After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Where to go?

This is a good question, and it is also a topic that Fang Bai has been hesitating about switching Ji Yuning's avatar back and forth today, and he doesn't know how to start it.

Hao Yingman will come to help her pack her luggage and house. It can be seen that most of her things have been packed, and some things that can't fit have been thrown away. Hao Yingman can take a bath because after packing His body was sweating, sticky and uncomfortable.

And when Hao Yingman said to pick her up before he left, he meant to pick her up at the airport.

She is leaving tomorrow.

Facing the cold screen, thinking over and over what he couldn't say, at this moment, under Ji Yuning's gaze, everything became easy.

Fang Bai said softly, "Go on a trip."

After speaking, Fang Bai heaved a sigh of relief.

It's so easy to say it, why is she so entangled that she didn't even dare to send Ji Yuning the whole morning?

Probably imagination.

She was wondering what Ji Yuning would think after seeing the news, would she feel that she had left like before and there was no news?

This is not true for Fang Bai, but she is not Ji Yuning, so she doesn't know what the other party thinks.

So following his guess, Fang Bai wondered if she wanted to make a guarantee to Ji Yuning that she would not lose contact and would contact him during the period.Thinking of this, Fang Bai wondered why she promised Ji Yuning this?Why did she need Ji Yuning's consent to go on a trip in order to feel at ease?Is it because of guilt?

Or…

Does she care about Ji Yuning's thoughts?

Fang Bai's eyelashes trembled, and he still didn't understand her hesitation.

Ji Yuning's raised fingers slowly curled up, and finally her whole arm fell powerlessly to her side like a deflated balloon.

She had a bad premonition when she entered the door in the afternoon, and jumped out every few minutes. She thought it was because of Hao Yingman, but when Hao Yingman left, the feeling didn't disappear.

Until she entered the bedroom and saw the suitcase.

Ji Yuning raised her eyelids and looked at Fang Bai silently.

A few seconds after their eyes met, Fang Bai secretly sighed, sure enough, she was a little concerned about Ji Yuning's thoughts.

She tiptoed towards Ji Yuning, and walked to the bed, feeling the gloom surrounding Ji Yuning, Fang Bai hesitated, and raised her hand towards Ji Yuning.

During the process, Fang Bai's hand paused, and seeing that Ji Yuning had no intention of hiding, she put her hand on the top of Ji Yuning's hair, gently rubbing left and right to feel the softness of the hair, Fang Bai comforted: "Auntie, isn't it? I don't want to tell you, but when I was about to send you a message, you appeared in front of me in surprise."

"You cook as soon as you come in, and you cook bitter gourd, which is my aunt's least favorite. I'm so bitter that I can't speak, so I just want to chat with you after dinner." Fang Bai withdrew his hand, "Now you If you find out first, I'll tell you. You also know that I came back to help Yingman. Before that, we made an appointment to travel after work. Now that our cooperation has stabilized, we—"

Fang Bai didn't finish the last few words, but was interrupted by Ji Yuning.

Ji Yuning said, "I'll accompany you."

His eyes fell on Ji Yuning's face, Fang Bai looked at her serious expression, it didn't look like she was joking, and refused without thinking: "No."

The words of refusal were spoken too quickly, and it was obvious that he hadn't thought about it at all.

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai and remained silent.

The flow of air around the two slowed down, and the room was a little stuffy.

Fang Bai's breathing became heavier, she took a step back, thinking that maybe this would make her feel better, but just as she made a move, Ji Yuning followed her and took a step, asking in a low voice, without any emotion, "Why?"

Fang Bai's eyes flickered, "You still have your studies and work."

She really thought so, the second she blurted out, what Fang Bai thought was if Ji Yuning went with her, what would happen to Ji Yuning's life.

Ji Yuning did not remain silent this time, she said: "The final exam is over long ago, and I have made arrangements for the recent work. After that, I can work remotely."

In order to come to Nancheng, she stayed up all night to find time. She was busy and didn't contact Fang Bai all this time. She was originally angry because Fang Bai didn't take the initiative to find her, but now she knows that there are even bigger surprises waiting for her.

Ji Yuning's eyes narrowed slightly, and her thin lips curled up slightly. It couldn't be called a smile, and Fang Bai even smelled a hint of danger from it.

When Fang Bai blinked and looked again, he could only see a slight plea on Ji Yuning's widowed face and the unconcealed sincerity in his eyes.

Ji Yuning is waiting for Fang Bai to agree.

Just like that, without saying a word, he told Fang Bai with hard-to-ignore eyes and asked her to agree.

This made Fang Bai feel that no matter what excuse she used to return to Ji Yuning, in the end Ji Yuning would find a suitable reason to answer her that she could not refute.

Different from the oppressive pressure, this feeling is more like the powerlessness of drowning. No matter how hard you struggle, you can only be thrown and bound by the water.

For the first time, Fang Bai felt that when facing Ji Yuning, she seemed like an unarmed deserter, and it took courage to even resist.

In the afternoon, the place where her neck was rubbed was hot and itchy like a feather. She couldn't help but stick her hand to her neck, covering that skin.

Fang Bai lightly stroked it twice with his fingers, and when the itching gradually subsided, she moved her lips and was about to speak, but when she smelled the faint strawberry smell from her fingertips, all words were choked in her throat.

Some words that she didn't take seriously in life came flooding in like a spring.

Unbelievable, dubious.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning's eyes obviously changed, and swallowed the words that wanted to be persuaded in his voice.

Enduring the scorching heat on his neck again, Fang Bai temporarily suppressed his thoughts, and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Ning, we all have our own lives."

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning's eyes, ignoring all the emotions expressed by the other party, and said in a more serious tone: "You don't have to be by my side all the time."

After the words fell, the indifference in Ji Yuning's eyes finally fluctuated.

It's not necessary, it's not impossible.

In other words, she is dispensable, even without her Fang Bai can live on.

The heart twitched suddenly, and the bitterness spread from the heart to the whole body.

Before her hands and feet became weak, Ji Yuning replied: "So your life is without me."

Ji Yuning's voice was very light, and her expression could be considered calm, because she was betting on her position in Fang Bai's heart.

But what she waited for was Fang Bai's long silence.

As Fang Bai kept silent, the hope in Ji Yuning's eyes was gradually swallowed up by the wild beasts, and the result would be that there would be no bones left, and all thoughts would be ashes.

When the hope of life disappeared, Ji Yuning's eyes fell on Fang Bai's fair neck, and the shredded hair covered the pink...skin somewhere.

His cold eyes were dimly lit.

Fang Bai didn't pay attention to Ji Yuning, she was overwhelmed by the turbulent thoughts in her mind and lowered her eyes, looking at the eyes at the corner of the bed, her pupils had already been dilated and not concentrated.

Perhaps the thought was too shocking, Fang Bai kept jumping back and forth between possible and impossible.

Hao Yingman's words echoed in his ears, and after being piled up together, they slowly merged into one thought:

Ji Yuning likes her?

how could be?

How could Ji Yuning like her.

But how to explain the situation now?

"I see."

Fang Bai, who was in a vortex of confusion, was awakened by Dao Qingqing's cold voice. She came back to her senses and looked up at Ji Yuning.

Know what?

Ji Yuning didn't say what she knew, but asked, "Where is Auntie going to play?"

The tone was normal, as if asking Fang Bai what he had eaten.

Fang Bai, whose mind was in a mess, didn't realize it for a moment: "?"

Ji Yuning continued: "When the time comes to see the beautiful scenery, can Auntie share it with me?"

Fang Bai murmured, "You...won't you come with me?"

This time it was Ji Yuning's turn to be surprised, she said: "Auntie changed her mind?"

Fang Bai pursed his lips and shook his head.

The development of the matter was different from what was expected, Fang Bai didn't dare to say more.

Ji Yuning's voice was clear: "I just said it casually just now, just because I have never traveled before, I was a little curious, and wanted to ask if there was a chance to be taken by my aunt, but I didn't expect..."

The point is over, but Ji Yuning's brows are full of sadness.

Fang Bai couldn't bear it: "I just thought..."

Fang Bai didn't realize something was wrong until halfway through the sentence. She couldn't let her say, I thought you liked me, so I said something harsh on purpose?

And when it comes to not saying half of it, it is more like running out of words when defending, hiding the truth.

Fang Bai wanted to explain, but he heard Ji Yuning say:

"I know, auntie has her own life, and my appearance will only disturb auntie."

Fang Bai pursed her lips, she saw Ji Yuning took out a card from her pocket and handed it to her.

With just one glance, Fang Bai recognized that it was the card she left for Ji Yuning back then.

Fang Bai raised his head suddenly, puzzlement and doubt flashed across his eyes.

What does it mean to give her a card?

Soon Ji Yuning gave an answer.

Ji Yuning said: "The money in the card is three times as much as before. I borrowed the money for the establishment of the company from my aunt, and now I will return it to my aunt with interest."

Fang Bai's rosy lips parted and wanted to speak, but his mouth seemed to be blocked by a stone, and he couldn't say anything.

Obviously she was the first to use heavy words to distance herself from Ji Yuning, but Ji Yuning directly used actions to show that she did not owe her and would not ask for anything from her.

Ji Yuning continued to smile, and she laughed a lot today, "Auntie, just use the money in this card to go on a trip. I will transfer money into it every month. It is to thank Auntie for raising me and taking care of me."

What Ji Yuning said was: Thank you for raising me, thank you for taking care of me.

That's right, Ji Yuning's feelings for her are only between the elders, and he actually suspects that Ji Yuning likes her because of that kiss that wasn't even considered a kiss?

There are traces of what Hao Yingman said, and there are prerequisites for what Ji Yuning does, so why can it be pushed to the fact that Ji Yuning likes her?

Are you taking yourself too seriously?

What is there about her that Ji Yuning likes?

Fang Bai was confused, she said, "I don't want it."

Ji Yuning didn't follow her.

"Auntie always spent money on me before, but now that I'm grown up, it's only natural to spend money on my auntie."

Ji Yuning didn't take back her hand, Fang Bai didn't answer, the two of them faced each other silently, their eyes saw each other.

It's like a game of wooden men, whoever moves or speaks first loses.

In this game, winning or losing is determined from the very beginning.

Someone is moved.

So Ji Yuning didn't care about winning or losing, she was the first to retract her sore wrist.

Before Fang Bai's tense nerves could relax, Ji Yuning walked around Fang Bai and put the card on the standing suitcase, the small card was in stark contrast to the huge suitcase.

After putting down the card, Ji Yuning didn't even look at it. Instead, she looked at the white short sleeves on the bed and asked, "Is this auntie going to throw it away?"

Fang Bai looked at it, but couldn't say the word um.

Ji Yuning responded for her, and saw Ji Yuning took the clothes in her hands and walked out.

Fang Bai subconsciously asked, "Where are you going?"

Ji Yuning stopped, paused for a few seconds, then turned around and said, "Help Auntie take out the trash."

After speaking, Ji Yuning continued to walk out.

Looking at Ji Yuning's back, Fang Bai always felt that this sentence meant something else.

Before she could figure it out, Fang Bai saw Ji Yuning standing at the door of the bedroom, and then she heard Ji Yuning say: "I wish you a happy trip."

Fang Bai's eyelids twitched.

A few seconds later, the door slammed.

Ji Yuning went out.

Perhaps it was because there was one person missing, the room was not so stuffy, and there was only the familiar fragrance in the flowing air.

When Fang Bai lowered his head, he raised his hand, and the faint smell of strawberry on his fingertips disappeared at some point.

Like never before, she got the wrong smell.

The author has something to say:

Why did you give the card to Auntie?

Because there is a sentence in the conditions for choosing a spouse made up by someone: _____ (fill in the blank, 2 points)