don't you regret

Gu Yan himself didn't know what he was talking about.

After running around for a day helping the animal in the back seat, I didn't even make an appointment for a meal.

I originally wanted to make an appointment earlier, but felt that if I was misunderstood like that, I was too ambitious and the other party would refuse.

He didn't help out to have dinner with Zhuang Song, but he really wanted to have a meal together after helping.

I struggled and struggled, holding back all the way until I got off the plane and got on the highway. I felt that the time was almost up, so I offered the invitation.

It turned out to have been cut off long ago.

Still being scorched by the scorching sun.

Gu Yan gritted his teeth when he silently recited the name in his heart.

So he was disappointed and jealous, and talked a lot about it.

Do you think so?Indeed.But if you want him to admit that he is scorching hot and "considerate, handsome, good-looking and good at playing games", anyway, he wouldn't do it if he was killed in normal times.

While thinking about it, when Gu Yan habitually looked at the distance of the car behind him, he found Zhuang Song smiling in the rearview mirror.

Obviously amused by his nagging, his eyes were bent into beautiful arcs.

Gu Yan suddenly felt that it was okay for him to be a little jealous, and he didn't dare to be distracted too much, so he carefully turned his attention back to the road situation in front of him.I heard Zhuang Song lightly saying, "You're not bad either."

Gu Yan: "..."

What is this feeling of being comforted but not completely comforted?

-

It's not too late to get home, the landlord uncle warmly greeted him at the door because he got along well with Zhuang Song.

He happily waved to Zhuang Song: "Xiao Zhuang, long time no see!"

He walked forward quickly, "Come on, let me help you."

Later, I saw Gu Yan behind Zhuang Song carrying a large bag.

The uncle didn't watch the live broadcast, but he still had a little impression of the face of the young man who was guarding outside his door every day a year ago, and he stared at it suspiciously for a long time with frown.

It wasn't until Gu Yan walked past him that he heard the uncle say: "We are really friends."

Gu Yan: "..."

So what exactly was he before?

The house in the middle has been rented out to others, so the furniture has changed a bit, but before Zhuang Song moved in, the landlord had already hired a cleaner to clean it, so the overall look is familiar to him.

The kitten adapted to the environment quite quickly. At first, it stayed in the corner of the house and refused to come out. When Zhuang Song spread out the box to pack his clothes, it was already patrolling the room with its head up and its tail up.

Gu Yan is also helping Zhuang Song. He is not easy to use clothes, but he can help install the computer and sort out Zhuang Song's full box of documents.

Zhuang Song was hanging up his clothes seriously, when he suddenly heard a scream from Gu Yi next to him, and then roared full of resentment: "Zhuang Song! Come and take care of your cat!"

Zhuang Song was startled and turned his head quickly.

There is a computer desk next to his bed, and Gu Yan is installing the mainframe, and now he is in an extremely stiff independent posture of a golden rooster with his left foot on the ground and his right foot hanging in the air, with his focus entirely on his two hands resting on the table.

——The tabby cat 9.9 is hugging his shoes, as if "this is my swing and no one wants me to get off it".

Zhuang Song: "..."

If it weren't for Gu Yan's stinky face, Zhuang Song would really laugh out loud, even now Zhuang Song wants to turn his head away from laughing, but he still decides to be a human being.

He whistled, and 9.9 came off Gu Di's shoes, but there was already a claw mark on Gu Di's shoe, which was not cheap at first glance.

"Is your cat secretly venting your anger on you?" Gu Yi squatted down and pressed the upper of his shoe, then looked up at Zhuang Song, with a little smile in his eyes, as if complaining.

"I'm sorry. How much are the shoes?" Zhuang Song asked, "I'll pay you back."

"No, don't talk about losing money, I don't mean that." Gu Yan explained for a while.

Zhuang Song didn't quite understand, and stood there waiting for him to continue.

Gu Yan squatted there against the wall, and now there was no smile at all.He looked at the ground in a daze for a while, and then added in a low voice, "I just want to complain to you, can you stop being so estranged to me?"

Zhuang Song said "Oh", bit his lip, and said nothing.

Gu Yan was also speechless.

The whole day's busyness is actually nothing, and it's nothing to be jealous.

Now Gu Yan felt a sudden pain in his heart.

In the past, because of Zhuang Song, he sometimes felt wronged and tired. The first thought was to run back and talk to Zhuang Song.

It's a complaining tone, but it's actually asking for credit, or acting like a baby is fine.

Zhuang Song also knew what Gu Yi meant, and would coax him with a smile, or dislike him, but in fact Zhuang Song's dislike was also coaxing him.

At that time, Gu Yan would say, you want to treat me to dinner, but in fact, it is rare to ask Zhuang Song to treat me.

This time he also said this habitually, but Zhuang Song's first reaction was to be polite.

He offered compensation politely, and distanced himself from him politely.

Since becoming "suitors", they seem to be inseparable, and Zhuang Song has not always refused his approach.

Gu Yi didn't expect that Zhuang Song would like him, as long as Zhuang Song could be good friends with him like before, he would be very happy.

But at this time, when all kinds of Zhuang Songs are suddenly polite, Gu Yi will clearly realize that their current relationship is completely different from before.

What he said was not right, it wasn't that Zhuang Song deliberately divided him, it was that they were not as close as before.

Who is to blame.

blame himself.

Seeing that Gu Di was not in a good mood, Zhuang Song actually understood what he meant. Their memories were very similar. If Gu Di said that, he knew what Gu Di was thinking.

If you realized it at the time, you could coax him, but if you realized it later, you really didn't want to coax him.

Even though Gu Di had worked hard all day before and after running, he was still reluctant to coax him.

In the end, Gu Yan smiled, got up and continued to install the computer, Zhuang Song turned around and packed his clothes, letting silence and time pass the sudden embarrassment.

The room was almost tidied up, Zhuang Song ordered takeaway for Gu Yi, and Gu Yi saw that what he ordered was for one person, so he took it and said to go home to eat.

"By the way, tomorrow you will have dinner with the scorching sun, do you want me to pick you up?" Gu Yan asked.

"It's okay, it's not far away." Zhuang Song said.

He rejected many people with this tone, and Gu Yan also expected this answer, they are not close enough to talk freely, or stick together all day long.

Gu Yan let himself smile as easily as possible, and waved at Zhuang Song: "See you the day after tomorrow."

Zhuang Song nodded.

-

The appointment for dinner with Gu Yi was at 04 pm the next day, and at 30:[-] Gu Yi came to pick him up from Zhuang Song downstairs.

Unsurprisingly, I went to Dongmen Hot Pot. They always go to the university together. Later, the boss withdrew the shop and returned to his hometown. He just returned to the shop in Jiangzhou a while ago.

The store has changed its location, but it is still a small one. Not long after it reopened, there are already quite a few people.

Gu Yan had already made a reservation, and they found a seat near the inside to sit down.

The pot was brought up, and the dishes were brought up one by one.

I could feel that Gu Yan was not in a very high mood because of what happened the day before, but he tried his best to hide it, talking and laughing as usual, helping Zhuang Song adjust the ingredients, and handing Zhuang Song his favorite dishes in front of him.

Zhuang Song took the initiative to touch Gu Yi's drink cup, Gu Yi was taken aback, and bumped back with him in surprise.

Zhuang Song could see that Gu Yan was not happy today, and he could also feel that his emotions were completely controlled by him, because his words and deeds fluctuated greatly.

It's not that he doesn't know how to ease the relationship. The politeness and alienation between them, to resolve, is actually a matter of him taking a step forward.

But to be honest, he didn't really want to take that step forward.

The gap between them is not only a year, but also Zhuang Song's completely different state of mind.He will deliberately want to stay away, he doesn't want to be nice to that person, he doesn't want to, and he doesn't dare to get so close.He sometimes feels that it is bad for him to deliberately treat others harshly, and he will feel a little sorry when he sees Gu Yi's forced smile, but that is Gu Yi's own fault.

——Thinking of this, my heart hardened again.

The hot pot is still a familiar taste, and the boss is still the same old man, no matter how many customers there are, he will walk around the table.

Turning to Zhuang Song, he stared at it for a while, then slapped his thigh: "My child, you are from Tsinghua University! Did you always go to my place?"

Zhuang Song had just eaten a whole piece of hairy belly, and his mouth was stuffed. Hearing this, he looked at the boss in surprise and nodded, and hummed a few words.

"He said, do you still remember him?" Gu Digang was still eating food depressed, seeing that Zhuang Song was inconvenient to speak, so he immediately acted as an interpreter considerately.

"I remember, hey, you and I remember too, you two often come together." The uncle said with a smile.

"Yes." Gu Yan laughed, and this time he could see that he was really happy.

He directly took a bottle of beer from the freezer and gave it to the uncle, "Come and let me buy you a bottle."

"..."

Zhuang Song looked at the smiling uncle, then at Gu Yan who was smiling, and lowered his head to eat hot pot.

This man is really, there is nothing to show gallantry.

After dinner, the sun has set.

The new store is also on a snack street, which means there are small shops on both sides, and it doesn’t cost 200 yuan to eat a round, but the broken snack street with a particularly good business is full of fireworks.

"The taste of this store hasn't changed at all, has it?" Gu Yan said.

"Yeah." After eating, he felt much better, Zhuang Song had a little smile on his brows, "It feels like youth is back."

"Now you are very young too." Gu Yan said, "You—"

"boom!"

A sudden loud noise interrupted Gu Yan's words, and the sound resounded through the whole street, making people's eardrums numb.

Zhuang Song blurted out "Fuck", grabbed Gu Di's arm, pulled him, and the two of them took several steps back together.

In the loud noise, Gu Yan's first reaction was to take half a step forward to stand in front of Zhuang Song.

The expected flying sand and rocks or other scenes did not appear, but the whole street was frightened by the loud noise and fell silent for half a second.Until there was another "bang" and then a burst of "cracking" noises, everyone finally realized that someone was setting off firecrackers on the side of the street.

……

"There is something wrong!" Someone shouted first, "Won't the opening cannons be set off in the morning? It's dark and scary to set off cannons!"

"Call and ban it now, believe it or not!"

"Firing cannons in the street is equivalent to explosives/explosives, do you know that!"

The sporadic scolding sounds rose up, and the cursing sound was connected with the crackling of thousands of hanging whips, which was lively like black humor.

Zhuang Song heard these voices gradually filling the whole street again, his heart finally fell back to his chest when he raised his throat, his hands were a little weak from fear, but he was fine, it was just a false alarm.

He let out a long breath, and Gu Yan turned around to look at him, shook his head with a smile: "I'm really convinced. I was just scared to death."

"Yes." Zhuang Song's heart is still beating wildly, but his spirit is the most relaxed in these days. He smiled, "Is it crazy to set off cannons in such a narrow street? It scares people to death. Fortunately, there is no event."

"Well, fortunately, it's nothing serious." Gu Yan said.The tone is very serious.

Zhuang Song noticed Gu Yan's position, in fact, he noticed it just now.

The moment the loud noise appeared, his first reaction was to drag Gu Yi to run, and Gu Yi's first reaction was to block him, so...

He felt a little hot.But Gu Yan suddenly said: "Hey, has anyone ever told you that you are particularly energetic when you swear."

"Ah?" Zhuang Song's emotion was completely disturbed by this sentence. He was stunned for a few seconds before he realized what Gu Yan was talking about, and he was stunned for a few seconds before he recalled. Fuck."

He suddenly turned from being moved to being speechless, "No... no, what's so exciting about it."

"Yes, that damn sentence just now is very handsome." Gu Yan said.

"If someone calls someone handsome, don't you be M." Zhuang Song clicked his tongue.

"No, Wen Wen Jingjing is so fierce when she's alone, what a cute contrast. Besides, you're not the one who scolded me, so why call me M." Gu Yan argued with him.

Zhuang Song raised the corner of his mouth, and habitually turned back: "I mean, I have to scold you to prove it? You are stupid."

After saying this, both of them froze.

The evening wind blew across the street, blowing away the fire clouds overhead, and the whole sky was a brilliant pink.

All things in mind are extremely relaxed at this moment, and everyone seems to be closer than usual.

Gu Yan stared blankly at Zhuang Song, then suddenly smiled.

I laughed very happily.