Lovesickness Journey to the West

Qi Tian took the peaches, but he was not in a hurry to eat them. He had an almost infatuated obsession with peaches, just like a mouse seeing rice or a cat seeing a mouse. Now, looking at the round peach in his hand, he has no appetite at all.

My heart is full of confusion and depression.

"Qi Tian, ​​no matter what happens, I will always be by your side." Feng Xuan frowned as he looked at the sad Qi Tian, ​​but he didn't know what happened, so he could only comfort him in a general way.

Moreover, he didn't know how to ask, he had been waiting for Qi Tian to speak, but after waiting, all he was waiting for was Qi Tian alone sheltering from the wind and rain, and he, like an ignorant child Also waiting for Qi Tian to come back.

For some reason, at this moment, he suddenly felt that it was time to change this state.

He didn't want to keep doing this, only covered by Qi Tian's silence, and then he endured it, waiting for him to tell.

"Why is this so? What happened? You can tell me." Feng Xuan raised his hand and put his arm on Qitian's shoulder away from him, and then slightly exerted force to hold Qitian in his arms: "Always Since you didn't say anything, do you know how much I worry about you, do you know how much I wait for you to come out of the silence? Do you know, when you don't speak , How did we all survive?"

Feng Xuan was a little agitated, he was indeed a little anxious, seeing Qi Tian like this, the pain for him overflowed from his chest, and he couldn't bear it.

In fact, there was no intention of complaining in this sentence, but because Feng Xuan said something in a hurry and his tone was slightly serious, Qi Tian felt aggrieved inexplicably.

For thousands of years, even if he was crushed under the mountain, he never had any emotions. In an instant, it was like water breaking a dike, spreading all over the sky towards Qi Tian. Qi Tian just frowned, and his whole body collapsed In front of Fengxuan's chest.

Through the fine silk, Qi Tian heard Feng Xuan's heartbeat.

One sound at a time, powerful and steady.

Inexplicably, it made his heart settle down a bit.

"Fengxuan, I'm sorry." Qi Tian buried his face in Fengxuan's chest, and then muttered. Before Fengxuan could ask, he heard another muffled voice coming from his chest. This word made Feng Xuan frowned suddenly, and his heartbeat seemed to have missed a beat.

Qi Tian said:

"I'm... afraid."

Even though Feng Xuandang was stunned, after a while, he subconsciously hugged Qi Tian's shoulders forcefully. He was a little panicked, but he also knew that he must not panic. He had to take good care of Qi Tian in his current state. he.

"What are you afraid of?" Feng Xuan opened his mouth, and then asked gently: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, what are you afraid of?" Feng Xuan raised his hand and gently patted Qi Tian's Back, wanting to make him feel at ease.

But after Feng Xuan finished speaking, Qi Tian seemed to be asleep, just laying quietly on Feng Xuan's chest, neither saying nor moving.

Feng Xuan was a little worried at first, but gradually, he also calmed down, and then he put his chin on Qi Tian's head, hugged him like he used to hug himself, and exerted a little force with his hands, trying to make him feel to yourself, and then feel at ease.

After staying like this for an unknown amount of time, Qi Tian suddenly moved, and then his whole body lay on Feng Xuan's crossed legs.

"If one day you don't want this deity anymore, this deity will slaughter the entire Three Realms until it forces you out." Qi Tian's muffled voice came to Feng Xuan's ears again.

Fengxuan couldn't help raising his eyebrows in surprise when he heard the words, he didn't understand why Qitian would say such words suddenly, but Fengxuan was only slightly startled, then raised his hand to stroke Qitian's hair, and spoke softly Said: "No, I will never, never leave you."

Forever, even forever, whether the sky is high or the water is long, the wind is light and the clouds are calm, the earth collapses and the mountains destroy it, the sea dries up and the rocks rot, as long as this body remains, this thought will never die.

"You lied." Qi Tian actually said with a slight nasal sound, Feng Xuan only felt that his heart was blunt, seeing Qi Tian's appearance, he was a little anxious.

Then Feng Xuan supported Qi Tian's shoulders with both hands, forcing him to sit up, and then straddled Qi Tian's lap.

"Why did I lie to you? My person is yours, and my heart is yours. Everything I have is you. In my head, in my eyes, every moment and every place, it is you. Except you are still you, I Why did you lie to you." Feng Xuan stared at Qi Tian's eyes with burning eyes, and then ignored him, rushed forward and blocked Qi Tian's mouth.

Qi Tian's brain went blank in an instant, and Feng Xuan didn't go deep, but stayed on the surface and imprinted it vigorously.Force Qi Tian to feel his presence.

Qi Tian stood still for a long time, knowing that he suddenly came back to his senses at a certain moment, he suddenly raised his hand and hugged Feng Xuan in front of him, then supported his waist with one hand, and put the other hand on his head, his whole body turned towards Feng Xuan. As soon as he moved forward, he stuck out his tongue.

They entangled each other, as if they wanted to suck his whole body into his heart.Qi Tian suddenly had a feeling of finding something lost.

After kissing for an unknown amount of time, Qi Tian reluctantly let go of Feng Xuan's lips, and then looked at Feng Xuan's red and swollen lips, his eyes slightly dodged.

"Okay?" Feng Xuan raised his eyebrows, then looked at Qi Tian with a faint smile.

Qi Tian curled his lips slightly upon hearing this, lowered his head, and did not speak.

"Tell me, why are you like this? What are you afraid of?" Feng Xuan held Qi Tian's cheeks with both hands, and then forcefully forced him to raise his head: "Speak clearly, don't hold it in your heart, it will save you from knowing when the time comes, It happened again."

Feng Xuan looked at Qi Tian calmly and said, after going through so many things, he suddenly discovered that many things can't be solved by just avoiding them, but they have to face and solve them honestly. to get better.

Qitian's state just now really scared him, but the real reason why he wanted Qitian to explain clearly was because of the sentence that he lied to him.

Although Qi Tian's appearance really worried him, everyone will not always be strong, and there will naturally be times when they are vulnerable. He can accept this kind of vulnerability, but he also believes that after accepting it, he must solve it.

Moreover, he could vaguely understand that Qi Tiancai's fragility seemed to have something to do with him.

It's just that he was very surprised, thinking that he didn't do anything, it's just that this incident was indeed caused by his negligence, but even so, Qi Tian shouldn't say that he lied to him, That feeling was as if he had done something to be sorry for him.

Thinking of this, Feng Xuan's expression became a little serious, he raised his head slightly, and faced Qi Tian with a posture higher than Qi Tian, ​​he didn't speak, just looked at him with burning eyes, and waited quietly , he didn't believe it anymore, Qi Tian was able to talk so hard that he didn't say anything.

"This deity..." Qi Tian, ​​who had returned to normal, blinked his eyes quickly. He originally wanted to escape from this situation immediately, but he was also worried that if he really escaped, Feng Xuan would be angry, but if he did not escape , do you really want to say it?

Qi Tian raised his head and met Feng Xuan's eyes, just stared at Feng Xuan in a daze, then suddenly said something inexplicably, Qi Tian said: "Feng Xuan, you are so pretty."

"Hmph, I'm not good-looking." Feng Xuan hooked the corners of his lips obliquely, and then chuckled lightly: "You are the prettiest."

Although the words were a bit indecent, Feng Xuan's face was extremely solemn, but the fact is indeed like this, I am afraid that it is difficult to find another character who can compare with Qi Tian in the three worlds , but... Erlang is one of them.

"What else?" Feng Xuan tilted his head: "Before you tell the truth, use all the devious methods you have, anyway, no matter what method it is, you must explain things clearly today, otherwise ..." Feng Xuan suddenly raised the tone of the tail, and then the whole person suddenly scratched Qi Tian's armpit...

Qitian couldn't help itching, he swayed from side to side and wanted to escape, but Fengxuan sat firmly on Qitian's lap, if Qitian wanted to go out, he had to lift Fengxuan from his lap, but obviously He didn't have the heart to do this, what if he hurt Feng Xuan?Fortunately, Feng Xuan stopped after scratching a few times, and then looked at Qi Tian with burning eyes: "Say you?"

The simple three words made Qi Tian stunned again, but after he was stunned, Qi Tian slightly lowered his head and sighed.

Fengxuan Bingxue is smart, if he is lying, he will be able to see it. At that time, I am afraid it would be better to explain it directly, but now let him tell all the thoughts in his heart, he is indeed...

"That's right, do you know what kind of person I was before I met you?" Qi Tian frowned, then looked at Feng Xuan and asked.

It seemed that he was taken aback by Qi Tian's sudden seriousness, or maybe he had some doubts because of Qi Tian's sudden question, Feng Xuan was really stunned there, but immediately, Feng Xuan looked into Qi Tian's eyes, Seriously said word by word: "I've only heard about it, but I've never seen it before."

The nine short characters made Qi Tian sigh: "What if the deity told you, it is true?" Qi Tian opened his mouth, looked at Feng Xuan and asked, but then he seemed to be afraid of Feng Xuan's misunderstanding or In addition, Qi Tian immediately explained: "Although there are some exaggerated elements interspersed in the middle, and the purpose is also distorted, but no matter how it deviates from the facts, the result...is the same."

He really hurt a lot of people's names, he was really that kind of brutal and bloodthirsty existence, and he really... didn't care about it at all.

When Feng Xuan heard this, he just looked at Qi Tian indifferently, without saying a word.

Seeing such a serious Feng Xuan, Qi Tian's heart suddenly sank. Does he... despise himself?

Dislike your tyrannical and bloodthirsty, your incessant killing, your original?

Qi Tian frowned, then looked at Feng Xuan, but Feng Xuan didn't speak, and didn't respond except to look at him.

After a while, when Qi Tian finally couldn't hold his tongue and wanted to persuade him to leave, Feng Xuan suddenly laughed: "What are you doing so seriously? Is this the end?"

Qi Tian didn't react, but nodded mechanically.

"Only these?" Feng Xuan's puzzled expression came to his face: "Just say this?"

"Otherwise?" Qi Tian also asked back, he didn't know what else Feng Xuan wanted to hear.

"But... Is there any problem with these things?" Feng Xuan looked at Qi Tian with a really, really like this expression, and then he was sure, Qi Tian seemed to really just want to say this.

He didn't speak just now, he just thought that Qi Tian might have something to say, but seeing Qi Tian was silent, but he didn't say a word anymore, so he opened his mouth to ask, he never thought that it was really like this.

"Is there any problem?" Qi Tian frowned and asked back: "Of course I have. This deity kills people without blinking an eye, hurting countless lives in this world, and this deity bears a lot of blood on his hands... "

Before Qi Tian finished speaking, Feng Xuan raised his hand to stop him from continuing, he could see that when Qi Tian talked about these things, he was already in a hurry.

"You should hate..." Although Fengxuan forbade Qitian to continue speaking, but the moment Qitian touched Fengxuan's finger on his lips, he still said the sentence he wanted to express the most in his heart. out.

"I know." Feng Xuan's tone was very light, like a feather brushing across his cheeks, with the slightest itchiness.

Qi Tian couldn't help being taken aback, looking at Feng Xuan's extremely serious but gentle face, he stopped talking for a moment.He stared at Feng Xuan fixedly, not knowing what he was going to do next.

Feng Xuan slowly evoked a smile, as smart as him, he quietly understood something when Qi Tian was in a hurry.

"It's nothing?" Feng Xuan shook his head, signaling Qi Tian not to care, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to speak, so that Qi Tian could completely eliminate this concern.

Feng Xuan adjusted his sitting posture so that he could look at Qi Tian at the same level, then I grabbed Qi Tian's hand, and a faint smile appeared on my lips.

"I love you, Qi Tian, ​​let alone, I don't think there is any fault in what you have done in the past, even if there was, I don't mind. No matter what you have experienced, what happened, how many lives you hurt , I don't care how much blood is stained on my hands." Feng Xuan's voice was faint, but somehow it made Qi Tian feel at ease.

"I only know that no matter what happens, you are my Qi Tian. In my heart, the most important thing... Qi Tian." Feng Xuan's eyes were a little moist, but he never thought that in Qi Tian's heart, There is still such a big pimple hidden.

"Whether you're right or wrong, I don't care, I only care about you. As long as you want it, what's the matter? As long as you want it, why don't you be afraid of being scolded by the world? Qi Tian, ​​why don't you understand?" Feng Xuan While speaking, he slowly leaned against Qi Tian's chest.