After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Without Ji Yuning fighting for air with her, Fang Bai's breathing gradually stabilized, and his mind cleared up after he had enough oxygen.

Realizing what happened just now, Fang Bai secretly bit his lip, closed his eyes and frowned, his fingers curled up, not knowing what to do for a while.

This is too crazy, Fang Bai has never done such a irrational thing.

She actually kissed the cub she raised.

Although she was kissed by Ji Yuning before, this time was different from the past, it was not as simple as kissing on the mouth and face, they... kissed with tongue.

More importantly, she didn't hide, but responded, and even indulged in Ji Yuning's kiss.

Ji Yuning's kissing skills... very good.

but why?

Can this be born with?

do not know either…

Suddenly, Fang Bai thought of something, her mind was completely clear, and her heartbeat slowed down.

The slightly squinted eyes opened suddenly, and the remaining lust in the eyes was covered by a clearness.

The office was eerily quiet.

Ji Yuning caressed Fang Bai's back with one hand, and put the other hand on the table, next to Fang Bai's legs.

She was giving Fang Bai some buffer time.

After hearing that the breathing sound in her ear was not so rapid, Ji Yuning turned her eyes sideways and said in a low voice, "Auntie."

Afraid to startle Fang Bai, Ji Yuning deliberately lowered her voice, although it was like a breeze blowing her ears, it also broke the silence of the office, and also turned on a certain switch.

Fang Bai straightened his waist, and quickly withdrew the hand on Ji Yuning's shoulder. She pushed Ji Yuning down, without any force, but the distance between the two was not so close.

Through the small gap, Fang Bai landed on his toes and left the desk.

Ji Yuning saw Fang Bai's behavior in his eyes, Ji Yuning looked calm throughout the whole process, and did not panic because Fang Bai pushed her away.

Fang Bai's reaction was within her expectation.

She thought that Fang Bai would be angry and what would happen, but she didn't expect Fang Bai to calmly arrange his clothes, and said nonchalantly, "Is the interview over? I'm leaving first."

Who would have thought that FJ's boss would interview employees like this.

For Fang Bai, this was a ridiculous interview.

Ji Yuning reached out and grabbed Fang Bai's sleeve, and said, "Auntie, wait for me for a while, I'll go with you after reading this contract."

Letting Fang Bai leave alone at this time is undoubtedly her own creation of difficulties.

Ji Yuning's words and deeds are not as tough as before, and she even used foul play like pulling her sleeves, just to coax Fang Bai to wait for her for a while.

Fang Bai looked down at the sleeves pinched by Ji Yuning, his heart softened a bit, but finally he raised his arms, stretched Ji Yuning's pull, and said, "You are busy, I can go home by myself."

Ji Yuning was not persuaded by Fang Bai's words and pretended indifference, she reached out her hand again, but instead of pulling the sleeves, she smoothed out the wrinkles on Fang Bai's clothes.

Fingertips slid across the clothes, Ji Yuning put down her hands, and said softly: "Auntie, don't you think we should change the environment and have a good talk?"

Ji Yuning's nails are neatly trimmed, not the kind of sharp nails, but where her fingertips swipe, there are still obvious scratches.

No pain, no itching.

It's an indescribable feeling.

Fang Bai attributed the problem to the fact that the material of the clothes was too thin.

What Ji Yuning said touched Fang Bai's heart, she really should have a good talk with Ji Yuning, paused for a few seconds, Fang Bai nodded: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Three minutes later, Fang Bai was sitting on the sofa by the wall. The sofa was a little soft, and he would feel a sinking feeling when he sat on it. If he was alone with Ji Yuning in normal times, Fang Bai would definitely lean to the left, right or back, no matter how comfortable he was, At this moment, Fang Bai was sitting upright, really looking like a job applicant waiting for an interview.

Ji Yuning's office was empty, and the only thing he could stare at was a pot of green plants. After Fang Bai stared at it for a while, his eyes moved to other places unconsciously, looking for new things.

Soon, Fang Bai saw a serious person working at the desk.

Fang Bai felt that she did not use the wrong adjective, after all, Ji Yuning kissed her on that table a few minutes ago, she still blushed a little while looking at the table, Ji Yuning could still work without being disturbed.

But at this time Ji Yuning's expression was too cold and solemn, it was hard to associate it with the person who was so hot that he could melt ice in an instant.

They are two completely different people.

Fang Bai raised his eyebrows, it seems that what she should be thinking about now is not Ji Yuning, but herself.

Why can't help responding to Ji Yuning's kiss, the indulgent look is not like her usual.

Her lips were a little red and swollen, she was obviously a person who was afraid of pain, but when Ji Yuning bit her, she didn't feel it at all, now she felt pain when she pressed her lips slightly.

Fang Bai took out the lipstick from the bag, facing the small mirror that came with the foundation, and filled in the lips.

Covered up a little.

Just when Fang Bai finished putting on her lipstick and was about to put it away, she looked at Ji Yuning, to be precise, she was looking at Ji Yuning's lips, to see if there was anything unusual about her lips.

In the end, Ji Yuning couldn't prevent her from looking at her.

Looking at the smile in Ji Yuning's eyes, Fang Bai knew that he must have been mistaken to peek at it.

Sure enough, the next second Ji Yuning asked her: "Why doesn't Auntie come closer and look at me?"

Fang Bai didn't make any excuses, she asked, "Do you want to wear lipstick?"

Compared with Ji Yuning's demands, Fang Bai responded more to Ji Yuning's kisses, which made Ji Yuning's thin lips completely invisible.

Fang Bai also noticed, she made a gesture to take back the lipstick, but Ji Yuning had already walked over and stopped in front of her.

Ji Yuning raised her hair by her ears, leaned over to Fang Bai and said, "Auntie help me~"

After speaking, Ji Yuning moved closer to Fang Bai.

Smell has memory.

Every smell I smell has a memory, which may not be imagined at ordinary times, but as soon as I smell that smell, a specific picture exclusive to this smell will appear in front of my eyes.

Not to mention something that has just been experienced.

As Ji Yuning approached, Fang Bai smelled the faint fragrance that belonged to Ji Yuning, and the scene of being held by Ji Yuning's hand reappeared in his mind.

The steady heartbeat showed signs of being messed up, so Fang Bai could only find something to divert his attention. She stuffed the lipstick into her bag and said, "Auntie forgot that you have a cleansing habit. I used this one before. You should use your own lipstick." .”

Ji Yuning's teasing smile sounded in her ears, was she laughing at her poor excuse?

Laughter came to my ears like strings, getting closer and closer.

Fang Bai's eyes were suddenly covered with a black shadow, and before Fang Bai could react, someone kissed his soft lips again.

This time it was a very light kiss, like white paper meeting ink, soaking its color.

Ji Yuning quickly ended the kiss. When she straightened her waist, she smiled lightly and said, "I don't have lipstick."

So just do it.

Speaking of which, Ji Yuning pursed her lips, and smudged away the little red imprinted on the center of her lips.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning silently, there seemed to be provocation in his eyes, but when she blinked, there was nothing.

Fang Bai had no choice but to look at the desk in the distance, and asked, "Are you done with your work?"

"Yeah." Ji Yuning took Fang Bai's bag, "Let's go."

Ji Yuning said that he wanted to change the environment to have a good talk, Fang Bai thought it would be a coffee shop or some quieter place.

But Ji Yuning didn't.

She first drove Fang Bai to the supermarket, pushed the cart to buy some vegetables and a bunch of daily necessities that were missing at home, then took Fang Bai to buy a few bags of cat food for Bei Bei, and finally drove home.

After arriving home, Ji Yuning took the things she bought to the dining table, took them out one by one, and sorted them into the refrigerator and the table.

After Fang Bai changed his shoes, he walked over to help.

She looked plain on the surface, but she was thinking in her heart when Ji Yuning was going to talk to her, or did she take the initiative to speak?

After deliberating for a while, Fang Bai called out: "Xiao Ning, what happened today..."

There was only one last item left in the bag, Fang Bai stretched out his hand to get it, but Ji Yuning also stretched out his hand without noticing it.

Unsurprisingly, the hands of the two touched each other.

Fang Bai retracted his hand subconsciously, but Ji Yuning grabbed her wrist first.

The plastic bag rang.

Fang Bai's hand was lifted out of the plastic bag by Ji Yuning, and at the same time Ji Yuning took out the last item in the bag and put it on the table.

After everything was over, Ji Yuning looked at the person she was dragging, and asked in a calm tone: "Auntie wants to say, what happened today has never happened?"

Fang Bai's eyelashes fluttered, she wanted to say that.

Ji Yuning pretended not to understand Fang Bai's acquiescence, she said lightly: "Why don't I ask a few more questions before Auntie answers me?"

Another problem?

Fang Bai's heart trembled: "...you ask."

Ji Yuning lifted her eyelids slightly, her face was expressionless, and she asked, "Why is my auntie still getting along with me so peacefully after I kissed her? Go shopping with me in the supermarket and arrange things."

Ji Yuning let go of her hand, but did not let go of Fang Bai's. She held Fang Bai's hand with her fingers interlocked.

"Even if I hold your hand now, you don't want to shake it off?"

Following Ji Yuning's words, Fang Bai lowered his eyes to look at the hands they were holding, and retorted: "I want to withdraw my hand, but you are the one who won't let go."

"What about now?" Ji Yuning raised her hand in front of the two of them, "I'm holding it loosely now, why doesn't Auntie take it away?"

Fang Bai was taken aback, except for the fact that she wanted to pull out her hand at the beginning, she really didn't think about it.

Listening to Ji Yuning's words, Fang Bai tried to withdraw his hand, but he pulled it out smoothly.

"Because..." Fang Bai paused and explained, "I'm used to it."

One of her habits answered all Ji Yuning's questions.

"Is it habit or acceptance?"

Ji Yuning asked.

Fang Bai licked his lower lip, his voice was weak: "It's all the same."

Ji Yuning denied: "It's not the same."

Not giving Fang Bai a chance to confuse the answer, Ji Yuning said: "The habit is that you treat me like a child, no matter whether it's kissing or kissing you, you always take an indifferent attitude, just like what you just wanted to say, as if nothing happened , Our relationship will continue as usual after today."

Ji Yuning walked towards Fang Bai, and analyzed for Fang Bai clearly, "Unlike the habit, you accepted my love without any resistance or rejection. You know that I am no longer a child, and you also know that I have loved you a long time ago. I like you, for kissing you, all you have is shyness and blushing, because you..."

Ji Yuning's eyes were as bright as stars, and her voice was soft and firm: "I like me."

It was Fang Bai who gave Ji Yuning such confidence.

Ever since she confessed, Fang Bai never rejected her, and only gave some vague answers.

The tacit understanding of adults, without explicit rejection, is acceptable ambiguity.

Fang Bai clenched her hands hanging by her legs, she looked at Ji Yuning, her heart was in a mess.

Ji Yuning's body leaned towards Fang Bai, her cold eyes turned into lake water, clearly reflecting Fang Bai's figure, leaving Fang Bai nowhere to hide.

Fang Bai wanted to back away, but Ji Yuning grabbed her arm.

Ji Yuning showed a slight smile, and said to Fang Bai, "Auntie, you can't escape."