Lovesickness Journey to the West

That was the rush he had never had before.He suddenly felt that his heart, which had been calm all along, whether it was fighting or making trouble, whether it was drinking with like-minded friends, or suddenly hearing an opponent who was worthy of a match, unexpectedly at that moment , experienced a different kind of feeling, this kind of feeling had never appeared in the past so many years, he suddenly understood, what is joy, what is... heartbeat.

It might just be a momentary event, but it lingered in Qi Tian's mind for a long, long time and couldn't get rid of it.

It was only later that I realized that that feeling, that mood, was a fall.

Qi Tian suddenly felt that in his previous life, even in the eyes of others, he had done many things that they could not do in this life, and had achieved many achievements that they could not achieve. Having this kind of ability may be worthwhile in the eyes of outsiders.

But Qi Tian understood that the moment he felt Jin Chanzi in his heart, he understood that no matter what happened or experienced in his previous life, it was all in vain.

Life seems to really begin at the moment when you meet Jin Chanzi.

So all along, when Qi Tian really realized his mind, he began to treat his whole life well, he began to learn to restrain his desires, learned to restrain his bloodthirsty rage.

He has always been, in fact, very worried, worried that Feng Xuan would see him like this.

In fact, it is really absurd to say that the great sage Qi Tian, ​​who has always looked down on all beings, is even afraid sometimes, but the fact is like this, no one can cover it up, no one can deny it, so Qi Tian has been hiding all the time With this nature of my own, even if I am very angry, I will press again and again.

But this time, he really couldn't hold back.

The endless anger and continuous panic made him very worried about what he would do if something happened to Feng Xuan. He was so angry that he never wanted to suppress this brutal, bloodthirsty, blunt dissection. Open the soul of this goblin.

No one knows how much pain this goblin has suffered. She stripped her soul little by little and then burned it with the Canglan Soul Fire, separated her memory and then destroyed it little by little, and took out the most painful memories deep in her heart. Burning alive, piercing the flesh with a dry bone dagger...

Everything, except the banshee, perhaps only Qi Tian knew how painful it was.

But he enjoyed this pain. When he saw the banshee's life was worse than death, he felt an inexplicable feeling of joy in his heart. After being with Feng Xuan, he never dared to It's easy to try the taste.

He was afraid, but he didn't want to control himself to sink.

Thinking of this, Qi Tian's eyes dimmed, then opened and closed, closed and opened again.Repeating such a simple movement is as calm as if nothing happened, but from the perspective of the canopy, it feels endless and long.

Tianpeng understands what Qitian is thinking now, such a proud man, such a man who looks down on all sentient beings, originally lived a life that didn't know sorrow, didn't care about any opinions, he did what he thought of every day, and thought about it every day. I can see whoever I want to see, just like this, I have lived with this attitude for thousands of years, but suddenly one day, such a person appeared...

Let him care, make him feel bad, make him want to hold it in his hands, but he is afraid of hurting him if he holds it too tightly, and wants to give him all the best things in this world, but he is afraid that he will not be able to hold him at all. I don't like it.

If you are too close to him, you are afraid that he will be bored, if you are too far away from him, you are afraid that he will leave.

After a few hundred years, this person just appeared in his life like this, and told him that he was willing to be with him for the rest of his life, and that he was willing to be with him, no matter what he experienced, no matter what he met.

How can Qi Tian not worry about this?

The sudden happiness, perhaps like a meteor shower, fell uncontrollably one by one, falling on his heart.

Therefore, from that time on, Tianpeng was able to discover Qi Tian, ​​and he became a little different.

He is no longer the existence that he used to be, who could do his own thing, put all his eggs in one basket, and never blink no matter what happened. He began to become gentle, considerate in doing things, and gentle.

It's not that it really changed, but Qi Tian hid it and no longer revealed it.

Thinking of this, Canopy couldn't help blinking, and sighed slightly.

He looked at Qi Tian beside him, who was still repeating opening and closing his eyes, and suddenly felt a little distressed, but after the pain, he couldn't help but feel a little relieved.

fair enough.

Although Qi Tian has become like this, his nature has not disappeared. In other words, in fact, he has grown up all this time, because he feels a word...responsibility.

He has to take on everything that he has never taken on before, and he is no longer the only one facing him in the future.

So this change is good.

All along, no one has ever had an in-depth understanding of Qi Tian. They all thought that such an invincible existence should be a big shot at all.

But only Tianpeng knows that Qi Tian is still a child.

Since he came out, his spiritual consciousness has been opened, and he has experienced so many things, but because of his invincibility, it seems that there is nothing that can make him experience anything, nothing more than fighting, winning, and then fighting. Fight, win again... the cycle repeats.

And Qi Tian also experienced success again and again, but never encountered any setbacks at all, so that, sometimes, he didn't know when to do it at all.

Even sometimes, he is simply like a blank sheet of paper, which makes people feel distressed.

But now, he has to bear so much, he has to bear so much, he has to grow, he has to learn to hide, he has to learn to be responsible.

He needs to know and understand that he is no longer alone, he is surrounded by Fengxuan, Canopy, Aoyou, and even Tathagata, there are so many people, he is no longer the person he used to be, A person who only needs to rely on invincible power to exist in the world.

In fact, Tianpeng didn't think this was a bad thing, so what worried him was not this one, but Qitian.

How Qi Tian looked at this matter became his biggest problem.

In fact, it's really okay to think about it, but Qi Tian always feels that he is deceiving Feng Xuan, and there are some things about him that Feng Xuan doesn't know.He even thought that such a bloodthirsty and brutal self was not worthy of Feng Xuan at all.

What should he do?

Thinking of this, Qi Tian's eyes, which had been opening and closing all the time, became slightly darker, it was a kind of dimness where the light had faded.

"How do you know that he can't accept it?" Seeing that if Qi Tian was allowed to think about it like this, he would not know what would happen, Tianpeng paused, and finally couldn't help asking.

"I don't know." Qi Tian didn't seem to hear what the canopy was saying at all, he just looked at the top of his head in a daze, then blinked his eyes, and said lightly.

"Then maybe he can accept it?" Tian Peng saw that Qi Tian was not listening to him seriously at all, and asked in another way.

"Well, yes." Qi Tian still didn't hear it, but just repeated Tianpeng's words without knowing the meaning.

"Sun Wukong!" Tianpeng stood up suddenly, held Qi Tian's shoulders with both hands, shook it vigorously, and then shouted loudly: "Are you crazy?!"

"What a big deal?! You turned into such a stinky look?!" Tianpeng couldn't help frowning, Qi Tian's appearance really made him not know what to do, and made him suddenly A little panicked, but after the panic, it was full of anger.

What a proud person who used to be, but because of such a small matter, he became like this?

"Have you forgotten the pride you once had? Have you forgotten the time when you looked down on the world and didn't care about anything? How could you be like this, Qi Tian, ​​don't tell me there is nothing important in your life now except Feng Xuan?" Is something wrong?"

Hearing the word Feng Xuan, Qi Tian seemed to come back to his senses, as if he had heard something, as if he had finally thought about it, he frowned as if it was very difficult, and then pondered the whole sentence meaning, after a pause, Qi Tian nodded firmly and earnestly: "Yes."

Apart from Feng Xuan, there is nothing more important.

Tianpeng was suddenly at a loss for words, um...he didn't know what to say, but he had already thought of this answer, but he didn't expect that now he was choked by this answer and didn't know how to continue speaking.

The canopy kept facing Qi Tian in this state, and Qi Tian's eyes were indeed dimmed and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After an unknown period of time, Tianpeng slowly retracted his eyes, then lowered his head, and after a long pause, he let go of Qi Tian's shoulders.

But at this moment, Qi Tian suddenly grabbed Tian Peng's hand: "I'm sorry." Qi Tian's hoarse voice appeared in Tian Peng's ears like this.

Tianpeng froze for a moment, then looked at Qi Tian in disbelief, opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

In fact, he understands this feeling.When two people are together, if they dislike each other, there may be a turning point, but... if they dislike themselves, then maybe, it is really like a quagmire, once they fall into it, they will always be stuck in it, there is no room for it.

"You don't have to worry." Qi Tian forced a smile, then raised his head to look at the canopy, and said slowly: "I'm fine."

At this moment, Tianpeng suddenly felt that the person in front of him was no longer the fearless great sage, he was just a person who had given up everything and still somewhat disliked himself.

"It's okay." Qi Tian said in a pretentious manner, then lowered his head again, and didn't say anything more.

Tianpeng looked at Qi Tian indifferently, but didn't know how to speak for a while.

Qi Tian's current state, I am afraid that nothing can be compared to letting him come out by himself,

After sitting like this for an unknown amount of time, Qi Tian slowly raised his head, thinking that Feng Xuan was still in Taohuayuan, now it's time to wake up and take him over.

But just as Qi Tian raised his head, he saw Feng Xuan standing in front of him firmly, looking at him softly.

Not knowing when Feng Xuan stood here, nor how long he stood here, Qi Tian just felt a little dazed, and then subconsciously looked at the cage where the banshee was originally in.

After he didn't see anything, Qi Tian seemed to come back to his senses, then pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled softly, and said, "When did you come here? The deity is thinking about going..."

"Qi Tian." Before Qi Tian could say anything, Feng Xuan suddenly squatted down, looked at Qi Tian and called out.Before Qi Tian could react, Feng Xuan suddenly hugged Qi Tian.

When Feng Xuan came, he saw Qi Tian put his arms on his knees helplessly, and then his chin hit his arms, just staring blankly at his toes, he didn't even notice that he came over.

Feng Xuan was taken aback at first, but after seeing Canopy give him a reassuring look, he slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

So, he just looked at Qi Tian like this until he came back to his senses.

"I..." Qi Tian opened his mouth, then paused, he didn't know what to say, did he want to explain what happened just now?But Feng Xuan didn't know, so, did he want to say it?Don't say it, what is he going to say?Qi Tian had a headache and was at a loss.

In the past, when he saw those people who did stupid things for love and lovers, he always sneered, and he didn't even bother to give alms.

But now, he suddenly understood the helplessness of the client.

What should he do?

"In the Peach Blossom Spring, I just turned around and found a few ripe peaches." Feng Xuan stretched out his hand, and then two big peaches were in Feng Xuan's palm like this.

Qi Tian glanced at it, and then smiled, how did Tao Zi come in this season?It must be that Fengxuan used the technique of urging flowers and trees to ripen to find these peaches.

but……

Qi Tian bowed his head, but he didn't know what to say and how to do it, the atmosphere was quiet, and he was a little embarrassed.

In fact, Feng Xuan more or less understood the whereabouts of that banshee, thinking about it, Qi Tian would definitely not let this banshee have a good time, but Feng Xuan couldn't understand why Qi Tian suddenly became so helpless.

What happened?

He looked at the canopy begging for help, but the canopy seemed to not know how to speak, just shook his head slightly, then lowered his head and said nothing more.

Feng Xuan could only rely on his own guess, looked at Qi Tian, ​​passed the peach in his hand, and then sat beside Qi Tian.