wake up from dream

Rong Ruo didn't say anything and left Qingyuan, Ziqing just cried bitterly, Xiaoju and Mammy ran into the room when they heard the voice, but Ziqing didn't say anything, just crying there alone.She couldn't understand the purpose of God's arrangement like this?If Rong Ruo didn't show up, maybe I could pretend that nothing happened. If Rong Ruo didn't fight for it, I could pretend that Rong Ruo had accepted his fate, but Rong Ruo showed up and wanted to take her to fight for the last chance. How could I not know Rong Ruo's future path?On the road ahead, she, Xia Ziqing, has nothing to do with him, Nalan Rongruo.

"Princess, why don't you just say something, what's the matter?" Mammy was anxious at the side, she couldn't persuade Ziqing.Ziqing cried and cried, the more sad she felt, the more she felt that fate was unfair, the more she felt wronged, but, sometimes, this so-called unfair fate can make you live longer, longer...

"Mommy, what should I do? This is..." Xiaoju was also very anxious.But she knew less about the princess than Mammy, and Mammy didn't even know what happened to the princess, so how could she know about it?

"Forget it, since the princess wants to cry, then let the princess cry, you go and watch outside the door, don't let anyone in." After Xiaoju went out, she said to Ziqing: "Princess, since you have Just cry out if you are wronged, but after crying this time, you will live well in the future." Nanny gently hugged Ziqing, patted her shoulder, as gentle as coaxing a child.Mammy's embrace warmed Ziqing, Ziqing also turned around and hugged Mammy tightly, like a wronged child crying to his mother...

"Princess, didn't you figure it out that day? Why do you look like this today?" Mammy said, stroking Ziqing's back.

"Mommy... I, see..." Ziqing originally wanted to cry to Mammy, but thinking of it, it's better for fewer people to know about it. After all, Ziqing can always reserve With a sense of reason, she can cry, cry loudly, but she does not allow herself to push Rong Ruowang further into the quagmire.

"Princess, it's fine if you don't want to say it. It's just that this old servant only hopes that the princess will be well. That's enough."

"Thank you, Nanny." Apart from saying thank you, Zi Qing didn't know what words to express her feelings at this moment.

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Suddenly Xiaoju's voice came from outside the door, "Nurse, please come out for a while." Maybe it was something that Xiaoju couldn't decide by herself, so she called her out.The nanny helped Ziqing to the side of the bed, and let Ziqing rest on her back. Ziqing, who had been crying for a long time, no longer had the strength to take care of things outside the house, and she was even less in the mood to take care of things. Said, if there was no early expectation, Ziqing would not be so sad now...

Ziqing just stared blankly at the floor, not thinking about anything, but how can she control her head and heart, everything is out of his control, just like her current destiny, it is not something she can control. Mastered.

"Ziqing." When Geng Juzhong saw Ziqing who was in a daze, his heart ached. Is this the Xia Ziqing he knew?Is this Xia Ziqing who can still eat, drink, and take a nap even after being captured and imprisoned by Ning Runyi?Is this Xia Ziqing shouting for herself to eat well and sleep well?Is this Xia Ziqing who still has a savage temperament even though Jingfeng frightened her?this is not!This Xia Ziqing, why didn't she lose her smile at all?

"Zi Qing..." After calling several times in a row, Zi Qing regained consciousness from her own world, but when she saw Geng Juzhong, she suddenly didn't know what to say?What should I say?

"Ziqing, are you... all right? Why have you become like this after being in the palace for a while?" Geng Juzhong didn't hide his heartache anymore. At this moment, he no longer needed to hide his true thoughts. Because Xia Ziqing in front of him, no, He Shuo Roujia is finally going to be his wife.

"Geng Juzhong..." Zi Qing only said one name, and couldn't go on anymore. This man, this man she is about to marry, she only regarded him as her elder brother...

"You...why are you crying..." Geng Juzhong finally asked, he didn't know if this Ziqing was still in love with that high-ranking monarch, he didn't know why that high-ranking monarch was willing to send him away His wife was returned to him. He didn't know why that person had clearly said that Jiaer was dead, so why did Xia Ziqing come back as Jiaer?He doesn't know everything, but wants to know desperately.

"I... have always... regarded you as my elder brother..." That's enough, just this one sentence is enough, as smart as Geng Juzhong, how could he not understand what Zi Qing meant?After hearing this, Geng Juzhong stood there blankly, just looking at Ziqing, and Ziqing also looked straight at each other without avoiding it, which made Geng Juzhong even more sad.why?The woman in front of me has never really belonged to me?So what if she is about to be his wife?She only regarded him as an elder brother, and sent his love into a dark hell...

"I really love you, and I will treat you well. It doesn't matter if you don't like me now, I can give you time until you are willing to accept me, okay? Ziqing?" Geng Juzhong approached Ziqing, knelt down and held her Holding Ziqing's hand and said.

"But I... I already have someone I like, I'm afraid..." Ziqing is afraid that Geng Juzhong will not be able to wait for that day. There is a saying that falling in love with someone is just a momentary thing, but it takes a long time to forget someone. It will take a lifetime... Maybe Ziqing doesn't have a lifetime to forget, and Heshuo Roujia will leave this world in the 12th year of Kangxi, so there is no time, and there is no time to forget a person, let alone to forget What about falling in love with someone?Even if he didn't fall in love with Geng Juzhong, but just accepted him, that year was far from enough.

"I can wait, okay?" Geng Juzhong held Ziqing's hand tightly to show his determination.

"I... I'm sorry." Ziqing understood that time was running out, so why should she give Geng Juzhong hope?Besides, knowing that he might be He Shuo Roujia's stand-in, in just one more year, Geng Juzhong would lose his wife again.

"Even if you don't want to today, I will wait..."

"I'm Xia Ziqing." Ziqing suddenly became very calm, looked up at Geng Juzhong, coldly, as if she wanted to pull Geng Juzhong out of the dream that she was Roujia, and gave him the last pain, so that in the future Maybe it won't hurt like that...

"I know." I know Geng Juzhong's words, but Ziqing was so confused that she didn't know what to say.

"You know? I mean, I'm not Roujia, I'm Xia Ziqing, and the person you love is not me Xia Ziqing!"

"How do you know I don't love you? Yes, I loved Roujia, I said earlier, I buried Roujia in my heart, and you are in my heart." A person, a man, admitted There are two women in my heart, and it can be like this, so that I can't feel that he is artificial, hypocritical, disgusting, and playful. I can only say that he is really, really in love...

"I can't make any promises to you, but I really thank you for being so kind to me, even though you know I'm not Roujia." Zi Qing finished with a smile, and then pulled out the hand tightly held by Geng Juzhong.

"No matter what you think now, I only believe that one day you will be moved by me and become my real wife." Geng Juzhong was as firm as a vow.