uncle and nephew

From that day on, Su Shi's life became different from before.In the past, he only had to attend class seriously, and then eat and play ball with Sun Letian.But now, there is another person in his life.

Lin Baibai was cautious when getting along with Su Shi at first, and Su Shi could feel that every time Su Shi took the initiative to show her favor, he would be careful to ask Su Shi occasionally when he wanted Su Shi to accompany her.

In fact, this relationship was unequal from the beginning, right?Su Shi thought.Lin Baibai has liked him for too many years, and his understanding and care for him are reflected in the details anytime and anywhere, but he can only care about her as much as possible.

He rarely gets together with Sun Letian again.Sun Letian started to go out early and return late, and even after school at noon, he no longer waited for him at the entrance of the teaching building to have lunch together.Su Shi buried the loss in his heart deeply, took a deep breath and sighed, this is the life they should have, right?

Every morning, he went to the cafeteria to have breakfast alone, and then went to the classroom to attend classes. Lin Baibai would come to the class to look for him during recess, and the two chatted in the corridor, avoiding the director of the Political and Education Department who often wandered in the corridor.At noon, he went to the cafeteria to have lunch alone, and then went to play on the court. Sometimes he bumped into Sun Letian.

Lin Baibai would come to school early after lunch, standing by the basketball court, hugging Su Shi's coat, holding water in his hand, waiting for Su Shi with a sweet smile.Occasionally, when Su Shi was talking to her, he would feel a gaze staring at him from behind, but when he turned around, he didn't find anything.

He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, probably thinking too much.He expressed his attitude, and Sun Letian also acquiesced in his choice.He can fall in love with Lin Baibai with peace of mind, and one day Sun Letian will also meet a girl who likes him. This is the life a normal person should live, right?

So half a year passed unknowingly, from the hot summer of the second year of high school to the third year of high school, at the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, the weather became cooler and cooler.He goes to class on time at Su Shi every day, and occasionally walks along Yanhe Road with Lin Baibai after dinner in the evening.

In fact, when Su Shi and Lin Baibai were together, they rarely talked. Most of the time, Lin Baibai was talking and he was listening. He was a little surprised that the little girl seemed to have endless things to say.When Lin Baibai was talking to him, the corners of his eyes were smiling, and he squinted slightly. There was a feeling of deja vu, and Su Shi couldn't help but be in a trance.

He unconsciously thought of Sun Letian, that was the way he and Sun Letian got along on the way to school when they were young. At that time, he thought, how can there be so many people who talk a lot?But thinking about it now, he still remembers the jokes and interesting things that Sun Letian told him with joy, and he feels vivid when he thinks of that scene, but now, he is looking at Lin Baibai, unable to help being lost in thought.

"Su Shi, Su Shi."

Su Shi came back to his senses and saw Lin Baibai looking at him with his eyes wide open. Su Shi smiled slightly, "What's wrong?"

"What are you thinking, I just asked you, we will be together for half a year, how will we live?" Lin Baibai looked up at Su Shi, with obvious expectation in his eyes.

With his hands still in his pockets, Su Shi lowered his head and looked at the ground. His ears hurt from the cold wind, "You can live it however you want?"

"What about you? How do you want to live?" Lin Baibai stretched out his hand to pull Su Shi's sleeve, with a hint of coquettishness in his voice.

Su Shi subconsciously withdrew his hand, and said in a flat voice, "I told you, you can do whatever you want."

The smile on Lin Baibai's face gradually faded, she looked up into Su Shi's eyes, as if she was making some huge decision, then Su Shi heard her ask, "Su Shi, is it all right for you to be with me?" unhappy?"

Su Shi looked at her blankly, then raised his head to glance at the gray night sky, isn't it, he's unhappy?

After a while, Su Shi replied, "I don't know."

He really doesn't know, he only knows that he should do this, he should be kind to Lin Baibai, and he should follow her thoughts, he doesn't know if he is happy, maybe, this is unhappy, right?

"Su Shi, why on earth did you want to be with me in the first place? You don't like me at all, right?" Lin Baibai looked at Su Shi without blinking, and asked stubbornly.

why?Su Shi sighed heavily from the bottom of his heart, because the one he liked couldn't be together, because in this way they could walk on the path they should go without making a big mistake.

Su Shi focused on looking at Lin Baibai, and found that her eyes were filled with tears. He sighed softly, "Why bother?" Why bother to ask, why expose it, he is already trying his best to be a good boyfriend ah.

Lin Baibai took a deep breath, and then said, "Su Shi, actually I also want to pretend to be stupid. After you are with me, I can feel that you are trying hard to be a good boyfriend, and you have dinner with me , take a walk with me, and chat with me during recess. But when you are by my side, you are silent most of the time. There are many times when you are clearly in a daze. We have been together for half a year, and you even my Never held hands."

"I originally thought that as long as you agreed to be with me, I would be satisfied. But people are greedy, right? I used to think about seeing you more and talking to you every day. Then you and When we are together, I just wonder if you can take the initiative to me, and if you like me a little bit. Sometimes I deliberately don’t look for you, and you won’t come to me. I don’t take the initiative to call you when I’m on vacation. Phone, you will not take the initiative to call me, you are clearly like completing a task when you are with me. "

Su Shi looked at Lin Baibai's tears in a daze, and said slowly, "Is that important? We're not together anymore, so it's okay?"

Lin Baibai shook his head vigorously, "Su Shi, do you understand that I want to be with you because I like you, I want to see you every day, and I have a lot to say when I see you I want to tell you, or I can just stay on the sidelines and watch you be satisfied. But what about you? I know you want to treat me well, but I really don't need you to treat me like a task. You know what , you seldom smile when you are by my side, do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to see you like that?"

Su Shi just looked at Lin Baibai. After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Then what should I do? I've tried my best."

Lin Baibai raised her hand to wipe her tears. She looked at Su Shi for a long time before she said, "Su Shi, let's break up."

Su Shi looked at her quietly, and replied softly, "Okay."

Lin Baibai lowered his eyes slowly, then turned around and left without looking back.Su Shi sat down slowly by the river by himself.

What Lin Baibai said made him helpless. He really worked hard to be with Lin Baibai, but he really couldn't fall in love with Lin Baibai.Maybe some things are destined, no matter how much he wants to escape or change, he just can't do it.

He is destined to be unable to be a normal person and to like a girl well.

Su Shi didn't know how long he had been sitting by the river. The cold wind made him tremble a little. He raised his head and glanced at the dark sky. Is it going to snow?Just as he was in a trance, someone sat down beside him. Su Shi turned his head and saw Sun Letian.

Su Shi felt that he hadn't seen Sun Letian for a long time.But in fact, he saw him on the basketball court at noon. They were playing on the same court, but they didn't communicate at all.

"Why are you here?" Su Shi looked down at the river and asked softly.

Sun Letian looked at him quietly, "You broke up?"

Su Shi twitched the corner of his mouth, but nodded without denying it.He thought Sun Letian would say something, turned his head, but saw Sun Letian was looking at him quietly.

"You... have been following us?" Su Shi couldn't help asking.

"It's autumn, it gets dark early, every time you two go out for a walk in the evening, I will follow from a distance." Sun Letian said, "Because you are afraid of the dark."

Su Shi opened his eyes wide in disbelief, and then slowly closed them. He was indeed a little afraid of the dark. When he was young, he never dared to walk alone at night.After living in the dormitory, Sun Letian was always asked to accompany him to the bathroom at night.But these, he has never exposed to others, especially in front of Lin Baibai, he will not let her know.

"Also, when you send her home every evening for self-study, and then go back to the dormitory alone, I will follow behind you." Sun Letian continued.

"Really." Su Shi murmured.He thought that the two of them had almost no intersection in the past six months, but he didn't expect Sun Letian to be like this.What kind of mood is he in, following silently and far away every day, watching him accompany another girl.

"Sun Letian, do you blame me?" Su Shi raised his head, there were snowflakes falling from the sky and falling on his face, it was freezing to death.

"What's your fault?" Sun Letian chuckled, "Is it your fault for not being with me?" He slowly shook his head, "Su Shi, I have known you for more than ten years, ever since I fell in love with you, I have never Dare to expect your personality to be with me. I just... can't stand you being with other people, and can't stand you ignoring me just to be with others. "

Su Shi turned his head to look at Sun Letian, he found that it was only half a year, but the smile on Sun Letian's face was much less, and his eyes were filled with emotions that he couldn't see through, Su Shi couldn't help stretching out his hand, and finally fell On Sun Letian's face, unknowingly, Sun Letian has begun to lose the immaturity of a young man, becoming sharp-edged, his facial features have become three-dimensional, and he has begun to look more and more like an adult.

Sun Letian remained motionless and let Su Shi's hand cover his face. After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth, "Su Shi, half a year ago, I wanted to ask you, but I didn't dare to ask you. I just I want to know, do you like me as much as I like you?"