wake up from dream

It was time to pay respects to the Buddha on the first day of the lunar new year, and Ziqing accompanied Jueluo to Tantuo Temple to fulfill her vows, and Qier naturally followed, and prayed to Fuge by the way.

"Eniang, it seems that the Bodhisattva can still hear Erniang's wish, so he sent Erniang two children." Qier said to Jueluoshi with a smile.

"Well, so this time I have to thank the Bodhisattva, Yun'er, and I have to fulfill my wish later, thank the Bodhisattva for sending these two big fat boys to our Nalan clan." Jue Luoshi held Qier while pulling Looking at Ziqing, she smiled and said that because Ziqing was finally pregnant with a child, Jue Luo's attitude towards Ziqing was much better than before.

"Yes, Er Niang." Ziqing and Qier replied at the same time.It's just that Zi Qing complained, how does Luo Shi know that the child in her stomach is a fat boy?Of course, everything is caused by patriarchal ideas.

"En." Jue Luo nodded in satisfaction.

"Yun'er won't be able to run around like last time. Once you have a child, you must put the child first in everything you do." Jue Luoshi said gently, Zi Qing just nodded and said "yes".

After fulfilling her wish, Ziqing waited outside the door for Jue Luo Shi and Qi Er, because Jue Luo Shi had just mentioned not to go around by herself, so she didn't go away, just pacing up and down at the entrance of the hall, very bored, But he dared not walk away without authorization.

"The benefactor." Being bored, a little novice walked up to Ziqing, clasped his hands together.

"It's you!" Ziqing was very surprised when she saw this little novice. She once thought that this little novice was a person who appeared out of thin air, a person who appeared in the Qing Dynasty just like herself.

"Does the benefactor have anything on his mind?" the little monk asked, but his face was very calm, Ziqing guessed that this was probably the usual expression of this kind of person who has no desires or desires!

"Eh..." Zi Qing looked into the hall, and felt that Luo Shi and Qi Er were still discussing something with a monk, so she turned her head and said to the little novice: "Last time you said that I should let nature take its course, I know , but I am afraid that if I let nature take its course, I will get a result I don't want, so...shouldn't I work hard to get everything I want?"

"Benefactor, since you already know the result, why bother to struggle needlessly?" The little novice lowered his head, showing no expression.

"A pointless struggle? How could this be a pointless struggle? Should I just resign myself to fate like this?" Zi Qing felt powerless when she heard the word "pointless".

"Didn't the benefactor already know it? It's just going with the flow, so that the benefactor's life will not be so painful."

"Who are you? Why do you seem to know about me? Do you know who I am?" Zi Qing probed.

"This is a secret." The little novice was silent for a while, and slowly said this sentence.

"Mystery? What kind of secret? Do you think I will believe it? Tell me, where did you get this secret from?" Zi Qing was unyielding and insisted that the little monk reveal his identity.

But the little novice just smiled lightly, "Don't be angry, the benefactor, everything has its own destiny, but the time has not come, so forgive me for keeping my mouth shut."

"You are really calm." Zi Qing said helplessly.Turning to see Luo Shi and Qi'er, looking back, "You..." But the little novice was nowhere to be seen, so he could only sigh, "It really came and went without a trace!"

"What is my sister talking about, coming and going without a trace?" Jue Luo Shi and Qi Er walked over the high threshold from the hall to Zi Qing.

"Who is Yun'er talking to?" Jue Luo asked. She was used to the fact that this daughter-in-law who had a family background did not participate in her conversation with the master. She seemed to have seen her there, although she was respectful to her and did not make any mistakes, but she just couldn't like her from the bottom of her heart, so she didn't force her to accompany me to listen to the master's lectures.

"Emiang, Yun'er just saw a little novice monk, and then turned to look at Erniang and Qier, and he disappeared. That's why he came and went without a trace."

Jue Luo didn't say anything more, she wasn't very interested in this matter, since there was nothing else to do.

"So I met a little monk." Seeing that Jue Luo didn't say anything, the atmosphere was suddenly awkward, so she said.

"Well, where is Erniang going next?" Ziqing nodded, thanked Qi'er for her kind smile, and then asked Jueluo's upcoming itinerary.

"Go home! I'm a little tired too." Jue Luoshi rubbed his temples, with a tired look on his face.

Ziqing nodded, and left Tantuo Temple with Jueluoshi.When I walked out of the gate, I always felt that there was a light following me behind me. When I turned around, I couldn't see anything, not even a person. "Could it be that my nerves are too sensitive? Symptoms after pregnancy?" Ziqing said to herself, then shook her head.

"Sister, what's the matter?" Qi Er asked seeing Zi Qing shaking her head.

"It's okay." Ziqing said to Qier with a smile, if she wanted to say something, she didn't know where to start, could it be that she became sensitive and suspicious because of her pregnancy?

"It's good that sister is fine." Qi Er said.

"Go back quickly." Jue Luoshi ignored the conversation between Ziqing and Qier, and got into the carriage.

"Yes, Erniang." Then Ziqing and Qier got into the carriage one after another.Luo Shi fell asleep in the carriage, Zi Qing had nothing to say, Qi Er lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking.

"Er Niang, we're here." Qi'er reminded Jue Luo who was still asleep.

"En." Jue Luoshi replied, and then the three of them got out of the carriage.

*****

"Did you go to Tantuo Temple today?" Rong Ruo said to Zi Qing who was reading a book.

"Yeah." Ziqing replied.

"Did something happen?" Rong Ruo asked, seemingly unintentionally, but actually intentionally.

"Why do you ask this? What have you heard?" Zi Qing raised her head and looked at Rong Ruo suspiciously.

"I heard from Qier that you met that little monk again..." Ziqing looked at Rong Ruo's solemn expression, and wondered what Qier told Rong Ruo. According to Qier's personality, she probably wouldn't Adding oil and vinegar is the only way, but if there is no oil and vinegar, where does Rong Ruo's dignified expression come from?

"No, Qier just said that you met the little novice, and she was a little absent-minded when you came back. She was worried that you were not feeling well? After all, you are pregnant for the first time..." Rong Ruo looked at Zi Qing's eyes, but Ziqing can still see the element of dodge in his eyes.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry." Zi Qing walked over and hugged Rong Ruo, she knew that Rong Ruo was worried about herself, and of course she also knew that Rong Ruo was not only worried about the child.

"I was a little tired when I came back, so I didn't say much, and you know that I didn't have much to say to Er Niang." Zi Qing tried to comfort Rong Ruo and let him relax.

"Well, that's good." Rong Ruohui hugged Ziqing, "You have to promise me that you won't leave me."

"Fool, I'm by your side." Zi Qing didn't answer directly, as long as she was still by Rong Ruo's side, she would definitely be by his side.

Rong Ruo hugged Ziqing even tighter, how could he not understand that Ziqing has always been avoiding this question, and he has always felt uneasy recently.

*****

"Who are you?" Zi Qing was basking in the sun in the yard, but she didn't expect to be brought to this place.The lights were dim, and the house gave people a gloomy feeling, like a house that had not been lived in for a long time and had no popularity.

There are several men around, all of them covered their faces, only showing a pair of eyes.Ziqing couldn't help shivering because of the lack of temperature and cold eyes.No one answered Zi Qing's words, Zi Qing wanted to walk around this room, but was stopped, and it seemed very difficult to leave...

"Jia'er..." While she was in a daze, Ziqing heard a cold voice...

"Didn't expect me to find you, did you?" The man smiled coldly, Zi Qing was covered in cold sweat, and couldn't help but widen his eyes.Yes, at this moment, she is very scared. Facing this person always makes her feel scared. When she was alone before, even if she was afraid, she would die and have no regrets. But now she has the tolerance If, there is still a child in the belly, absolutely nothing can happen!

"See Your Majesty." Zi Qing quickly knelt down, denying to the death that she was Zi Qing.

"Do you still want to play with me?" Kangxi approached, pulled up Ziqing's neckline, and said through gritted teeth.

"Your majesty, servant girl..." Before Zi Qing could finish speaking, Kangxi tore off her face, and her face was completely exposed to the air.

"Do you still want to deny it?" Kangxi's eyes were red, with his angry expression.

"..." Ziqing didn't answer, and it would be superfluous to say anything at this moment.

"You're always like this!" Kangxi pushed Ziqing away, Ziqing fell to the ground, and hurriedly protected her lower abdomen, "You're always like this, whenever something happens, you don't say anything!" Looking at Ziqing's movements, Kangxi was even more annoyed.

Looking up, Kangxi was laughing, the laughter was scary, Ziqing was already covered in cold sweat, she pressed her lips tightly, waiting for Kangxi to vent his anger.She was scared, because she was happy before, so now she is very scared, afraid that she will not see Rong Ruo, afraid that the child in her stomach will be gone...

"Rong Ruo? Rong Ruo? Haha... Who did I think it was? So it was my bodyguard who robbed me of the woman? Jiaer, you are really capable! Do you know how sad I am when I know you are dead? I thought I forced you to death. Do you know how much I blame myself? I let the women in the harem just because you would be angry. Even though you were dead at that time, I still didn’t touch them because you didn’t like it! What about you? Throwing away Yandiao, what did you do? I feel really worthless for Yandiao now! How could she have a mother like you? A promiscuous mother?" Kangxi waved his hands and lifted the cup on the table beside him It fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and the fragments of the broken cup rolled everywhere, and some of them fell in front of Ziqing's eyes...

"Have you seen these?" Kangxi picked up the fragments on the ground and handed them to Ziqing, "Look, these fragments are like my heart, my heart!" Yes, those fragments are like Kangxi's heart, Originally intact, it became dilapidated fragments after being severely dropped.