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"Ordinary friends, right? Alright."

The landlord looked at Gu Yan who was leaning against the wall with a schoolbag outside the door, but he didn't really believe it.

How could there be an "ordinary friend" who came over four and a half times in five days, and his attitude towards this kid was so bad that he almost chased him away with a broom. This kid is quite persistent.

But the landlord is Zhuang Song's friend, not this kid's friend.

Since Zhuang Song said that they were just ordinary friends, and deliberately mentioned the word "ordinary" to distance the relationship, then this kid must have done something immoral.

The landlord of course turned to Zhuang Song.

"Okay, I see, what about that schoolbag?" the landlord asked, "Is it yours?"

"Oh, yes." After receiving Zhuang Song's answer, the landlord hung up the phone and opened the door.

Gu Yan raised his eyes to look at him the moment he heard the door open.

"Handsome guy, give me this bag." The landlord said, "I'll mail it to him for you."

"No." Gu Yan refused, "I will send it myself."

"Hey, I've told you ten thousand times, I can't give you someone else's address." The landlord frowned, "Think about it yourself, is this feasible?"

"You call him and tell him the address I asked, and he will tell you." Gu Yan said, "Say my surname is Gu, I..."

"Of course I told him." The landlord interrupted Gu Yan impatiently, "Let me tell you, this is what he said in his original words, 'Please send me the schoolbag, if he doesn't want to give it to you, then forget it. It's nothing important', understand?"

Gu Yan immediately understood the subtext, and asked in disbelief: "He would rather not give me the address when he doesn't want anything?"

"That's right." The landlord nodded, "I've been told that you are just an 'ordinary friend' and obviously won't tell you your address."

"What am I?" Gu Yan's complexion changed suddenly, he didn't even notice that he wouldn't tell the address such a ruthless truth, he mumbled and repeated, "Ordinary friend?"

Seeing the instantly pale face of the handsome guy opposite, the landlord felt a little emotional.

But after thinking about it, if Zhuang Song's good-tempered kid can cut off his seat with him, that handsome guy still deserves more.

So the landlord said cooperatively: "That's right, just ordinary friends."

"What ordinary friends!" Gu Yi said anxiously, "We are..."

The words suddenly stopped here, and Gu Di suddenly didn't know, what are they?

good friend?This is so childish.

classmate?Not as good as friends.

... lovers?

But this is a relationship he himself has repeatedly denied.

So at the end of the day, it seemed like they were just ordinary friends.

"Handsome guy, I don't think you'll come here anymore, you'll feel bad if you stay here every day, and I'll feel bad too." The landlord said, "Instead of pestering me, why don't you think about how to repair the relationship, doesn't it make sense?"

Gu Di didn't know if it made sense, he nodded casually, thinking in a confused state, "So we're just ordinary friends."

But didn't he say it himself?

He kept telling Zhuang Song that they were just friends.

So what is he suffering now?

"Then this schoolbag—?" the landlord asked again.

For a moment, Gu Yi had the idea of ​​"I want to keep this bag, because it belongs to Zhuang Song", but after another thought, of course Zhuang Song's things should be returned to Zhuang Song.

When handing the schoolbag to the landlord, an idea flashed across Gu Di's mind:

If it was someone else, he would definitely return it to the original owner, but why did he have the idea of ​​taking it for himself just now?

He seems to have no sense of boundaries for Zhuang Song, and often thinks "what do I want from Zhuang Song" instead of "what does Zhuang Song want".

So has he been... Bullying Zhuang Song extraordinarily?

This kind of thought made Gu Yan feel bad, so he went to ask Qiuri again, every time he asked Qiuri, he felt quite humiliated, and Qiuri would seriously say "Brother Gu, I'm sorry, don't blame me" and then scolded him Bloody head.

Qiu Ri never asked about the relationship between Gu Yi and Zhuang Song, maybe even as straightforward as he could see that the relationship was a bad debt that couldn't be cleared up, he just said seriously, brother, you are really too much to Brother Xiao Zhuang.

This annoyed Gu Yi, and he began to feel guilty.

Like every quarrel before, he calmed down after a few days, and began to realize that he was wrong, and wanted to apologize to Zhuang Song.

But this time Zhuang Song blocked him, and Gu Yan asked Qiu Ri to ask if Zhuang Song would like to add it back, but Zhuang Song said no.This made him very unhappy again.

In the past few days, Gu Yan slowly discovered that he seemed to be extremely harsh on Zhuang Song, and his temper was particularly bad in front of Zhuang Song. It seemed that Zhuang Song could easily make him angry, but when he calmed down and thought about it, Zhuang Song didn't do what.

This made him feel even worse, but he failed to find Zhuang Song several times in a row, which hurt his self-esteem more or less.

For so many years before, Zhuang Song had been by his side all the time, even if there was a quarrel, as long as he went to look for it after the energy passed, Zhuang Song would reply him immediately.

The only disconnection was when Zhuang Song and Xia Jia reconciled, but that time he didn't want to contact Zhuang Song, because he couldn't stand Zhuang Song and wanted to reconcile with Xia Jia, so he reconnected, and Zhuang Song came back immediately.

So now Gu Yan couldn't bear to go on looking for Zhuang Song, so he could only play his own game angrily.

Gu Di is a full-time anchor, with a large body and many fans, so even if he is very troubled these days, the live broadcast cannot be interrupted.

As usual, sometimes Wuhei, sometimes playing singles and duos, but without Zhuang Song, he often felt that Wuhei was meaningless.

Teammates can also feel Gu Yi's depression, Xinghe will call different assistants to cooperate with Gu Yi, there are boys and girls, there are hard assistants and soft assistants, they are all assistant anchors.

He should hope that Gu Yi can make some new friends, but Gu Yi is really not in that mood. He is simply fulfilling his duties as an anchor, and put the auxiliary channel number in his live broadcast room.

Occasionally, I joke a few words, but more focus is on my own game.

The barrage also felt that Gu Yi laughed less recently, but Gu Yi still pays attention to the live broadcast effect, and it is impossible to vent his anger on the audience, so the audience at most just calls Gu Boss again—that is, "Gu Yi is boss Face" - this nickname, I thought he had changed his live broadcast style.

It's purely intentional, oh no, the account "CNC Machining and Programming" has never been online again, neither Dianyi nor Canyon Top, but Kitty Claw will play with the scorching sun every night for a while.

Gu Yi often realizes suddenly while waiting for the game that he is emptying out Zhuang Song's ashesed ID in the friend list.

That day, Xinghe called a female anchor, who played with cats, and Gu Di played with Samira, who was hanging on Gu Di.

This female anchor has a certain size, so she has to interact with the barrage from time to time just like Gu Yi. Gu Yan made an expression, and Gu Yan also made an expression for her.

Then Gu Yan heard her unfriendly barrage: "What do you mean playing with a cat to pick up a man? Other heroes are heroes, but cats are not heroes? Samira has 15 heads and equipment is so good. I don't want to hang him. Who? Some I really don’t know what the barrage is thinking, this is the League of Legends, not the League of Flirting Thank you.”

Gu Yan has the same opinion as her, he is just a hero, a way to play, if you want to talk about online dating, just...

His thoughts stopped abruptly, and Gu Yan suddenly remembered that night that he dared not recall until now.

He remembered how he yelled at Zhuang Song, "Wouldn't it be sweet to play with a cat on someone else's body?"

I also think of that moment, Zhuang Song's eyes widened slightly because of shock.He obviously didn't pay much attention to it at that time, but in retrospect, every expression of Zhuang Song was so vivid and impressive.

So why can he say it to Zhuang Song because he is angry even though he thinks that kind of words are disgusting.

Did he go too far with Zhuang Song?

Gu Yi's mood that day was not very good because of this incident, and it got worse after Qiu Ri shared a post with him.

In addition to professional players, their grievances and enmities among big anchors are also hot topics of discussion on the post bar.

Gu Yi usually doesn't bother to look at those, but the title of the post is "A brief analysis of the recent whereabouts of Kitten's Claw", so Gu Yi can't pretend not to see it.

The post actually said bad things about Zhuang Song. It probably means that Zhuang Song is very scheming. After using the ID of Kitten Claw to get enough heat around Gu Yi, he dumped Gu Yi and stopped playing with the new AD. Even the ID All have been changed to clear the relationship.

In this way, Zhuang Song took Gu Yi to the live broadcast ceremony to show his face, and then switched to other lesser-known ADs and could be a support father, playing a good game of chess.

The fabrication is quite outrageous, but the rumors are serious.

The key point is that there are people who really believe that Zhuang Song is the kind of green tea that has both sides.

"I'm convinced." Gu Yan became angrier the more he watched, "Are these people crazy?"

"Brother, Brother Xiao Zhuang didn't do these things." Qiu Ri said, "You have to speak for him."

"I know." Gu Yan replied calmly.

The first thing is to let the agent ask him to find a legal complaint to spread rumors, but for the people who eat melons, Gu Yi has to stand up and be convincing.

Gu Yi thought about what to say for a long time. He couldn't say that Zhuang Song had quarreled with him, and he didn't want to push the reason for the separation to Zhuang Song. That would be too unmanly.

In the end, after thinking about it, he could only say that because the guild recently asked him to bring a new anchor, there was no way to continue to reserve a parking space for Zhuang Song, so Zhuang Song went to play with his friends. The ID is the class that Zhuang Song is taking recently, of course he wanted to He can change whatever he wants.

Gu Yi also said that Zhuang Song and him are good friends, and hoped that the audience would not be distracted by rumors, let alone say things that hurt his friend.

Originally, Kitten's Claw had a good impression on the audience, but after Gu Di came out to refute the rumors, naturally no one said that anymore.

Qiu Ri said: "Brother Gu, you are so kind!"

Gu Yan said, "Who are you facing?"

Qiu Ri said generously, "I'm looking forward to both of you!"

Gu Yan thought to himself, it's okay, but he was really wronged, Zhuang Song ignored him, he was in a bad mood these days, but he still had to speak good words for Zhuang Song and refute rumors for him, and Zhuang Song didn't care about him at all. Will not miss him well.

Just as Gu Di was about to laugh at himself, he suddenly remembered the past.

He and Zhuang Song were awkward, he would deliberately ignore Zhuang Song, and would not communicate with his teammates. When his teammates asked about the situation in the bottom lane, Zhuang Song could only speak on the mic, and he had to use his usual gentle and smiling tone.

He didn't reply to Zhuang Song's news, and sometimes he felt that Zhuang Song had lost his temper, but he felt that he didn't do anything wrong and he didn't care. After being treated coldly, Zhuang Song would be fine after a while, and he was as gentle and gentle as before.

Gu Di had never thought about it from Zhuang Song's point of view before, because he would never put anyone's mood into it.

This time, he finally realized it vaguely, and if he replaced himself in Zhuang Song, he was already suffering so much that he was going crazy.

Zhuang Song has always been a very particular and decent person, and at those times he must have been many, many times more wronged than Gu Yan who just posted a post to refute the rumors.

And he never knew it.

Gu Yan felt that he was a brain-dead before.

Only then did he realize that he had done so many stupid things and caused Zhuang Song to suffer so many grievances.

He seriously wanted to apologize, and didn't intend to fight any more. He seemed to finally understand some of Qiu Ri's words against him—not just to reconcile with Zhuang Song.

So the next day, Gu Yi asked for leave and didn't live broadcast. When it was time for the live broadcast, he went to the tuba on the top of the canyon.

After squatting for more than an hour, I finally saw the ID of "Kitten Claw" light up.

Gu Yi immediately chatted privately.

After sending out the sentence "A Song", he was suddenly worried that Zhuang Song would delete his friend, but fortunately, this did not happen.

Zhuang Song replied quickly, with a "?"

When Gu Di saw Zhuang Song replying to his message, even if it was just a question mark, he felt very excited.

He quickly said, don't delete my friend, I want to apologize to you.

Zhuang Song said, yes.

Gu Yan asked again, can you speak?

Zhuang Song said no, it was inconvenient.

Gu Yan was a little disappointed, but he still said, well, I will tell you by typing.

Then he seriously apologized to Zhuang Song.

After learning to empathize, Gu Yan reflected a lot on his wrong behavior. He told Zhuang Song about his recent experience, and told him his feelings.

Gu Yi apologized and said that he shouldn't have said such disgusting things to Zhuang Song that day, he didn't mean that, he didn't mean it.He also knew that Zhuang Song must be very angry with these words, if Zhuang Song wanted to scold him, he could scold him casually.

Zhuang Song replied, it doesn't matter, he can understand.

Gu Yan asked again, did he receive the schoolbag?

Zhuang Song said it was received.

Gu Yi said it was what he should have done, and he said he was sorry Ah Song, I have caused you a lot of grievances before, and I sincerely regret it.I will definitely think about it for you in the future, thinking about your mood.

Zhuang Song replied with a smiley face and said thank you.

Gu Yan was suddenly a little nervous. He typed a few times anxiously, and finally sent out the words he wanted to type.

He asked, are you still angry with me?

Zhuang Song said, don't be angry anymore.

Gu Yi breathed a sigh of relief, he was finally a little happier, he asked, then let's make up, shall we?I will never make you angry again this time, I promise.

After two seconds, Zhuang Song replied:

- no.

-

Gu Di was stunned for a moment, and all the words he had prepared to make Zhuang Song happy were stuck in his mind.

Zhuang Song said "no"?

He suddenly panicked and typed wrong words several times with trembling hands. He asked, what is "no"?

Zhuang Song said that he just didn't want to reconcile.

Gu Yan asked at a loss, don't you want to make up with me?Why don't you want to reconcile?

It took several seconds for Zhuang Song to come back.

In fact, it was the normal typing speed, but those few seconds seemed to Gu Yi almost the longest few seconds in his life.

- Kitten's Claw: Because our personalities are really not suitable.

- Kitten's Claw: I have nothing else to do, good night.

Looking at these two lines, Gu Yan's mind went blank. He completely forgot to reply and didn't know how to reply. He didn't even know when Zhuang Song went offline.

Before that, although there was no contact with Zhuang Song for several days, and although the dispute was almost the biggest in these years, in Gu Yi's heart, it was still just a quarrel.So although he was very angry and troubled, he also seriously planned how to apologize and how to reconcile.

Until just now, he finally understood that Zhuang Song wasn't making trouble this time, he really didn't want to get along with Gu Yan anymore.

The feeling of real "losing" was like icy waters overwhelming him, leaving him at a loss as to what to do.

He felt that his heart was sinking non-stop, and all emotions lost their focus for a moment, and he didn't know where it would sink.

It took Gu Di seven years to learn to really care about Zhuang Song.

He really realized that he was wrong, he wanted to take Zhuang Song seriously, and wanted to rethink their relationship.

He really regretted it.

But Zhuang Song didn't wait for him.