don't you regret

Zhuang Song stood by the door of the unit. Hearing what Gu Yan said, he didn't move any more. He smiled and asked, "What's the matter?"

The night is very quiet, as if you can hear your heartbeat.

Gu Yan looked at Zhuang Song, standing very straight, nervous with naked eyes.

Needless to say, the handsome guy wearing expensive and nice clothes but with a tense face looks quite interesting.

"Do you still remember what happened on New Year's Eve?" Gu Yan asked tentatively, "We were in the yard..."

"Remember." Zhuang Song laughed, unexpectedly, Gu Yan even had to reconfirm this.

Gu Yan seemed to relax a little bit, at least Zhuang Song didn't pretend to be stupid, but it seemed that his tension didn't ease too much, he took two deep breaths before saying:

"I don't know what you think after that day. I think about it every day, and I feel like it's not time yet. But today you are willing to come with me, maybe... I don't know, maybe I think too much But if you don’t ask, it’s not very positive.”

"I've said it too many times, but in short, I like you, so..."

Gu Di paused for a moment, but finally didn't dare to look into Zhuang Song's eyes: "Are you still willing to try to like me?"

In the night, Zhuang Song was leaning against the door, it was hard to judge what emotion he was in.The waiting time was very excruciating, Zhuang Song thought for a while before answering: "I don't know if I still want to."

"That's it." Gu Yan's tone dimmed, and when he looked at Zhuang Song, he forced himself to smile again, "Then I'm sorry, just pretend I didn't say..."

"Why don't you try it." Zhuang Song said.

Gu Yan stopped talking halfway, he opened his eyes wide and stared blankly at Zhuang Song.

Zhuang Song stood under the swaying tree branches in the neighborhood, leaning against the wall, his thin white shirt was blown by the wind, and his whole person seemed to have a hazy gleam.

What Zhuang Song said was not clear, but Gu Yan vaguely understood.

He was stunned in place, the overly strong emotions and unbelievable feelings made him dumb like a wooden man.It took a long time before I asked with a trembling voice, "...what to try?"

"Try it." Zhuang Song bent his lips, "Am I still in love with you?"

After this sentence fell, it seemed that the whole world was silent.

The sound of the wind, the moonlight, and even the breathing of the person opposite stopped.

How to try it.

When the body is touched, the heartbeat will speed up, and he will like to hug and kiss him.

Gu Yi must have understood the meaning of this sentence, he looked at Zhuang Song fixedly, his dark pupils looked very deep in the night.

Just when Zhuang Song began to feel that he had spoken too boldly and thought that if Gu Yan said something, he would regret it, he suddenly lost his focus and was hugged by Gu Yan into his arms.

The sudden hug, together with the sudden acceleration of the heartbeat, covered the long street with the gentle moonlight like water.

Without giving Zhuang Song time to repent, Gu Yan lowered his head.

The tip of the nose rubbed against the tip of the nose lightly, and then the lips pressed against it lightly.

The moment the lips touched, there was a feeling of rapid heartbeat.It was very soft, but it was also very hot. There was a faint electric current passing through it, which made people feel slightly numb, and could feel the heat from the other party's breath on their face.

Zhuang Song was a little dazed by his own reaction, but he was also a little addicted. He let Gu Yi touch him tentatively and kiss him.Even when Gu Yan kissed him lightly and carefully, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and quickly licked Gu Yan's lips.

This action caused Gu Yan to react greatly, as if he had been electrocuted, he suddenly separated from Zhuang Song.

He stared at Zhuang Song dumbfounded, but he didn't mean to dodge at all, and he couldn't even move his eyes away from Zhuang Song's face.

Gu Yan's voice was a little hoarse when he spoke: "You...do you mean 'yes'?"

Zhuang Song didn't answer, he hooked Gu Yan's neck.

Gu Yan didn't ask any more questions, just put his arms around him and kissed him again.

They kissed each other for the first time, but that's something you can't teach yourself.

The first time is the temptation, and after the connection is the kiss.

The intimacy lasted for a long time, at first it was gentle and tender, but later Gu Yan kissed deeply, as if he wanted to hold something tightly and express something.

Zhuang Song also became as fierce as Gu Yan, or even more fierce. He responded fiercely to Gu Yan, biting his lip.

At a certain moment, Zhuang Song realized that he was crying, which was not considered crying, but the kiss came many years late, and the strong and complicated emotions made him unable to control his reaction at all.

Has this person really changed, will he be as good as he said, what if he repeats the same mistakes, he doesn't have the courage to do it again.

As soon as such thoughts popped up in his mind, he was hugged tightly by Gu Yan.

As if she understood his mood, Gu Yan kissed his lips, then his face, the tip of his nose, and his brow.Finally, Gu Yi gently kissed Zhuang Song's eyes, wiped away the tears on his face, and kissed his mouth again.

"I will cherish your Ah Song, and I will treat you well." Gu Yan hugged him, his voice was a little trembling, "Thank you for still being willing to believe in me."

Zhuang Song closed his eyes and let Gu Yan hug him.

This person hugs people very hard and is very warm.

I am very familiar with this person, since I was 17 years old, I am so familiar with it that it is engraved in my bones, but now this expensive suit and the faint smell of perfume on him are very fresh.

I have seen his young and vigorous appearance, seen his bright and vigorous appearance, and also seen his most disgusting and unbearable appearance.

Has been carefully cared for, but also been stung.

He still retains all the shining points that made people's heartbeat when he was 17 years old, and he has also changed a lot of his former self and badness.

Now, being hugged by this person, listening to the rustling of the leaves in the evening wind, and listening to his solemn words, I will cherish it.

"I'm so annoying to you." Zhuang Song whispered.

Gu Yi kissed his hair and replied: "I like you."

Tired of being downstairs for a long time, and finally heard the sound of a car approaching from far to near, the two quickly separated, holding hands and sticking to the wall of the unit door.

Seeing the car passing away unconsciously from outside the green belt, the two looked at each other with a guilty conscience, and laughed together inexplicably.

After laughing, I realized that I was still holding hands.

Zhuang Song looked at the hands held together by the two, and pulled them out.

Gu Yan held him back to prevent him from running away.

Zhuang Song glared at Gu Yan, then pulled his hand again.

This time Gu Yi obediently let go.But after a pause for a few seconds, he tried to pull it up again.

"You are so clingy." Zhuang Song said.

Gu Yan didn't speak, just nodded.

"I'm going upstairs." Zhuang Song said.

"Can I be together?" Gu Yan immediately asked, "I can sleep on the floor, or I can sleep in the cat's nest."

"..." Zhuang Song looked at Gu Yan helplessly, and chuckled for a while, "You sleep in the cat's nest, the cat may think it's wrong."

But did not refuse.He walked in front, and Gu Yan followed behind obediently into the elevator.He kept holding Zhuang Song's hand, feeling that it would never be separated.

If you want to hold it so much, then let him hold it.

Anyway, I really like being held by him.

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Gu Di is a clingy person now, maybe it's because he lost it for too long, and finally regained it, so he doesn't want to separate for a second.When I went upstairs, I kept holding Zhuang Song's hand and kissed his fingertips earnestly.

Zhuang Song was quite refreshed when he came back, and he went to take a shower to prepare for his thesis.

After wiping his hair and coming out of the bathroom, he was startled:

Slippers were neatly placed on the floor mat at the door, drinks and snacks bought at an unknown time were placed on the coffee table next to it, and the kitten was still squatting beside it waiting.

Zhuang Song took a closer look and found that there was a bow decoration hanging around the kitten's neck. Gu Yan must have fought with it to hang it up.

"Gu Yi!" Zhuang Song couldn't laugh or cry, and shouted at the top of his voice.

"Here we come!" Gu Di rushed out like a wind.

The very expensive suit has been replaced by a very casual short-sleeved shirt and sweatpants. He opened his beautiful peach eyes and looked at Zhuang Song anxiously, "What's the matter?"

"You are too high school." Zhuang Song laughed, "Why is this?"

"I bought something to drink because I was afraid that you would be thirsty, I bought food because I was afraid that you would be hungry, and I prepared a cat because I was afraid that you would be in a bad mood." Gu Yan replied solemnly.

"..." Zhuang Song was almost at a loss for words, "Where's your suit?"

"It's put away." Gu Yan said uncomfortably, "The clothes are too expensive, and if they are scratched by cats, the loss will be a bit heavy."

Zhuang Song turned his head, wanting to laugh a little.

When Zhuang Song was writing his thesis, Gu Yan dragged a stool over and sat beside him to watch.

At first, he just looked at him, but then he carefully leaned over to hug him. Gu Yan also went to take a bath, and both of them had the same scent of lemon shower gel.

There wasn't any extra meat on Zhuang Song's waist, and it hurt to hug him, so he took the box of French fries he bought, and hugged Zhuang Song to feed him.

Zhuang Song was a little obedient when he was concentrating on his work. He was wearing a pair of glasses, and the lenses reflected the reflection of the display screen, and he was very serious.

He would eat when the food was brought to his mouth, and he would not hide from kissing his face. Gu Yi quickly found the trick and said to him: "I like you."

Zhuang Song, who usually said "You are so annoying", replied: "Yeah."

Gu Yan: "Do you like me?"

Zhuang Song: "Yes."

Gu Yan was ecstatic, and asked expectantly, "Then can you say you like me?"

Zhuang Song finished typing the sentence at hand slowly, and gave him a sideways glance: "It's almost done."

Gu Yan was dejected: "...Oh."

Then sleep at night.

Of course, Gu Yi would not be allowed to sleep on the floor or in the cat's nest, anyway, Gu Yi and Zhuang Song squeezed into the same bed with Zhuang Song.

Zhuang Song was still in a state of being arrogant or shy, anyway, he was unwilling to take the initiative to get too intimate with him, so Gu Yan hugged him from behind.

In the cold April of late spring, Zhuang Song was played with his mobile phone by Gu Die's arms, and Gu Die's embrace was very warm.He wanted to get close to Zhuang Song, but he didn't dare to make trouble with him, so he rubbed the back of Zhuang Song's neck and kissed him occasionally, which was very restless.

"Your hair makes me itchy." Zhuang Song fiercely said, "You are so annoying."

Gu Yan let out an "oh", and obediently moved his face down.

"That's not what I meant." Zhuang Song turned his head to look at the obedient Gu Yan, "You don't have to be like this..."

Before he finished speaking, Gu Yan moved forward and kissed him.

No one spoke in the room at once, and the heart-pounding ambiguous atmosphere spread, only the slight sound of breathing intertwined.

For a long time, Zhuang Song gave a low "hmm" and pushed Gu Yan, "No."

Gu Di was breathing heavily, kissed Zhuang Song's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Don't you want it?...I'll help you."

Zhuang Song's cheeks and ears turned suspiciously pink, but his tone was firm: "No."

Gu Yi said "Yes", then hugged Zhuang Song again, kissed him twice restrainedly, and then got up very quickly: "I'll go wash my face."

Zhuang Song turned his back and wrapped himself in the quilt, reciting the formula silently, pretending to be dead.

In fact, both of us were quite tired that day, both physically and mentally, and after a while they started to get tired.Before going to sleep, Gu Yan squeezed into Zhuang Song's bed, still hugging him from behind.

Calm down, with your back against your chest, you can feel Gu Yan's heart beating very fast.

Thinking about the two people who were still "friends" yesterday, and now they suddenly became intimate, there was a lingering throbbing in my heart.

Zhuang Song raised his hand to turn off the light, and looked back at Gu Yi. Gu Yi was lying there, as if playing with his mobile phone. Seeing Zhuang Song looking at him, he immediately put the phone beside him, sat up and kissed him.

Zhuang Song's ears turned red immediately, "Don't make trouble."

"Yeah." Gu Yan responded, and kissed him again.

Zhuang Song hammered Gu Yi for a while before lying down, still hugging him, and then his phone started to vibrate, he clicked on it and stared blankly, it was the standard good night message that he would receive every day since New Year's Eve.

- Gu Yan: Good night

-Gu Yi: [heart]

Zhuang Song was speechless, he still sent WeChat when everyone was around.Before he could say anything, the phone vibrated again, and at the same time, the person behind him hugged him tighter as if embarrassed.

- Gu Yan: I love you