After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Putting down his hands, Fang Bai silently walked to the window and opened it wider.

She put her arms on the window sill, feeling the warm wind blowing on her face, and looked up at the sky.

Although it was a misunderstanding, Fang Bai had to admit that thinking that Ji Yuning liked her was too bold, so that there was still a lingering fear in his heart, and even the slightly flustered heartbeat was calmed down after Ji Yuning went out.

After calculating the time, Mu Xuerou will return to China soon.

She is the one Ji Yuning likes.

With a sudden pain in his head, Fang Bai rested his hands on his forehead, thinking it was caused by the wind, and left the window.

She sat on the side of the bed, and when she rubbed her forehead lightly with her fingertips, a blurry face suddenly flashed in front of her eyes, and there was also a blurry picture in her mind, and she always felt that she had been rubbed like this before.

But Fang Bai didn't have any memory at all, he thought she was hallucinating from the pain.

His hands kept moving, and Fang Bai didn't stop thinking.

She was wondering if what she said just now was a bit serious. After she finished speaking, Ji Yuning's expression didn't seem to be good, and she probably got angry at her words.

But what reason should she use to apologize?

Speak with facts?

Certainly not.

She can only find a decent one, not to be discovered by Ji Yuning, and an excuse to make Ji Yuning happy.

Fang Bai was lost in thought, and the kneading of his fingers slowly stopped.

After a while, Fang Bai held his cheeks with his hands, pursed his red lips, and was very distressed.

Fang Bai thought for a long time, so long that she didn't know how long it had passed.

When the twilight outside the window was dyed in the night, and the room without lights suddenly darkened, Fang Bai realized that Ji Yuning hadn't come back after throwing out the trash.

Or did she come back, but she didn't hear anything?

Fang Bai walked out of the bedroom, the living room was dimly lit, but it was clear that there was no one there, but Fang Bai turned on the light and whispered, "Xiao Ning?"

No one responded.

It's like knowing the result, but still looking forward to it, and finally waiting for reality to tell the answer.

Ji Yuning's satchel and computer bag on the sofa are still there, and her jacket is still there, so she shouldn't have left.

Where have you been?

Fang Bai paused for a moment and turned back to the bedroom, picked up the mobile phone thrown on the bed and sent Ji Yuning a message.

After waiting for half an hour, there was no reply.

Fang Bai had no choice but to dial the phone.

The phone can be dialed, but no one answers.

Fang Bai waited until the system automatically hung up.

This is the first time that Ji Yuning doesn't answer Fang Bai's call, even if the previous relationship was in dire straits, this situation never happened.

It seems to be...really angry.

The words that Ji Yuning left before leaving could be found to be wrong after careful recollection.

Fang Bai bit her lip, she didn't continue to call, and only called again after a minute.

I just pretended that Ji Yuning was busy and didn't hear it.

Hearing the phone rang three times and was connected, Fang Bai's suppressed breathing eased, and she called out first: "Xiao Ning?"

The person opposite quickly responded to her: "Yes."

Ji Yuning's voice was muffled, as if she was enduring something.

Fang Bai unconsciously lowered his volume and asked, "Where have you been?"

There was a long silence.

It was so quiet that Fang Bai thought the phone had hung up, but the seconds of the call told her not yet.

Ji Yuning just didn't speak.

Fang Bai was not in a hurry, and patiently waited for Ji Yuning to return to her.

It's really quiet.

Fang Bai could hear Ji Yuning's slightly heavy breathing and two blocked coughs.

Then, Ji Yuning said, "Throw out the trash."

The tone is very flat.

There is a trash can downstairs, and it takes less than 5 minutes to throw out the trash, unless the trash is thrown outside the community or in places other than Nancheng.

"Then," Fang Baihua paused, "why haven't you come back?"

Ji Yuning replied quickly this time: "I lost it."

The answer that didn't fit the question caused Fang Bai to reflect for several seconds, but finally failed to understand the meaning of Ji Yuning's words.

Fang Bai turned off the hands-free, put the phone to his ear, "Can you talk to Auntie again?"

"I lost it." Ji Yuning repeated it again, but after she finished speaking, she added, "I lost me."

If Fang Bai hadn't listened attentively to the last few words, Ji Yuning's voice would have been so weak that the words were as hard to grasp as the wind.

When the words blew past his ears, Fang Bai's breath stagnated.

If she understood correctly, Ji Yuning meant that she was trash?And then lose yourself?

So... Ji Yuning is in the trash can right now?

Fang Bai snuffed out this idea, Ji Yuning is such a clean person, even if he is drunk, he will not be in the trash can.

Fang Bai asked in a low voice, "Why do you say that?"

Another moment of silence.

Fang Bai didn't wait for Ji Yuning to say anything this time, she asked, "Xiao Ning, are you—" Where?

The last word was not uttered, and with a "beep", the call was cut off.

Putting the phone away from his ear, Fang Bai looked at the address book displayed on the screen, and without a moment's hesitation, called Ji Yuning again.

As a result, the system prompted her to say that the other party had shut down.

Fang Bai was a little anxious.

From the beginning of the call, Fang Bai noticed that something was wrong with Ji Yuning on the other side of the phone.

His voice was very low and weak, his tone filled with confusion, and with those two unclear words, Fang Bai concluded that Ji Yuning had been drinking.

And drank a lot, too much to get drunk.

Otherwise it wouldn't be so abnormal.

I don't know when the wind blew outside the window, and the sound of the wind was mixed with whistling, as if the rainstorm would fall in the next second.

Fang Bai glanced at the situation outside the window, picked up the phone and walked out of the bedroom. When she reached the entrance, she didn't even have time to change her shoes, so she took the keys and prepared to go out.

She is going to find Ji Yuning.

But just as the door opened a crack, a draft suddenly formed, Fang Bai didn't pay attention for a while, the door was blown open by the wind, and it hit the outer wall directly, making a loud noise.

The sound of "duang" not only woke up the old voice-activated lights that hadn't worked for a long time, but also startled a certain hedgehog huddled in a corner.

Fang Bai was also startled by the sound, but she didn't care about it right now, and hurried out of the house.

Just when Fang Bai turned around and was about to close the door, taking advantage of the dimness of the voice-activated lights, he accidentally glanced down from the corner of his eye and caught a glimpse of Bai on the slow platform.

The jogging platform in the old community was very small and could only accommodate four adults at most, but compared with the figure huddled in the corner, the platform suddenly became larger.

Fang Bai tightened his grip on the doorknob, thinking of the noise just now, she was afraid that she would disturb the other party again, so she hastily closed the door.

Under the dim light, Fang Bai saw the people below looking up at her.

Then there was the clatter of slippers going down the stairs quickly.

When he went down the last step, he was greeted by a strong smell of wine, and Fang Bai slowed down.

Strong taste, as if soaked in wine.

Fang Bai looked down, and saw that Ji Yuning was wearing a white T-shirt that she said she was going to throw away, and it was covered with stains.

The clothes were so big that they covered the sports vest and shorts on his body.

She guessed right, Ji Yuning did drink too much, but she was wrong about one thing, Ji Yuning, who loves cleanliness, didn't go to the trash can, but sat on the same dirty, dusty floor.

Like a poor little nobody wants.

Fang Bai bent his hands hanging by his side, and squatted down slowly under Ji Yuning's gaze.

Suppressing all his emotions, Fang Bai had a gentle smile on his face, and asked the person in front of him with a voice like he was speaking to a kindergarten child: "Why don't you come in when you're back?"

Ji Yuning's eyes were cold, and after staring at Fang Bai for a few seconds, she turned her head away.

Fang Bai: "..."

Very well, ignore her.

At this time, the voice-activated lights have been dimmed, and the surrounding area is pitch black.

Fang Bai turned on the flashlight of the phone and pointed it at the other side, and the peripheral light just illuminated the two of them.

Ji Yuning ignored her, so Fang Bai had to change the question, his voice was still calm, "Then tell Auntie, why did you turn off the phone?"

Turning her head away slowly, Ji Yuning stared straight into Fang Bai's eyes, and replied, "The battery is out."

Ji Yuning's fluent answers gave Fang Bai the illusion that she didn't know if she was drunk or not.

Fang Bai quickly stopped thinking about it, the key issue at the moment is not this.

She caressed Ji Yuning's arm around her knees, looked into Ji Yuning's eyes as well, and said, "Then shall we go home? Auntie will help you charge your phone."

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai's face, and finally lowered her eyes and said coldly, "You don't want me anymore?"

Fang Bai frowned, "When did I say that?"

Why use whether or not to say it?Does she qualify?

"You didn't say it, you just showed it with actions." Ji Yuning looked at the hand covering her arm, feeling the warmth of Fang Bai's palm from there, and said in a hoarse voice, "It used to be like this, but now it's the same." so."

Fang Bai's heart skipped a beat, she naturally understood what Ji Yuning was referring to before, she murmured: "It was a misunderstanding before..."

"what about now?"

Ji Yuning frowned, and couldn't hold back the words that echoed in her mind while drinking, "You admit it, you don't have me in your life."

Sure enough, he cared about this sentence.

Fang Bai directly apologized: "I'm sorry."

She didn't think of an excuse yet, so she could only whisper, "Auntie is wrong."

Fang Bai imagined that Zhong Ji Yuning should say that you are right or that I forgive you, but he did not expect Ji Yuning to ask her with a face of disbelief, "Really?"

She felt guilty for a moment, it seemed that Ji Yuning had no integrity in her heart.

Fang Bai nodded affirmatively: "En."

After speaking, the hand on Ji Yuning's arm stood upright beside her face, "Auntie swears."

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai with burning eyes, glanced at Fang Bai's three upright fingers, and said in a calm voice, "Then give me a kiss."

The word kiss is a bit sensitive at this time, let alone kiss Ji Yuning.

Fang Bai subconsciously asked, "Why?"

Ji Yuning explained to Fang Bai solemnly: "Every time my mother misunderstands that I have done something wrong, or wants me to do something, she will kiss me, so that I will forgive her or help her."

Fang Bai thought about it, it seems that this is indeed what Lu Xia would do to Ji Yuning.

But she's not Lu Xia, and she just misunderstood Ji Yuning, so if we kiss now...

Fang Bai coughed lightly and said, "But you have grown up, and..."

Before she finished speaking, Ji Yuning interrupted her: "Didn't you say you were wrong?"

Fang Bai was about to speak, but when he saw the red eye sockets in Ji Yuning's cold and serious facial features, he was so shocked that he couldn't say anything.

This is... crying?

Ji Yuning didn't cry, but her eyes were a little hot, and Fang Bai was angry, "You lied to me again."

She said what she had been holding back for a long time: "Fang Bai, you are a liar."

Hearing Ji Yuning's aggrieved tone, Fang Bai finally confirmed that Ji Yuning was really drunk.

It's just that Ji Yuning is different from other people when he's drunk, although his appearance is similar to usual, but under careful observation, something is wrong.

Some little awkwardness.

"... "

What, so cute.

Fang Bai's lips parted slightly, and Ji Yuning's cheeks were at the junction of light and darkness, halfway between light and darkness, her slightly puffed face looked like a small cake just out of the oven.

Attractive color.

"Really let auntie kiss you?" Fang Bai asked aloud.

But she didn't wait for Ji Yuning's reply, because Ji Yuning turned her head away again.

Fang Bai: "."

She suddenly wondered if Ji Yuning would remember all this when she woke up tomorrow.

If you remember, this belongs to black history, right?

Forget it, whether Ji Yuning remembers it or not, as long as she remembers it.

Fang Bai cleared his throat, and asked again: "Do you really want me to kiss?"

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai with ruthless eyes, and said coldly, "Liar."

Fang Bai lost, she really has nothing to do with Ji Yuning like this.

After squatting for a long time, Fang Bai moved his feet, getting closer to Ji Yuning.

The hand that swore was on Ji Yuning's body again, Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning and said, "Don't worry about what happened before, Auntie will never lie to you in the future."

After finishing speaking, Fang Bai leaned towards Ji Yuning and kissed the little cake that smelled like wine.

The little cake was soft and warm, Fang Bai couldn't hold back and even sent another kiss.

Ji Yuning just listened to two chirps, the touch on her face was so fast that she couldn't feel it at all.

Afterwards, a warm voice came from Ji Yuning's ear and asked, "Is it all right?"

Ji Yuning: "...um."

Although I didn't feel it, the authentication was successful.

Fang Bai asked again uncertainly: "Forgive Auntie?"

Ji Yuning nodded seriously, "I forgive you."

Fang Bai looked like a human trafficker who coaxed children after giving candy, his rosy lips slightly raised, "Then come home with me?"

Ji Yuning's eyes lit up: "Go back to Lake City?"

Fang Bai shook his head after a pause, pointed to the stairs behind him, "The one up there."

Ji Yuning followed Fang Bai's line of sight, and she shook her head after just one glance, saying, "No, I still have things to do."

Fang Bai was surprised, he was so drunk, what else could he do?

Ji Yuning stretched her hand to the side, and Fang Bai followed her eyes, only then did she notice that there was something beside Ji Yuning, she just coaxed Ji Yuning and didn't see it at all.

Fang Bai's phone was on, and he could see what it was.

Big and round.

A globe.

Fang Bai shook the phone, and the light also shook twice. She looked at Ji Yuning's side face and asked, "Did you buy it?"

Ji Yuning hugged the globe in her arms and said in a deep voice, "Yes."

After speaking, Ji Yuning propped herself on the ground with one hand, changing from sitting to squatting.

There are two people squatting on the narrow platform, no matter how you look at the picture, it's weird.

Fang Bai turned into a lighting engineer, quietly looking at Ji Yuning, wondering what she was going to do.

Who knew that Ji Yuning put the globe on the ground, then stood up, perhaps her legs were numb from sitting for a long time, and her legs even shook twice.

Fang Bai didn't dare to blink her eyes, Ji Yuning's gaffe is hard to see in her life, she has to seize every second of the excitement.

Although Ji Yuning's expression was still so indifferent, her every move was blank.

Fang Bai was snickering, when Ji Yuning reached out to her and said, "Fang Bai, give me your hand."

The smile on the corner of Fang Bai's mouth remained undiminished, he put his hand on Ji Yuning's, and asked softly, "What are you doing?"

As if afraid that Fang Bai would run away, Ji Yuning held her hand tightly, and when she was sure she had grasped it, she said in a clear voice, "Take you on a trip around the world."