Miss White Rose

When the hydrangeas bloomed in June, Xu Xingyan was admitted to the hospital again. It was myocarditis caused by a viral flu. She had been ill for a long time and became a doctor on her own. She noticed it earlier and recovered before the irises withered.

In early summer, before it was too hot, they moved. The new home was nearly [-] square meters, with a beautiful small garden. Xu Xingyan paid the down payment, and Lin Shengmiao paid the loan on time every month. Ms. Yi was in charge, but after Zhang Cheng and Pei Wei heard about it, they took the initiative to undertake most of the furniture.

The small garden is not too big, and it can't accommodate Xu Xingyan's favorite windmill Jasmine Arch, but it is enough for Orange April. The little guy was born by Pao Pao at the end of April. He looks like his mother. They are all orange cats, chubby.

At that time, Xu Xingyan squatted by the side of the cat's litter and looked at it for a long time. After careful consideration, she still chose it, because its round eyes were too bright, as if it would glow.

The newly weaned kitten is curious about the world, sniffing around in the yard, and finally stops under a purple iris flower, sleeping comfortably.

When Xu Xingyan came back after taking the courier, she couldn't help but smile softly when she saw it, and gently carried it into the house, covered it with a small quilt, and then concentrated on unpacking the courier.

From the beginning of their relationship, Lin Shengmiao liked to buy things for her. There were both expensive and cheap ones. The clothes she bought the most were clothes. Lin Shengmiao's clothes were good, but her personal style was quite distinct. Seeing Xu Xingyan who was watering the flowers in the yard with his back turned to her, he almost recognized Lin Shengmiao.

What did you buy again this time?

Xu Xingyan smiled and was full of anticipation. Now she somewhat understood the joy of opening the blind box.

It's a turquoise bracelet.

Some time ago, due to work requirements, Lin Shengmiao and Tao Jie went on a business trip to Tibet. Turquoise has a very good meaning in Tibetan traditions, so she should have bought it there.

Xu Xingyan took off the jade bracelet on the spot and turned her wrist to watch it carefully.

Her grandma has a deep connection with Tibet. In her dowry, there were several pieces of turquoise jewelry and decorations, which were said to have the ability to ward off evil spirits and pray. Later, most of them were passed on to her. But now she looks at the string in her hand and feels Even better than those old objects.

After Lin Shengmiao's unremitting efforts, Xu Xingyan's whole body, inside and out, is almost all dressed up by her, and even her taste has been biased by her.

It's strange to say that Xu Xingyan really doesn't like wearing jewelry, she always thinks it's cumbersome, especially the necklace, which feels strangled, but the pink four-leaf clover that Lin Shengmiao gave her, she wears from the beginning of spring to the beginning of summer, sometimes, even I don't take it off when I sleep, but I feel very comfortable.

……

It's the winter solstice again.

Xu Xingyan cut a bunch of white chrysanthemums herself, took Lin Shengmiao's hand, and came to the grave of her grandparents.

"Grandpa, I brought Miaomiao to see you."

Lin Shengmiao solemnly placed Bai Ju in front of the tombstone, bowed deeply, "Grandpa, grandma."

Xu Xingyan looked at her long-sleeping but immortal close relative in her life, and smiled slightly: "She is the person I love the most, and I wanted to bring it to you for a long time."

As early as the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Xu Xingyan lay on her grandfather's lap, crying slightly, and told him that the person she really liked was going to a far away place...

The old man caressed his granddaughter's thin shoulders with his generous palms, and in his eyes there was both distress for her suffering from life and separation, as well as a kind of wisdom insight, as if he knew everything, but he never said it.

He slowly talked about his understanding of love——

"Love is respect, understanding, giving, no plundering, no envy, love is fulfillment..."

He told her that love is fulfillment.

He asked her: "Since you like Haidongqing's wildness, why do you always want to domesticate it? The sky is so wide, why do you want to keep it by your side?"

She grew up in a complex circle of people since she was a child. Even though the family education is strict, the family style is upright, and the parents love and love, but there are some methods that she has never seen before. In the midsummer of that year, the day of parting was approaching, and her heart was anxious. When she was eating, she also thought of a hundred ways to make Lin Shengmiao stay by her side forever.

But all the selfishness in the dark room, just like this, disappeared in the grandfather's faint sentence.

Xu Xingyan turned her head and silently looked at her lover beside her.

A person with a piece of blue sky, even the brows are wide and clear, so beautiful!

Fortunately, fortunately...

You obviously have brains, goals, abilities, and excellent ideas... You are obviously so smart and work so hard, so you should be able to fly freely.

Grandpa, thank you.

……

Not far from the cemetery, there was a small supermarket. When Xu Xingyan went to buy water and came back, she saw Lin Shengmiao met an acquaintance, an aunt in her 50s.

The aunt was probably in a rush to visit the tomb. They didn't chat for too long, but they all smiled.

"Who is that?" Xu Xingyan came over and asked.

"Aunt Gu, who introduced me to a part-time job before, never expected to meet here." Lin Shengmiao took the mineral water from her hand, feeling the joy of encountering an old man in a foreign land.

"I met him when I was in college. He was a very nice person. At that time, there was a crematorium nearby. They recruited part-time night watchmen. The salary for one night's watch was [-] yuan, which was almost enough to cover my food expenses for a month. Every time Aunt Gu had this Planting work, they will first ask me if I need it.”

When she said this, she always had gratitude in her eyes, because she had been through hardships, so she knew the value of kindness, no matter how small, she cherished it.

Xu Xingyan often feels that if one day Lin Shengmiao stands on the podium and gives an acceptance speech, all the papers will be filled with just the people to thank.

She is such a person, she will never let any good intentions fail, and she will never feel that there is something shameful about her embarrassing past.

……

"Miss Xu, Miss Xu..."

As soon as they entered the parking lot, they were stopped by someone again. Xu Xingyan looked back, feeling a little helpless.

When I went out to look through the almanac today, I only saw Yi bathing and house cleaning... Didn't I see Yi reunion?

Or is it because of the winter solstice that it is especially easy to meet acquaintances in the cemetery?

The person who came was a girl in her twenties, with good features, and she was obviously surprised at the moment. Xu Xingyan remembered her. Her name was Cong Ran. About seven or eight years ago, because of the large debt left by her father, she almost committed suicide by jumping off the building.

It was very unfortunate that Xu Xingyan bumped into her, and what was even more unfortunate was that the place she chose to jump off was a building of Xu's family. Whether it was out of humanitarianism or for profit, Xu Xingyan couldn't let her go.

She didn't do much, first lent her a sum of money in her own name, so as to stop those vicious debtors, and then found her a job, twelve hours a day, very hard work, but the salary was also very high. high.

Xu Xingyan even had the idea of ​​breaking the bank and avoiding disasters. Xu Xingyan never thought of getting that money back, but this girl is very upbeat, and a repayment will arrive in the account every month. If there is no accident, she will be able to pay it back in a few years. .

Cong Ran smiled all over his face: "I didn't expect to meet Ms. Xu here. What a coincidence."

Xu Xingyan smiled: "It's quite a coincidence."

She glanced at Cong Ran's complexion and clothes, and it was easy to tell whether Cong Ran was doing well alone. Cong Ran should be doing well, even though he was still a little financially poor, but he was in good spirits.

So I casually asked about the current situation.

Cong Ran agreed on everything, and expressed her gratitude again and again, Xu Xingyan said that it was nothing to worry about, and she was very polite when you come and go.

Seeing Cong Ran's eyes fall on Lin Shengmiao, Xu Xingyan introduced, "This is my lover."

That's right, it's not a friend or a girlfriend, but a lover. Ms. Xu's love has always been frank.

Lin Shengmiao lowered her head and smiled happily.

Cong Ran was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly said, "This...is, very good match."

Xu Xingyan showed a real smile in her eyes: "Thank you, we feel the same way."

Cong Ran walked a long way, then turned around suddenly, and took another look at the two walking side by side. They were indeed a good match, no matter in appearance or temperament, they were like a pair of lovers.

In the cold December, she recalled that year when she was standing by the guardrail on the top floor of the building full of despair. It was raining lightly, and the surroundings were cold and vast. The girl walked towards her step by step, with light on her body.

In an ordinary life, I am most afraid of meeting someone who is too amazing.

But you have seen the stars, felt her light, even if you have never owned it, but in countless dark nights, she has illuminated the long night, even if it is far away in the sky and out of reach, it is enough to comfort your life.

"Miss Xu, I wish you happiness."

Cong Ran whispered softly.

There were tears in her eyes, but her smile was sincere.

……

"Miss Xu is so charming!"

Sitting in the car, Lin Shengmiao's first sentence was half joking and half sour, there are too many rivals in love, and someone like Cong Ran is considered a small case. Now that Lin Shengmiao has developed his eyesight, he can see the truth of the enemy in an instant.

Xu Xingyan wanted to reply - to each other.

But the fact is that Lin Shengmiao is very decisive in his relationship/things other than Xu Xingyan. Once he notices a sign, he will explicitly and implicitly cut it off.

This time, it seemed that Ms. Xu was indeed at fault.

Thinking of this, Xu Xingyan untied her scarf, revealing her snow-white neck, looked sideways at Lin Shengmiao, raised her eyebrows and said, "Come on, leave a mark, and swear your sovereignty."

Lin Shengmiao looked at her, clicked his tongue, and lowered his head to bite her without hesitation.

After a while, there was a whisper in the wind——

"You are really chewing! Take it easy, it hurts!"