uncle and nephew

Su Shi looked into Sun Letian's eyes, and found that it suddenly became as clean and simple as before, and all those full of emotions disappeared, leaving only anticipation.Su Shi tilted his head, hesitated for a moment, turned his head again, and met Sun Letian's eyes, then he nodded and said softly, "I don't want to deny it, probably I will only say this time, Sun Letian, I like it you."

Sun Letian's eyes seemed to be shining, and Su Shi saw a smile and tenderness that he had never seen before, so that when Sun Letian's face gradually approached, he didn't even think to avoid it.

When the cool lips touched Su Shi's eyes, Su Shi closed his eyes subconsciously. Sun Letian put one hand on Su Shi's thigh, and the other hand wrapped around Su Shi's waist.Su Shi felt that all his senses were closed, and he could only feel Sun Letian carefully licking his lips.That was a feeling Su Shi had never experienced before, and that feeling made him want to get closer and continue.

Sun Letian was not satisfied with just licking at first, his tongue penetrated from Su Shi's lips and teeth, and began to attack the city in Su Shi's mouth.Su Shi had never seen Sun Letian like this before, but he didn't want to disappoint him, so he began to respond greenly.That response made Sun Letian even more excited, and the lingering kiss became more eager.

That kiss lasted for a long time, so long that Su Shi felt that the air in his mouth had been deprived of air by Sun Letian, and it was only then that Sun Letian let Su Shi go.

Su Shi raised his head slightly, with water in his eyes, the water made Sun Letian approach him unconsciously, and then lightly kissed him on the lips, then slowly withdrew his hand and sat back to the original position .

Su Shi turned his head and found that a lot of snow had fallen on Sun Letian's head, and some of it had begun to melt, hanging on his head shinyly. He stretched out his hand and wiped gently on Sun Letian's head.

Sun Letian propped his hands back on the ground, looked up at the sky, and said, "Su Shi, no matter what, today is enough for me."

Su Shi sighed softly, but did not speak.Sun Letian looked at him quietly, and suddenly said, "Su Shi, why do you think boys can't like boys?"

Su Shi slowly shook his head, "Is there anyone who can't like someone, right? If you like it, you like it... It's just that we can't be together."

Sun Letian closed his eyes, his voice was heavy like never before, "Really, can't we be together?"

What answered him was another sigh from Su Shi, and he said softly, "At least I don't have the courage. I care too much, worry too much, I don't dare to take you up there to risk the disgrace of the world. It’s a difficult road. I just hope you can live a healthy and happy life, and I can be near you and see you.”

Sun Letian raised his hand to cover his eyes, he heard Su Shi's voice standing up, and he heard Su Shi seriously say in his ear, "Sun Letian, maybe we can't be together, but you have to remember, remember Su Shi likes you as much as you like him."

Sun Letian let go of his hand, he saw snowflakes falling under the street lamps along Yanhe Road, and he saw Su Shi's gentle smiling face amidst the snowflakes all over the sky, he thought he would always remember that scene and never forget it.

The two of them stayed by the river until it was almost time for class, and then walked side by side to the school.Su Shi felt extraordinarily at ease amid the flying snow all over the sky. This was probably the most relaxing day for him in half a year.As for Sun Letian, he finally didn't have to follow Su Shi far away, he could walk beside him and turn his head to see his smiling face.

At the beginning of that day, Su Shi and Sun Letian returned to their previous lives.Although they all knew that something was different between them, after half a year, they all understood that being able to see each other every day and being able to get along like before was enough to be satisfied.The day of graduation is getting closer, and maybe one day they will be separated, so they can only cherish everything they can have now as much as possible.

The news of Su Shi's breakup with Lin Baibai spread throughout the grades.But it might be because of the tight schedule in the third year of high school, everyone didn't have much time to care about these messy things, or Su Shi didn't have time to listen to those gossips.And from everyone's point of view, even if they are still together now, they are no match for the big test of the college entrance examination. Anyway, after the college entrance examination, they always have to go their separate ways. It is not surprising that they broke up at this time.

There was no longer Lin Baibai standing upright by the basketball court. Even in the class next door, Su Shi rarely saw Lin Baibai again, so that's good.

As the days go by, the time becomes tighter, and the closer the college entrance examination is, the greater the pressure of study.Su Shi's grades in several exams were neither good nor bad, so he couldn't help but compete with himself.

But what made him even more melancholy was Sun Letian's English grades.Su Shi held Sun Letian's report card and couldn't help sighing at his English score that didn't reach the passing line.After Sun Letian was in high school, his grades remained around the middle.According to the rankings of previous years, it is probably hovering on the edge of the undergraduate course. If the English score is a little higher, there should be no problem in being admitted to the undergraduate course. If the English score is low, then Sun Letian will not be able to get into the undergraduate course.

Sun Letian has also worked hard on English, probably because he is not interested in it, so he often cannot find a way to learn English.In addition, when I was in junior high school, my foundation was not very good, and my foundation was weak, which made it even more difficult to learn.

Su Shi thought about it, and finally decided to make a move.

From that day on, Su Shi got up an hour earlier every morning to wake up Sun Letian who was still sleeping soundly.The two quietly left the dormitory, each carrying a bag of milk to Sun Letian's class.

Su Shi started talking to Sun Letian from the most basic grammar. Although his tone was gentle, his methods were extremely severe. After he finished speaking part of the grammar, he would leave a set of questions for Sun Letian. Before turning off the lights, he would check carefully and correct every wrong question. Tell Sun Letian all about it.In addition, watching Sun Letian memorize part of the vocabulary every day, and do a reading, in the months before the college entrance examination, I persisted every day without interruption.

Su Shi was very sleepy. Originally, the high study pressure in the third year of high school reduced his sleep time to very little. He got up an hour early every day for Sun Letian, and often finished his grammar in the morning. Doze off on the sidelines.Sun Letian turned his head sideways, and he could see his long eyelashes drooping down, trembling slightly with his shallow breathing.

Sun Letian was often fascinated by it, and sometimes he couldn't bear to wake Su Shi up after finishing the questions, so he just looked at him quietly, as if time was frozen.Then he would be beaten up by Su Shi who suddenly woke up from his sleep.

Sun Letian was quite competitive, probably he really didn't want to disappoint Su Shi, so when the college entrance examination was approaching, his English score had been able to maintain a stable level without hindering his overall score, which made his ranking greatly advanced. Even the English teacher couldn't help but admire his progress.

Sun Letian smiled slightly, only he knew how many peaceful sleeps that person sacrificed for his progress.Around that time, Sun Letian thought, no matter whether he could be with Su Shi in the future, he would stay by Su Shi's side, no matter whether he was alone or with whom, he would accompany him.

Su Shi was probably the only one who could spend his time and energy just to make him improve when his studies were so tight in his third year of high school.Based on this alone, he will always like Su Shi.

Thinking back to those days later, many pictures have been blurred, and all they can remember is that they have been busy all the time.Those days when I was writing hard in the classroom, those days when I occasionally got idle to sweat profusely on the basketball court.

And every morning, in the empty teaching building, that person's warm voice and clear smile.With that person around, those days would not be difficult.

That's how it went into June.

In the few days before the college entrance examination, I basically don't review much. The most important thing is to adjust my state and relax.

On June 6, all students in the school began to clean up, tidy up tables and chairs, and prepare the examination room for the college entrance examination.Su Shi stood on the podium and quietly looked at the clean-up classroom.Those thick books piled up on the table have been taken away by the owner. On the blackboard at the back of the classroom there are still blackboard newspapers from unknown months ago, and the countdown line in the corner stays at "Two days before the college entrance examination".

Tang Xing came in through the back door with a broom, and waved to Su Shi who was on the podium, "Let's go, I think Zhang Ning's class is over."

Su Shi nodded with a smile, picked up the schoolbag he threw on the table, and walked out from the front door, but saw Lin Baibai standing at the door of the classroom, as if waiting for him.

Su Shi smiled slightly at her.Lin Baibai also had a smile on her face, she stretched out her hand towards Su Shi, "Su Shi, I don't know if this will be the last time we meet, but I still want to come and meet you, give me this long His unrequited love has come to a successful end."

Su Shi raised the corners of his lips, "I feel very lucky to have been loved by you for so many years. I wish you success in the college entrance examination." As he spoke, he took Lin Baibai's outstretched hand.

Lin Baibai rolled his eyes with a smile, and finally withdrew his hand slowly, "You too, Su Shi."

Su Shi stood at the door of the classroom and watched Lin Baibai gradually walk away. What he said just now was serious. He felt very lucky to be liked and cared for by a girl for so many years, even if he couldn't return anything, even if he couldn't He fell in love with her, but he still wanted to thank her for liking himself so seriously.

Su Shi and Tang Xing went downstairs side by side. Standing at the door of the teaching building, they saw Zhang Ning and Sun Letian waiting on the basketball court, passing the ball boredly. waved.

Su Shi slowly opened the corners of his eyes, feeling that the depression that had accumulated in his heart for the past few days gradually dissipated. Even if they really had to go their separate ways, he thought, they were still them, and nothing would change.