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Gu Siyu was very moved when she heard these words. As far as she was concerned, she left Huo Junxian again and again because she felt pain, and she was afraid that Huo Junxian would hurt her.

She took a step forward and embraced Huo Junxian in her arms. Huo Junxian put both hands down, and lifted the gloved hand up, and then clenched it very hard, wrinkling the corners of the nice clothes.

In love, there are always many factors that make people very small.

They can't see their own shining points, and the other party is getting hotter and brighter in their eyes, which leads them to avoid the light more and more.

"Then are you afraid that I will get hurt?" Gu Siyu asked softly.

"Scared." Huo Junxian said.

"Then I'm not afraid anymore." Gu Siyu said, "I used to be very desperate, thinking that while you like me, you only care about your own feelings. You seem to have no empathy ability, and you seem to only love yourself forever. Now you say you are afraid I was hurt and I felt like I could trust you and you wouldn't hurt me."

Huo Junxian was silent.

"I learned everything from Ning Xianzhi. You just went to find someone to help you find me. I was very touched to hear that." Gu Siyu's departure also meant an escape in a certain sense, and she was unwilling To love herself, Huo Junxian still persisted in looking for her, loving her so seriously, it was impossible for her not to be moved.

Gu Siyu said: "I was an abandoned child, I never believed that anyone would be reluctant to part with someone like me."

Gu Siyu said psychologically, and dissected herself to her, "Thank you for always loving me and giving me miracles. If this was my childhood, I would think it was a fairy tale."

Her words were hot and powerful, as if she had specially rehearsed them, knowing which words would make Huo Junxian's heart warm, and she deliberately said them sweetly.

Huo Junxian's heart throbbed for no reason. When she breathed, all she inhaled was cold air, and her heart suddenly ached.

Gu Siyu said: "To be honest, I never thought about how good I made you. When I liked you, you were not such a perfect person. I am also a very bad person. In the past two years, I am the most Where there is no progress, it is to convince myself to accept this kind of you."

After saying these words, Gu Siyu was also thinking about it, and she found that it is not a terrible thing to realize her own shortcomings, but to hide them and become a thorn in the other party's heart.

She is not a very good and caring person, but Huo Junxian has shown timidity now, and she has grown up along the way.

When comforting others, no matter how sad you are, you will make yourself extremely brave. It is probably because human nature is so kind, and when you see others being cowardly, you will reach out to give them a hand.

After Gu Siyu said these words, she herself was surprised.

Huo Junxian's eyes moved slightly, as if she was relying on her.

Gu Siyu was distressed, and fortunately, Huo Junxian was finally willing to open up her closed heart.When you are with someone, the most fearful thing is not knowing what the other person is thinking.

It's useless to just talk, Gu Siyu took her hand, and the two of them crossed the road in front of the hospital to the opposite side.

The winter snow fell quickly and quickly, and the people and cars on the street seemed to press the fast-forward button. In the blink of an eye, two years have passed, and the relationship between her and Huo Junxian will go around in a variety of twists and turns in the next year. It went on for five full years.

During the days and months when they didn't meet, Gu Siyu couldn't let go of Huo Junxian, thinking about Huo Junxian all the time, she didn't dare to take leaving as something worth showing off.

Because during that time, every time she thought of Huo Junxian, she felt that her leaving was wrong, even if all the facts told her that leaving in the past two years was the most correct choice, they all settled down and became extremely restrained.

But the right choice makes her feel sorry.

In the dead of night, Huo Junxian was not by her side.

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When they got home, they cooked and talked and laughed as usual.

Gu Siyu doesn't like this kind of superficial peace very much, because it will hurt both sides when it breaks out.

After the food was served and the bowls and chopsticks were set, Gu Siyu began to speak.

"Then let me see your worst side." Gu Siyu looked at Huo Junxian seriously, "I also want to see if I can accept it, and where is the ability to accept it."

Huo Junxian was silent. Gu Siyu's proposal was very good, but if Gu Siyu couldn't accept it, would their relationship end? The risk was too great. She ate food in silence, "Let's talk about this later."

"I'm ready, you can't just want to tear me apart." Gu Siyu looked at her tentatively.

Huo Junxian shook her head and said, "I don't have a necrophilia, I won't be like that. I like your lively appearance, and I like to watch you run around and do all kinds of interesting things. Only then will I feel happy."

It's not serious to talk about this while eating, Gu Siyu took a sip of his drink.

"Didn't you not do it? And you have suppressed so many things that hurt me. You have to have some confidence in yourself."

Huo Junxian smiled, probably because she didn't know how to reply to her, so she could only do it perfunctorily.

Gu Siyu said again: "I was studying there before, and I read a very philosophical sentence in the book." She thought for a while, and said: "Before marriage, it is best to know all the imperfections of your lover, otherwise one day you will find her There are flaws all over the body, and at that time when two people are together, it is a disaster."

"Who said this? Why haven't I heard of it." Huo Junxian was a little curious.

"The ones read in foreign libraries may be relatively small. It's normal if you haven't heard of them. I don't remember the name now." Gu Siyu said this, but she thought in her heart, you haven't heard of it because of this philosopher It's me.

"How is it?" Gu Siyu asked again, "Let's talk openly and honestly."

Huo Junxian did not directly agree to her.

until the end of the meal.

Gu Siyu cleaned up the dishes, and Huo Junxian moved the table.

In daily life, the two cooperated very well. Gu Siyu stood in the kitchen and looked at the snowflakes still falling outside the window. Huo Junxian might be stuck in some kind of difficult problem.

On the one hand, I want to have love, but on the other hand, I am afraid of being hurt.

In the past, Huo Junxian didn't care about the consequences.

Is this a good thing?

Huo Junxian went upstairs to take a shower first. She was wearing a long-sleeved pajamas with a low V lace on her chest, and she could vaguely see the attractive arc.

The two of them washed up and lay on the bed. Huo Junxian turned her body sideways, her body was covered with a touch of bath fragrance. Her hand moved from her side to Gu Siyu's side. She touched Gu Siyu's arm first, then turned her body Looking for the specific direction of Gu Siyu with his body.

Huo Junxian's warm palms slid up from the hem of her clothes, gently stroking her chest, feeling her heartbeat with his palms.

Gu Siyu looked thin, but she had everything she should have when lying down, and what Huo Junxian touched was not Gu Siyu's heart.

Gu Siyu tilted his head, slightly puzzled.

"You want to do it?"

Huo Junxian moved her hand to the left, "I just listen to my heartbeat."

"Ok?"

Gu Siyu didn't understand what she meant.

Huo Junxian asked: "Is what you said today true?"

Gu Siyu asked her back, "Can you tell whether what others say is true or not through your heartbeat?"

Huo Junxian blinked slightly.

"Actually, I'm afraid you're terrified, Huo Junxian." Gu Siyu said in a tone.

Huo Junxian said softly, "You were lying just now."

She pushed Gu Siyu's clothes without rushing away, and looked down at her chest. The woman's fair skin was exposed in front of her eyes, and her breathing moved Gu Siyu's chest, which was rising and falling rhythmically.

"Kiss me." Gu Siyu said.

Huo Junxian was still looking at her chest, she might want to kiss Gu Siyu's heart more, but Gu Siyu urged her, saying: "Hurry up, I will turn over later and I will have to push you down."

Huo Junxian leaned over and touched her lips, maybe it was the fault of the night, Gu Siyu always inexplicably thought of the night when she ran away for the first time and was captured by Huo Junxian.

Huo Junxian was propped up on top of her like this, she slapped Huo Junxian, Huo Junxian slapped back with her backhand, the force was so strong that her face was almost swollen.

Neither of the two would let the other go.

Gu Siyu's hand squeezed Huo Junxian's face, Huo Junxian bent down, and bit her lips, Gu Siyu strangled her neck, and tried his best to cooperate with her, the two of them were like beasts that came out to hunt for food at night, trying their best Bite and let the prey die under its own mouth.

Huo Junxian was quickly countered by Gu Siyu, she was not convinced, and directly folded Gu Siyu, and the two knelt on the bed and kissed, tearing each other's clothes.

Gu Siyu couldn't bear it anymore. A woman like Huo Junxian can't watch at night. This is a crime of seduction. She tore the black lace in the middle with both hands.

Gu Siyu has a lot of ingenuity. Whether she is on the ground or on the bed, she can always stand on top of the fight. As expected of being born as a gangster, she subdued Huo Junxian in a few minutes. She sat on Huo Junxian's waist, and Huo Junxian's back was still leaning Implantation.

She was panting, her body warming up.

Gu Siyu leaned forward and kissed her chest, and touched Huo Junxian's clothes. I bought new ones two days ago, and I couldn't bear to tear them.

"Start now and see who stops first," she said.

Huo Junxian looked up at her.

Gu Siyu touched her lips, meaning that Huo Junxian can say whatever she wants, she can kiss whatever she wants, and whoever can't help it will lose.

"After you leave, I plan to call the police. I will catch you and send you to prison." Huo Junxian panted, while Gu Siyu tore apart the black cloth, she also tore open the dark place in her heart, "Then, send yourself in again, and we'll never be apart."

Gu Siyu shuddered.

She went to see Huo Junxian, and was terrified by her again,

Huo Junxian was very serious, she wasn't joking, she looked at her with deep eyes, her expression was very cold, completely different from her usual smile.

Gu Siyu breathed out, her heartbeat kept getting heavier, she bit Huo Junxian's shoulder, and bit down a row of teeth marks hard.

Huo Junxian added, "But I didn't do that, I think it's not worth it, and the two of us spend less time meeting each other, so the gain outweighs the loss."

Gu Siyu's temper became a little smoother, her face was hot, she thought that Huo Junxian would send her to jail when she was so angry, but she never thought that Huo Junxian would be so crazy and wanted to send herself in too, Gu Siyu said angrily Said: "Then shall we go to the prison to eat together? See you every day when you come out to let the wind go?"

Huo Junxian said softly: "Later, I felt that prison food must be bad, and I couldn't live in a double room, so I didn't think about it."

Gu Siyu's teeth trembled, "You are really realistic, to the point of frightening reality, Huo Junxian, why don't you still go to investigate?"

Huo Junxian was silent.

Gu Siyu continued to ask: "What else?"

"And..." Huo Junxian opened his mouth.

"You still have it?"

Huo Junxian pursed her lips.

Gu Siyu said, "Speak, I'll listen."

"Never mind."

Huo Junxian thought, some things are still rotten in his bones, it's better never to say them out, once said, it may be the fuse of the quarrel.

"Is it scary?" Huo Junxian asked.

Gu Siyu didn't return, she was still kissing.

That is to say: she can take it.

Huo Junxian's eyes were red like fog, she raised her chin, and grabbed Gu Siyu's hair with her hands, "Gu Siyu, you are provoking a lunatic."

Gu Siyu breathed out, bit her, one by one, not sparing any part.

Biting the "slut" she tattooed on Huo Junxian back then, Gu Siyu raised her head and stroked it with her fingers carefully. After so many years, the words were clearly left on Huo Junxian's leg. Gu Siyu deeply felt how she felt at that time That's right, she sees Huo Junxian thoroughly, these two words are Huo Junxian's label.

"You are a cheap and dangerous woman."

During the day, Gu Siyu still pretended to be gentle and comforted her, actually thinking that they might not be suitable for such a conversation.The relationship between her and Huo Junxian is sometimes rough, and the delicateness of the wind is just a sweet conciliator.

Gu Siyu took a deep breath. When she touched the tattoo, she used a lot of strength and almost bit off Huo Junxian's flesh. Huo Junxian narrowed her eyes in pain.

Gu Siyu didn't let go, when Huo Junxian trembled in pain, Gu Siyu held her face to let her see clearly, Gu Siyu said: "Don't worry, if one day you do this, then you don't Think about it, I know the end of provoking you, but you also have to remember, what is the end of you making me feel hurt. "

"I'm in pain, I will definitely make you hurt, just like when I slapped you back then, you will definitely slap me back. In the future, if you slap me, I will make you miserable. If you don't want pain, don't Make me hurt, never. You remember, if you torture me, I will torture you."

Gu Siyu unlocked her own key for Huo Junxian, and then wrapped Huo Junxian tightly with a lock with her backhand. The two of them held on to each other tightly, and neither of them tried to cross the boundary.

They just want to be entangled like this, never to die.

"What about the bed? Don't you want pain?"

"this is okay."

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