The fate of provoking a mad beauty

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Huo Junxian's fingers trembled slightly, her heart was pinched, she did not answer Gu Siyu's proposal in time.

Gu Siyu was not in a hurry, she gave Huo Junxian time to think about it before answering.

Gu Siyu specially slowed down her voice to make her voice sound a bit gentle. Unlike Huo Junxian, she has a good temper and always gives people a very gentle feeling. She was afraid that what she said was not good enough, so she didn't bring it. what persuasion.

"Okay." Huo Junxian let go of her hand for a few seconds, then turned around and gently shook her hand.

She smiled at Gu Siyu, and pressed her lips hard again.

The two were walking home, holding hands. The driver called and asked where Huo Junxian was. Huo Junxian said that she wanted to take a walk first.

Huo Junxian asked her, "Did you not go out to play today?"

"I didn't go, it's meaningless to go anywhere alone." Gu Siyu told the truth, she went abroad is no different from exile, they walked a lot of steps, Gu Siyu said: "It's better to stay with the person you like."

Huo Junxian laughed and said, "You are very good at hitting straight balls now."

Gu Siyu felt that Huo Junxian was very closed and nerdy, and she was very reluctant to step out of her comfort zone. Gu Siyu said puzzledly, "Do you know what a straight ball is?"

"I'm not a caveman."

"Hahaha." Gu Siyu laughed.

Huo Junxian looked at her, when the wind from the trail blew over, blowing her long hair to the side of her face, Huo Junxian looked forward again, "It's no wonder that we have studied abroad, we Xiaogu seem to be different people when we come back."

Gu Siyu snorted, "Why, didn't you also stay in school?"

Huo Junxian nodded, "Yes, I also stayed."

Gu Siyu felt that she owed her a little, she just said a few words on purpose to make her happy, she was not in a hurry to let Huo Junxian tell her secret, she felt that she could take it slowly.

They still have a long way to go.

The two walked for half an hour. Gu Siyu asked Huo Junxian how the company was doing. Huo Junxian said it was good. Gu Siyu asked if she could buy their company's stock. She didn't know anything about stocks, so could she buy it to make some money? .

If Huo Junxian said no, then don't buy it. If she wants to make money, she can give Gu Siyu shares, and Gu Siyu can experience the feeling of being a shareholder.

"I'm just joking. I don't want to be a real shareholder. I think clearly now." Gu Siyu said.

"Huh?" Huo Junxian was puzzled, "Why is it transparent?"

How to say this.

The money Gu Siyu got before was enough for her to spend her whole life, and she didn't like hoarding money, mainly because she didn't know what to do with hoarding, she was satisfied materially, and she didn't want to make any more money. alright.

She looks like she doesn't have much work at 27, but in fact she does a lot of things. When she was studying, she played racing cars and fought fiercely. When she grew up, she did part-time jobs that didn't involve the bottom line. When she touched the bottom line a little, she met Huo Junxian.

This may be fate.

"I haven't figured out what to do in the future. I want to relax and have more time. Let's play together." Gu Siyu said, "As for the detailed blueprint, we will draw it together."

Gu Siyu's words are premeditated, and he has some expectations for the future, so he will be more aggressive now.

She observed Huo Junxian secretly, but Huo Junxian didn't speak, she must be thinking about something when she looked plain, and it probably had something to do with seeing a psychiatrist.

They passed by a big supermarket, Huo Junxian called the driver and asked him to come and wait outside, and went in with Gu Siyu to shop and buy some daily necessities and vegetables. The weather is cold now, and he planned to eat some hot pot today.

When going to buy fresh food, Huo Junxian remembered it, and she asked Gu Siyu, "You said you learned it from watching other couples, where did you watch it, you wouldn't sit on the street and watch it."

"That's definitely not the case. There are examples around me."

Which couple does Gu Siyu see?

The children around her who are studying abroad fall in love very quickly, seeing them holding A's hand today, tomorrow they will hold B's hand, there is no learning value, she is watching Ye Qinghe and Qi Yuanhan fall in love.

She and Qi Yuanhan had a little misunderstanding, but it is undeniable that the relationship between Qi Yuanhan and Ye Qinghe is worth learning, Ye Qinghe is also crazy, he doesn't care about the consequences, and sometimes doing things will give Qi Yuanhan a headache.

But the relationship between them only broke out once. That time, Ye Qinghe completely overturned in front of Qi Yuanhan, showing his crazy nature. After Qi Yuanhan knew about it, he suggested that the two should separate temporarily. After clearing her thoughts about her, the two reconciled again.

Qi Yuanhan is very tolerant towards Ye Qinghe, sometimes Ye Qinghe does something wrong, she can also not care about Ye Qinghe, the two may quarrel, but they never quarrel because of other people's intervention.

No wonder Ye Qinghe likes her.

At first, Gu Siyu didn't know who to learn from, so he blindly stared at Ye Qinghe, and found that something was wrong, and then he realized that he should learn from Qi Yuanhan.

After observing them for a long time, it seems impolite for her to stare at them all the time, and it is easy to make others feel disgusted, but she wants to learn so much, and she keeps getting closer when others feel disgusted.

Gu Siyu is cheeky and doesn't care. It doesn't matter if others hate her or misunderstand her. She just needs to learn how to fall in love.

Gu Siyu felt that she had returned from her studies, and she couldn't produce anything. She had been fishing in troubled waters for the past few years abroad, without any progress or change.

When shopping for vegetables, Huo Junxian would occasionally say a few words, saying, "Maybe the problem is a bit big."

Gu Siyu is not easy to answer this sentence, she is not the kind of character that is very comforting, answering her words needs to be seriously considered.

From grocery shopping to checkout, she kept thinking about how to respond, and when she paid, she stuffed her phone into her pocket and said, "Then let's solve it together, isn't it because of me, why panic?"

Huo Junxian felt that her heart was poked by her, she said: "Call Ning Xianzhi later, and I will take you there, she is a doctor and knows better."

If she was a patient, it would be very difficult for her to tell what she was uncomfortable with. She didn't know whether to beautify or uglify, and it would be better to listen to what the doctor said.

Because Gu Siyu expressed her sincerity, it seemed inappropriate for her not to say anything, so she said everything she could and said.

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At night when she went back, Huo Junxian didn't fall asleep, she was lying on her side, maybe her posture was wrong, her heart seemed to be pressed hard twice, which made her unable to breathe properly.

Gu Siyu fell asleep, she didn't sleep very well, she liked to chase people, either pulling her pajamas with her hands, or pressing her with her legs.

Huo Junxian took her hand away slightly and got up from the bed. She called Ning Xianzhi, and she cut off the phone again to avoid disturbing Ning Xianzhi.

Huo Junxian stood in the corridor, staring at the boundless night in a daze.

She is thinking about something.

What Gu Siyu said shocked her, she never thought that one day someone would say to her: Huo Junxian, let's work hard together.

In the two short years since they separated, how did she suddenly understand so much...

Short two years?

Huo Junxian was frightened by these few words, why did she feel that it was short? In those two years, she obviously lived like years, and she was obviously counting the seconds.

She really wanted to ask Ning Xianzhi what was going on, and asked Ning Xianzhi to help her analyze it. Now that the phone has not received a reply, she can only reflect on herself and figure it out by herself.

Why does she have such thoughts...

Huo Junxian's breath was short of breath, and after a while, she finally understood this feeling, because Gu Siyu had changed, but she was still standing still.

In her cognition.

She has not changed, she is pretending, but it is normal to modify the surface, for example, today she asked Gu Siyu to meet a friend, she is not generous at all, she is still thinking about it for many years Will never forget Gu Siyu, will Gu Siyu laugh at He better because of guilt?

It's just that she felt that she should relax, so she showed a moderately generous look.

It's scary.

Compared with terror, she was more panic at this time.

What to do, Huo Junxian couldn't think of a solution. Gu Siyu wanted to leave her and reject her back then, but she couldn't make up her mind like she is now.

Huo Junxian stared at the darkness in a daze, with her back leaning against the railing, and then she looked at Gu Siyu, a small desk lamp was turned on in the room.

Why is she still in the dark?

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Its daybreak.

Gu Siyu first noticed that it was snowing outside, Huo Junxian was cooking in the kitchen, Gu Siyu anxiously watched the snow, picked up the clothes on the hanger and rushed down.

"It's snowing for Huo Junxian." Gu Siyu shouted.

Huo Junxian turned to look at her first, and then drew up the small curtain next to the kitchen. She looked out the window and said, "Oh, it's true."

The snow was not heavy, Gu Siyu ran out from the living room to watch, and called Huo Junxian to come out to watch, Huo Junxian wiped his hands and came out behind her.

Small snowflakes fell one by one, they were relatively fragile, not pure white, but also transparent water color, they melted as soon as they fell on the fingertips.

Gu Siyu caught a snowflake with her finger, and after a few seconds, the snowflake turned into water. She stretched it out to show Huo Junxian, "Did you see it?"

Huo Junxian raised her head, snowflakes hovered and fell from the sky.

"Snowing."

She hooked the corners of her lips, "The plum blossoms in the yard are about to bloom."

As she said, she put her eyes on Gu Siyu, "Don't you feel cold? Come in."

Gu Siyu hissed, she felt that she was in good health and could still persist, and said, "Look at it for a while."

"Huo Junxian, do you think winter is magical?"

"Huh? How to say."

"It actually snows. When I was a child, I kept thinking, why it snows in the sky, and why there is no fire in summer."

Huo Junxian laughed, "How could there be fire in the sky, it wouldn't burn humans to death."

"That's right, it doesn't catch fire, but it snows." Gu Siyu said, "This is where the magic happens."

"It sounds amazing."

Cold weather is the best time to eat hot pot. Huo Junxian cooked a rabbit meat pot, and she called Ning Xianzhi to come over for dinner.

After opening a bottle of lychee wine, Ning Xianzhi sat down, warmed up the ground and said, "You may not believe it, but this is the first time I have eaten at her house."

Gu Siyu is sure that Huo Junxian has a very bad habit, she likes to stay in the same state, just like when Teddy left.

After she left, Huo Junxian must have done such an operation.

Huo Junxian invited Ning Xianzhi to introduce them to each other, and did not directly discuss the matter of seeing a doctor, and Gu Siyu did not plan to ask at home.

Ning Xianzhi just came to play, and they chatted casually, talking and laughing.

Gu Siyu went to ask Ning Xianzhi on a working day on Monday. It was the end of the year, and Huo Junxian's company was also busy. There were some meetings that she had to attend, which happened to be convenient for Gu Siyu, so Gu Siyu took the car and drove there.

Ning Xianzhi was not wearing a white coat, the heating was on in the room, she was wearing a long white sweater, she poured a cup of tea for Gu Siyu, said in a relaxed tone: "She is not looking for me to see a doctor, but to find out Lu, she will only listen to me if I give her love advice, she is very repulsive."

Ning Xianzhi smiled, she could feel the feelings Huo Junxian gave her, and as a doctor, she explained in detail, "From the perspective of personality, you should be able to tell that she has serious social communication barriers, and her hobbies are relatively Single, doing things like repetition, rigid behavior, will bring some paranoia. If they forcefully distort their thoughts, they will feel very painful."

"Did you get diagnosed recently?" Gu Siyu didn't know much about these things, and Ning Xianzhi said another scientific name of the syndrome. Gu Siyu seemed to have heard of this scientific name before, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it.

Ning Xianzhi said: "She had it before. I always classify this as a defect. People are born with many defects. It's just that this defect is more obvious to her. You can see that she is normal now. You don't have to worry about it at all. Moreover, this symptom was more severe in young children, and it can be restored to the normal range through education and training when she grows up. Her father took good care of her before, and she is a normal person."

Gu Siyu suddenly understood.

Why did Huo Junxian always say that she couldn't make friends before, and her father asked her to bring bodyguards wherever she went. At that time, she just thought that Huo Junxian was a rich lady, so the family protected her more, thinking that rich people were like this.

Gu Siyu recalled: "I first met her. She has a fixed schedule. She cooks and cleans in the morning, plays with the dog at noon, walks the dog in the afternoon, and goes to bed on time at night. She does things very systematically."

Ning Xianzhi said: "This is a very typical symptom. In her cognition, she thinks this is what a 'human' should do. She positions this behavior as a survival necessity that must be learned, and she will train herself repeatedly. , Once you lose your balance, you will fall into a crazy cycle, and you will repeat all your previous steps.”

Gu Siyu nodded, Huo Junxian would indeed be like this, "Is that okay? Do you want treatment?"

Ning Xianzhi was afraid that she would have psychological pressure, so he gave some suggestions, because their biggest problem was love.

Gu Siyu hummed, she didn't know much about Huo Junxian's past, Huo Junxian seldom mentioned it, most remembered that she said that no one played with her before.Gu Siyu sighed, "Think about it, the time when I appeared should be the saddest time for her. Her father passed away at that time, and her mother... her ex-husband was still coveting her money. Everything was very bad."

Ning Xianzhi talked about some past events: "She has a very good relationship with her father. I only came back in the last two years. I met her in middle school. She was a few years older than me at that time. I don't know her very well. I always feel that she doesn’t like to laugh very much, holding a dog in a daze, playing with her own, and her father will go to make her happy. The timing of your appearance is very good, and it happens to fill her panic. Is it you who accompanied me, you don't have to blame yourself too much."

"She came to me, and I was quite surprised, because this defect caused her, that is to say, to use the current Internet words, to be a natural crazy critic, whose behavior and thinking are different from ours, and she doesn't think there is a problem with her behavior , has her own set of psychological cognition, she can interpret all kinds of behaviors correctly, and no one can find any rebuttal arguments. If we over-regulate her behavior as pathological and need treatment, it will actually make her distort all her own Thoughts, she's going to be miserable, it's going to backfire."

Nowadays, social cognition classifies behaviors that are far away from the public into two categories. The good one is called hobbies, and the bad one is abnormal.

Ning Xianzhi popularized the science in detail, and told her not to worry, and not to have other burdens just because she knew Huo Junxian's defect.

He also told her a lot about how to help Huo Junxian, how to make them get along more normally, and try not to step on the thunder point.

After talking a lot about Huo Junxian's current situation, how to counsel and how to get along with each other, Ning Xianzhi was thirsty, so he drank some water and went to the bookshelf to get a complete daily guide for her to let her understand.

Actually, Gu Siyu is fine.

She accepted Huo Junxian's crazy criticism, and she loved it to death.

Gu Siyu thought very badly before coming here, and was very afraid that Huo Junxian was suffering from depression.

"Although she can do everything well, I don't need to worry about it, but I will take good care of her if it is necessary to take care of her." Gu Siyu said.

Ning Xianzhi nodded and said: "She didn't come to me for treatment. If I analyzed it with her in such a systematic way, she wouldn't listen at all. I'm not so much her psychiatrist, but more like a love expert. She just likes to hear how I can find you quickly, for so long, the advice I gave her is how to chase you, how to find you, and how to love you well."

Gu Siyu's heart moved slightly, and it was sour to hear.

After chatting, Gu Siyu came out from the inside without taking the book, and said that she would go back to Ning Xianzhi's house to get it, and she was going to pick up Huo Junxian from Huo Junxian's company later, it is not good to take this.

Gu Siyu figured out the basics. Huo Junxian went to Ning Xianzhi to make herself look like a normal person, not because she was really sick.

Gu Siyu exhaled, it was really great.

She was afraid that Huo Junxian was not feeling well.

Gu Siyu took a few steps and saw Huo Junxian.

Huo Junxian was sitting on the bench outside with her legs crossed. She lowered her head to play with the gloves on her knees. Seeing Gu Siyu coming out of it, she raised her eyes and smiled at Gu Siyu.

"Why did you run here?"

Huo Junxian said: "I didn't see you when I went back, so I thought you might have come here, so I came here specially to have a look, sure enough."

Gu Siyu took her a glove and put it on.

The two left the hospital together.

People, when they come to live in this world, they are always growing up, not always hiding in swaddling clothes, and it is normal to have minor illnesses and problems.

Gu Siyu said: "I understand the situation, I think it's okay."

Huo Junxian didn't speak, put on her gloves and led her out, the snowflakes outside were still floating, the weather was getting colder, now they were goose-feather-like, in large swaths, and the eyes were full of white as far as the eye could see.

They are waiting for the car.

The cold wind blew over, and Huo Junxian took back her hand.

Gu Siyu turned his head to look at her and asked her what's wrong.

Huo Junxian said: "I am a very bad adult."

Huo Junxian could guess what Ning Xianzhi said to Gu Siyu, as a doctor, he would always say it lightly, so as to comfort the patients or their families.

Gu Siyu asked: "What's wrong?"

Huo Junxian wants to say, if you look into my heart one day, you will find that there is no light inside. I am still stubborn and will not listen to persuasion. If I am touched one day, I may still lock you up with chains.

"Then do you think I'm bad?" Gu Siyu asked again.

"You are very good, very cute, very good, you can always find a lot of new things, it seems that you can do everything..."

"No, I'm terrible. I didn't go to college. I'm a sophomore in high school at the age of 27. I'm greedy for money. I love to lie. I'm a liar. I left you and I took [-] million with me, because I didn't want to get nothing. I He has a bad temper, speaks badly, has only one face to see all over his body, and has ugly scars all over his body when he takes off his clothes."

Gu Siyu peeled off the wound, showing how bad he was, "Who is not a bad adult anymore."

"No, you're not like that. I didn't ask you to tell me how bad you are..." Huo Junxian looked away from her for the first time.

"Don't you like me?" Gu Siyu said bluntly, she was a little embarrassed, she is not a person who likes to talk about love.

Huo Junxian exhaled, and the white air in the balls from existence to non-existence, condensed and dispersed, she pursed her lips and looked at Gu Siyu, "Well, actually..."

Actually what.

She couldn't speak well, the words were stuck in her heart.

Before she could say anything, wetness appeared in her eyes, and the cold wind blew a few times on her usually peaceful face, and the winter snow was falling unscrupulously.

Huo Junxian's voice was a little lower, "Actually, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of hurting you." She didn't look at Gu Siyu, but at Xuehua, without the standard smile on her face, "Suddenly, I'm afraid It's over."

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The author has something to say:

Today is gossip time again!

I said before that the data in this book is not good, but now watching it accumulate a little bit is like seeing Xiaogu and Sister Huo grow up a little bit. I think it is thriving, but now I don’t think so at all, but I am very satisfied.Every day I see you throwing mines at me and irrigating me with nutrient solution, I will be very proud and proud, but I am too embarrassed to say it, I am afraid that everyone will think I am too hypocritical, hehe, thank you.

I touch and care about this pair every day, and I always feel that they are conscious.

Recently, watching the two adults who used to be so bad grow up rapidly, I always write with tears in my eyes.

Maybe they have grown up, and I have also grown up, and I would like to thank everyone for growing up with them.

Now I am very happy to see them every day, and I feel that the time for them to reconcile and the season when they really open their hearts are right.

Really, really like them.

感谢在2022-05-2621:53:12~2022-05-2721:33:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thank you to the little angel who threw the grenade: Fearless_Chaplain Emotion 1;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Xiaopangzhi who picked up waste, haodudu, Ji Qiuqiu, utsuriki1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：冷调36瓶；为欢几何、xunloo20瓶；千里白徇15瓶；5789069210瓶；帝尊本尊、霍姐姐杀我5瓶；申彗星4瓶；无畏_偏偏意气3瓶；念初凉、霍幸运、吃了么1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!