don't you regret

In the morning, Zhuang Song woke up to the sound of cats meowing.

The sun shines through the curtains, illuminating the small room, and the soft folds of the beige quilt are filled with the warm smell of the sun.

Zhuang Song moved his arms, wanting to get up to look at the kitten, but was suddenly pushed back by an arm around his waist.

"Don't go." Gu Yan mumbled and hugged him tighter.

The sudden hug made Zhuang Song stunned for a moment, and then remembered that he seemed to be in love last night.

The clear and transparent weather in the early morning suddenly made people feel very soft-hearted. He pushed Gu Yan symbolically: "You let go first, I have to go and see the cat."

Gu Yan posted it up and kissed the back of his ear.

The warm and soft lips pressed against the skin, Zhuang Song couldn't hold back the numbness, and was obediently pushed back into the bed by Gu Yan.

Gu Yan's voice still carried the lazy sleepiness that had not yet faded: "I'll help you see it."

Zhuang Song let out a "huh" and returned his head to the pillow, his eyes were closed again, "Then hurry up."

Gu Yan paused for two seconds and asked, "Do you want me to come back to accompany you?"

Zhuang Song naturally said "Yes", and in the next second, he was held down by Gu Yan and kissed hard.

After Gu Yi added cat food and water to the cat, cleaned up the litter, and came back to wash, Zhuang Song was still sound asleep when he came out.

His head was covered by the quilt, and his body lying on his side bulged into a cute little bun under the quilt. Only a little fluffy hair leaked out of the corner of the quilt, fluffy like some kind of small animal, and a little smooth forehead.

Gu Yi stared at Zhuang Song for a while, put the bought breakfast on the table lightly, and walked to the bed.

Zhuang Song was really not sober in the morning. Every time he took care of the cat, he felt that his footsteps were floating. This time he was pushed back by Gu Yi, and he continued to sleep logically, dreaming soft and beautiful dreams.

Half asleep and half awake, he felt that he was being hugged by someone. He was very disappointed, but he still liked Gu Yan to hug him, so he shrank into Gu Yan's arms.

Gu Yi put his arms around Zhuang Song and rubbed behind his ears and neck. He especially liked to rub Zhuang Song, as if he was acting like a baby.The breath hit the skin warmly, and there was a numbness that made the whole body go limp, as if floating on a cloud.

Zhuang Song is usually reserved, but now his mind is still not clear, so naturally he no longer restrains himself. He answered vaguely twice, leaned back on the spot with his head raised, half pushed and half pushed, immersed in the warmth of the morning and the beauty of the world between the two of them. atmosphere.

Until a certain moment, Zhuang Songren suddenly froze, and quickly raised his elbow to support Gu Yan's protruding hand: "...don't."

"Yes." Gu Yan was stopped by him, so he took advantage of the situation and hugged him.This request is obviously considered to be Zhuang Song's advantage, but when Gu Yan said it in a tone of voice, he actually begged pitifully, "I will help you."

Zhuang Song bit his lip and shook his head, Gu Yan leaned over to kiss him.

There was a reaction in the morning, and he still makes such a fuss, no one can stand it.

The damp, hot and numbing breath made Zhuang Song's whole body limp and unable to exert himself, his desire was chaotic and hot, and he couldn't stop it even if he wanted to, not to mention that he didn't want to stop him that much, so he let Gu Yan's hand reach over.

……

Zhuang Song's face was buried in the pillow, because his skin was white, his ears and neck were not too red, it seemed that the skin would break if he touched it lightly.

Gu Yan leaned over again, and touched him with his wrist as if to comfort him.

I got Zhuang Song's muffled words from the pillow: "Climb."

Gu Yan obediently went to wash his hands, and came back to beckon him after washing his hands.

The two rolled together for a while, the collar of Zhuang Song's pajamas was half opened, and it was opened messily, revealing most of his white and thin collarbone.

I have to admit that Zhuang Song is actually very good looking. No matter how you look at it, he looks pure and well-behaved. There are a few moles on the side of the neck and collarbone, which are quite astringent, and there are a few small moles on his dazzlingly white skin. , The location is set, just waiting for others to kiss.

Zhuang Song was at a loss by Gu Yan at first, but after being thoroughly provoked by him, he let go.

He confusedly thought about how cool it was just now, but he couldn't be alone, and also felt that Gu Yan's reaction was obviously great when his bodies were touching each other, but he looked like "you're fine as long as you feel comfortable", and felt that he was recruited by Gu Yan , he has to call back.

So when Gu Yan lowered his head to kiss him, Zhuang Song stretched out his hand.

Feeling that Gu Yiren froze for a moment, he grabbed Zhuang Song's wrist, and his breathing was messed up. Because the reaction was too strong, when he spoke, he almost gave a feeling of gnashing his teeth: "What are you doing."

"I'll do what you do." Zhuang Song said innocently.

Gu Yi's expression changed, the look in his eyes that wanted but was unwilling to let Zhuang Song work so hard looked very good, he wanted to say something more, Zhuang Song raised his knee and gave him a light push.

Everyone is male and knows what this gesture means.

Gu Yan took a deep breath, his whole body was stiff, leaned on Zhuang Song and looked down at him: "Are you sure?"

Zhuang Song's answer was to raise his head and kiss him.Pulling down the quilt smoothly, it completely covered the two of them.

When he went to wash his hands, Zhuang Song was still thinking about Gu Yan just now. In fact, he couldn't see clearly in front of the quilt, but Zhuang Song was very impressed by Gu Yi's chaotic and hot breathing when he subconsciously came over to rub Zhuang Song's neck.

Gu Yan has always been a person who everyone likes him very much, but he actually has a sense of distance from everyone. Before, Zhuang Song never thought that he would change for anyone or be influenced by anyone, but in the past two years Gu Yan is always saying that Zhuang Song is the only one who can change and influence him.

Now he is also the only one who can see Gu Di's appearance.

Inexplicably a little proud and don't know what's going on.

Playing games at night at night, they are still very relaxed if they don't play ranked. A certain group wants to try to play less and play more because Zhuang Song and Gu Yi have too much advantage.

Zhuang Song's screen went black and white first, and then it was Gu Yan. Qiu Ri couldn't help complaining about them: "Are you two gourd babies saving grandpa? Send them off one by one!"

This is a common stalk in "League of Legends", but now thinking of Cucurbit Baby Zhuang Song...

Zhuang Song cleared his throat in embarrassment.

Gu Yan also coughed inexplicably.

"... Grass." The scorching sun said quietly, "Isn't it?"

Zhuang Song and Gu Yan returned to the city with a bright expression, both pretending to be dead.

"Ah??" Qiu Ri was left at a loss, "What are you talking about?"

-

Later, at Gu Yan's kind invitation, Zhuang Song moved to live with him.At first, Zhuang Song felt that Gu Yi lived too far away, so Gu Yi rented a bigger house near the university, with three bedrooms, one for Gu Yi's live broadcast, one for Zhuang Song's office, and one for sleeping.

It’s not uncommon for big anchors to live with friends, because the house is big, and live broadcasts sometimes require assistants, which can’t be handled by themselves, and no one thinks there is any problem with them living together.

Knowing that Zhuang Song didn't want to make it public, Gu Yan consciously helped him keep it a secret, but he still went back to his parents to come out of the closet.

Said it was "otherwise I always feel irresponsible to you".

To put it lightly, it was actually quite bloody. Gu Yi went back and came out of the closet by himself. He didn't tell the family who his partner was. He was slapped severely by his father. Delete friends angrily, which is regarded as severed relationship.

Zhuang Song was very guilty, Gu Yi put his arms around him and said it's okay baby, it's not because of you, and besides, I don't rely on my family.

In the new home, it has been quite pure for more than a month, although the hands are already quite impure.

When we are just together, there is always endless energy. Turning off the lights at night is not sleep at all, but the beginning of a new life.

Until it rained heavily one day later.

The summer rain in Jiangzhou is always overwhelming, and nothing can be heard outside the window except the sound of rain, and the house is hot from the water vapor spreading between the sky and the earth.

Nesting at home at this time, there is a sense of security isolated from the world.

The two of them had already quarreled once, but they still had energy.

The sound of the rain outside the window and the low hum of the air conditioner in the room mixed together restlessly, Zhuang Song put his arms around Gu Yan's neck, his skin was soft and white as jade, as if soaked in water.

Gu Yan kissed his soft lips: "Want to sleep?"

Zhuang Song looked at him and shook his head.

Some words can be understood without saying, Gu Yan touched Zhuang Song's face, and kissed him all the way from his lips to his chin in the sound of rain all night.

They are actually very familiar with each other.

In physical education class when I was young, I would not be so quiet when I was doing pull-ups or playing basketball. It’s not like I haven’t seen the other party come out of the shower wearing only big shorts and a towel on his shoulders.

But that is of course not the same thing as the current touch that is stained with possession and bonding.

As if possessed by a demon, Gu Yan couldn't take his eyes off at all. He felt that Zhuang Song was so good-looking. His waist was so thin that he could hold it with one hand, and it rose and fell with his movements.

Zhuang Song felt like being in the sea in a storm, being wet, torn apart, upside down in the waves, not only upside down, but also fascinated.

He wanted to scream, but he refused to scream. He bit Gu Yan when he felt that it was coming too hard, but he couldn't hold on in the end. After all, it was his lover, a young lover who had liked for many years, and was with him.Zhuang Song intermittently said that you are so kind, and that he hates you. The three words were smashed into sentences.

From the beginning to the end, Gu Yan said only one sentence: I love you.

Later, Zhuang Song cleaned up and curled up in the bed with red ears, Gu Yan went to get some food and came to accompany him, feeding him red bean paste spoon by spoon.

Zhuang Song lay there feeling that this was a disgrace, and said angrily, "You treat me like a sick man!"

Gu Yan said: "No, I will replenish your strength."

Zhuang Song almost flipped the bowl over.

Then Gu Yan showed him his arm, with a string of red and purple tooth marks on it, but fortunately, none of them were as hard as the previous bite, so as not to leave scars.

"You should change your ID." Gu Yan teased him, "Don't call him Kitty Claw, call him Puppy Tooth."

Zhuang Song wanted to lift the bowl for the second time.

But the feeling of being taken care of is quite good. Just now...although it hurts, it also feels good. After drinking half a bowl of red bean paste, he soon became tired. Afraid that the ground would hurt him, she finally wrapped him in her arms and kissed his hair.

"Good night." Gu Yan said, "I love you."

He said these three words every day, tirelessly, but never once made people feel perfunctory.

Zhuang Song half closed his eyes and said softly, "I love you too."

Gu Yan was stunned suddenly, but he didn't expect Zhuang Song to respond.

He stayed there for a while before carefully hugging him, his fingertips trembling a little, for fear of hurting Zhuang Song, he was so cute that he was about to explode.

She can only hug Zhuang Song, clasp his fingers with his fingers, and kiss his side face very meticulously, every kiss is like swearing.

-

The viewers in the live broadcast room were already very calm about Zhuang Song's appearance at Gu Di's place. It's not that there were no cps, but not many.

Most people regard them as roommates. What Gu Yan meant was that Zhuang Song could change the title of the live broadcast room at any time if he wanted to make it public, but Zhuang Song really didn't want to make it public, so he just got along like this all the time.

The audience in the live broadcast room knew that Kitten Claw and Gu Yan lived together, and Zhuang Song's mentor, classmates and colleagues all knew that his roommate picked him up and sent him to and from get off work every day.

Qixi Festival.

They had a meal together, and then came back to broadcast live. Zhuang Song's computer for playing games was next to Gu Di.But today Gu Yi didn't broadcast the game, and the Qixi Festival special was about chatting. He opened a YY channel for fans to grab the mic and ask questions.

After asking some simple questions such as "Who did Gu Gou spend Qixi with?" "When did you find a partner?" The next one to grab the mic said "I want to talk to Kitty's Claw."

"Why are you talking to him?" Gu Yan asked with a smile.

"Because I really like Kitten's Claw." The audience opposite replied, "I watch your live broadcast just to watch Kitten's Claw."

"My heart hurts." Gu Yan said half-jokingly, but the second half of the sentence was very serious, "Then I will call Maozhuo, but he is not an anchor, and he is not as thick-skinned as I am. Be gentle with him. Or I'll turn off your mic."

In [噫~~~~] of the barrage, Zhuang Song was called by Gu Ye.

He was quite surprised that someone actually pointed to him to talk.

"Mr. Cat's Claw, I will learn support from you, and I have become a master in solo queue!" The other party said enthusiastically.

"Huh?" Zhuang Song asked with a surprised smile, "Did you learn from me?"

"Yes, I took turns catching you in Brother Gu and Xiaohan's live broadcast room, and learned from you every day." The other party said, "Hey, I didn't want to talk about this today, but I just wanted to tell you, Teacher Maoclaw, I think you are special. Well, I wish you a happy Qixi Festival, I hope you will be happy and happy every day!"

Zhuang Song smiled after listening, his brows were curved and his eyes were shining.

This expression was later captured in the clips of many anchors' appearances, and many people came to Gu Yi's live broadcast room for him, this is a later story.

On the night of Qixi Festival, Zhuang Song smiled and answered the audience: "Don't worry, I will."

Then he raised his hand to turn off the microphone, turned off the camera, and looked at Gu Yan who was sitting beside him.

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then he came to his senses.

00:00, Chinese Valentine's Day.People who love each other will always come together.

[Why do you suddenly turn off the camera while swiping the screen? ? ? 】In the barrage, Gu Yi quickly moved to Zhuang Song's side.

Like many times in the past few months, and every time in the next few decades, a loving kiss fell on Zhuang Song's lips.