wake up from dream

"Sister, what did Lian'er tell you that made you listless all day?" Bai Lan asked while wiping the table.

"I didn't say anything, I was just thinking about something, don't worry."

"Can I not be worried? You didn't make a sound when you took the medicine just now. Isn't that absent-minded? You said nothing."

"Okay, I get it. Why are you acting like an old lady? You're so wordy." She smiled and gave Bai Lan a look.Bai Lan treated me like a family member, and I occasionally joked with her.

"Didn't I care about you? I still think of me as an old lady. I won't dare in the future, sister!" Why don't you dare, there are so many words!Especially my sister's words are the most important.

"Okay, you know I'm joking with you! Don't get angry with me."

"I know, okay, sister, you should rest yourself!" After saying that, she was about to go out.

"Wait a minute, Bai Lan, can you help me find pen and ink?"

"Sister, do you want to practice calligraphy?"

"No, I want to write a letter."

"Writing a letter? Could it be that...you want to write to the forehead?" Bai Lan pretended to be surprised.

"Yes, but, Bai Lan, don't always talk about this kind of thing in the future. If someone listens to it, it will..."

"I know that the forehead can only have a princess as a wife! But the princess...isn't she gone? Naturally, I only said it in front of my sister. Sister, Bai Lan has a sense of proportion, so don't worry." Think about it, if Bai Lan doesn't Reliable, why did Geng Juzhong ask her to take care of me?I really thought too much, but I can't let her continue to misunderstand like this.

"Bai Lan, actually, Geng Juzhong and I are not what you think, we are just good friends."

After listening to my words, Bai Lan was stunned for a while before she said: "Really? I thought... that's all, you can't force anything, especially this emotional matter." Bai Lan's eyes turned red as she spoke, probably she also has the same feeling. A fruitless relationship!

"Bai Lan, thank you for treating me so well!" People who were strangers to each other treat me like a family member like this. Whether it's because of Geng Juzhong's relationship or not, I thank her.

"How do you say that? I was kind to you at first because my sister, you are Geng's friend, but after getting along with you, I found that you are a very unique woman, even the emperor dared not look down on you, I really admire such a woman!" Bai Lan, who was speaking, suddenly had a gleam in her eyes...

"Hehe... Do you really think I'm not afraid? I have no choice but to be like this. I wasn't... I wasn't from this palace, but I was brought in by the emperor. I don't adapt to life here at all. It’s like a big prison for me, and sometimes it really weighs me down.”

"How could my sister meet the emperor? Logically, this is impossible!"

"It's a long story, let's talk about it later! Can you help me find pen and ink?"

"Don't worry, leave it to me." After saying that, he stepped out the door.

Geng Juzhong, I think you will be surprised to receive my letter, right?I heard Bai Lan say that your health is much better, that's good, I was worried about it!Fortunately, you are on the mend, otherwise I would have settled with you for not seeing me as a friend and not listening to my words.

Thank you for the candied fruit you sent, otherwise I would have spit out after drinking the medicine. You are not allowed to make fun of my good friend!I have never taken such a bitter medicine before, you treat me like a real brother, I really hope you are my real brother!In this way, here, I have relatives!

I think, you must have heard about the matter between me and the emperor, Rong Ruo said, there are no secrets in this palace, I think so!Then you must know the reason, but I just want to say, my name is Xia Ziqing, I have been called Xia Ziqing since I was a child, and you, I know that no one can replace your feelings for the princess, right?Therefore, I wish you and the princess an early reunion.Ziqing word.

After writing the letter, she asked Bai Lan to find Lian Er.

"Lian'er, please bring this letter to Geng Juzhong, I think he will understand what I mean after reading the letter."

"Okay, I will definitely deliver it."

"Thank you!"

"No, I should thank you, and I should also say sorry. In the past, I was lukewarm to you and wronged you. I just couldn't control myself. When Geng Juzhong came to ask me to take care of you, I was really happy to see Geng Juzhong walk out of his longing for the princess, but after I saw you, I couldn't be happier, you are clearly not...but he still..." Lian Er He breathed a sigh of relief.

"So you know what Princess Roujia looks like? Yes! Why do you all know that I am not Roujia, but the authorities have been..."

"I hope he will come out quickly. I don't know why the princess will disappear, but if this continues, what will he do? If he can't find the princess, will he live like this forever? He is laughing, he is now I'm smiling, but every smile can't reach his heart, every smile just hurts him more."

"You said he wasn't like this before, what's going on..."

"Geng Juzhong used to be prudent and cautious, but he was always happy back then, really happy, not like a walking dead like now..."

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From Lian Er, I learned a lot about the former Geng Juzhong. It turned out that there was a distance of [-] miles between the former Geng Juzhong and the current Geng Juzhong, and they were clearly two people.A person grows from immaturity to maturity, but if it is the other way around, then what kind of harm will it cause a person to grow in reverse? How much sadness, pain, and helplessness are there?