Miss White Rose

Spring is not green, temples are silky.Don't be sad for a long time in the world.

After entering the university, the major she likes, the teacher she cares for, and the classmates who share her interests... all of Xu Xingyan's life was filled overnight, and she took up all her energy, leaving her no time to think about Lin Shengmiao. Will slow down for love.

It has been a long time, and sometimes when she sees men and women holding white roses in the classroom downstairs, apart from a little melancholy, she is still thinking about when the drawing can be handed in.

But every time Luo Jing tried to introduce some men and women to her, she refused, except for refusing. She found a lot of reasons, serious and perfunctory, but she just didn't see them anyway.

"My heart is still crowded and I don't want to let other people walk in."

Faced with Luo Jing's earnest reassurance, Xu Xingyan always told her so seriously.

Yes, even if I gradually get used to the days when she is not around, I don't want anyone to take her place, it's not that others are bad, it's just that I don't want to.

Luo Jing was speechless, and gradually, she stopped thinking about introducing someone to her.

The troubles of love are private and secret, but Xu Xingyan sometimes feels very lucky, because Luo Jing will always understand and tolerate her. In front of Luo Jing, she never needs to hide, and she can bask in the sun with any concern.

At night, I opened the diary again, and after recording the details of the day, the pen left a rustling sound on the paper, and wrote the conclusion as usual: "Today is still very happy, and I hope you are too."

……

Lin Shengmiao didn't realize that she had a fever at the beginning. She was in good physical condition and rarely got sick since she was a child. The fever had already stayed in a vague childhood. When she woke up in the morning, even though her mind was dizzy, she just thought that last night Stay up too late.

So when Zhao Raoliang exclaimed: "Your forehead is so hot, what a burn! Hurry up to the hospital!"

She really didn't react, and subconsciously said "It's okay..." Before she finished speaking, she fell headfirst and woke up on the hospital bed.

Han Yuyin fed her medicine, cut her half a candied apple, and told her not to worry about the part-time job. Zhao Raoliang had already gone to work for her. Lin Shengmiao felt very sorry, because today is Valentine's Day, according to She knew that the young couple had planned for this for a long time.

Instead, Han Yuyin comforted her with a light smile, saying that they will have many Valentine's Days to celebrate in the future, and they don't care if this one or two, she is really a sincere, gentle and considerate girl, and Lin Shengmiao is really happy for her friend.

But being sick is really uncomfortable, thinking is chaotic, the indestructible heart has been chiseled out, and the fragility and grievances that have been compressed to nowhere on weekdays are overwhelming, and in an instant, they occupy the peak.

It is said that sick people have privileges, so it should be understandable to just send a text message, Lin Shengmiao thought so, under the instigation of a high fever, it was rare to press the send button resolutely.

——[I have a fever, and I feel dizzy. 】

She is attached to Xu Xingyan, and Lin Shengmiao has always understood it in her heart. Although she doesn't know when it came about, but...it has indeed existed.

It's so strange, it's obviously a feeling she never had in the face of her biological parents.

But it doesn't matter, if you don't know where it started, how can it be regarded as going deep?

Thinking like this, she slowly closed her eyes...

This time, Xu Xingyan was in her dream, and she was there, humming a soft song, her eyes bent into crescents, Lin Shengmiao looked at her, sleeping peacefully.

This sleep lasted for three hours, and when she woke up, the fever had subsided, and Zhao Raoliang also came from get off work to deliver food, indeed it was food delivery, sweet and sour eel rice for Han Yuyin and big white porridge with pickled mustard for Lin Shengmiao .

After recovering from a serious illness, Lin Shengmiao was so hungry that she had no time to worry about his double standards. Moreover, she was a little absent-minded when she read two pages of news on her phone.

Someone told her before that when a person is sick and when he is healthy, they have completely different thinking modes, which are completely different. At that time, Lin Shengmiao still doubted it, but now... it can be regarded as proof.

When she was in a daze, she wished that Xu Xingyan would appear in front of her immediately in a hurry to prove how important she was to her, but when she returned to her senses, she regretted: Why do you have to make her worry?

【Xingyan: Did you go to the hospital? 】

【Xingyan: What did the doctor say? 】

【Xingyan: Does anyone take care of you? 】

【Xingyan: Take a drip or take medicine? 】

【Xingyan: If the fever is serious, don't waste time in the infirmary, go to the hospital immediately. 】

……

The last message was two hours ago, probably because she didn't reply and guessed that she was resting.

[I just fell asleep and didn't see it. The fever has subsided. The doctor said it's okay. I hung up a few bottles of medicine. I can leave the hospital and go back to school after eating later. Don't worry. 】

Lin Shengmiao replied to the messages one by one earnestly, until the other party sent a sentence [That's good, pay attention to rest. ] She breathed a sigh of relief and continued to drink her porridge.

……

Xu Xingyan stood at the gate of University A, staring at the messages on her phone for a long time.

For her who was taught to restrain and meditate since she was a child, impulsiveness is the rarest emotion, but it cannot be denied that when she waited for a long time but failed to receive a reply from Lin Shengmiao, apart from flying over to see her personally to confirm her safety, she did not Considered the second possibility.

The homework to be handed in tomorrow, the book borrowed from her classmates, the topics assigned by the teacher...all were left behind, except for her ID card, wallet and mobile phone, she took nothing with her, so she hurriedly stepped into the room. At the airport, I even forgot to inform Luo Jing...

just now...

Looking at the message record on the phone again, Xu Xingyan smiled and put it in her coat pocket.

This is the Capital University, it looks really good, Xu Xingyan is walking on the forest path of University A, she is not completely unfamiliar with everything around her, and there is the library over there, I have seen it in Miaomiao's blog before Photo, this is a small supermarket, um... It is said that the crispy sausage inside is very fragrant, there are also flower fields and basketball courts...

So... In fact, it was worthwhile for her to come, right?

Xu Xingyan only stayed in University A for an hour, because she promised her grandpa that she would take Taosu to see him in the afternoon, and she had to rush back before grandpa started to worry.

Goodbye, Miaomiao.

May you be safe and healthy.

Although, we didn't really meet this time.

……

In the evening, after waking up from the old dream, watching the sunset outside the window, I realized that the nap was too long.

Lin Shengmiao sat at the table by the window with his back to her, handling the work on the computer.

Xu Xingyan smiled slightly, tiptoed, and walked over quietly, from bottom to top, holding her hand that was typing on the keyboard, first lightly teasing, then slowly tightening, fingers interlocking, the two rings touched Together.

Lin Shengmiao laughed, "Are you awake?"

"Well," Xu Xingyan breathed on the side of her neck, "Why don't you call me, it's time for dinner."

"Seeing that you're sleeping soundly, I'm not willing to shout." Lin Shengmiao closed the notebook, turned to look at her, "Besides, you've been exhausted for the past two days, you should sleep more."

Xu Xingyan leaned safely in her arms, and suddenly said: "Whenever we have time, let's go to University A to take a look. I want to visit your alma mater. I forgot to go when I went to Kyoto last time."

Lin Shengmiao blinked, and asked suspiciously, "Didn't you go there?"

Xu Xingyan raised her head.

"That time I had a fever in the last semester of my sophomore year." Lin Shengmiao's eyes flashed with slyness and slyness, "It has been hanging on the confession wall in our school for a whole week!"

It was nearly half a month later that Lin Shengmiao came across the photo that had been circulating on the school intranet for a long time by chance. The girl with black hair like a waterfall was walking alone in the maple leaf forest, her eyes were melancholy, and her eyes were as clean as beautiful jade.

That was the first time in her first half of her life that she felt so definitely that she was being loved deeply.

The next day, Lin Shengmiao, who kept talking about materialism, came to a very famous local temple, bowed three times and kowtowed, and asked the abbot of the temple for a peace talisman.

In this world, people are praying all the time, some are praying for their dreams to come true, some are praying for wealth, some are praying for a future, some are praying to be loved... But Lin Shengmiao, begging her loved ones to live a safe and happy life.

The peace talisman that enshrined countless affections traveled more than 1000 kilometers, and was delivered to Xu Xingyan's hands accurately. Although it was not signed, but looking at the delivery address above, Xu Xingyan still wore it on her body and walked through several cold and heat. Later, due to excessive wear and tear, it was properly placed in a small wooden box in the study. No accident, it will be there and continue to accompany them for many years...

After Xu Xingyan finished listening quietly, the last trace of unwillingness in her heart dissipated like a cloud of smoke.

The person in front of him, when he was young, witnessed the tragedy of his aunt Lin Su, and never received the love from his parents. When he was an adult, he even experienced the love tragedy of Zhao Raoliang and Han Yuyin.

But even so, she still dared to love me with the purest passion, never thinking of turning back.

As for the ten years of waiting...

Planting a grape vine in the yard will take three years to bear fruit. The grapes bloom in April, and the flowering period is short but pleasant. Hot summer.

Nature has long included the truth in the four seasons, and asked all things to tell the world quietly-if you want to get the best fruit, please don't be afraid to wait.

Xu Xingyan took Lin Shengmiao's hand, put it between her lips, and kissed her deeply. No one likes to wait, but if it's you, I won't be afraid of how long you wait.

Lin Shengmiao once felt that the world was very big, and she would not be reconciled to it if she didn't go out and take a good look.

But at this moment, the dim yellow sunset shone into the house, the window shadow hit their faces, and the sparrows chirped on the eaves, and she suddenly felt that the world was actually really small.

The man lowered his eyebrows and smiled... and he was completely full.

--------------------

The author has something to say:

end.

There are at least three extras.

The inspiration for this article comes from when I was chatting with my sister a few months ago, she pointed to the plot in the TV series and said: "Without external influence, it is not so difficult for people who really love each other to get back together of."

This is the smoothest essay I have written so far. Regardless of the final result, I have been very happy and enjoying the process anyway.

I am very grateful to the readers who have accompanied Yanyan, Miaomiao, and me through this journey.

Especially thanks to Qi Qisi (repeatedly confirming that there is no typo), love is not a reason...

Every time you praise and comment, it will make me happy for a long time, thank you for liking [比心]

The spring is not green, the temples are silky, the world will not be sad for a long time——[Song] Jiang Kui's "Partridge Sky·Yuanxi Have a Dream"