After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Since she said she wanted to talk, Fang Bai didn't want to run away, she knew it would be useless to run away.

The reason why she retreated was because she was afraid that Ji Yuning would see the panic in her eyes at such a short distance.

Are habits and acceptance really different?

When Ji Yuning spoke, she directly stepped over the invisible barrier between the two, and stood in front of Fang Bai, analyzing each item one by one, so that Fang Bai could no longer be confused.

Habit, adaptation by repeated exposure.

accept, accept.

The analysis of the two words is different, and the words are also different.They couldn't be used to describe one thing, but at this time they were used on Fang Bai, and they couldn't be more suitable.

They were not confused by Fang Bai, but... mixed together by Fang Bai.

Fang Bai is used to having Ji Yuning by her side, so naturally, she ignored her own thoughts.Knowing Ji Yuning's intentions, Fang Bai was just shocked, and integrated Ji Yuning's love into her life. Thinking about it now, why can she accept it so easily?

Fang Bai's heart skipped a beat.

The belated emotions are like waves hitting the shore, one after another, washing Fang Bai's heart more and more violently.

and so--

She likes Ji Yuning?

Fang Bai wanted to deny it, but this couldn't explain her involuntary heart during the kiss; she wanted to admit it, but something stopped her and told her it was wrong.

It's not right to like Ji Yuning, and it's not right to be with Ji Yuning.

Subconsciously, it's like robbing... robbing someone's girlfriend.

It's Mu Xuerou.

Fang Bai's chest throbbed.

She said that she would wait for Xiaomu to return to the country to see Ji Yuning return to the plot, but now...she fell first.

Breaking away from Ji Yuning's hand, Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning with complicated eyes, but her expression did not change. She said calmly, "What about Xiaomu?"

If it was someone else, Fang Bai might not care about it at all, but that person is Mu Xuerou, the official mate.

He is the one who can't make Fang Bai compromise with her even if Ji Yuning says she likes it.

Fang Bai's voice was soft, but what he said made the temperature in Ji Yuning's eyes drop to freezing point.

In this kind of affectionate situation, her aunt is still thinking about others.

Several times, Fang Bai would mention Mu Xuerou at every critical moment, but every time he asked, Fang Bai would deny it.

Ji Yuning didn't know whether to believe Fang Bai's performance or what she said, which made her unable to do anything.

As the air flowed, Ji Yuning restrained her emotions, showing a smile that she thought was okay, but she didn't know how stiff the corners of her mouth were: "What's wrong with Xuerou? Isn't it talking about us now?"

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning, the soft light in his eyes remained undiminished, adding a bit of calmness.

The reason for mentioning Mu Xuerou is because she wants to treat this feeling rationally.

If she moves according to her heart, admits that she likes Ji Yuning, and being with Ji Yuning, she will sink into love soberly.

But... What about Mu Xuerou after returning to China?

The three of them entangled together?then what?

Fang Bai remained silent, Ji Yuning couldn't bear it any longer, she asked with a sneer, "Auntie likes Xuerou?"

"I don't like Xiaomu." Fang Bai blinked his eyelashes, then lowered them, "It's Xiaomu... who likes you."

The anger surging in Ji Yuning's chest suddenly froze, and even her expression froze.

What Fang Bai said was serious, but Ji Yuning knew it was impossible.

But Ji Yuning realized another problem, does this mean that Fang Bai is jealous?

However, Fang Bai didn't feel jealous at all, she just stated what she thought was the truth.

Ji Yuning didn't know this, the coldness in her eyes gradually warmed up, and she said softly: "So because others like me, you have to push me to others?"

Who knows, can't you boast that Fang Bai is a living Bodhisattva?

Fang Bai looked down at the ground, watching Ji Yuning step away from her, but he didn't go far, only walked to the table.

The dial sounded.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning, who came back with his mobile phone.

His gaze unintentionally flicked to the phone screen, and he could see the notes clearly at a glance.

The indifferent expression began to disintegrate, Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning a little helplessly and asked, "Why did you call Xiaomu?"

Ji Yuning: "It's nothing, just confirm what Auntie said."

confirmed...

Fang Bai licked his lower lip, "You, you can wait for Xiao Mu to return to the country before—"

Fang Bai couldn't continue, as she thought, shouldn't it be a good thing for Ji Yuning to call this number?Why was her first reaction to stop it?What is the faint panic in my heart?

The throbbing pain swept over again.

The phone was also connected at this time.

Ji Yuning opened it and put it outside.

A very soft voice came, "Yu Ning? It's noon in Beijing at this time, right? Are you not busy with work? Then why don't you accompany Aunt Fang?"

In the last sentence, Mu Xuerou raised her voice, with ambiguous ridicule.

Fang Bai heard it, and turned his eyes slowly around Ji Yuning and the phone, slightly puzzled.

Ji Yuning squinted at Fang Bai, seeing the doubt in the latter's eyes, then looked at the phone, and whispered, "I confessed to Fang Bai."

Fang Bai raised his eyes suddenly.

The air was so shocked that it froze for a few seconds.

"Really?!" Mu Xuerou asked excitedly, "How did you tell Aunt Fang? I want to hear it."

"Wait until you come back."

"Can't you tell now?"

"Well, I have a question for you."

Ji Yuning kept looking at Fang Bai when he was talking, Fang Bai just recovered from Ji Yuning's words, and turned his head hastily when he realized that Ji Yuning was looking at her.

Mu Xuerou responded: "You ask, you ask."

There was still excitement in his tone.

"Fang Bai said you—"

In the middle of speaking, Ji Yuning's mouth was covered.

With a scent in her nose, Ji Yuning looked along the white arms, and Fang Bai looked at her nervously.

Facing Ji Yuning's gaze, Fang Bai hurriedly shook his head, motioning for Ji Yuning to stop talking.

She said she was talking to Ji Yuning, but it was another matter when Ji Yuning asked Mu Xuerou.

There is a kind of embarrassment of being overheard by others when you whisper to your own family, and it's too embarrassing.

Fang Bai didn't know, but Ji Yuning mentioned her name on purpose, to see how she would react, was it... small revenge?

The lips that were covered by Fang Bai's hands raised an arc after seeing Fang Bai's panic.

Before Ji Yuning could finish the second sentence, Mu Xuerou asked, "What did Aunt Fang say about me?"

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai.

— Aunt let go.

Fang Bai blinked.

——Don't talk nonsense.

Ji Yuning raised her eyebrows.

——Didn’t Auntie say it herself?

Fang Bai paused and pursed his lips.

——You can change the question in a more euphemistic way.

Ji Yuning narrowed her eyes.

Fang Bai felt a warm touch, and Ji Yuning kissed her palm.

At the same time, Ji Yuning looked at her.

--it is good.

Fang Bai withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

Ji Yuning paused and then replied: "It's nothing, Auntie is curious about how we became friends."

The question was indeed very tactful, and it didn't even have anything to do with whether he liked it or not. Fang Bai was a little relieved.

Mu Xuerou was silent on the other side, and then asked carefully: "Is Aunt Fang by your side?"

Seeing Fang Bai waving his hand, Ji Yuning twisted her voice: "Go ahead."

Mu Xuerou didn't think much, she said, "Actually,"

Mu Xuerou hesitated and said: "I just think you are pitiful. Auntie Fang treated you so well before, you were silent and withdrawn, and we are at the same table, so I..."

Be friends with you.

After a pause for a few seconds, Mu Xue asked softly, "Are you not angry?"

"No," Ji Yuning said softly, "Thank you."

Mu Xuerou smiled and said, "Just tell Auntie Fang like that, but don't say the words about Auntie Fang, I'm afraid Auntie Fang will be angry with me."

Ji Yuning said, "She won't."

She is very generous.

Mu Xuerou giggled, and asked: "Is there anything else to ask? If not, I'll hang up and go to sleep."

Fang Bai thought that Ji Yuning would hang up the phone, but he heard Ji Yuning say, "There is one more."

Mu Xuerou was surprised that Ji Yuning talked a lot today, "Say it."

Ji Yuning's voice didn't fluctuate, calm as if she was doing a routine, she asked: "Have you ever liked me?"

Fang Bai's heart beat faster, and an indescribable feeling spread all over his body.

It was clear from the lines that Mu Xuerou didn't have that kind of thought towards Ji Yuning, but Ji Yuning still asked.

It was like the first sentence after answering the phone, which was unexpected and gave a sense of security.

When the atmosphere was delicate, a roar came from the phone: "Ji Yuning, are you ashamed?!"

Walking up to Mu Xuerou, she was wondering who she was talking on the phone with a smile on her face. When she heard this courtship-like words, she burst into anger. He Ziyan pointed at the phone and asked, "Believe it or not, I'll tell Aunt Fang ?!"

He Ziyan's appearance can explain the problem better than Mu Xuerou's answer.

With the goal achieved, Ji Yuning hung up the phone.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning blankly, and after a few seconds, asked in a low voice, "Why is Xiaohe at Xiaomu's place?"

No wonder I haven't seen her these days.

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai with cold eyes: "It depends on what Auntie thinks."

how to think?

He Ziyan's reaction was very intense, as if she was jealous, so...

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning in disbelief, "The two of them?"

Ji Yuning whispered: "Yes."

The shock of the news was no less than when she knew that Ji Yuning liked her, Fang Bai pursed her lips and said nothing, then she thought of something.

"Since you know, why do you still call Xiaomu?"

Ji Yuning's eyes flickered slightly, "Will Auntie believe me when I tell you?"

It's better to let Fang Bai hear it with his own ears.

The things that have been entangled for a long time are easily solved by a phone call.

The cognitive change was too fast, before Fang Bai had time to adjust his mentality, Ji Yuning's voice sounded in his ears: "Although Xuerou didn't answer, I think Auntie should understand that she doesn't like me."

Fang Bai: "...um."

Ji Yuning moved her feet and leaned towards Fang Bai, "I have always regarded Xuerou as a friend, whether you came or not."

Fang Bai would not say that Mu Xuerou likes her for no reason, so she must know something.

In response to Ji Yuning, there was another voice: "...um."

A few minutes ago, the person who had firmly said that he would deal with it calmly, now because the only obstacle in his heart dissipated, faced with Ji Yuning's pressing step by step, all the beats were disrupted, Fang Bai was momentarily speechless, and she could respond to Ji Yuning Lemon has already used the greatest strength.

Ji Yuning held Fang Bai's face in both hands, and rubbed the corner of Fang Bai's mouth with her thumb, circle after circle.

Under the support of Ji Yuning's hands, Fang Bai raised his head slightly, his neck and chin were bent into a beautiful arc, Fang Bai's eyes were slightly red, and his watery eyes stared at the person in front of him.

The two looked at each other affectionately, and neither of them said anything.

After an unknown period of time, the surrounding atmosphere was as tight as a fish drowning, and the resonance in the chest continued.

Even the air is urging, matching, coaxing.

Holding Ji Yuning's wrist, Fang Bai slowly closed his eyes, the darkness blocked Ji Yuning's sight, but did not cut off Ji Yuning's feelings.

Close your eyes, but you can feel Ji Yuning more truly.

Fang Bai moved according to his heart, and under its guidance, he slowly moved forward in the dark, and kissed Ji Yuning lightly on the corner of her lips.