loss for words for a moment.

He hasn't been lying on the same bed with anyone for a long time, what's more, the bed is a bit narrow, so it's hard to deliberately ignore it.

Ji Chengyan didn't do anything to him, just hugged him in his arms and told him to rest early.

At night, Ning Yun opened his eyes, and the bedside lamp cast a faint light in the room.

......

The rain washed the uneven walls, and there was a faint smell of blood in the air.

His fingers almost dug into the concrete wall, as if he wanted the pain in his body to relieve the unbearable grief of suffocation in his heart. Ke Yi almost lost his strength and knelt on the gravel-covered ground with one leg half-bent.

"Ning Yun..." He whispered the man's name in a choked voice.

"...don't...don't touch my people." He murmured to himself, but he could only see with his own eyes that they were doing it lingeringly, which only he could do to Ning Yun before. What's more, Ning Yun agreed, and even untied his skirt with his own hands.

His voice, dissipated in the rain curtain, no one could hear it.

He later realized that what Ning Yun said before was the truth.

He is Ning Yun's first man and also Ning Yun's first partner.

He was the only one who had ever touched Ning Yun, and he clearly remembered that even if he used the medicine despicably at that time, Ning Yun kept trying to make him leave, and then tightened his slender legs unbearably. Forced, he clearly heard the man's constant refusal, but he just took it as a hobby, and then it got worse.

He could clearly see very early on that Ning Yun's reaction to these was jerky, not as sophisticated as Chi Yuanbai said, and how could he destroy his family regardless of morality.

He can clearly monopolize everything about Ning Yun...

But now... he doesn't even have the qualifications to appear in front of men...

Even the other party didn't know his existence during these days of getting along, and didn't know that tonight was the hospital he sent himself to...

He wondered in a daze, did men look like this when they saw him and Xia Mingwei together before?

At that time, the intimate video he took with Xia Mingwei was viewed by a man. No wonder he fainted from distress. Now he has personally experienced such a feeling of cutting out flesh and blood.

He did it himself...

It's his own fault...

He deserved it...

These are all what he deserves.

He was very much like a dying criminal who was seriously injured and escaped. What he was waiting for was not only physical pain, but also constant spiritual condemnation.

The car was full of wet water stains, and he hurried back to his hotel.

Bright and deserted, he was the only one in the spacious room.

He wrapped himself soaked in the quilt, and only then did he seem to dare to express all his emotions. With trembling fingers, he turned on the phone and flipped through the separately organized photo album, which belonged to men's photos.

He held the photo to his heart. At this time, his whole body was hot, his mind was so dizzy that he lost his senses, he just wanted to express his deepest desire, "Ning Yun...my Ning Yun..."

"Please, take a look at me..."