wake up from dream

Ziqing who returned to the yard could no longer be herself, and now sitting there was Heshuo Roujia, there was no woman named Xia Ziqing in this world, and all the eunuchs and maids in the room also changed their names to "princess". And Xiaoju and Momo also returned to the yard, following their master.

"Princess, the emperor issued a decree, saying that the princess living here is not in accordance with the rules, and she will move to Qingyuan immediately." The mother said to Zi Qing who was already Rou Jia.

"Then move. When will we go there?" If this is an arrangement of fate and we cannot escape after all, why not face it calmly?Let's talk about it later.

"The father-in-law who just came to pass the decree said that the princess can go there after the Qingyuan is cleaned up. In fact, the old slave and Xiaoju stay there every day, and they clean up every day! I guess the princess will be able to move in a while. It's gone." Mammy said to Ziqing.

"Okay, then I'll wait here! Come and report when you're done!"

"Yes, princess." Seeing that Ziqing seemed to be in a bad mood, Mammy retreated to the side. At this time, Xiaoju was coming in from the door. Looking at the smile on her face, she knew that Xiaoju must have brought some good news .

After Xiaoju invited Ann, she ran to Ziqing and said the news she had brought, "Princess, the Empress Dowager is very happy that you can return to the palace this time. The maidservant just came back from Qingyuan and said that it was the emperor The queen mother gave the princess a lot of things! And the emperor also gave a lot!" Xiaoju still has a childlike heart, but everything else is under the care of Madam Xu, Ziqing will not make any mistakes, and Xiaoju's frankness goes well with Ziqing.

"Really? I know." Zi Qing didn't think too much about what was rewarded or bestowed, but she just knew that the current self is not her own, so what's the importance of other things?Even if it is glory, it is not her own glory, all of this belongs to Heshuo Roujia...

"Princess, what's the matter? Are you unhappy? This is a great favor! Others may not be able to expect it for a lifetime, but the princess is so dismissive?" Xiaoju was very puzzled by Ziqing's attitude, In her opinion, with such favor, she would probably be willing to die immediately.

"Xiaoju! Why are you talking to the princess? How can you be so presumptuous? There is no taboo in speaking, be careful how your head will fall off someday?" The mother scolded Xiaoju righteously, and Xiaoju looked like me Looking very aggrieved, Ziqing wanted to laugh when she saw it.

"Mommy, Xiaoju knows, can't Xiaoju change it?"

"Princess..." Mammy was about to intercede with Xiaoju, but Ziqing interrupted her. In fact, Ziqing had nothing to be angry about.

"Mammy, that's all, the three of us are together, so we don't have to be so restrained in speaking." Zi Qing smiled and said to Nanny, then turned to Xiaoju and said, "But Xiaoju, you can only think about it when there are only three of us." Say what you say, if there are other people around, you must not do this, if someone listens to you, you may cause trouble and suffer." The more favored you are, the more you should keep a low profile. Otherwise, there are not a few people in the imperial palace who are jealous and jealous. I'm afraid you don't even know who hurt you!

"Yes, princess, Xiaoju has remembered. The princess has never been the same as other masters, so Xiaoju dared to say it. Xiaoju will be careful in the future."

"It's good to know, Nanny and Xiaoju are the closest people to me in this palace, you have to be good all the time, otherwise..." Zi Qing stopped here, not crying, but thinking of her relationship with her. Princess Shuo, if I didn't take good care of Xiong Aiju and Nanny instead of her, how could I feel sorry for myself?

"Princess?" Seeing Ziqing like this, Mammy didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Princess, don't worry, Xiaoju and Nanny will take good care of us, but, princess, today you have regained your status and are going to marry your concubine, are you unhappy?" Although Xiaoju knew about the princess and Kangxi, but The servants are not allowed to inquire about the master's affairs, so they know little about the love between Roujia and Kangxi. Of course, the nanny is older, and the princess will also talk to her about her heart. She naturally knows that the princess's lover is not Geng Juzhong. .

"Okay, Xiaoju, the tea is cold, go and get another pot." Nanny pushed Xiaoju away.

"Princess, are you still thinking about the emperor?" Mammy thought that the princess couldn't let go of her beloved, although she didn't know what happened to make her feel like this, but she could see that the princess was not willing.

"Mom, tell me, if I marry Geng Juzhong... will I be happy... We don't love each other... Aunt Su Mo'er said I should cherish my blessings, but I..."

"Princess, the matter has been decided, and there is no chance of turning back. The empress dowager's arrangement must have her old reason. Princess, how can you know that it is not a blessing? The emperor gave you and the forehead a few years ago. Well, things developed to this point later, this is something that no one expected, the old slave thought, maybe this is the princess' blessing! By the side of the emperor, the princess can only hide in a place where others can't see. Now, Marrying the forehead consort, the princess will be able to meet people in an open and aboveboard manner." Mammy slowly analyzed the whole matter, but Mammy was talking about Kangxi and Roujia, while Ziqing was thinking about herself and Rongruo, The situation is roughly the same, and Mammy's analysis is also very reasonable, maybe it's time for Ziqing to let go...

"But a marriage without love...how can it survive?"

"Princess, I boldly ask, how many people in this palace can have true love? There is only one emperor, but there are countless concubines in the harem. How many people can have love with the emperor? In the end, it is you, the princess, A woman who doesn't belong to the palace, isn't she? People who love each other don't necessarily have a destiny to marry, but if they don't love each other now, how do they know they won't love in the future?"

"Mammy. I see, thank you!"

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"Princess, the Qingyuan has been cleaned." said a court lady.

"Then let's go there! Just take the things I packed there, and forget about the rest." Zi Qing didn't have many things, except for a few clothes of the maids of the Qing Dynasty, and a few personal items. What to bring, these things are also packed by Ziqing, just take them there.

Qingyuan.A long-lost name, a long-lost yard.After a while, I finally came back. I thought I could take the opportunity to leave the palace, but I didn't expect to come back with this identity in the end, and then leave with this identity after a while...

"Princess, the emperor is already in the room." As soon as she stepped into Qingyuan, a maid stepped forward and said to Ziqing.

"Your Majesty?" Zi Qing was very surprised, she didn't expect Kangxi to appear at this time, and she didn't know how the Empress Dowager Xiaozhuang persuaded Kangxi, Kangxi actually gave him a lot of rewards?

"See the emperor, the emperor is auspicious." Zi Qing entered the room and saluted.

"Get up! Sit down." Kangxi waved his hand to make the servants in the room retreat, and turned around and sat in the upper seat.

"Thank you, Your Majesty." After finishing speaking, Zi Qing sat down on the lower seat.

"I didn't expect you to choose this way, I thought you would choose me..." Kangxi's tone was unprecedentedly calm, but it was hard to hide his helpless mood, and there was a little puzzlement in it.

"Your Majesty, the matter has come to this point, what else is there to say?" Ziqing never thought that Xiaozhuang would tell Kangxi like this, it was Ziqing's own choice, and yes, joining said it was a lottery, Kangxi might not agree to this thing.

"You have nothing to tell me?"

"Thank you, Your Majesty, for your great love for Roujia, and for rewarding so many things." She lowered her eyebrows and looked pleasing to the eye, as if she was a palace official.

"Is that the only sentence? Nothing else?"

"Your Majesty, I just hope that there are some things. If you can take it easy, let's take it easy! Why do you make it difficult for others, but for yourself? Just like Roujia's incident, in fact, the emperor is too persistent, and sometimes insists on it." It may not be a bad thing, but if you are too persistent, you will become stubborn, which may not be a good thing." Looking up at Kangxi, his eyes met with Kangxi's, maybe only in this way can Kangxi know that Ziqing's words are from the heart , rather than deal with it at will.

"Persistence? Stubbornness? Forget it. What's the use of saying these things now? Mama Mama said you wanted it. I didn't believe it at first, but now that I look at you, I don't understand you."

"The emperor doesn't believe it? Then why are you rewarding so many things?"

"I am just testing you. If you are willing, you will definitely accept my reward. If you are not willing, then you must be clamoring to see me. But in the end..." Kangxi sighed, and tapped lightly with his hand. knocked on the table.

"It seems that the emperor doesn't understand me! It's just that he doesn't fully understand me." Yes!Kangxi learned part of the real Roujia and part of Ziqing, but he failed to fully understand these two people, which led to Roujia's departure. As for Ziqing, she never belonged to the palace, so naturally she did not stay. Necessary.

"That's right! I don't understand everything, otherwise you wouldn't have left me, and you still haven't forgiven me..." The whole room could only hear Kangxi's knocking on the table and his sighing.

"Your Majesty, maybe it's not that you don't forgive, but that you don't have the courage to forgive. Once you have been hurt by love, it is very difficult to muster up the courage to love again." Maybe this is also Roujia's mood, love It takes courage. When she fell in love with Kangxi for the first time, Roujia plucked up the courage to confess to him, plucked up the courage to leave the capital, and gave birth to Yanluo, but after she did the bravest thing in her life, If she doesn't get an equal response, she will worry about gain and loss, and in the end she can only choose to escape.

"Your Majesty, Yanluo... what are you going to do?"

"Let's take a look again. I think Mama Huang really likes Yandiao. I can let Su Mo'er be Yandao's foster mother."

"Well, if Yanluo can be taken by Madam Su Mo'er, then I can rest assured. Madam is a very powerful woman. I believe that Yanluo must have had a good childhood." If it was under Su Mo'er's education, When she grows up, even if Yanluo is not a talented woman, she must be a woman with a very good heart. In this way, Ziqing has an explanation for Roujia...