half blind

"Then you—" Zhou Nanchen said halfway, but was interrupted by Zhang Qing shaking his head.

"Zhou Nanchen, I want to be an actor. Do you know what an actor is? An actor who reads scripts, speaks lines, and acts out stories." Zhang Qing rested his cheeks and looked out of the narrow window, "But people in this circle don't Anyone can become an actor. Intrigue and intrigue are the costs of becoming an actor. The cake is only so big, and everyone wants to share it. It can’t be blamed on them.”

"I can only take one step at a time now." Zhang Qing sighed, "No one can predict what will happen tomorrow, all we can do is live today first."

"Even if I can't get a show for a while, there is another way to go." Zhou Nanchen said.

"Yes, I'm also thinking about dubbing." Zhang Qing slapped his head, "Hey, it's all your fault, I almost didn't remember what I was going to do just now. I wanted to log in to Qing Mo's Weibo again, but the secret I forgot, just trying to retrieve the password, you snatched my phone away."

As he said that, Zhang Qing picked up the phone again, and poked around in the options in the security center, "It's very troublesome to find a password now, after passing five levels and killing six generals... OK, it's finally all right."

"The password you set was not my birthday?" Zhou Nanchen joked.

Zhang Qing rolled his eyes, "Please, I didn't know you when I signed up for this Weibo account! There is a limit to your narcissism..."

Before Zhang Qing finished speaking, a series of ding-dang notifications came from the phone.

"Oh, there is still news?" Zhang Qing was taken aback.

"If you haven't been online for so many years, even ordinary people will receive a lot of tweets, let alone you." Zhou Nanchen said, "Didn't Qiankun say that there are still many fans waiting for you to come back."

"Impossible, he must be coaxing me." Zhang Qing shook his head nonchalantly, "It's been seven years, who would still miss a zombie number..."

Zhang Qing didn't finish his sentence and was stunned.

In his message notification bar, comments, likes and private messages are all lit up with a small red circle of 99+.

"Look." Zhou Nanchen smiled.

Zhang Qing checked into his Weibo, feeling his fingertips trembling a little.

The last Weibo post by "Qing Mo" was seven years ago in September, with only two simple words: Goodbye.

After posting this Weibo, he never went online again.

And the number of comments on this Weibo has already reached several thousand.

——Today is also a day of waiting for silence, check in.

——Silently, I have an exam tomorrow!Hope to get good grades~

——I like the silent 1000th day, check in.

— Mo Mo, today is my birthday, how are you doing?Even if you log out of the Internet, I hope your three-dimensional is safe and sound!

——I broke up with my boyfriend today, I am really a person who is not good at maintaining relationships [heartbreak] Thinking of the roles you played are always so shocking, I guess you must be very good at dealing with people in reality...

In the building within the building of the comments, there are a lot of replies comforting the host.

—Touch!You are very good and excellent, don't feel inferior!

—— Momo also said before that he wants to bring happiness to people with his voice, so the sisters have to be happy and wait for him to come back~ As for the scumbags, just get rid of them if you are not happy!Who is not a little public opinion!

The comment section of this Weibo seems to have become a small fan club.

The latest comment time is actually today.

In the comments, everyone clocked in day after day to report, chatted with strangers about their daily routines, and there was a common topic among all of them: waiting to come back silently.

Zhang Qing's eyes turned red in an instant, he never dreamed of such a scene.

Seven years.How many seven years are there in a person's life?

Unexpectedly, there will be a group of people who are persistently staying here, and firmly believe that he will come back one day.

Zhang Qing took two deep breaths and clicked on the private message.

The private messages are full of news.The news that is too early can no longer be seen, only the last two or three months can be seen.

Someone sent him a private message every day to say good morning.

Some people use his private message column as a diary, recording their little things every day.

Someone complained to him about his emotional life and about his troubles.But I couldn't help but say "I really hope you can come back soon" at the end.

Sincere hope fills the screen.

——Momo, I have liked you for seven years, and I still love your voice very much. I don’t know how many times I listen to your drama, but every time I am moved to tears.

—— Momo I am a fan who just entered the pit. I finally found such a clear voice, but I was told that you had quit the Internet seven years ago. [Sad] [Sad] Is it possible for you to come back?

— Momo, will you come back?

——Will you come back and continue dubbing?We really miss you.

"Look." Zhou Nanchen sat down next to Zhang Qing at some point, "You are really outstanding."

"Shut up." Zhang Qing took two deep breaths and blinked hard, "You let me take it easy."

Zhou Nanchen smiled and rubbed Zhang Qing's head.

"I said, did you already know?" Zhang Qing glared at him.

"No." Zhou Nanchen had an innocent expression.

"Lie." Zhang Qing rolled his eyes.

This guy Zhou Nanchen must have read the comments a long time ago, maybe he even opened a small account to leave a comment below.

Zhang Qing adjusted his breathing, and planned to spend the night carefully reading all these comments and private messages.

Just as he was scrolling down the private message list one by one, an ID suddenly broke into his sight.

Lou Xiaolou.

This ID sent him more than 40 private messages, and the time of the last private message...was four days ago.

Zhang Qing's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly thought of a possibility.

impossible.It should be a coincidence, but...

Will there be such a coincidence?

Zhang Qingqing entered the private message interface of this ID.

Lou Xiaolou: Momo good morning~ My first TV drama starring in my life starts today, and I can finally be the heroine of my dreams.Hee hee, thanks to Momo for bringing me good luck!The voice of the male lead in the opposite scene with me is similar to yours, I thought it was you for a moment.

Lou Xiaolou: Momo, good evening~ I was so happy today. Not only did I meet a partner with a voice that resembles yours when I went to the set, I even met my idol! ! (I didn’t mean to say that you are not my idol: P) But I am really happy, actually acting in the same crew as my idol, it’s like a dream!It is almost breathless to observe at close range, the real person is [-] times more beautiful than the photo!

……is her.

It's Chen Lou.

It was really Chen Lou.

Zhang Qing took a deep breath and continued to scroll down.

These two private letters were obviously sent by Chen Lou when he first joined the film crew. After that, every two or three days, she would tell him about her daily life like a diary.

Lou Xiaolou: Silently, good evening! !These two days have been so much fun, I almost forgot to say good night to you~ Silently, guess what?My idol even invited me to watch a movie with him, my god, my god, am I dreaming?If it's a dream, don't let me wake up!

Lou Xiaolou: Momo, do you think my idol is really a prince sent by God to save me?In fact, there is something I didn’t tell you. Some time ago, before I met him, I knew a terrible thing. Because of this, I couldn’t face my brother who has always been good to me, and I was always in a low mood. .The entertainment industry is even more chaotic than I imagined. I used to worry that even people like my brother would be implicated. Would he be too... But seeing that smile, I understood. He is still that boy, and he has never changed. .

There was a full half a month between this happy private message and the next one.The girl in the middle didn't even send a good morning and good night that she usually sends.

The time for the next private message is already the second half of their filming plan in Liancheng.

Lou Xiaolou: Good morning silently, I haven’t spoken to you for a long time, I have a lot of things recently, and I am busy with filming tasks. Also, idols are always by my side recently, if I play with my mobile phone, he will get angry .I know he's doing it for my own good, but it makes me feel... a little scared.

Lou Xiaolou: Good evening silently, he got angry at me again today, I am so scared.He said that I am...a shameless slut, holding my mobile phone every day must be flirting with other men.He lost his temper and took my mobile phone away. I was kicked out by him and hid in a nearby Internet cafe before I had a chance to talk to you.Why did it become like this, did I really do something wrong?

Lou Xiaolou: Momo, what happened to my brother was exposed on the Internet, and his future and career were all ruined.The guy I was playing with with a voice that sounded like yours looked at me like I spread the word on the internet.I love my brother, no matter how unbearable his behavior is, it is impossible to betray him in this way!Fortunately, my brother believed what I said...

Lou Xiaolou: Momo, I'm really scared.His temper became worse and worse. He said that it was because I was not good that he became like this.He said he sacrificed a lot to be with me.I'm just an unknown little actor who has just debuted, but he is a big star with a bright future... Momo, I'm really afraid that he will leave me. From now on, I will be more obedient than before, and I will never let him down again.

Lou Xiaolou: Mo Mo, something terrible happened today, my fingers are still shaking...I'm so scared.He suddenly told me that he saw my brother's affairs from my mobile phone, and he also sent people to spread the news that ruined my brother's future.He said that I was so bad, I had to provide him with some use value, and he... asked me to tell more dirty things about my brother.

When I refused to give it, he grabbed my hair and started beating me.I was terrified and kept crying and begging him to stop, but he just couldn't hear me.He said that the reason why he became like this is because of me, so I have to pay the price.I struggled to rush out to call for help, but he threw me onto the bed.He said that no one would believe me. In everyone's eyes, I was a fanatic who shamelessly betrayed him.

But after he...forced me, he apologized to me crying on my bedside.He said that if I hadn't appeared in front of him, he wouldn't have become like this at all. He did these out-of-control things because he loved me too much.

I should be happy to hear the confession of my dream!But why do I feel so painful.I made him who I love become like this, what can I do to make him change back to what he was before?