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Qin Qing’s birthday party was held as usual, without Qin Mufeng, everything went smoothly, Building 10 was extremely lively that day, after the birthday party was over, Qin Mufeng went home by himself, no one asked him where he had been these two days, and he remained silent .

He and Jin Chu found a day to visit University Y, and Jin Chu said, "If I didn't go to school here in the end, then everything I see now, as long as you say that I can imagine what it looks like in the future, it will be like that." Same with you."

Qin Mufeng swayed in front of Jin Chu, "Then you have to combine your own dynamic images to imagine."

So the two took a lot of photos and videos in the school, the library, the track and field, the court, and even every inconspicuous trail.

"This road is full of ginkgo trees. It's really beautiful. There are two in No. [-] Middle School, but it's a pity that it's a bit rare. If the leaves are yellow, it will definitely be more beautiful." Jin Chu said.

Qin Mufeng smiled and said, "At that time, I will also learn from those little girls in the past, collecting leaves to write love letters to my sweetheart."

"It means you have received something like this before?" Jin Chu looked at him with raised eyebrows.

Qin Mufeng stopped talking, and pulled Jin Chu to sit down on the stool, "Let's have a rest."

Jin Chu stared at him for a while, and saw that Qin Mufeng had returned to his cool look, and he was quite able to put on a show. Jin Chu turned his head to look around, but there was no one, so he moved to Qin Mufeng's chin, and bit it.

Shocked by the slight pain, Qin Mufeng stretched out his hand to pinch Jin Chu's chin, "Does the puppy bite? It's in the wrong place." After speaking, he lowered his head and grabbed Jin Chu's lips.

The two frolicked for a while, and Jin Chu said, "Mu Feng, I feel that my mother is not in the right state recently."

Qin Mufeng said, "Is it because of your father's business? You spend more time with her recently."

Jin Chu nodded, "It should be. I was too young at that time, and I can't remember many things clearly, but I can still remember Jin Mingxi's actions back then. It must be difficult for my mother to get out." After finishing speaking He sighed.

Qin Mufeng thought, when Jiang Xue was still alive, he was always taken good care of, and after Jiang Xue was gone, he was always taken good care of by his grandparents. In fact, he has never suffered much. He thought of Jin Chu It is really rare to live an optimistic and kind life after suffering so much.

"It's all over, and it will get better and better."

Cheng Ya has been in a trance recently, especially after Jin Mingxi brought the news of Lin Qing's death. She didn't even know how to face the past between herself and Jin Mingxi. When they were together, Cheng Ya still Younger, they can't get a certificate, and they are not considered a real couple in the legal sense, but she and Jin Mingxi have Jin Chu, and this de facto marriage cannot be denied.

As long as she thought of Jin Mingxi and Lin Qing, two men she was familiar with, she couldn't restrain the chill and nausea that rose in her heart, she should hate it.

But when she saw the two youths who were once high-spirited, separated for several years, and even separated by yin and yang, she was confused. She only felt that there was a stone in her heart, which was always pressing heavily, and she couldn't breathe.

Zhao Junyang recently took a lot of work home to deal with. Even though he spent a lot of time with Cheng Ya, Cheng Ya still fell ill. On that day, Zhao Junyang was having a video conference in the study. Cheng Ya came to see him as usual and saw that he was busy. , I closed the door and went out. Unexpectedly, before the door was closed, I heard the sound of falling to the ground, and Cheng Ya fainted.

Cheng Ya's illness has been going on for several days, and the originally planned trip for a family of four has also been postponed, and Jin Chu's real birthday has also arrived.

Zhao Junyang worked in a private hospital before, and Cheng Ya was well arranged in the VIP ward. The ward was decorated as a high-end suite, except for some more medical equipment, it was almost like a high-end hotel.

She said several times that she wanted to go home, but was rejected by Zhao Junyang, saying that she had put too many things on her mind, was depressed, and several body functions needed to be recuperated.

The people here are the most professional. They told Cheng Ya not to worry, but to take care of her health before going home.

Zhao Junyang was almost admitted to the hospital, and his work was also handled in the hospital. After Jin Chu came here, he didn't feel that they were particularly affectionate. It wasn't until Cheng Ya became ill this time that Jin Chu realized that Zhao Junyang really took Cheng Ya in his heart. He was very happy for Cheng Ya.

Zhao Zhichuan and Jin Chu watched over Cheng Ya twice a day, and accompanied her to the garden downstairs to relax.

"Xiao Chu, Mom broke her promise again. She originally said that she would take you out to play and have a good birthday with your family." Cheng Ya's face was pale and she lost a lot of weight recently.

"Mom, birthdays can be celebrated at any time. I really don't care about this. You take care of yourself, and then we will go on a trip." Jin Chu comforted her.

Cheng Ya finally smiled, he thought, such a bastard as Jin Mingxi gave him such a sensible son, anyway, she will never see that person again from now on.

Because Cheng Ya was sick, the family hired a nanny recently, and the food was cooked well. Zhao Junyang carried a food box and saw Jin Chu and Cheng Ya sitting in the garden from a distance. He hadn't seen Cheng Ya's smile for a long time. , the pace will go faster.

Seeing Zhao Junyang coming, Jin Chu got up and said, "Uncle Zhao, then I'll go back first."

Zhao Junyang said, "Go, Auntie just made dinner, Xiao Chu, go back and eat with Xiao Chuan, I will stay with your mother tonight."

"it is good."

The dinner table was very deserted, and the two brothers were not the ones who talked too much to each other. Zhao Zhichuan broke the silence after half of the meal, "Brother."

"En." Jin Chu responded, he had recently gotten used to Zhao Zhichuan calling him brother.

"Although no one told me, but I know that my mother has been in a bad mood and got sick recently because of some things that happened to me. Brother, can you tell me?" Zhao Zhichuan looked at Jin Chu and said firmly.

Jin Chu didn't answer, but looked up at him, "Mom is fine, it will be fine in a few days."

"Is it because of my brother's father?" Zhao Zhichuan was very persistent.

Jin Chu put down his chopsticks and sighed in his heart, "Maybe, but I was still young at that time, so I don't really remember it. That person came to see my mother recently, maybe it was because of this."

Zhao Zhichuan took a deep look at Jin Chu, then lowered his head, "I didn't know you had suffered so much before, I'm sorry."

He was studying in his room that day, and originally planned to go downstairs to get some water, but when he heard Cheng Ya and Zhao Junyang talking, Cheng Ya sadly talked about some past events, and about Jin Chu, Zhao Zhichuan felt that he was very greedy for the first time, He really realized that Cheng Ya was also Jin Chu's mother, and Jin Chu had been forgotten all by himself since he was a child.

Jin Chu hesitated for a moment, and touched Zhao Zhichuan's head, "What silly words, where did you hear them? Can I grow so tall after suffering so much?"

Zhao Zhichuan felt the temperature of that hand, like a puppy, let him touch it, "I will grow up soon, even taller than you, and I will protect you and mother in the future."

Jin Chu was stunned for a moment, and smiled, "It's almost enough for me to protect you. I'm already an adult, and it will take you a few years to grow up." He withdrew his hand, picked up the chopsticks again, and put a piece into Zhao Zhichuan's bowl Meat "Then eat more and grow up quickly."

Zhao Zhichuan felt a little lost, those slender hands, even the knuckles were beautiful, the face similar to his own already had water chestnuts, and he saw the outline of a young man for the first time.

He picked up the meat in the bowl and ate it, his mind was filled with every detail of Jin Chu's coming to this house.

Zhao Junyang had a very important meeting the next day, and he had to meet an important client in the afternoon, so Zhao Zhichuan came to see Cheng Ya at noon to deliver her meals, and when Zhao Zhichuan came back, Jin Chu told him, "Uncle Zhao is too busy recently." Yes, tonight I will accompany my mother in the hospital, you tell Uncle Zhao to let him have a good rest."

Zhao Zhichuan nodded and said he understood.

After Cheng Ya fell ill, Qin Mufeng came to see her once. He wished he could go to the hospital every day to accompany Cheng Ya with Jin Chu, but he was afraid that Cheng Ya would be overwhelmed.

At dinner, Jin Chu accompanied Cheng Ya to finish the meal. Cheng Ya said she wanted to rest, so Jin Chu came out and sat on the sofa outside the ward to pass the time. When he looked up, he saw Qin Mufeng walking over with some supplements and fruits .

Jin Chu hurriedly got up to meet him, "Why are you here, and you have so many things with you?"

Qin Mufeng put the things on the table and said softly, "You said earlier that you would be here with Auntie tonight, but I thought of you alone, so I said I would come to accompany you."

Jin Chu felt warm in his heart, "You come here and have no place to live. Do you want to sleep on this sofa?"

Qin Mufeng looked at him with a smile, "As long as you let me accompany you, it's fine to sleep on the floor. You've lost weight recently, so you don't have any points?"

Jin Chu shook his head, "I didn't find out, you're talking nonsense."

Qin Mufeng pointed to the things on the table, "Do you want to peel some fruit for Auntie?"

"Let's take a while, she said she wants to take a break."

The two chatted about some homework, Jin Chu glanced at Cheng Ya's room, and said, "I'm a little sleepy, are you sleepy?"

Qin Mufeng shook his head, "You can trust me, I'll help you guard."

"Well, thank you boyfriend." After speaking, he leaned against the back of the sofa and closed his eyes.

Qin Mufeng stared at Jin Chu for a long while, the smile on his mouth never disappeared. To be able to accompany him like this with those close to him, it seemed that he had also completely integrated into Jin Chu's world.

Cheng Ya closed her eyes and recuperated on the bed. She felt better in the past two days, and her heart palpitations and dizziness also improved a lot. She kept persuading herself not to care about it. The past has completely passed, and she now has a very happy family, these are worthy of her care.

Thinking of Jin Chu staying with her outside, Cheng Ya was afraid that he would be bored, so she planned to go out and sit with Jin Chu, so that mother and son could have a heart-to-heart talk.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Qin Mufeng got up quickly, "Auntie, why are you up, do you need help?"

Jin Chu was followed by Qin Mufeng, and he also woke up, "What's the matter, Mufeng." His voice was soft and waxy.

Qin Mufeng realized immediately that he forgot to let go of the hand he had been holding with Jin Chu. Cheng Ya stood at the door and did not respond to Qin Mufeng's words, her eyes were fixed on the two interlocking hands.

Jin Chu also reacted, and the two let go of their hands in a panic, and Jin Chu called out, "Mom."

The three stood opposite each other, and no one spoke.

If there is no matter about Jin Mingxi and Lin Qing, Cheng Ya may find an excuse to say that the two children have a good relationship, but now her mind is full of all kinds of things about Jin Mingxi and Lin Qing, and she asks very hard, "Why is Xiao Qin here?" ?”, her voice was hoarse, and she felt that she would lose her voice in the next second.

Jin Chu hurriedly said, "He said he came to see you, and saw that you were resting, so he waited outside." He didn't dare to look Cheng Ya in the eye.

Cheng Ya walked towards them slowly, and Jin Chu hurried forward to help her, because he really felt that Cheng Ya's body was a little precarious.

Finally, Cheng Ya was helped to sit down on the sofa. The two dared not move in front of her. They hadn't figured out how to explain why they had to hold hands.

Cheng Ya leaned on the sofa, her chest heaving, Qin Mufeng quickly poured a glass of water from the warm kettle on the side, "Auntie, drink first." After speaking, he stood obediently and restrainedly.

Cheng Ya took the cup and held it in her hand, staring fixedly at the sloshing water inside, "When did it start?"

Jin Chu called out "Mom" again

Cheng Ya asked again, with a trembling voice, as hoarse as a leaking balloon, "I ask you, when did it start?"

Her eyes were ferocious, covered with bloodshot eyes, and she completely lost her usual gentleness. She didn't take a sip of the glass of water, and spilled it all on the carpet. The glass rolled a few times and stopped at the foot of the sofa.

How to explain?Deny the relationship?Cheng Ya's excited look obviously no longer believed it. Qin Mufeng squatted down and half-kneeled in front of Cheng Ya, "Auntie, don't get excited, take care of yourself, I say."

Cheng Ya looked down at him. The young man in front of him had deep eyebrows and a cool demeanor. He had the skin that girls would like when they saw him. The young man's eyes were sincere. Although he looked a little timid, he still showed a brave sense of responsibility. She closed her eyes. Eyes, opened the mouth and said, "Xiao Chu, tell me."

Qin Mufeng looked nervously at Jin Chu, then at Cheng Ya, Jin Chu knelt down beside him, "Mom, I'm sorry, I, Mufeng and I are in a relationship."

Cheng Ya gave a desperate cry, raised her hand and slapped Jin Chu on the face. Before Qin Mufeng could react, Jin Chu fell to the ground, and he quickly helped Jin Chu up, "Auntie, don't hit him, It was I who liked him first, and I forced him, so please hit me, auntie."

Jin Chu's face was burning with pain, his mind was buzzing, Cheng Ya let out a hoarse cry, she buried her head in her knees in pain, her whole body trembling.

Not to make Cheng Ya excited, Jin Chu hurriedly rang the service bell next to her, ignoring the pain and panic, went forward to hug Cheng Ya, protected her in his arms and comforted her, "Mom, Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

He didn't know what else to say besides saying sorry, he could only cry with Cheng Ya, he didn't want this, it wasn't what he wanted, Cheng Ya was like a frightened fawn, trembling all over, she couldn't cry anymore.

She pushed Jin Chu away with all her strength, as if Jin Chu's embrace was hell, "Why did you do this to me? Why do you all do this to me? I did something wrong, I have to bear it."

Pushed by her, Jin Chu staggered again. Qin Mufeng ignored Jin Chu on the ground and stepped forward to support Cheng Ya, "Ah Chu, call home."

Jin Chu called home with trembling hands, the doctor had already come in, Cheng Ya was emotional, two nurses helped her into the ward, the doctor had to inject her with a sedative first.

Qin Mufeng and Jin Chu were squeezed outside, watching the doctors and nurses administer water and infusions to Cheng Ya and perform various tests.

Jin Chu felt cold all over, and Cheng Ya looked at him without any emotion, like looking at a bedbug in the sewer, her eyes were full of disgust.

From the beginning to the end, Cheng Ya never gave Qin Mufeng another look. Qin Mufeng seemed to be forgotten. He was familiar with this situation. In Qin You and Li Xinlan's family, he was an insignificant outsider, and Li Xinlan treated him the same way. kind of attitude.

When Zhao Junyang and Zhao Zhichuan pushed the door and came in, Jin Chu felt that he was about to stop breathing. He seemed to have become a sinner of this family in an instant, breaking the harmony and tranquility of this family.

Zhao Junyang gave him a cold look, and went straight to the ward.

Jin Chu only heard what the doctor said to Zhao Junyang, "Don't irritate the patient anymore..." He couldn't hear a word of the rest. He and Qin Mufeng were like criminals waiting for trial, heinous.

Zhao Zhichuan went in and looked at Cheng Ya, then backed out, staring at Qin Mufeng fiercely, "Why did you come here?"

Qin Mufeng opened his mouth and said nothing, yes, why did he come here, why!

Jin Chu came back to his senses and met Zhao Zhichuan's gaze, "Xiaochuan, I'm sorry, it's my fault."

"Did I tell you not to get too close to him? Do you really think that others are fools and blind?" Zhao Zhichuan's voice was cold, and his voice was hoarse and broken with tenacity.

Zhao Junyang drank in a low voice, "Get out!"

Both Jin Chu and Qin Mufeng froze, and Zhao Zhichuan followed them out. The three of them took the elevator downstairs, and the sky had already darkened. The garden downstairs was very quiet, and the street lights were silent and pale.

Jin Chu sat on the stool decadently, and Qin Mufeng squatted beside him, hesitant to speak. He, the culprit, seemed to have no position to comfort Jin Chu. If he hadn't come to the hospital on his own initiative, it would have been different.

Zhao Zhichuan sat on the side and looked at them coldly, after all, he still couldn't bear to see Jin Chu feel guilty, "Don't worry, Dad is here, Mom will be fine."

Jin Chu raised his red eyes. Zhao Zhichuan's calm at the moment did not reassure him at all. He met Qin Mufeng's worried eyes, which were full of self-blame and remorse, as well as obvious fear. Jin Chu knew what he was afraid of. .

Although Zhao Zhichuan was there, it was obvious that Zhao Zhichuan knew about it a long time ago. Jin Chu stretched out his hand and pulled Qin Mufeng up, "It's not because of you, Mufeng, don't blame yourself."

Zhao Zhichuan clenched his fists tightly, "What time is it, you are still defending him!"

After being busy for a while, Cheng Ya's condition finally stabilized. After the doctors and nurses left, Zhao Junyang sat down beside the bed, "Xiaoya, don't be afraid, I will watch over you."

Cheng Ya looked at him with empty eyes, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.

Zhao Junyang held her hand and said softly, "Leave everything to me, please, close your eyes and rest for a while."

Cheng Ya seemed to have never heard of it, and she kept crying. Zhao Junyang saw Cheng Ya's countless appearances, confident, generous, gentle, forbearing, and strong, each of which was the quality that attracted him in the first place, except for the lack of it. Having seen her desperate look, in his eyes, Cheng Ya has always been optimistic.

Zhao Junyang lowered his head in pain. For the first time, this man who had been in a high position and controlled the lifeline of the economy seemed powerless in front of Cheng Ya.

The hand holding Cheng Ya was warm and powerful, and she gently held him back.

Zhao Junyang looked up at her in surprise, "Xiaoya."

Cheng Ya opened her mouth but said nothing, Zhao Junyang stood up and put his ear close to her, "Junyang, don't worry."

Zhao Junyang looked at her forced smile, tears rolled in his eyes, he kissed Cheng Ya's forehead, "If you are tired, take a good rest, leave everything to me, trust me, Xiaoya."

Cheng Ya finally couldn't bear it anymore and closed her eyes tiredly. The sedative could make her sleep for a long time.