half blind

It was past nine o'clock in the evening when Zhang Qing returned to Zhou Nanchen's apartment. Duanmurou stopped the car, but still worried about Zhang Qing's situation.

"Really okay?"

"It's all right, the progress is going well. Dr. Chen re-analyzed my situation from another angle and made a breakthrough." Zhang Qing said with certainty, "Maybe it will get better in the near future."

"Really?" Duanmurou asked, "What kind of progress?"

"Psychology, I can't explain it to you." Zhang Qing waved his hand, "Actually, I don't know much about it. Hypnosis, sand table, etc. It feels quite mysterious."

"You're not allowed to say that about others, it's all science." Duanmurou said seriously, "If Dr. Chen can really cure your eyes, I will definitely send her a silk banner to help the world."

"The horoscope hasn't been written yet, why are you in a hurry." Zhang Qing smiled.

The two walked to the door of the building side by side, Zhang Qing stopped, "Don't continue to send it off, I can go upstairs by myself now."

"I'm not worried about this..." Duanmurou frowned, "Is there really nothing between you and Zhou Nanchen?"

"It's okay, what can happen. I'm sure I should eat his food and live in his room." Zhang Qing said as he pushed open the corridor door, "Go, I'm going up."

"Then you go to bed early, you have to get up early tomorrow."

"Don't worry, you go to bed early too."

After bidding farewell to Duanmurou, Zhang Qing went up to the fourth floor by himself, touched the keyhole and took the key to open the door.

I felt a little emotional in my heart, although Zhou Nanchen gave him a key when he first moved in, but they were always inseparable when they went out, this was the first time Zhang Qing used it.

As soon as he opened the door, Van Gogh ran over and rubbed his leg affectionately.He bent down and touched the hair on Van Gogh's back, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He has lived in Zhou Nanchen's house for a month, and even Van Gogh has become so close to him before he knew it.Obviously bit him when we first met, now it seems that apart from being a bit more vigilant, this cat is also quite cute.

Zhang Qing picked up Van Gogh by his armpit and rubbed his head.Van Gogh yawned, and pressed his paws on Zhang Qing's shoulders.

At this time, the continuous sound of water in the direction of the bathroom stopped. Zhou Nanchen came out of the bathroom and saw Zhang Qing stunned for a moment, "You are back."

Zhou Nanchen didn't wear anything, just wrapped a towel around his crotch, obviously he didn't expect to bump into Zhang Qing.

But Zhang Qing just glanced at him, put down the cat, "I can't sleep on the street if I don't come back, as long as you don't drive me out, I'll come back."

"You..." Zhou Nanchen's expression was tangled, and he asked, "How about psychological counseling?"

Duanmurou is such a quick talker, she really tells him everything.

"It went well." Zhang Qing didn't say much.

"Then," Zhou Nanchen asked in a low voice, "did your mother contact you later?"

"No. She received 10 yuan, so naturally she has no reason to contact me." Zhang Qing shrugged, "I said she came to me for money."

Zhou Nanchen nodded silently, "Then you should go to bed early. Tomorrow will be very busy, and the scenes on the set here have to be finished. It seems that you also have some scenes that need to be re-shot."

"En." Zhang Qing responded, and walked to her room, then suddenly turned around halfway, "Zhou Nanchen."

"Huh?" Zhou Nanchen quickly looked up at him.

"Is there boiling water in the pot?"

"Do you want to drink water?" Zhou Nanchen turned to get the electric kettle, "I'll boil it now, and I'll send it to your house later."

During the days when they lived together, Zhou Nanchen never let him touch the kettle, fearing that he would accidentally get burned, even if he hurt a hand now, he still insisted on this principle.Zhang Qing sighed, really didn't want to argue with him anymore, so he nodded.

Back in the room, Zhang Qing sat on the bed in a daze.There was his cuddly bear by the bed, his laptop on the table, and his clothes in the closet. This room was completely strange at first, and unconsciously became a familiar and safe environment for him.

Zhang Qing opened the drawer of the bedside table, and there was that delicate walnut cornflower inside.

Zhou Nanchen is not particular about this person. He didn't even have a box to give him a gift. He just took it out of his pocket and gave it to him. What if something was damaged?

So after returning yesterday, Zhang Qing searched the whole house, found a small cardboard box for a long time, spread a layer of soft cloth inside, carefully put the walnut flowers in it and put it away.

It was originally planned for Zhou Nanchen to punch holes and threads on it to make a necklace, but now this idea has been dismissed.

I'm still too naive to think that a kiss and a gift can save their love, it's so stupid.

There were footsteps outside the door, Zhou Nanchen walked in, gently put the water glass in front of Zhang Qing, "Here."

"Thank you." Zhang Qing smiled at him, "Go to bed early, too."

Zhou Nanchen put down the water glass, but didn't intend to leave, "That..."

"Ok?"

"I'm sorry about the mail." Zhou Nanchen said in a low voice.

Zhang Qing sighed, "It's okay."

"Really?" Zhou Nanchen asked, with a childish expression on his cautious face.

"Really." Zhang Qing smiled, "It's a lie to say that I'm not angry with you, but I don't blame you. I know your intentions are good, but...the next time something like this happens, we can actually discuss it here."

Zhou Nanchen looked relieved, and nodded with relief, "Then go to bed early."

"and many more."

When Zhou Nanchen turned to leave, Zhang Qing suddenly grabbed his wrist.The former was startled and turned around.

"There is one more thing I want to tell you." Zhang Qing slowed down his speech, "Whether in the past or now, you are a very important person to me. I accidentally lost you seven years ago , and now I will not make the same mistake again."

Zhang Qing raised his head to look at him, and said word by word: "I won't watch you jump down again."

In an instant, the expression in Zhou Nanchen's eyes changed, and before Zhang Qing had time to see what that expression meant, he was suddenly pushed down on the bed.What followed was a storm of kisses.

Contrary to the kiss on the ferris wheel, Zhang Qing was so pressed that Zhang Qing couldn't breathe, and all he could feel was Zhou Nanchen's heat and breath.

Zhang Qing, who was about to suffocate, pressed Zhou Nanchen's shoulder, but the latter didn't let him go at all, as if he wanted to turn all the pain in his heart into blazing heat and melt it in this deep kiss.

"Don't go."

During the interval of breathing, Zhang Qing suddenly heard Zhou Nanchen's suppressed, painful moan.

what are you saying?

I've never been there, I've always been here.The person who left without saying a word is obviously you!

"Zhou Nanchen!" Zhang Qing slightly raised his voice, he just wanted Zhou Nanchen to let him go.This bitch doesn't know how to pay attention to the strength of her hands, one arm is still in plaster, if this goes on like this, it will definitely break again.

But I didn't expect Zhou Nanchen to bounce off him, covering his mouth and taking several steps back, as if suddenly returning to his senses.

"I'm sorry." Zhou Nanchen apologized hastily, and left Zhang Qing's room as if fleeing, closing the door.

Zhang Qing still maintained the posture of being pressed on the bed by him, and was stunned for several seconds before realizing what was going on.

"You are such a cat ball!" Zhang Qing was embarrassed and angry, and cursed in a low voice towards the door, and changed his position uncomfortably, "Run after lighting the fire, scumbag."

After staring at the ceiling for a while, Zhang Qing remembered the original intention of letting Zhou Nanchen into his room.Turning over and sitting up, the glass of warm water on the table was already a little cold.

Zhang Qing sighed, took out the medicine just prescribed today from his pocket, cut open the tinfoil, took out a piece and poured it into the palm of his hand.

A small white piece that looks harmless to humans and animals.

Zhang Qing threw the pill into his mouth, took a sip of water, and then lay down on the bed.

When Zhou Nanchen kissed him, he was startled by the pain he felt.Why is he in pain, and where does the pain come from?

But he has made up his mind, this time he will never give up on Zhou Nanchen, just like how he grabbed his hand on the edge of the rooftop seven years ago, he will hold him no matter what, and will never give up on his self-destruction .

Zhang Qing was thinking in a daze, probably because of the additive effect of the medicine, and soon fell asleep.

The next morning, Zhang Qing was woken up by Zhou Nanchen.He opened his eyes with difficulty, startled by the enlarged face in front of him.

"Damn it!" He wanted to sit up in a jerk, but his forehead suddenly collided with Zhou Nanchen's, and the pain made him burst into tears instantly.

Now completely awake.

Zhang Qing grinned and looked at Zhou Nanchen.The latter was not much better, and took a few steps back, clutching his forehead.

"Sorry, sorry." Zhang Qing rubbed his forehead, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Zhou Nanchen also rubbed his forehead, with a helpless tone, "Are you okay?"

"No, I was just taken aback..." Zhang Qing sat up from the bed, "Why are you in my room?"

"I knocked on the door, but you didn't respond, so I had to come in and call you, but you still didn't wake up after calling for a long time." Zhou Nanchen frowned, looking a little worried.

"What time is it?" Zhang Qing suddenly realized this question.

"Seven o'clock sharp." Zhou Nanchen said.

Zhang Qing suddenly jumped up from the bed, "It's over, it's over, why is it so late? Why didn't you come sooner——"

In the middle of the conversation, I suddenly realized that it wasn't that people didn't call me, but that I didn't wake up.

"Hurry up, hurry up, don't eat breakfast!" Zhang Qing jumped up and was about to change clothes, but then realized that Zhou Nanchen was still in the room, and stopped in embarrassment.

Zhou Nanchen withdrew knowingly, "Let me help you pack your breakfast and take it to the set."

"Thank you!" Zhang Qing shouted.

Zhou Nanchen was still driving as usual, while Zhang Qing was sitting in the passenger seat and frantically replied to the message, explaining that he was going to bed late and would be late.

"You don't have to be so nervous, do you?" Zhou Nanchen glanced at Zhang Qing's phone interface, "Yin Ling is also often late."

"She is a rich young lady, and there are people who give face wherever she goes, can I do the same?" Zhang Qing complained, "It's the first time I'm late after acting for so long, I hope Li Fan won't scold me too badly. "

"Did you... sleep very late yesterday?" Zhou Nanchen asked after hesitating.

Zhang Qing was taken aback for a moment, realizing that Zhou Nanchen seemed to have taken the fault of not being able to wake up today to himself.

Although he did do pretty dastardly things last night.

"No, maybe I was too tired yesterday." Zhang Qing didn't want to continue this topic, "Director Li said in the group that we will wrap up this part today and tomorrow, and then leave for another place to shoot the day after tomorrow?"

"Ah."

"Has the place been decided?"

"Yeah." Zhou Nanchen said, "He didn't mention the location in the group, he said he wanted to discuss the details with everyone today."

"Okay." Zhang Qing sighed.

Although he was late, he didn't delay much. Li Fan mercifully let him go, and just said "Be careful next time".

There were quite a lot of people who came today, Yin Ling and Jia Hao were present, and there were also many permanent supporting roles that were rarely seen.

Chen Lou was still in a bad state during filming, although it was not as obvious as yesterday morning, but as soon as the camera left, her expression immediately collapsed, ignoring anyone, just sitting in the corner talking to the assistant.

After all, Zhang Qing didn't make time for breakfast, and took pictures until the lunch break, and finally had time to take a breather and go to the toilet.

The crew's boxed lunch today was quite rich, with both meat and vegetables. As soon as Zhang Qing broke open the chopsticks, Yin Ling sat down between Zhang Qing and Zhou Nanchen holding her boxed lunch.

"My god, it's the first time I've been filming in high heels for so long, and I can't feel my ankles." Yin Ling rubbed her ankles while complaining.

"You still lack exercise." Duanmu Rou, who was sitting on the opposite side of the table, pointed out ruthlessly, "High heels are all made from practice. You ask which woman in the workplace does not have a callus on her feet?"

"Forget it, I don't want to compare with you, Sister Rou." Yin Ling said with lingering fear, "It would be better to kill me than to let me run around in high heels all day long."

"You don't need to learn from her, her way of dressing is simply not imitable by humans." Zhang Qing complained.

"Hey, let's not talk about this, have you watched Liang Yu's recent big news?" Yin Ling leaned forward, leaned over and lowered his voice.

"Liang Yu?" Zhang Qing was taken aback, "What happened to him?"

"You really don't know? It was on the hot search yesterday!" Yin Ling lowered his voice, "You can still find him by searching his name on Weibo."

Zhang Qing and Duanmurou exchanged a look, and the latter immediately opened Weibo search.

"Which capital force is behind Liang Yu? Is it worthwhile to sell your body to be famous?" Duanmurou read the news headline word by word, with a very surprised expression on his face.

"Let me take a look." Zhang Qing immediately snatched the phone from Duanmurou's hand, leaned against Zhou Nanchen next to him, and flipped through the search results one by one.

The discussions related to Liang Yu were all about the same topic.

——Liang Yu was taken care of, no wonder it became popular so quickly a while ago.

——I just said that he didn't have any acting skills at all, so he became popular for no reason. There is such a thing...

——Help, if I knew it, I wouldn't click it. It makes me sick. When will Guoyu be clean?

——Why didn’t I see the picture you mentioned?Ask for a private message!

——Don’t ask for the one upstairs, I’ve seen it and already want to wash my eyes.

——Isn’t this kind of person disqualified as an idol?There are still fans washing the floor here, so you are just matching rubbish like fans.

Zhang Qing looked down one by one, and his eyes widened in shock, "What, what's going on?"

"It seems that you really don't know at all." Yin Ling sighed, "I forgot whether it was yesterday or the day before yesterday, but a gif of Zhang Liangyu was suddenly circulated on the Internet. Kissing in the car. As soon as this picture came out, the Internet exploded, and the media participated in the hype, and this matter continued to ferment. Later, an unknown netizen picked up the financial relationship between Liang Yu's studio and Li Xin, pointing directly at Liang Yu Yu was taken care of by Zhang Jiansen."

"It seems that paper really can't contain fire." Duanmurou said in a low voice.

I didn't expect such a thing to happen to Liang Yu, no wonder Chen Lou was in a bad mood these days.

"But I personally think this is weird." Yin Ling analyzed, "There are so many men and women in the circle who have been taken care of, and a lot of them have been exposed. I haven't seen anyone's affairs can be so big. I think this The matter behind it is not simple, I am afraid that someone is going to get Liang Yu down."

"Impossible." Zhang Qing frowned, "Although Liang Yu became popular a while ago, he should not be able to touch the cake of a top star, and his benefactor is also the boss of Lixin, so he shouldn't be so passive That's right. Maybe it's just public opinion this time..."

"It's hard to say." Zhou Nanchen, who had never expressed his views on things in the circle, rarely spoke, which surprised Zhang Qing.

"Ok?"

"If it's just pure public opinion, then who was the person who first posted the picture? Who was the person who posted the financial transaction later?" Zhou Nanchen raised his eyes and glanced at Yin Ling, "This is obviously not something that public opinion can do. Yes, it also does not belong to the ecological chain of interests in the circle."

Benefit ecological chain.Zhang Qing instantly understood the meaning of Zhou Nanchen's words.

In this circle, although everyone doesn't say it clearly, they all know in their hearts that the forces of all parties are intertwined and entangled, and different positions have different needs. These needs form a relatively stable chain of mutual benefit.

What paparazzi want is money, and what celebrities want is reputation. Therefore, paparazzi will not directly post photos after taking photos, but will use them as a way to blackmail celebrities.In the same way, what capital wants is profit returns, what advertisers want is word of mouth, and what companies want is the popularity of artists...

Precisely because all parties have their own needs, the dirtiest transactions in the entertainment circle are all done within the circle, and it is rare for information to leak outside the circle.

To put it simply, everyone in the entertainment industry wants a piece of the pie, but if the pot is blown up, no one can get it.Generally speaking, no one would do such a stupid thing.

Exposing the relationship between Liang Yu and Zhang Jiansen is nothing more than revealing the internal financial relationship between the two parties. This will obviously involve the interests of many parties, and its power is like a depth bomb. I don't know how many companies will be affected.

Zhang Qing faintly felt that this matter might be more complicated than they imagined.But he wasn't curious, and he didn't want to worry about it. In this circle, being wise and safe is the most important thing. He knows the truth that disaster comes from mouth.