Kaka is a cat?

I just quietly watched him walking towards me step by step.

That person stood still in front of me, looked at me silently for a while, then suddenly grabbed my wrist tightly, and pulled me out of the door in such a majestic manner.

I was startled, and then struggled violently, "Hey, let go, where do you want to take me..."

He glanced at me lightly and said mockingly, "Do you still want to attract more people to watch?"

I looked anxiously at the whispering crowd around me, forced a smile to the worried Sakura beside me, then lowered my eyes, and said softly, "Let's go."

This is a small forest.There are few things that attract attention in the school, but they make me familiar with the places in my bones.

I seem to see the sunny afternoon, the boy lying comfortably on the girl's lap and dozing off, the girl is holding a book, looking down at the boy's beautiful sleeping face and smiling gently from time to time.

I wondered in a daze, did we ever have such an intimate time?

"Remember this place?"

I turned my eyes away a little, put aside the boy's inexplicable eyes, leaned gently on the tree trunk closest to me, and slightly distanced myself from the boy. He is very abnormal today, and I instinctively felt the danger.

So I said dumbly, "What do you want to say when you find me?"

The boy hesitated for a moment, then, as if he had made up his mind, he said firmly, "Kaka, come back with me."

I felt as if I had an auditory hallucination, and my heart stopped beating for a moment.

I raised my head, and under the moonlight, I carefully observed the boy's face.

He seemed quite shy, the roots of his ears were red, only the light in his eyes was so hot that no one could bear to look directly at him.

I suddenly felt extremely ridiculous and exhausted.

Are all men like this?When you put all your heart and soul into being nice to him, he dismisses it, even if you put yourself in the most humble place, you can't get back a single look from him.Then when you were a little cold to him, he came up like a dog again.

What a cheap man.

How cheap, I still feel throbbing at such words.

"Well, Kaka, I'm serious..." He saw that I pursed my lips and said nothing, and said anxiously.

"Don't say it anymore..."

"Kaka!..." Seeing my tear-stained face, he was at a loss again.

"Didn't I tell you not to say it!" I finally couldn't bear it, and yelled at him in collapse.

This is so ironic.It seemed to confirm that statement once again, men really wouldn't put too much energy into a woman who was too proactive.

Is there still love?

How could it disappear so easily?It's just that the absurd reality mixed in has been out of control.How could such a ridiculous relationship give birth to the initial emotion?

That Kaka who only belonged to Echizen Ryoma was killed by you long ago.

And those ridiculous dedications have long since disappeared with the final ultimate destruction!

All that remains now is an existence named Caris Howard who wants to spend the rest of the year in peace.

So my out-of-control emotions seemed to settle down slowly, I adjusted my chaotic breathing, and then said to him with the calmest expression, "Give me a reason."

"Why?···"

"Do you love me?"

The boy seemed to be even more at a loss, looking at me in confusion, the entanglement in his eyes was clearly exposed.

So I just laughed.

In his surprised expression, I said softly, "Hey, Ryoma, you don't actually love me."

"You are just used to the feeling of me being around you, like air. So when I disappear, you will feel uncomfortable."

"But that's all. Maybe you will be disappointed because of my different attitude towards you now. In fact, it's just your proud self-esteem."

"I'm in the same position as Karubin in your heart, right? Maybe you attribute me to the domain of what you own, but that's just your ridiculous possessiveness."

He grabbed my shoulder excitedly, "Enough! You know it's not like this!"

"So what?" I asked him sadly, and then I put my hands in front of his eyes and said, "Can you let me go? Do you know that as long as I get close to you now, my hands are always in my hands." Shaking constantly?"

He froze for a moment, and then the blood on his face quickly faded away.

I tilted my head and thought about it carefully, and then said, "I think it's good to use this opportunity to clarify the problem."

"I'm really sorry in the past. I always pestered you. I knew that you only had tennis in your heart. With such lofty goals, I always forced you to face some problems that you were quite repulsed by. Quite a lot of trouble."

I looked at the boy's frown, and then said, "It won't happen in the future, you can continue to pursue your unfinished ideals, and I can too..."

What he didn't say was interrupted by that man, and he asked with a gloomy face, "And then what? What do you want after breaking up with me? Be happy and carefree with that dead monkey. together?"

I frowned subconsciously, what does this have to do with ZOE?

Can't help but think of that boy's sincere confession again, such urgent and warm feelings.

At that time, I finally saw clearly the expression on the boy's face that he was trying to hide.

A person who is usually as unscrupulous as a playboy, unexpectedly has such a serious and persistent side. Even though his face is so red that it is about to burn, his eyes are still so firm.

At that time, looking at the boy's stubborn, straightforward and eager eyes, like a newborn little beast, I seemed to see the first one, and kept going forward, even if I was hit by a bloody head, I still chased him enthusiastically, and still The self who was not pushed into the dust by Echizen Ryoma himself.

That person saw me immersed in my own memories, as if he couldn't bear anything anymore, he suddenly stepped forward and hugged me tightly, even his bones ached.

And I, starting from my fingertips, trembled violently all over my body.

"Kaka, you are my wife. You only love me, don't you?" the boy said coquettishly.

Ah, this trick again.It is really in line with this person's usual arrogance and domineering.

"Well, I didn't think about accepting others in the future." I said softly.

Ryoma let go of me, as if very happy, said excitedly, "Then we..."

"However, among the countless possibilities I have planned for the future, none of them will ever cross paths with you again." I grinned at him.

He stared at me blankly, as if he didn't know me suddenly, and then forced a smile, "I know you are talking angry now, and you won't forgive me so easily, but we can start over slowly... "

Is this interesting?

Is it interesting to deceive yourself like this?

So I said to him in the most indifferent voice, "Ryoma, do you know that we are over long ago."

The moment my love, my child, and my very existence die, there is no way we can ever go back, do you know that?

"Some people, some things, it is impossible to stay where you are forever."

"Ryoma, I'm really tired."

The man stood for a long time under the moonlight, as if he had become a sculpture.

When I walked by him, he seemed to stretch out his hand to me, but in the end, he let it go in vain.

I think that's it for us.

The moment I thought I was going to get him and he was going to get me, I pushed him away.

I felt easier than ever because I was finally able to say no to him without hesitation.

Maybe one day in the future, I will really get out of the shadow of the past.

So, can this feeling of suffocation, as if a certain part of the body is about to die, be ignored?

Something, completely broken.