After pretending to be good and overturning the car, he turned black

Ke Yi's whole body felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

He seemed to be frozen in place, with complicated expressions on his face.

It seemed that only in front of Ji Chengyan could Ning Yun feel at ease. He leaned his cheek against the man's chest and murmured in a dependent manner, "...Chengyan, thank you."

Every time he was in danger, it was Ji Chengyan who came to rescue him, and this time was no exception, he vaguely thought it was Ji Chengyan who turned back.

Because he was too nervous about the safety of the man, Ke Yi ran upstairs in a hurry. In the silent room, only his heartbeat that increased in frequency could be heard.

He breathed out a low breath of hot air, and carried the man down the stairs again, fearing that the man would be jolted, so he acted extra cautiously.

After approaching his car, he took out the key to open the door, gently dragged the man's head with the palm of his hand, and slowly carried the man into the car.

Under the street lamp, he vaguely caught a glimpse of the man's face, with his handsome eyebrows stretched out, even if he touched him, his expression was defenseless.

Later, the man seemed to look at him with wary eyes, even if they were lying on the same bed, and the man fell asleep in his chest, he would always frown slightly, as if he felt uneasy in his sleep.

Just getting close is resisted, let alone the two of them are so close to each other.

Ke Yi started the engine of the car and looked at the man's peaceful appearance through the rearview mirror. At this moment, he could not allow him to think about it any longer. He drove the car to the hospital where the man often went to get medicine, and it took 15 minutes to drive there.

This scene seems to coincide with the scene three years ago.

He took the man to the hospital again.

In his mind, the appearance of the man covered in blood emerged, this was the nightmare that had plagued him every night for such a long time.

He found the doctor on duty, his nerves were tense, and even his voice was unknowingly afraid, "Doctor! Save him!"

The doctor is no stranger to this situation, and it is normal for the family members to be impatient. After the consultation, the doctor said, "It is the pain in the heart and mouth caused by the dysfunction of the autonomic nerves. It is enough to adjust it with oryzanol. Pay attention to daily life and rest. Keep in good mood."

"..."

"Relax, the patient is fine."

"...Really, really?" Ke Yi asked uncertainly.

His cheeks were covered with sweat, perhaps it was the pain he had brought to him after learning of Ning Yun's death that year that he would never forget. Thick glass, seeing the man's last glance.

Pale and thin, lifeless.

The doctor said, "Well, but usually don't let the patient's mood fluctuate too much."

"..."

"Compared to drug conditioning, it is more important to control emotions. Many patients die suddenly due to sudden emotional loss."

"......"sudden death......

These two words made Ke Yi's body tremble uncontrollably, he was afraid, he finally got it back, he couldn't bear the pain of losing forever again, he couldn't...

Hearing the doctor's order, Ke Yi stared blankly, his fingers clenched the corner of his clothes tightly, almost making a hole.

........

Ning Yun seemed to see a black figure, and picked himself up from the ground. At first, he suspected the bad intentions of the intruder, but after feeling the care of the other party, he recognized the other party as Ji Chengyan.

Only Ji Chengyan knew about his illness, and only Ji Chengyan would treat him so considerately.

When he was awake, he also saw Ji Chengyan's worried eyes.

The man asked softly, "Is it better?"

"……Um."

After taking the medicine, there was no serious problem. Ning Yun got up from the hospital bed and said, "...Didn't you go back to Star City?"

"The right eyelid twitched a few times on the way, so I wanted to come back and have a look. I happened to see you fainted in the room."

Ji Chengyan's eyes were dim, he put a soft pillow on the man's back, and said, "I don't feel at ease if you don't have anyone to take care of you."

"..." Ning Yun lowered his eyes, and when Ji Chengyan held his fingers, he didn't pull them away.

"In the future, can I take care of you?"

"..."

After hesitating for a long time, Ning Yun finally nodded.

He knows that he owes Ji Chengyan too much, even if he disagrees and doesn't want to delay Ji Chengyan, but things often backfire. His life has left too many regrets, and he doesn't want to leave any more regrets for the other party. This is the only way he can satisfy the other party. things.

Ji Chengyan held the fingers in his palm, kissed him devoutly, looked at the man with tender eyes, and said, "Today should be my happiest day."

Originally, Ji Chengyan was really planning to drive back to Star City, but his car was about to reach the intersection of the highway when his phone suddenly rang.

It was Ning Yun's call. Normally, Ning Yun would only send a message to ask him if he was afraid of affecting his driving. He was puzzled, but he still answered the call with Bluetooth.

Before he could speak, the person on the phone said directly, "People's Hospital, bed 19 on the third floor, come here."

"...Ke Yi?" He immediately parked the car on the side of the road, frowned, and said harshly, "Why are you? What have you done? Haven't you hurt him enough?!"

"I didn't want to hurt him." Ke Yi's voice was muffled, and he repeated, "I won't hurt him anymore."

"Then why do you have his mobile phone?! What kind of tricks are you trying to play this time? He has nothing to do with the Ke family anymore! Do you still want to pester him? Or are you going to find another house to lock him up? Let me tell you, I think I let you off for the sake of the Ke family, but it doesn't mean I can let you go a second time."

Based on his preconceived impression, Ji Chengyan did not have the slightest trust in Ke Yi.

Ke Yi's eyes were bloodshot, perhaps because he had choked up and felt uncomfortable not long ago, let him call Ji Chengyan and let Ji Chengyan take away the credit for his hard work in establishing a positive image, how could he not? It made him feel aggrieved.

But he knew exactly what kind of emotions Ning Yun would show if he knew it was him.

For so many years, Ning Yun's mobile phone password is the same as before, but there is nothing related to him in it.

He said, "I've been following him for the past few days. If I want to do something, I'm afraid I won't wait until now, let alone call you."

"What's your purpose?"

"...I just want to see him live a safe and happy life." Even if the person by my side is not me, it doesn't matter...

After these years, Ke Yi also understands the deeper meaning of "love". He loves Ning Yun, and he can't bear to see Ning Yun collapse again because of his selfishness.

Love is restraint and long-lasting tenderness.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and he said again, "After you left, I still hadn't left. When I saw him standing by the window picking up his clothes, he suddenly looked strange. That's why I ran upstairs to take him to the hospital. He's not big yet. No problem, the doctor said that you can wake up after lying down for a while."

"I'll be right over." Ji Chengyan said.

Then, the phone was hung up.

Ke Yi still kept holding the mobile phone, and after a long time, he put his hand down stiffly. He stood at the end of the corridor, and a salty night wind blew through the open window.

He looked at Ning Yun's mobile phone, looking at the chat records of the two of them over the years.

It was so long, and there were so many words. During the night when he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, Ji Chengyan said goodnight to Ning Yun every day.

Every day he had a splitting headache, they kept communicating.

[Ji Chengyan]: I made some pork ribs and stewed yam, and I'll bring them to you later

[Ning Yun]: Don't bother...

【Ji Chengyan】: You treat me as an outsider again

[Ji Chengyan]: Well, it turns out that there is no difference between me and others

[Ning Yun]: You are different from them

[Ji Chengyan]: Really?

[Ning Yun]: I will not give gifts to others

[Ji Chengyan]: You don’t need to buy such an expensive watch as a gift for me in the future. I’d rather you rest one day and let’s go to the river to fly kites together. Having you by my side is what makes me the happiest

.......

Seeing these news, Ke Yi recalled what he had neglected before.

He had it too, he had a lot of time to be with men, the freshman class was not busy, not to mention he was still a sports student, he had time to go home and have dinner with men, and he had time There are countless meetings with men outside.

At that time, he only cared about consuming men's money, and only in this way would he be satisfied.

In the world, there is never regret medicine.

What has been done will never change.

Later, he would no longer go to celebrate his birthday specially. Many fans would leave messages to wish him well on that day, and a few good friends would also send him messages to wish him well, but that day, he was eager to receive a cake from a man.

He yearned to spend time with men.

Even in the dream, he often repeated the regret that his birthday was not completed that year.

Ke Yi lowered the brim of his hat again, then returned to the ward, cleaned off the traces of his own use, and put the mobile phone on the low cabinet on one side.

He stared at the man in front of him obsessively. He hadn't been this close for a long time. He had seen the man's appearance carefully, and he couldn't even blink his eyes.

The distance was so close that even the tiny hairs on his cheeks could be seen clearly, he whispered beside the hospital bed, "... these years, I have been condemned by my conscience every day, and every night, I think of you , thinking back then we could obviously love each other very much, I could obviously go home early...Obviously I could give you a better life..."

"I'm sorry... I didn't do anything..."

"I know, you won't forgive me, I was wrong, very wrong..."

"Ning Yun..."

"I love you."

As soon as the words fell, he heard movement from the door.

Ning Yun was the only one in the ward he asked the doctor to arrange. Who would come here at such a late hour? The answer is self-evident.

He got up, and when he turned his head, he saw Ji Chengyan's sharp eyes gouged out, with complicated inquiries inside.

"Let's go." Ji Chengyan seemed to be ordering him to leave.

Someone who could take care of Ning Yun came over, and it only seemed redundant for him to stay in the ward.

"En." It was rare for him to listen to Ji Chengyan's words like this.

It's just that he didn't go far, the man didn't wake up, he couldn't feel at ease, he stood in the empty and silent corridor, and the dark shadow enveloped him.

Not long after, he heard the sound of two people talking in the ward.

The lovers inside finally got married, and he stood outside the door, his eyes were moist as if filled with bright red blood, piercing his heart silently.