honey color

This is more like a long ordeal.Afraid of seeing her like that, she always sets herself up as a sinner, imprisoning herself in a cage that is not her.

I was afraid of seeing her like this, so I wanted to avoid her.

Brother Hong also rushed to the station.

He is no longer what he was four years ago. Even when he was dying for his father, he had seen him once, but that time he lacked the ability to think and observe. It was only now that he felt that this was a person who could take care of the family.It is no longer the slightly youthful society when he first came out of college, now he even let him see his father when he was young.

But even so, the way he raised the corners of his mouth didn't change much, and he squinted his eyes when he smiled, so that he could find his shadow in the long river of time, and then reached out to pick it up.

They sent them back to Matsumoto's house, and after Yukimura briefly introduced himself, he followed them.

He originally planned to take the afternoon to visit the university he was about to enter, but after seeing Aunt Matsumoto's expectant and sad expression, he finally suggested in a low voice, "Let's go tomorrow."

Looking at him, Yu Mo nodded.

……

When he got out of the car, he almost reflexively looked at the dark gray roof across the street.

This reaction is even sharper than facing the house in front of him who has lived in it for nine years.

"They still live there." It was Brother Hong who said this, he turned his head suddenly, and after seeing his calm face, he guessed how much he knew about the mood at the moment, "Both Auntie and Uncle are still living here. There, but Yumiko has already moved out, Shusuke said that because the university is far away, he rented a house next to the school, and only Yuta still lives there."

"..." He looked at him without saying a word, and he didn't seem to be prepared to avoid his eyes.It's just that when the serious eyes were distracted and almost unable to resist, they finally put on a faint smile again.He lowered his head, and when he walked to the back of the car and opened the trunk lid, he finally added a little subtle complexity.

Maybe he really knows something, just a reason for knowing, and he doesn't want to think about it.

"So Honey Sauce still remembers them!" Uncle Matsumoto had already come out of the door, and when he took the things from Brother Hong, he said this sentence. "If you want, you can visit them next time."

"...Hmm." Nodding perfunctorily, he realized that Yukimura was holding the drawing board instead:

"Is it a neighbor?"

"Yeah." Nodded. "Fuji Shusuke...Maybe Yukimura-kun still remembers this?" At this point, it will be a matter of time to mention this to him, so tentatively, he finally said the name.He accidentally looked at brother Hong who was taking the luggage into the house, and he didn't show any strange expression again.

"..." Yukimura was silent for a while, as if searching for this trace in his mind.That was more than a year ago, and he and he are not in the same school, and the encounters on the field are very rare.Yukimura is the absolute leader, but Fuji often laments that he can't be serious, even if he often gives the impression of a "genius" and lacks something, he is always willing to be the second with a smile.

After all, that's the difference between them. Because he has experienced huge setbacks in life, he will appear desperate to do anything.As for that young man, his ease of use is because he has designed a retreat space for himself before doing anything.

"Ah, is it Aigaku's "genius" Fuershusuke? After finding the answer, Yukimura finally looked at it with a hint of a smile.

"Yeah." Nodded.The other party was a little surprised:

"So we know each other!" He said, "What a coincidence."

"We...we grew up together." Looking at him, he said, and at this moment, the things on the car were also unloaded.Aunt Matsumoto stepped forward, and when the arm she held was about to move towards the room, the boy not far away also stepped forward to hold the other arm.

He was careful, as always.He has a clear mind and never shows it too much.

After that sentence, he lost a little bit of his smile.Maybe he had thought a lot about "that" before sending him to Tokyo.The content of that night talk can't be forgotten in my heart for a long time, and it must be the same for him.If he's still obsessed with it, then he must have thought about that a lot of times.Such as who he is, and whether he will meet this person again.

And now, such a simple conversation has led to the truth of all this, even though he did not ask to confirm his guess, all this has been logical.

He knew her first love, and he was so close, their meeting was inevitable.

I caught his somewhat heavy expression, and when the slightly lonely expression came into view, he just silently lowered his head.The appearance of the boy standing on the street in winter flashed through his mind over and over again, and his azure pupils could be clearly imagined even through a white gauze curtain.

But he pursed his lips tightly, and had completely different thoughts from Yukimura's in his heart.

"If possible, I don't want to meet him."

The latest VIP chapter 64Chapter64. The extension of the dream

On the day I went to Musashino Art University, the sky was quite clear.

But the night before, he had mixed feelings because of a sudden meeting.

Maybe it was the words of brother Hiroshi when we moved, which made us relax our vigilance. There is no sister Yumiko there, and there is no one who is most afraid. Time has changed many things, including inside.

As night falls, the streets after dinner always feel familiar and fascinating.Sitting alone in a wheelchair, the feeling of returning to Tokyo is very subtle, and nostalgia seems to be better than happiness.The room was not the one she had before. Aunt Matsumoto left the largest room on the ground floor for her in consideration of the inconvenience of her legs and feet.This made me feel guilty, so I told her not long after that when I went to school, please use this room whenever you need it.

When I was packing the dinner plate, I simply sat by the window of the living room because I couldn’t get my hands on it, watching the cherry blossoms fall from the branches at night, like a love abandoned by the gods, lamenting that my life is short but can’t change the established destiny of the end of life .Unable to figure out the profound meaning of life, just like, fate is always left in a state of suspension.

"Mi Jiang, do you want to go out for a walk?" The voice was quite nice, it was the voice of Shang Zi, brother Hong's wife.

The relationship with her always seems a little shallow, but in fact, I always feel a little guilty towards her.When she broke her leg five years ago, she was standing by her side, holding Brother Hong's arm, stepping on the green brick road of the shrine, but because of her sudden fall, their wedding was cast in a shadow.Even because of this reason, he and his father didn't attend their wedding. He obviously hoped to be blessed the most, but because of the accident, he was forced to show that kind of faint apology for five years.

Looking at her, I felt a little embarrassed, but this feeling soon turned into silence.I was a little hesitant, wondering if such rash reminiscence or nostalgia would bring any burden to my sensitive self.Because I know that the cherry blossoms floating outside this window are enough to touch my heart.

"Honey sauce, actually he is an alumnus!" She looked at it, maybe it was her hesitation that made her see something, and she used such words to try to get rid of the redundant thoughts!

"Why don't you go out for a walk with Shangzi!" Uncle Matsumoto sat on a chair beside him, flipping through the newspaper while casually saying such words.

Looking at him, and then at Shangzi who looked a bit cute, he finally agreed to such a proposal.

……

So soon, when Shangzi pushed the street, the cherry blossoms rushed to the edge of memory.

Those pictures from the past flashed through my mind from time to time. Although I said I don't want to see him, the photo he sent that was blocked by cherry blossom petals has always been cherished.That is the origin of everything. In a sense, I love cherry blossoms, but I am also afraid of cherry blossoms.I suddenly remembered that I had read a book called "Under the Blooming Cherry Blossom Forest". The bandit described by Ango Sakaguchi was afraid of cherry blossoms because he was afraid of a woman as charming and beautiful as Yezakura.And now, although he has never had such a treacherous and profound fear, he also has a trace of fear in his heart for the sake of a young man.

Because the waves of memory always have to throw the rock wall to one side, it makes me feel so emotional about such cherry blossoms.

"Since I told Mi-chan about my alumni when I went out, why not choose Qingxue for today's destination?" Standing behind her, the woman was wearing light brown cropped pants. Cherry blossoms sometimes streaked across her fair ankles. She looked like that It looks very beautiful.

"Yeah." He didn't refuse, on the contrary, like a child, when he was allowed to go out of the house, he didn't have much restraint on his heart.

Now, it seems that expectations are better.

"When Honey Sauce was in junior high school, what club did you join?" Shangzi pushed, the yellow light under the flower group seemed blurred and ambiguous, those light particles hit the flowers, and even made their death more like moths to a flame .

"Photography Department." Said.

"Hey, Qingxue has a photography department later?" Shangzi's surprised eyes were covered by her shoulder-length hair hanging down, but the brisk expression on his face remained unchanged.

"Well, although at that time, the photography department was only a small department." Thinking of Sakurai-senpai and Nishimura-senpai, as well as Takeuchi-senpai who entrusted his other dream to him.Maybe if I meet him again now, I will choose to return the button to him, and then say to him, "I'm sorry, but my wish didn't come true in the end."

The night sky is divided into countless pieces by the trajectory of cherry blossoms, and the Milky Way has slowly become clear as the weather gets warmer.day to day,