wake up from dream

According to Bai Lan, I knelt in the yard for two hours, then passed out from exhaustion, and was sent back to the house.The father-in-law next to Kangxi said that he was interceding for me, because he knew Kangxi's feelings for Roujia, and was afraid that I would hurt myself.Of course, these slaves have been with their master since childhood, and they also have some understanding of his temper. If they didn't know that Kangxi was serious about Roujia, they would not have dared to plead for mercy.

"Sister, come, drink the medicine." Bailan walked towards me holding a bowl of black medicine. For me who is used to taking Western medicine in modern times, drinking this kind of traditional Chinese medicine is really a daily torture. They all tricked Bai Lan out, and poured out the medicine.But this little girl discovered it this morning, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet and drank a bowl. In the end, I ate all the candied dates that Bailan prepared for me, but my mouth was still full of bitter medicine smell.

No, I actually had to drink the medicine at noon with plain water, it was so disgusting.

"Sister, there is a maid named Lian Er who wants to see you, do you know her?" A little maid finally interrupted Bai Lan's surveillance when I couldn't stop my nausea, so that I could breathe a sigh of relief.

"Lian'er? Why is she here? Let her in quickly."

Lian'er was holding a bag of things in her hand, and she still looked cold. "I'll take a look at you." What a cold and arrogant person!Is it because of her personality, or where did I make her disagree?

"Lian'er, you..." I didn't know what to say for a while. Before that, Lian'er didn't talk to me much in the tent. This is the first time we've seen each other since that meeting!

"I want to talk to you alone, is that okay?" Lian Er's aura should not be underestimated!

"Sister, let's talk first, Bai Lan is going out first." Seeing that I didn't refuse, Bai Lan said to Lian Er and me.

"This is what my son-in-law asked me to bring to you." Lian Er handed over the things in her hand.

"What is it?"

"Candied fruit or something."

"How does he know I've run out of candied fruit?"

"How do you know? Isn't Bai Lan one of his people? Bai Lan will know if you just tell me?" It seems that Lian'er really doesn't like me very much!

"I know that Bai Lan belongs to him, but it's fine to let Bai Lan get it. Why did I bother you?" Since you didn't see me, why did you come here?

"I have something to say." With a serious look.

"What are your plans now?"

"Planning? Of course I hope I can leave the palace! I don't want to die of old age here."

"What about after leaving the palace? Marriage?"

"This... how do I know? If I meet someone I like, maybe I will marry him!" What if?There will be no such thing, the person I like is destined not to be mine...

"Will you marry Geng Juzhong?" Didn't expect Lian Er to be so direct?

"Marry Geng Juzhong? Why do you say that?"

"If you don't want to, then tell him clearly and don't let him fall too deep. You are not Roujia, and Roujia has hurt him badly. I don't want him to be hurt like this again!" Lian Er said in the end almost It is said in an accusatory tone.

I didn't expect that Lian'er would know about Heshuo Roujia and Geng Juzhong, and also knew that Geng Juzhong regarded me as Roujia's substitute, maybe this is the so-called "the authorities are obsessed with the bystanders and the bystanders are clear"!On the contrary, Lian'er, an outsider, saw all this clearly. Could it be that Lian'er is loyal to Geng Juzhong... This is not impossible. Back then, in the tent, they felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was weird.

"I know that Geng Juzhong regards me as Roujia, but now that I am in the palace, my personal freedom has become a problem. How can I have the freedom to solve my emotional problems? Besides, I only treat Geng Juzhong as a Brother, he didn't think so."

"You only think of him as an elder brother, but he doesn't think so. If he gets too deep into you, how can he get out? You don't know his past, you don't know how he is a person who values ​​love and justice." People, you don't know, once he loves, he will love for the rest of his life! He gave almost everything to Roujia, but in the end he was hurt the most by her! Don't look at him now, he was not like this before! You don't know anything..." This is the one she said the most since meeting Lian Er, and it is also the one that shocked me the most, so I really don't know anything, yes!I have always blindly accepted Geng Juzhong's kindness and concern for me. I never asked him what he was like in the past?Every time he opened his mouth to ask me how?I actually accepted everything he did to me with peace of mind...

"Well, I'll tell him everything is fine when I go back. I just don't want him to be hurt. Please forgive me if there was anything wrong just now." After venting, Lian'er finally became more amiable.

"You only think of him as an elder brother, but he doesn't think so. If he gets too deep into you, how can he get out? You don't know his past, you don't know how he is a person who values ​​love and justice." People, you don't know, once he loves, he will love for the rest of his life! He gave almost everything to Roujia, but in the end he was hurt the most by her! Don't look at him now, he was not like this before! You don't know anything..." What Lian Er said kept ringing in my ears, and I sat by the bed alone until dusk, Bai Lan came in to urge me to rest a few times, but every time I lay down, I was so disturbed that I couldn't fall asleep , I had to sit up again...