wake up from dream

"I'm sorry!" Ziqing couldn't think of what to say to Kangxi at this time, and if she was not Heshuo Roujia, Kangxi would probably feel even more humiliated.

"Is that just a sentence?" Hearing Ziqing finally spoke, Kangxi's anger slowly calmed down, and he sat back on the chair, looking down at Ziqing, perhaps it should be said that it was a scrutiny. "I want to know, why are you so cruel? For an adulterer, you actually left our child behind."

"Rongruo...he is not an adulterer. He never was! Yanluo is the child of you and Roujia, and my name is Xia Ziqing. Your Majesty, I remember that I told you a long time ago that you refused to let me go." Me, I have to admit that I am Heshuo Roujia." Ziqing stood up slowly, feeling very uncomfortable sitting on the ground being forced to question by Kangxi.Hearing Kangxi say that Rongruo was an adulterer, Ziqing had to mention her identity again.

"Really? Didn't you lose your memory? Then how can you tell if you are Xia Ziqing or He Shuo Roujia?" Kangxi laughed mockingly. At this moment, he probably hates the woman in front of him very much, right?Hate it to the bone!

"I don't have amnesia. Amnesia is just a tactic to delay the attack. The emperor forced me again and again at that time, so I had no choice but to take this tactic."

"I'm forcing you? Why aren't you forcing me? How do I treat you... How do I treat you? Don't you know? I've been waiting for you for so long, but I've waited for you to marry Geng Juzhong? You At that time, did you agree to marry Geng Juzhong when you planned to get out of the palace? It seems that Geng Juzhong, like me, was deceived by a cruel woman like you!" Accused, Kangxi scolded loudly.

"No, no, it was God's decision to marry Geng Juzhong at that time. I can't tell you about this in detail. If the Empress Dowager is willing, I think you can ask her." Zi Qing stood up straight, she wanted to do it with Kangxi Last deal, last time!

"Empress Dowager? No wonder! It turned out to be the thread drawn by the ancestors." Kangxi suddenly realized, and smiled. Only those present could know how sad the laughter was.

"Do you want to blame the old ancestor?" Kangxi's eyes flashed brightly.

"No, Your Majesty, as I have said before, I am not He Shuo Roujia. Can't you feel that I am different from her? I am not! So there is no right or wrong in this matter. Everyone just wants to make things happen. It's just easier." Zi Qing argues, for the sake of Rong Ruo and her child, she must protect herself!

"Easy? Do you think it's easy now?" Kangxi sneered with a smile on his lips.

"Now? If the emperor is willing to keep things simple, why not?" As long as Kangxi is willing to let go, Ziqing and Rongruo will be fulfilled...

"It's impossible for me to let you go!" Kangxi didn't say "let go" but "let go". One can imagine how much Kangxi hates Ziqing now.

Ziqing couldn't help covering her lower abdomen. Seeing Ziqing's nervous look, Kangxi smiled more wantonly, "Your child...will he live to the day of his birth?"

"Your Majesty... I beg..." Zi Qing knelt down, she could only protect the child well now, if the child is gone, how would she explain to Rong Ruo?

"Are you begging me?" Kangxi immediately felt it was funny, he used to beg this woman to let her come back to him, she escaped from his palm all the way, but now he was caught by him?This world is always my own, and her life, her child's life, and Rong Ruo's life are all within my control... I should be proud, but I can't be happy, because no matter what I do , her heart, I have never had it!

"Yes, Your Majesty, I just beg you to let this child go!" Zi Qing knelt down, even though she was very scared in her heart, even though she had started to tremble now, she still pretended to be calm.

"Do you think you are still qualified to beg me?" Kangxi looked at the woman in front of him coldly, she was so pitiful, yes, but it was such a pitiful woman who hurt herself severely.

"How can the emperor let my child go?" Ziqing shed tears, she was almost desperate, because at this moment, she suddenly found that she really had no reason to persuade Kangxi, and now Kangxi hates herself , he probably just wants to see himself in pain!

"Your child? If I don't want to let it go?"

"No, the emperor won't!" Zi Qing gambled one last time.This is her and Rong Ruo's only child, she can't admit defeat.

"No?" Kangxi looked at Ziqing playfully, why could this woman say so confidently that she would not harm the child in her womb?

"Yes, the emperor is a sage, I believe you will not vent your anger on an innocent child!" Ziqing looked up at Kangxi firmly, without avoiding it.

"Are you so confident?" Kangxi looked back. He was not sure at the moment whether he would kill that child, maybe he would not. Although he is the emperor, he never joked about human life.

"Yes." Zi Qing didn't look away.

"I have the conditions." Kangxi looked away and said lightly with his back to Ziqing.

"If you agree, you will let my child go?" Ziqing was delighted, but she still didn't dare to be joyful blatantly.

"Hmm." Kangxi seemed to have nothing to answer.

"Your Majesty, please speak."

"Come back to me." Kangxi turned around and stared at Ziqing's face closely, not wanting to miss any expression on her face at this moment, even if he wanted to use this method, he would still keep her by his side, even if she It wasn't Heshuo Roujia, it was Xia Ziqing.

"Can the emperor promise me to wait for me to give birth to this child?"

"Yes. I will give you time. After giving birth to a child, you have to return to me obediently. You can't leave me for the rest of your life!"

"Okay." As long as I can spend the last time with Rong Ruo, maybe by then, I will be dead after giving birth, so what's the matter with becoming ashes and staying by Kangxi's side for the rest of my life?If Kangxi still cared about that pile of ashes...

"Remember your promise, if you break it, I will double it!"

"Yes. Your Majesty, can I go back now?" Zi Qing wiped the tears from her face.

Kangxi supported Ziqing's face with one hand, and there was pity in his eyes, "You don't need to let other people know about this matter."

"Yes, I understand." Zi Qing nodded.

"I'll wait for you." Kangxi pulled Ziqing into his arms.

Ziqing didn't answer, as long as he was willing to let her go, it would be fine, let's talk about the future...

Those people sent Ziqing back to the courtyard, and after standing there for a while, Ju Xiang hurriedly ran from outside the courtyard, "Miss, where have you been? Why have you searched the entire Ming Palace and found no trace of Miss?" ?” When Ju Xiang took a closer look, the skin on Zi Qing’s face was taken off, her eyes were red and swollen, as if she had cried a lot...

"Where's Miss's mask?" Ju Xiang hurriedly pulled Ziqing into the room, waited for her to wash her face, and then put on the mask.

"Miss, what's the matter? Why is the face gone?"

"Ju Xiang, don't say anything. Promise me that you won't tell my aunt or your lady what happened today." Zi Qing was worried that Ju Xiang would tell the story, so she made an agreement with Ju Xiang in advance not to let Rong Ruo and Lu Lingyun know about it.

Ju Xiang nodded hesitantly, "Miss...what did you meet today?"

"Ju Xiang, leave it alone, I'm fine now, you can go out later and tell them that you found me under the rockery, that I accidentally fell asleep under the rockery."

"Miss, don't you believe in Juxiang? I promise you that you don't want to tell the truth, but you can't keep everything in your heart like this. It's not good for you, and it's not good for the child."

"I know you're worried about me, but I'm really fine now. I was just now... maybe because I was pregnant with a child and I was thinking wildly." In order to enhance the credibility of her words, Zi Qing grinned.

"Miss, Juxiang knows that you are lying. Since the lady doesn't want to tell Juxiang, she won't force her. I just hope that the lady will not keep everything in her heart, so..."

"Okay, Juxiang, I understand, it won't be, it's really nothing, you can go and get me a bucket of water now, I'm all dirty, I need to take a bath..." Zi Qing simply came She refused to admit it, so Ju Xiang had no choice but to leave the room to prepare bath water for her.

Sitting alone in front of the dressing table, Zi Qing looked at Lu Lingyun's face, wishing she could stick this face onto her own face so that Kangxi would not tear her face apart. If you don't see your own face, then things will not happen afterwards.Gently rubbing her lower abdomen, "Baby, did you scare you just now? I'm sorry, I won't do it again. Mom will protect you well. As long as you come down safely, this kind of thing won't happen in the future." Then Ziqing was silent for a while, and didn't say another word: "It's just that mom can't be with you and dad anymore. You have to promise mom that you will take care of dad instead of mom in the future, you know?"

Ju Xiang prepared the bath water, and everyone left the room consciously, as it had always been like this, Zi Qing was not used to such a group of people "staring" at her.Ziqing washed herself from head to toe, as if she wanted to wash away her bad luck. She couldn't figure out how Kangxi found out that he was not Lu Lingyun, and where did he show his flaws?It was only later that I remembered that the hidden gaze in Tantuo Temple that day, could it be that I was followed by Kangxi before that?