The Qing Dynasty begins with Ruyi

The sun is shining today, and the weather is also very good, but I have been depressed for a long time. As for why, it is because, I think I am quite pitiful, right?I was well prepared for the college entrance examination, but when I was crossing the road, I was only eating candied haws, and then I found myself in a place inexplicably.

That place is really shocking.

At the beginning, I felt that I was going to have a mental breakdown. Didn’t Zhen Huan Ruyi come from the author yy? All the time in that ge ge ge ge, I immediately understood who I am, that Ah Ruo is not a good person, and I am also a tragedy.

Ulanara is the heroine of the novel I chased after a few days ago. Today I became her. Although I knew that I admired my family Ruyi Liangliang for a long time, I never thought that I would become her. I want to cry without tears I can’t describe my feelings anymore, I only know that the heroine’s ending is BE, I don’t want to be miserable, but in the end, the one named Ah Ruo said that he was going to see the third elder brother today...

"What?!" I jumped up from the bed, I was so excited that I bit my words crookedly.

A Ruo helped me with it for a long time, talking about my cousin, my third elder brother, I suddenly remembered which one it was, um...that blind person in Hongshi didn't like me, but A Ruo seemed to want to I'm with Hongshi, I really want to call her stupid, the future emperor is Hongli's fourth elder brother, Hongshi or something, and in the end he will be the son of Baye.Although I liked Ba Ye a lot when I watched "Scary Step by Step", but it should be a different matter compared to "Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace".

Sure enough, the third elder brother who had no vision opened my hand after looking at me, just right? !The old lady didn't like you either, but the old lady still advises you: "I'd like to advise the third elder brother, don't think about it if you can't get it yourself. Instead of causing murder, you should be implicated in the things you provoked." Others, this is not good."

That Hiroshi gave me a hard look, I looked at him blankly, kindly told him no, he actually despised me.Forget about that brainless third elder brother, and even my smart cousin gave me a hard look, forget it, this is life.

So, I obediently went back to the mansion and waited for the edict of marriage. Today I am only thirteen, so it should not be me. It is Ulanara Qingying who is only thirteen. How pitiful, she is about to get married at such a young age.

Not many days later, the imperial decree of marriage came down, and I followed the history and married the fourth elder brother——Hongli, and the third elder brother, who had no brains, caused a lot of troubles in a short time. Reminder?It has long been thrown aside.I feel a little sympathetic to that pig brain, but... alas!Sighing that I am a clay bodhisattva, I can't protect myself!It's just that poor Yinggui... I sighed, although I am a side Fujin, I only want to be safe.

That day, it was all festive, and a few maids helped me to dress up. I looked at myself in the Hua Ling mirror, so young, beautiful, and delicate, but unfortunately, the real Ulanara Qingying was no longer there. up.

It was supposed to be a happy day, and a sister from the mansion who didn’t get on well with me came over and laughed at me: “After all, I’m a side Fujin, I can’t even wear big red when I get married, and I’m going to marry the fourth elder brother who isn’t favored by the emperor... Sister, what a shame! It's really..."

I turned to her and said with a smile: "Your sister's words are wrong. Whether it's Fujin, side Fujin or even a concubine, it's all chosen by my sister. What's more, Prince, how can we allow people like us to talk about it?"

She didn't expect my reaction to be like this, she was so angry that she had nothing to say, and left.

Holding the apple in my hand, I was helped into the sedan chair by the maids, but my mind was in a mess. I am not Qingying, let alone Ruyi, so there will be no good times for Hongli Qingying, nor will there be Ruyi and the emperor. Cracks, I'm just myself, I hope everything is as I expected.

The sedan chair slowly fell, I was covered with a red hood, I couldn’t see anything, anyway, I just knew that I was led into a room, and I did it for a long time with the weight on my head, I kept telling myself to calm down, it didn’t matter, it was all anyway I can't help myself, my body is different for anyone, I tried hard to drive away my modern consciousness, my messy thoughts were interrupted, it was the sound of the door opening, "creak creak" my heart beat extremely fast, never Knowing that I would be so flustered, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm calm...

I haven’t talked about the red hood being lifted for a long time, I almost vomited blood, this thing is really boring, forget it, let’s go, I just lifted the red hood, and complained in my mouth: “What the hell! Already!"

When I looked up, I saw him sitting in front of me. He was neither as red nor as yellow as I had imagined. He was just dressed in white. Why did I feel like my heart skipped a beat? His eyes seemed to ignore me. .I'm so angry, don't let the days pass, I stood up with a whoosh, pointed at him and scolded: "Look at you let my old lady sit here for so long, you didn't even have a reaction, and you took off your wedding robe Now, do you have Ulanara in your heart, or my cousin who is the current empress!?"

chapter2

He glanced at me in surprise, and I said bitterly, "What are you looking at?"

He even laughed out loud with a sneer, and I was so angry that I jumped my feet. It turns out that Hongli and Qianlong are all fake, and the rascal is the real one!

He glanced at me again, and suddenly said, "I don't know how to live or die."

"Reckless?" I felt like my eyebrows were going to be raised, "Who doesn't know how to live? I was wronged to marry you as a side Fujin, but I didn't say a word. How long have you made me sit here without moving? I still Didn't speak. That's all, you don't even lift the red hood, and you want me to take it off? It's very hot! Also, can you let go of your usual ignoring attitude?"

He asked: "Who was there just now?"

"I, I, I..." I was at a loss for words for a moment, and thought for a while, no, I was confused for a while, so I fell silent.Changing his usual attitude just now, he blessed his body and said softly: "I know I was wrong, my servant just made a mistake just unintentionally, I beg the prince to make amends."

Although I didn't look up at his expression, I think he must be shocked, yes, he was unlucky to meet me.

I think he should be very angry with me, and left on the wedding night, but for some reason, I seemed to be relieved, and my heartbeat was not so fast.In fact, why did I mention my cousin for no reason?It should be because of panic... Wait!A terrifying thought suddenly popped up in my head, if I fell in love with him, it would be the end... No, I won't like him, otherwise it would be bad to have a tragedy with Ruyi Liangliang.Distraught, I just picked up the quilt and covered my head and fell asleep.

In the morning, Ah Ruo was chattering beside me. In fact, when I thought of her betraying Ruyi later, I felt disgusted by her, but seeing her like this now, that is, she has a little more mouth, which doesn't seem bad.

In the morning, I was going to pay my respects to Mrs. Fucha. I found it very annoying. That Fucha Langhua is really a bad person. Although I feel that she is not the ultimate boss, she is definitely not a good thing. Although that Gao Xiyue is bad, she is also pitiful.

Ah Ruo helped me over, Fu Cha seemed very happy to see me, and hurriedly said, "Sister, please get up."

I blessed my body, so I sat down and scolded her in my heart, how hypocritical!

Those Ge Ge fanatics were whispering there, probably saying that I was left there overnight by that damn Hongli yesterday.Forget it, as long as you don't feel sad, don't care about him.

After a few days, I rescued Ruixin from an accident. I knew she would be faithful in the future, so I stayed with her all the time.

These days, Hongli didn't come to see me, but that's okay.Anyway...it's not too sad.

I heard that Mrs. Gao was favored, and I didn't care, but Mrs. Fucha's action made my heart skip a beat. She said she got a pair of good bracelets, and she was going to give them to Mrs. Gao. My heart beat fast. , I've been wearing this bracelet for a long time, I'm afraid I won't be able to conceive it...

Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, Mrs. Fucha thought something was wrong with me, so I hurriedly blessed my body to thank her. Mrs. Gao seemed very upset. My sadness was because of the efficacy of this bracelet. There is only one.

After I went back, I asked Ruixin to remove the contents of the bracelet. Fortunately, I didn't wear it for a long time, otherwise I would be in bad luck.

After a few days like this, my servant started to move around, normal, my reaction has always been the same, Ah Ruo was about to piss me off, saying that we have no status at all, I scolded him bitterly, no status, It's fine if I can't leave, but I didn't expect her to start crying again. I couldn't stand it, so I had to comfort her.It's a pity that those servants completely ignore my position as Fujin. I asked them for winter things, and I didn't even have those things, so let's forget it. In the end, I even uttered hurtful words, and even Rui Xin persuaded me, and suddenly understood Rong Petting is not something I do alone. I gritted my teeth and asked me to be a good boy and compete for favor. I really can't do it.

It's also a coincidence, then that little Lizi is a bad guy, and he shot his heart, I jumped up in anger, and wanted to slap him, but he dared to fight back, suddenly all the grievances rushed up, but I was stubborn, I couldn't live or die Ken cried, that little Lizi was still beating me, but suddenly, he stopped beating me.I thought he had found out his conscience, but when he looked up, that little Lizi was kneeling on the ground, pleading guilty all the time. I took advantage of the opportunity to look online, and it was him!He just frowned and killed that heartless man. I don't know why, but I was a little afraid of him.Seeing me kneeling on the ground, Hongli asked, "Are you all right?"

It was okay if he didn't ask, but when he asked, all the grievances flooded up, I didn't care who he was, I just threw myself into his arms and cried, crying, crying, crying, I don't know when I became so hypocritical...

I originally thought that he would probably push me away, but unexpectedly, he also comforted me and told me not to cry. I don’t remember the other words, I only remember that he called me Qingying.

chapter3

I was really flattered by his cry, and I didn't react for a long time.Stupidly stunned for a long time, until A Ruo told him how wronged we were, he let me go, and kept talking to A Ruo, I forgot the specifics, just some confession .I'm still stupid.

It's cold in winter, and suddenly the servants don't dare to neglect me. Although Hongli comes here once or twice, he always tells me something, and he doesn't come to me at night. My identity is even more inexplicable, but it doesn't matter, anyway, it's good, life is going well, and I don't have to be afraid of how to face him.

Until one time, I finally couldn't help it, and asked him: "Why does the prince help the concubine? Anyway, the concubine is like a dispensable person."

He glanced at me indifferently, without any expression change, just said softly: "Who said you have nothing to do?"

I answered truthfully: "I think so. I was a little rude when I said something rude that day."

He said: "Although it is a little rude, it is also the truth."

I seemed to be relieved and didn't ask any more questions.

He also likes to ask me what I like, and we chat about painting and poetry together. Fortunately, my more than ten years of study are not in vain. Although I am not proficient in Manchu, I can understand traditional Chinese characters.

In spite of all this, he never came to rest with me.I didn't have any ideas at first, anyway, I thought that it would be difficult to be a husband and wife with a person who didn't feel much, but now for some reason, my heart was empty.

Mrs. Gao is becoming more and more favored. Although in the eyes of outsiders, I, Qing Fujin, is also very favored, but it is only in the eyes of outsiders. Mrs. Fucha is very smart. I believe she will not fail to see that Hongli is right I was indifferent, but I doted on Gao Shi very much.The Gao family was also promoted from Gege to Fang Fujin, but it's not important.Which woman he treats well may not be my business...

After a few days, Jin Yuyan, the daughter of the king of Yi, came to Korea. Jin Yuyan was really beautiful. Although I only saw her once, she was really beautiful.Although, she has nothing to do with me.

Good things always go together. I heard that Mrs. Fucha is pregnant again recently. The news that she gave birth to her second elder brother made her face a little bit more, but I believe that she absolutely hopes that this is a prince. , It's a pity, I know she is a princess.Speaking of the second elder brother, Fucha has been depressed for a long time. Who told Gege Fucha to give birth to the eldest elder brother? Unfortunately, she left before I came here, otherwise I would like to see her too, maybe Unlike Fucha Langhua, she may be a gentle person.

Hongli still treated me lukewarm, until Fucha gave birth to Gege, he didn't have much emotional ups and downs, anyway, I didn't expect him to show me his expression.

Gege was born, and there are many happy things in the mansion, who knows that Ge Gesu is pregnant again, I immediately know that her child is the third elder brother, and she is the future pure concubine, she is not considered in the mansion She is very favored, and I am on good terms with her, which is also good, and I don't want to have friction with her in the future, maybe she is a difficult master.

With Su Gege's pregnancy, Gao couldn't sit still, and I couldn't bear it. I didn't particularly hate her when I read the novel. Although it was a bit contrived, it wasn't so pitiful. Regarding the bracelet, I had to treat her indifferently.

Time also passed quickly. With the birth of the third elder brother, Hongli seemed to be very happy. Although he didn't tell me personally, I could see that there was a smile on his face. It's joy, but it's a pity that it's not me who makes him happy.

I thought that a series of turmoil was about to end, but I didn't expect that the maid next to Fucha's side suddenly gave Hongli a blessing, which made me tremble. If Fucha's arrangement can be arranged, it seems unnecessary, but This maid, I think, is the future Yigui... Thinking of this Yigui, I suddenly felt a little sad. Fucha Langhua killed her child, but wanted her to die with hatred for me, but for Ruyi.

Soon, she was named Gege. I could tell that Gao Xiyue didn't move on the surface, but in fact, she was more anxious than me. Although she was favored and Ama had credit, isn't she also a poor person?

chapter4

It suddenly rained, and I was a little depressed, so I ordered the cakes prepared by Ruixin to bring them over. After looking at it, I used to love sweets the most, just like I was greedy and forgot to look at the road when I ate candied haws, and ended up wearing it On Ruyi, however, it's not just because of some reason. Although these pastries are usually my favorite, they are more like a person's favorite.

Forget it, you can't force Ruqing anyway, so maybe I force him to like me if he doesn't like me?Forget it, but my mind is a bit messed up, I agreed not to be tempted, but fortunately he doesn't care about me, otherwise I will repeat Ruyi's mistakes, I don't want to be a disaster.

It was raining outside the window. Seeing that the rain was getting bigger and bigger, I frowned. It was really unlucky. Why did it rain so much?I frowned, seemed to think of something, and said in a loud voice, "Rui Xin?"

Ruixin hurried over and asked me, "What's wrong with Fujin?"

I asked her, "Where's my hibiscus?"

She was taken aback, and said hesitantly: "Sister Ah Ruo took it today, and said she wanted to take that pot of hibiscus to bask in the sun."

"What?!" I was so surprised that I almost bit the word again, "Where is Furong now?"

She seemed a little anxious, and said, "It seems to be still outside!"

I didn't have time to talk to her, so I rushed out, that pot of hibiscus is my favorite thing.

That year, I only remember that grandma's kind face was still in front of me, but it seemed that it was only a momentary thing, all the good things were broken into pieces, broken, all gone...

"Hirong is good..." Grandma murmured to me.

"Why?" I asked childishly.

"because……"

The answer seems to have disappeared in the wind, I forgot, anyway, I like Furong very much, because of this, I also like Qingwen, the woman in "A Dream of Red Mansions", who also likes Furong.

Over the years, I still remember my grandma's face, which seems to be more and more kind and kind, but my heart seems to be drifting away...

"Fujin...Fujin..." Ruixin's figure came from behind, as soon as I stepped out, the heavy rain seemed to want to wake me up, and it poured directly on my head. I froze, didn't turn around, and continued to move forward run.We will be in the back garden soon...my Furong will be strong!

I was so anxious that I completely ignored the shouts behind me, and kept running with my feet on the bottom of the flower pot. Later, I thought the bottom of the flower pot was troublesome, so I took it off and ran barefoot.

It's raining hard...

It was still raining, I squatted down slightly, and felt a burning pain in my feet, but I didn't think it mattered, a few hibiscus petals had already been knocked off, so I was annoyed that I didn't bring an umbrella?After searching for a long time, there was no such thing as silk. After hesitating for a while, I had to lift up my skirt to block the hibiscus flowers. It was really indecent, and I hope no one would see it.

The rain was still pattering on my forehead, and suddenly, the rain didn’t seem to be hitting my forehead anymore. I was wondering, this rain would also pick a position, when I suddenly felt warm behind me, I realized something was wrong. There was a sound, a howl to be precise, one staggered and couldn't stand still, the center leaned back, and I felt that the whole person was about to be planted on the flower pot.

Fortunately, however, he caught me just in time.

I said thank you, and turned my head to look at my flower again, I was so frightened to death, if the whole person fell down, the rain didn't kill it, I killed it.

"what are you doing?"

I didn't answer his question, but just muttered: "Oh, my lord scared my concubine to death. There will be a squeak in the future."

He just smiled, I didn't intend to talk to him, and continued to protect my flowers.

I knew he was holding an umbrella, so I put down my skirt, and it didn't matter if he saw it, anyway, he had seen even more indecent ones, so this gesture was nothing.

It's just that the two of us stood like this for a long time, and my skin started to feel hot. At first, it was because I thought I was fine and had a convulsion. After thinking about it, I became more and more dizzy, and suddenly found a problem-could it be that I had a fever?

The soles of my feet began to feel weak, and I felt that everything in front of me was a mess, stiff, and chaotic, and gradually there were no ravioli, and all things were twisted and twisted in my eyes until the light became smaller and smaller, and I just I feel like my eyelids are drooping...

When I woke up, I was in my own room. I was wondering, and my mouth was so dry that I yelled at Ruixin to give me a drink of water. I saw the figure getting closer. I waved my hand, and Ruixin muttered: "Fu Jin is worried about that flower, why isn't he worried about his own body?"

I was just about to ask her something, when I suddenly realized that my voice sounded like a duck quacking, so I stopped talking.

Rui Xin knew that I wanted to talk, so she said to me: "Fu Jin walked out barefoot today, I'm afraid there will be discussions in the mansion... The slave girl wanted to give you an umbrella, but you ran away, and the prince came back with you on his back .”

"What?!" I exclaimed, such a bloody plot is probably because I fainted and then Hongli carried me back heroically. As a result of doing so, everyone in the mansion will give me an extra look. well!

It's just that after hearing Ruixin say a lot, I just perfunctory, my head is still in a mess, it's just a coincidence that my illness just happened, and Hongli fell ill again, most likely it was because of me, and I felt quite guilty.

Because I was afraid of the mouth in the house, I didn't go out at all, but it was strange to think about it. It's not that Ah Ruo didn't know my temper, so he just put the flowers there, and it would be strange if he didn't die. The more I thought about it, the weirder it was, but I just hope this girl doesn't have any crooked ideas.Thoughts of many times, how about sending her away first, so as not to cause endless troubles.

Because of many reasons, I was going to serve the sick, Fujin said that I was cured and I should take turns serving the sick, and sure enough I could escape the first day but not the fifteenth, so I still walked to the dormitory very sadly.Rui Xin is also smart, she retired early, and I vomited blood even more, you should stay with me, otherwise I would be really at a loss.

Fortunately, that guy was lying on the bed quite peacefully, I sighed, just put on a show, learned a set of Marysu procedures that ordinary people take care of patients, took a rag and wiped his forehead there, in fact, I married into the mansion It's been two years, and I haven't had much contact with him. I sighed somewhere and looked at his face. He was really good-looking. He was cold and obsessed. Unfortunately, I was not Ruyi or Qingying. In the novel, how much I hate the scumbag's attitude towards the heroines, what a scumbag!Now that I see the real person, it’s not so annoying. I sighed on his forehead, saying that he was sick because of me, so I had to talk to him there. No one talked with me, so I just said That said, I almost talked about everything in the world. The first novel I read was "Dream Back to the Qing Dynasty" and then "Scary Step by Step", and because of these two novels, I went to see "Wan Qingsi ", but I really like that Yunzheng, but he died, and I cried for a long time...

All these things, I mentioned his father many times, I hope he didn't hear it, I even complained that the fourth child was not good to Ruoxi, and sometimes I also complained that Xiaowei didn't choose the fourth master, originally I was talking to the air , who would have guessed that he would say, "I like Xiaowei more..."

The sound was very small, but it scared me so much that I jumped out of bed, my God, wouldn't he hear everything?

Although his voice was very weak, he said again: "I always feel that Ruoxi doesn't love Fourth Master..."

"Who says you don't love me anymore?" I said bitterly, "On the contrary, I feel that Xiaowei is so in a dilemma, embarrassing fourth master. Anyway, I like fourth master more than Thirteen..."

Suddenly he realized that he had said a lot of inexplicable things because of his fast talk, he suddenly looked at me and asked me: "Where is Yun Zheng?"

"Uh...he's a good man." I don't know what to say, ancient times, feudalism, if I liked other men, I would probably be soaked in a pig cage... I don't want to be dipped in a pig cage...

"You like Yunzheng?" he asked.

"I..." I am at a loss for words, yes, I like Yunzheng, but that is different, I just want to find someone who loves Ye Haihua and me as much as Yunzheng, but it seems impossible.

He asked me, "Do you like someone else?"

"No." I said, "The kind of liking is different, and admiration and love are also different, at least the concubine thinks so." I spoke quickly, and immediately cleared up a lot of things.

After that night, he didn't say anything more, that's okay.

After a long time, the people in the mansion have gradually forgotten about this incident. I am also an idler, sitting silently in the room, doing some things of my own.

I heard from some gossiping maids that Hongli favored another embroiderer who specializes in embroidery. I stood up like an electric shock, embroiderer?Hyland? !

It was Hailan, that Hailan, the Hailan who was willing to sacrifice herself for Ruyi...

My heart trembled, I didn't want to meddle in other people's business, but I understand, Hailan, I must help.

I didn't want to go to see Hongli again, maybe he would think I was sick even more after what happened that night, but for Hailan's sake, and also for my own future, I went anyway.

He glanced at me and asked, "Why?"

I slowly said: "Although she was born as a embroidered girl, she must have an identity after all. The concubine's humble opinion, but I still beg the prince to give her an identity, so as not to embarrass her."

He didn't say anything else, I felt the atmosphere was weird, but I couldn't say anything more, I'm not eloquent, I hope, this time, it will be the same as the development in the book...

A few days later, Hailan became a concubine, and the mansion began to be full of troubles. No matter how tolerant Gao was on the surface, this time he couldn't sit still, but the mansion also seemed to know that it was because I pleaded that Hailan was here I thought it was strange, whether I asked for it or not, it seemed to be the same, but I didn't say anything. I probably didn't want to lose Hailan as a friend by doing so.

chapter5

I originally wanted to go along with the flow, but this incident has caused a subtle change in the relationship between Hailan and me. At least, we have been a little reserved at the beginning, and now we talk about everything, but I know that Hailan is not a new favorite. Because she was favored only once, and then she was left behind by Hongli. My side Fujin's appearance is not the same, and I didn't even have it once.

We occasionally chat about embroidery patterns, and we often talk about Hongli. In fact, Hailan really doesn’t care too much, and it seems that I don’t care too much. I just approached her because I knew that I would need her desperately in the future. , Only now did I realize that we really became friends.

The change in my life was when he came suddenly.

Ah Ruo excitedly ran over, it was Hongli who came, I thought about it, some things, since I can’t help myself, I have to do it, I have to fight for favor, I have to fight for favor like Qingying, I don’t know if I’m going too far, But thinking about it, I knew I had to.

I made tea and waited for him to come, but he just walked in slowly, then sat across from me, smiled and told me if there was anything, I also invited him to drink tea, he took a sip, seemed very happy, Ask me: "This tea tastes good, what made it?"

I slowly said: "Qingying is stupid, but I just followed others to make tea with morning dew, I heard it tastes good, so I did it."

He seemed a little surprised, and found something was wrong, and asked me: "You used to be a concubine, why did you change your mouth?"

I said: "Because I think 'Qingying' sounds much better than Chen Qie, can anyone call Chen Qie?"

He chuckled and said, "Not everyone can say that."

I said lightly: "I know."

He looked out the window and suddenly asked me: "Do you think 'Wang Ye' sounds better? Or 'Hongli'?"

My heart trembled and my heart beat fast, but I knew that I wanted to be calm, no matter what.I slowly said: "What did the prince say, how can he call you by his first name?"

He smiled and said, "You're smart..."

My palms were sweating, and my head was even more dizzy. The room was full of fragrance, which made me feel a little confused. I just remembered that I seemed to be in his arms in a daze, and he murmured in my ear What did I say, I can only hear my own heartbeat, it's not that I haven't been in love, but I really don't have any actual combat experience, I just remember that he hugged me tightly, and the fragrance still lingered around me, I My heart was about to jump out of my chest. In a split second, I pushed him away, but I was still very hard.

His eyes were full of surprise, I just felt that I was about to collapse, and my face was even hotter. I did so much, but in the end it was because I couldn't bear it, and my achievements fell short. Afraid to face him.

He asked softly, "Are you afraid?"

I froze for a moment and said, "I'm afraid."

I just felt that my eyes were wide open, and a mirror just facing me reflected my frightened expression. I don’t know when there were more tears in my eyes. Gradually, I was still very disappointed, and the tears finally flowed down.

I knelt on the bed, didn't say anything, my heart was still beating fast, he couldn't believe it when he saw my tears, maybe he thought I was sick, it didn't matter if I was sick, I was really scared.

For a long time, the air was eerily still.Until I asked, although my voice was weak: "Am I weird..."

"Hmm." He nodded slightly.

I said: "If someone else is favored, it will definitely not look like this, and she will still cry. It really scares the prince."

He said: "It's a world of difference...I want to know why..."

I said: "The concubine has been married into the mansion for two years. Logically, these things should have been done long ago, but I am still afraid. If you ask why, when others are lucky, even if they are afraid, they are happy, because that is 'Lucky', and I'm what I'm supposed to do, so the nature is different."

"yes……"

The voice is still ethereal, I just feel that I am still trembling, now I am in a dilemma, anyway, I have to face it sooner or later, is it possible that I have always been like this?

Although it was fear, the air was still filled with a kind of solemnity, quietness, and the smell of needles falling.

Suddenly he hugged me and murmured in my ear: "Don't worry."

Hearing this, I want to cry even more, don't worry?

If Ruyi in the book didn't believe in your peace of mind, would she be BE?

If she hadn't believed in your words every time, would she have been in limbo?

Even if she is in limbo, have you ever visited her?

My heart was beating extremely fast, and I clearly warned myself countless times in my heart not to repeat the same mistakes, not to fly to the flames, and I knew I shouldn't believe him, but I still believed it...

Reason doesn't occupy my brain at all, and although those reasons are correct, they don't impress me either.

I can only hear the sound of wind and rain outside the window, and it is raining again at this time...

I feel like I have been bewitched. From that day on, I actually rely on him. Even though he doesn’t come here often, I will prepare the dishes he likes and wait for him. I must be sick. Yes, I have. Sick, if you say that Ruyi is infatuated, and I am crazy, I know it is wrong to do this, but I still have to do it.

Hailan is also happy for me. Now that this road is on the way, I already know that it is inevitable. I don't expect to change history, I just want to live this life well and safely, although it is very difficult.

I looked out the window, how time flies, really.

chapter6

Time flies, I didn't expect Yongzheng to pass away so soon. This person who was once described by countless writers finally left. After all the funerals were completed, as expected, Gao Shi still ran out like in the book. It doesn't matter, the former Ruyi didn't know Fucha Langhua's viciousness at the beginning, but I knew it.

Hongli ascended the throne, Niu Hulu became the empress dowager, and mine, no, it was Qingying's cousin, Ulanara, who was also down and out now, and sure enough, she still wanted to see me.

I knew what she wanted to say, so I quietly asked Ruixin to take me to meet her. She was really different from before. Her sentence, "Ulanara has already given birth to an abandoned woman, Qingying, don't come out again. The second one." It chilled me even more, I, after all, failed her.

In the evening, I went to see the Queen Mother, confessed to her, and asked her to change my name. I understand that from now on, there will be no Qingying and Hongli, only Ruyi and the emperor.

"Really?" The Queen Mother glanced at me, "What name do you want?"

"Ruyi." I just said two words lightly.

She glanced at me and said, "Sure enough, it's a good name. It's just what the Ai family thought. You're a smart kid."

I said: "I understand that I only want to live a happy life, and happiness is what I want."

She smiled and said, "Ai Jia thought you would like the 'Ruyi' of 'Auspicious Ruyi'."

I said: "Compared to 'Ruyi', concubines love beauty more."

Time flies, and I was conferred the title of concubine Xian and lived in Yanxi Palace. Gao Xiyue was still her noble concubine Hui, and she still raised the flag. The pure concubine came looking for me in the middle of the night. I analyzed the pros and cons with her, and she seemed to understand, so she gone back.But I wanted Hongli to let Hailan live in my Palace of Yanxi Palace. Originally, he didn't want to intervene, but I said it personally, and he agreed.

In this way, many things are saved.

Mei promised to be promoted as in the book, and in the end she withdrew a lot of turmoil, and when Hailan and I were in the palace, they sent a sachet, and I just asked Ruixin to replace all the materials inside with cotton , Rui Xin didn't ask too much.

The same development, the matter Mei promised that time involved me, I just said lightly that I didn’t like the fragrance, so I changed it to cotton, even if Hongli was puzzled, he couldn’t ask further questions, Fucha Langhua might be surprised Must be.

Mei promised to get pregnant soon, and I knew that the baby was intersex, but Mei's promised baby and Yigui's baby almost killed me. I personally told Hongli to take good care of Mei's promised baby, even the diet All the materials are not allowed to be let go, and there are all the things that need to be used. Hongli wondered why I said that, but I just smiled and said: "People in the palace are not careful, so it is better to be careful. I think window grilles and the like are also the same. An important thing needs to be thoroughly investigated. Like Mei