half blind

Zhang Qing's fingers slid little by little on these densely packed words.The content of the private messages that followed became more and more detailed, detailing how this idol used violence against her, verbally humiliated her, and suppressed her personality.

Later, she didn't even call out "Silence", but mechanically recorded what happened every day, as if trying to find a little bit of herself in the process of recording.

But obviously, she didn't succeed.

The more she turned back, the more mechanical her records became, turning into a journal without any emotion.She began to obey all the demands of idols, including providing extra dirty information about her brother.

Finally, he read the private message to the last one.

Lou Xiaolou: Momo, I decided to die.Strange to say, my heart suddenly became lighter when I made this decision.I am very grateful to my partner in the opposite drama. Today, he looked me in the eyes and said that I am no better than my brother who uses unspoken rules to get on top.

The way he said this reminded me of you, silently.I remember you once said in an interview that love is not an eternal youthful spirit, but the courage and strength to rebuild when the thing you love is shattered.

What I love is shattered, but I'm not brave and I have no strength.I'm a cowardly and incompetent person who can't change anything.The only thing left in my own hands is the right to life and death.

Silently, I am sitting in the garden in the middle of the street, thinking of you.I wonder if it is possible for you to see these words after I die.Or is it that you will not come back as we expected, and you will never see my news?

Whichever choice you make, I hope you will be happy.If it were you, you would definitely not hesitate like me. You must have the courage to overcome all difficulties and obstacles and stick to your goals all the way.

I believe that happiness must be somewhere, it's just not with me.

Alright, Lou Xiaolou is going to catch the Heavenly Express.Look up at the sky at night, I will become the brightest star to protect you!

Zhang Qing held his mobile phone and didn't speak for a long time. The despair revealed between the lines made him breathless.

He raised his head, only to realize that Zhou Nanchen had been sitting beside him and watching silently during the long time he was reading the private letter.Zhou Nanchen didn't speak until he looked up.

"What did you see?"

"Chen Lou's... suicide note." Zhang Qing's voice was a little hoarse, and he handed his mobile phone to Zhou Nanchen, and buried his face between the palms of his hands.

Zhou Nanchen quickly scanned the contents of the private message, and soon showed a surprised expression, but before he could express his opinion, the doorbell rang.

"Sister Rou, I'll open the door." Zhou Nanchen put down his phone.

It was indeed Duanmurou outside the door, but Duanmurou was dragging a drunken woman, and he took a closer look—it turned out to be Yin Ling.

"Yin Ling?" Zhou Nanchen was taken aback, and quickly helped Duanmurou support Yin Ling.

"I'm fine! Let me go!" Yin Ling was very dissatisfied with being supported, and insisted on shaking off the hands of several people and walking, "I... can walk."

Yin Ling staggered two steps towards the sofa, and sat down on the floor in front of the sofa.

Duanmurou couldn't bear to look directly and shook his head.

Zhang Qing took two deep breaths, forced himself to get out of the emotion just now, and then stood up and walked towards the three of them.

"What's going on?" Zhang Qing asked his manager.

"I picked it up on the side of the road when I came back." Duanmurou said angrily, "I can drink like this. If it weren't for my good eyesight, I would have rotted on the side of the road."

Zhang Qing was stunned for a moment.Yin Ling's capacity for drinking is incredible, how much did she have to drink to make her drink like this?

"I've been dumped!" As if knowing what Zhang Qing was thinking, Yin Ling moved her butt onto the sofa and shouted with grief and indignation.

"Dumped?" Zhang Qing was taken aback, "Don't you two have a good relationship? Some time ago you told me that he sent you roses..."

"It's fake! It's all fake!" Yin Ling wailed, "I just found out today that he has had other women outside all the time! The flowers and cards she sent me were all to coax that woman Trick!"

Zhang Qing and Zhou Nanchen immediately looked at each other in blank dismay. They had absolutely no experience in the matter of "how to comfort a girl who suddenly hugs her head and cries".

Fortunately, Duanmurou stood up quickly and walked towards Yin Ling, "Don't cry, with such a pretty face, it's not worth crying for a scumbag with swollen eyes."

Yin Ling paused for a moment, as if feeling more aggrieved, hugged Duanmurou with a "wow", "Sister Rou is the best—"

Duanmurou sighed, and just pulled Yin Ling out of the sofa with all his strength, "Achen, I will lend you a room."

"I'll help you." Zhou Nanchen came back to his senses, helped Duanmurou lift Yin Ling up, and put her on the bed in the next room.

Zhang Qing hurried to pour a glass of water, but when it was brought, Yin Ling had already fallen on the bed and snored rhythmically.

"Sleep pretty fast." Zhang Qing muttered, putting the water glass aside.

"This guy, the more critical the time is, the more he likes to make trouble for me." Duanmurou complained.

"Yue?" Zhang Qing asked with a smile, "Did she often make trouble for you before?"

Duanmurou avoided the topic with a "tsk", "Let's go, let her sleep, let's talk outside."

Zhang Qing nodded, and gently closed the door for Yin Ling.

"How do you feel when you wake up?" Duanmurou asked.

"I'm fine, sorry for worrying you." Zhang Qing smiled.

"Is there any discomfort in your body?" Duanmurou asked, "You have been in a coma all day."

"Hmm... I'm a little sleepy, but it's really not a big deal." Zhang Qing said shyly.

Duanmurou breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, as long as you're fine, nothing else matters."

"Hey, don't be unimportant." Zhang Qing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Zhou Nanchen said that you have been running outside for the past two days, have you made any progress?"

Duanmurou's face darkened, and she shook her head, "No. I tried to ask around among my acquaintances, but no one is willing to endorse you, and no one is willing to let you audition for a role."

Zhang Qing sighed, "It's okay, I've already thought of this."

"I've helped you set up the studio." Duanmurou took out a stack of documents from her carry-on bag and handed it to Zhang Qing, "Zhang Qing's studio is composed of the three of us. In this way, we will have a complete relationship with Lin Sheng Entertainment." Lines are drawn."

"Okay." Zhang Qing took it and flipped through it one by one, "Thank you for your hard work."

"But... do you really think this is the best choice?" Duanmurou said in a rare tone of hesitation, "Anyway, the company is a backer, and with our personal resources, if we want to turn around in this situation, It is really……"

Zhang Qing shook his head, "I thought so too two days ago, but it's different now, I already have a plan."

Duanmurou looked at Zhang Qing in surprise, and then at Zhou Nanchen who was beside him.But the latter shook his head, saying that it was the first time he had heard of it.

"Let me show you this first." Zhang Qing handed over his mobile phone, "I just found out not long before you entered the door."

Duanmurou took the phone, "This is..."

"It was Chen Lou who sent me—the suicide note to Qing Mo." Zhang Qing rubbed his face vigorously with his dry palm.

After reading Chen Lou's private message, Duanmurou didn't speak for a long time, finally sighed softly, and put the phone back on the table, "I didn't expect...it turned out to be like this. It wasn't that Chen Lou told his brother's secret, but Bai Yidong, this bastard—this bastard is simply inhuman! Has his conscience been eaten by a dog? How could he force a girl who loves him to death like this!"

Duanmurou became emotional, "We should make these private letters public, and Bai Yidong should go to jail! Does he think he can do such a thing without any punishment?"

Zhang Qing shook his head, "I can't wait to let everyone know the despicable things he did. But have you found out? In Chen Lou's private messages, Bai Yidong's real name has never been mentioned, and he has always been referred to by his idol." .”

Duanmu Rou was taken aback.

"Chat records of this level may not be used as direct evidence." Zhou Nanchen also said, "What's more, we don't even have evidence to prove that 'Lou Xiaolou' is Chen Lou."

Duanmurou bit her lower lip unwillingly, "That's true. Blindly throwing it out at this time is likely to cause a more violent counterattack from Bai Yidong. He is now in the rising period of his career. Capital is on his side."

"And he is very cautious. From the public's point of view, the Chen Lou suicide incident is only me and the "Slow Half Beat" crew, and he is just a special actor. The public doesn't know that he has any relationship with Chen Lou. " Zhang Qing said, "Don't say that Chen Lou didn't mention his name in his private message, even if he did, the netizens would think that I was messed up and wanted to turn around and create a fake record."

"How could this be?" Duanmurou frowned, pressing his fingers viciously on his temples.

"But you just said that you have a plan?" Zhou Nanchen turned to look at Zhang Qing.

"Yes, I have a plan." Zhang Qing said succinctly, "I already had a vague idea in my mind about how to deal with Bai Yidong. But after having this, the success rate has increased by at least 50.00%."

Duanmurou's eyes lit up, "Really? Why have you never told me?"

"The horoscope hasn't been written yet, and I said it to make you worry." Zhang Qing smiled, "This plan will take time to prepare, so don't worry."

"I believe in you." Duanmurou nodded solemnly, "Go ahead and do it. No matter what you need, you can tell me at any time."

"Now that we have a studio, the three of us are grasshoppers on the same rope." Zhou Nanchen glanced at the stack of studio materials, "One prospers and one loses all."