The fate of provoking a mad beauty

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After the words fell, Huo Junxian stopped moving. She looked up at Gu Siyu, her eyes were red, wet and teary.

It is undeniable that Huo Junxian is very beautiful at this time, so pitiful, the tears in her eyes slide down her cheeks.

If you look at her more often, you can hear your own heartbeat. Similarly, Gu Siyu is very sad, and Huo Junxian looks very painful. This pain has nothing to do with beauty or not, it is a dull pain coming from the heart.

The sun fell on the body, and the warmth gradually came up. Gu Siyu looked outside, and then felt that spring had really come.

Gu Siyu was standing beside Huo Junxian, her speech was not so fluent, and she herself was choked with sobs, she raised her hand to wipe Huo Junxian's tears away.

Huo Junxian's tears fell down uncontrollably, and soon wet Gu Siyu's fingers, she stretched out her hand to hug Gu Siyu, the strength in her hand was very strong, Gu Siyu had the illusion that her bones were about to be crushed .

She knew that Huo Junxian was releasing her anxiety, but Huo Junxian didn't stand up, but knelt on the ground and hugged Gu Siyu's legs. This posture was like she was begging Gu Siyu not to leave.

Gu Siyu squatted down and hugged Huo Junxian back and forth. She felt that her shoulders were getting wet. She patted Huo Junxian's back lightly, telling her that she would be fine soon.

The suppressed crying gradually became louder, and Gu Siyu's heart that had been hanging fell down, and she also leaned on Huo Junxian's shoulder.

Tired of kneeling, she stood up and beat her sore thigh, her whole leg was numb.

Huo Junxian was still sobbing behind the sofa. Her voice was very low and depressed. Like all adults, she cried quietly.

Looking at her, Gu Siyu always had the idea of ​​"it's good for her to be like this, or let her go on like this".She didn't know how Huo Junxian came here before, for example, facing her father's death, how she escaped last time.

But Gu Siyu felt that it was impossible to let her go like this, the process was too painful, and she had to take this person out, she couldn't stand by and watch.

Gu Siyu pushed the sofa away vigorously, so that the sunlight from the window could shine in, the hot light, please warm up the person next to her, she doesn't know what to do anymore.

Sunshine heard her prayers, and she no longer felt stingy, and put a lot of it on Huo Junxian's shoulders and back. Huo Junxian huddled and cried for a long time, mourning Teddy's departure seriously, so long that Gu Si Yu thought she was asleep.

The sunshine in spring is not enough to warm the whole place, even if the floor is covered with fur mats, it will still feel cool.

Gu Siyu went outside the courtyard to call Chen Tao back. Chen Tao's family has been anxious for the past two days, and Chen Tao has always wanted to come and see Huo Junxian.Gu Siyu told him that when it gets warmer in the afternoon, she will ride a motorcycle and take Huo Junxian out to relax.

She said again: "I should come back later, you find someone to tidy up her yard and clean it up."

Chen Tao was timid, "Miss, she pays more attention to personal space. If I do it, will she be sad? You know she always wants Teddy to come back. If it changes, will she be very stressed..."

"Miss, can you stop being so respectful and humble, and do what you are asked to do, why are you doing so many things." Gu Siyu reprimanded a few words, "If you call her 'Xiaoxian', Mr. Xian', get closer to her, maybe she feels that she still has family, so she won't be so lonely."

Chen Tao said dumbly, in his heart, Huo Junxian was his benefactor, and the Huo family were all kind to him, so he had to take good care of them, so he respected them very much, and didn't realize anything else.

Gu Siyu also said casually, vented her temper, and yelled once or twice, she didn't think about accusing Chen Tao.Chen Tao thought about it for himself and felt that what she said made sense, "Well, I will think about it carefully."

After finishing the phone call, she turned her head and looked back. Huo Junxian stood up, her eyes were red, and she asked in a hoarse voice, "Where are you going?"

"Upstairs." Gu Siyu pointed upstairs.

"Okay." Huo Junxian's voice was hoarse, but not as lifeless as before.

Gu Siyu followed, it would be very painful to break away from one state to another, and the idea of ​​giving up would pop up one after another.

From Huo Junxian's walking speed, it can be seen that she is fast and slow for a while, not daring to look around, trying to restrain herself.

"Open the closet." Gu Siyu directed her.

Huo Junxian opened the wardrobe, then stopped, asking someone to help unwind the clockwork behind her.

"Pick a piece of clothing that you want to wear, and I will go out with you later." When Huo Junxian was about to open the door, she added another sentence, "You are not allowed to wear this outfit on you. Otherwise, there will be no changes. Change it." Dress up in clothes that make you feel better."

Huo Junxian took a white spring dress, a white coat and white trousers, looking very peaceful.

"very good."

Get the surface right first, and then slowly adjust the inside.

After changing her clothes, Huo Junxian walked over step by step, she hugged Gu Siyu tightly, their sides were close to each other, she rubbed against Gu Siyu, tears made her face sticky.Gu Siyu swallowed, and she licked her lower lip. Because she needed to change clothes, the curtains in the room were kept closed.

Dark, with little light to see.

Huo Junxian hugged her for a long time, Gu Siyu felt that she became thinner and smaller, and became her possession in her arms.Gu Siyu closed his eyes and asked, "Is it better?"

After Huo Junxian nodded, Gu Siyu took her to wash her face and get the helmet. Huo Junxian packed some things and took her out.

Gu Siyu didn't stop Huo Junxian, she stuffed the dog leash that Huo Junxian was holding tightly into her pocket, and led her out of the house.

Huo Junxian chose not to go to see Teddy's grave because she kept repeating the day before the parting in a daze, and Gu Siyu was afraid that she would forget where Xiaoyu was buried.

Huo Junxian looked directly over, a few leaves fell on the tomb surrounded by small colored stones, one could imagine that the flowers in the tomb had withered.

The yard has bloomed a lot, but it's just not taken care of, and now it's entangled with brambles and all kinds of crazy-growing vines.

Gu Siyu stepped on the motorcycle, "Put on the helmet."

After Huo Junxian put it on, she pulled off the goggles and sat behind her, holding her waist with both hands.

Gu Siyu had taken her with her many times on a motorcycle, and Teddy would often be caught between them, but now it suddenly became empty, and people who drive or ride in cars are not used to it.

After driving for a while, Gu Siyu felt that Huo Junxian was sobbing, her voice was very low, Huo Junxian thought she couldn't see it, so she didn't wipe her face, and there were tears in her eyes.

Gu Siyu drove the car very slowly, giving her enough time to feel sad.

It's just that her prediction was wrong. This season, the weather is still chilly. Gu Siyu didn't wear leggings, and her knees were so cold that she almost lost consciousness.

"Is it cold?" Gu Siyu asked.

Huo Junxian returned to look at Gu Siyu, she was a little stunned when she saw herself in the rearview mirror, she reached out to wipe it, "It's okay."

"Well, I'm cold." Gu Siyu drove the car to the urban area and stopped immediately. She held the helmet and called Huo Junxian to go in together.

Huo Junxian hadn't seen a stranger for a long time, she frowned slightly.

Gu Siyu handed her his hand.

"Ah."

Huo Junxian held her hand.

The two went in, Gu Siyu picked out two coats, and after payment, helped Huo Junxian get dressed. Huo Junxian was wearing a thin spring dress, which looked very crowded. Gu Siyu unbuttoned the coats and adjusted the neckline for her.

She was so focused on it that Huo Junxian could see her blinking eyelashes.Gu Siyu managed to push her to the mirror, "Look."

"It looks good." Huo Junxian's voice was hoarse.

Gu Siyu treated himself very rough, put on his clothes inside out, and continued riding his motorcycle after leaving the mall.

Many people come out for outings in spring, and the streets are bustling with activity, returning to its busiest appearance.

"Do you know how long we stayed in the villa?" Gu Siyu wanted to avoid the crowd, she drove the car very slowly.

Huo Junxian didn't hear clearly, she leaned forward, Gu Siyu asked again, how did Huo Junxian know?She lived a day over and over again, how could she know the changing seasons outside.

That house is too luxurious, and the all-round temperature control can keep the house at the most comfortable temperature for the human body forever. They can stay in it all the time, regardless of whether it is cold or hot outside, and they can stay in it until they die.

Huo Junxian relived that day repeatedly, even to the point of death.

"Living inside for a lifetime without observing the changes outside is different from a prison. It is nothing more than luxurious or not luxurious." Gu Siyu said: "Don't do this in the future. This is not the only way to relieve sadness."

Gu Siyu took her to many places by bike, and the places were not fixed. They didn't care where they drove. Sometimes they looked at the overpass, and sometimes they looked at the river blown by the wind. When the car drove to a forest road, Gu Siyu saw There were many flowers blooming on the iron fence, and she picked a pink rose for Huo Junxian not so politely.

Huo Junxian always wraps around her waist, hugs her, hugs her tightly, and gets close to her. As long as he gets close to Gu Siyu, he won't feel sad when he is with her.

Gu Siyu also knew that it was impossible for Huo Junxian to get rid of this sickness in an instant. Huo Junxian was frantically looking for the sense of existence, the feeling of possession, the broken kite, it had to go through all the obstacles, and use up all the courage to fight against the strong wind to get back to the ground.

Afterwards, Gu Siyu saw an ice cream truck, and she stopped by the side of the street to buy two cones.

Gu Siyu handed it to Huo Junxian, and she was very curious why their ice cream was so unpalatable, but the price was almost as high as that of Haagen-Dazs, and of course the taste of Haagen-Dazs was not very good.

Huo Junxian answered her, saying: "The ice cream truck is a selling point, it has a romantic color."

"That's right. Ice cream trucks were the most common thing I saw in cartoons when I was young, but I rarely saw them in reality."

Fairy tales are fairy tales. The ice cream trucks in the cartoons are very dreamy, but they are very ordinary in reality.

She accidentally got it on her face while eating ice cream, Huo Junxian took out a tissue from her bag and wiped it for Gu Siyu.

Gu Siyu looked into her bag, all kinds of snacks for dogs, and she asked, "Can this be eaten?"

"Yes, the taste may be very weak..."

Gu Siyu took a pack of beef strips and tore it open. She chewed it, but it wasn't particularly bad. After eating a pack, she said, "Give me yours."

"Okay." Huo Junxian gave her the bag she was carrying across her body, and it would be much more convenient to get the camera. She pressed the button next to her fingertips, and when she flipped forward, she could see many pictures of Teddy inside.

Gu Siyu patted her on the shoulder, said that he saw someone buying cotton candy, and asked Huo Junxian if he wanted it.

Huo Junxian said yes, Gu Siyu went to buy one, and it cost fifteen for a roll of sugar.

"I don't know but thought it was made of gold."

Huo Junxian hooked her lips.

Gu Siyu's eyes touched that little arc, and he was a little relieved that he finally got better.

Of course, there are also bad things, and habits cannot be changed.

Huo Junxian didn't bring Teddy out before. When she went out to play by herself, she liked to take pictures with a camera, and then went back to show Teddy. She also brought it today.

Gu Siyu got on the motorcycle again and took Huo Junxian to the front to have a look. There is no scenic spot near here, and she really can't afford the price. She must call to complain when the time comes.

The car was driving fast, and when it stopped at a certain place, she called Huo Junxian to get off first, and when she turned her head, she gave a "fuck" sound. Before Huo Junxian had time to eat the cotton candy she just bought, it was blown away by the wind, and now only a stick.

"This..." Huo Junxian was also very surprised. She kept holding the stick but didn't realize that the cotton candy on it had escaped.

The marshmallows are gone, but there is still an attraction in front of it. A small playground was opened some time ago.

Gu Siyu went to other amusement parks with her friends a long time ago. To be honest, she didn’t like this kind of place very much, except for queuing up and queuing up. When she was hungry, she wanted something to eat and found that the food inside was extremely expensive, and the taste was delicious. poor.

It is also very strange to say that she rides the motorcycle very excitingly, which is really unacceptable for some extreme events.

Gu Siyu searched for projects on her mobile phone, and found that they were similar to Disney. The projects in it tended to be "healing" with a fairy tale color, so she asked Huo Junxian, "Want to play?"

Huo Junxian was still in a daze, Gu Siyu turned his head to look, there was a puppy in a car parked by the side of the road, the puppy was acting like a baby with its owner, but the amusement park couldn't bring the puppy in, the owner didn't plan to take it with him .

Having just experienced parting, it is inevitable that you will be emotional.

It wasn't until the car drove away forcefully that Huo Junxian looked away. She knew that this was wrong, so she tried her best to adjust her emotions and try to perform well so that she wouldn't give up halfway.

She went to see Gu Siyu, and knew that Gu Siyu asked her a question, but she didn't understand what it was. After thinking about it, she replied: "I've been there, just, a long time ago..."

"What are you thinking?" Gu Siyu asked softly.

"That's right, it was inconvenient to take Xiaoyu at that time, and Xiaoyu wanted to go very much. I had no choice but to take Xiaoyu home. The next day, my father called me and said that he had booked the amusement park. Xiaoyu and I Played in it for a long time."

One of her eyes was red, she felt it herself, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, "Sorry, isn't this wrong, it seems..."

"Take your time, what's the rush, I'm not in a hurry." Gu Siyu interrupted her, and tried to enlighten her according to her own understanding, "Nothing can be accomplished overnight, and it's only natural to have a relationship with the scene. Your father and Xiaoyu are very good , No one will force you to forget it. If you think it’s good, you can recall it slowly. Let’s go to the amusement park to review the past and find out how you feel. You can say whatever you want to recall, and I’m listening.”

"I know you are very anxious and confused now. I heard a saying before that when a person starts to get anxious about one thing, it is a good thing in itself, and it means that you are about to come out, so don't be afraid."

Huo Junxian looked at her in surprise.

"It's surprising, I can also say such a thing." Gu Siyu smiled, "I am also very surprised."

She pointed inside, "Do you want to go in and have a look? However, you have to be mentally prepared, there must be all kinds of dog dolls inside, but it doesn't matter, you can tell me if you feel sad or unhappy."

Huo Junxian nodded.

Gu Siyu clicked his tongue, took the stick she had been holding up and threw it into the trash can.Gu Siyu bought a ticket, they came too late, there was no one in line at the moment.

Huo Junxian followed her in.

In the past, she always said that Gu Siyu was good, but now Gu Siyu looked at her as if she was looking at a clingy child.

"Gu Siyu." She called softly, "I still want to hold hands."

Gu Siyu walked a few steps and stopped. With her hands behind her back, she hooked her slender fingers towards Huo Junxian.

Huo Junxian saw it, she looked at Gu Siyu's back, put her hands that had nowhere to rest, Gu Siyu shook her fingers, Gu Siyu said: "This time there is no appointment, and I have no money to pay for it." You book the venue, you just play with it."

Huo Junxian hummed, her voice was a little hoarse, she took Gu Siyu's hand and clenched it tightly.

"You really are a crybaby." Gu Siyu thought she was crying again, so she didn't turn her head to look at Huo Junxian, and gently held her hand back.

Huo Junxian didn't explain anything, she followed Gu Siyu for a few steps, she didn't actually cry, she was just afraid that Gu Siyu would let go.

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